Apology Transcript Notes

Main Points

• Acknowledgment of Mistake: Speaker acknowledges they made a severe and continuous lapse in judgment.
• Nature of the Mistake: Made a hateful and inappropriate joke using a racial slur (the N-word).
• Regret and Apology: Expresses deep regret and apologizes multiple times for the mistake.
• Impact on Audience: Aware that the joke caused hurt and disappointment among followers and the broader community.
• Consequences: Mentions being disliked and hated on TikTok and feeling the emotional impact of the backlash.
• Learning and Reflection: Speaker notes that the pain people felt has deeply affected them and has caused them to reflect on their actions.
• Commitment to Change: Emphasizes a commitment to change and acknowledges the need to refrain from making such mistakes in the future.

Additional Details

• Audience: Specifically apologizes to their followers (referred to as "keep stars") and mentions PewDiePie as part of the apology.
• Emotional State: Expresses feeling crazy and hurt by the backlash received on TikTok.
• Joke Intent: Initially intended the joke to be silly but acknowledges it was inappropriate and harmful.
• Impact of Backlash: Mentions the emotional toll of being hated and the severe backlash received.

Repeated Points

• Apologizes multiple times throughout the transcript for using the racial slur and acknowledges the harm caused.