No all right hello no I just discovered there's a countdown in the Facebook group that I never knew about so that was kind of cool to see that I guess you guys um cement is it sorry my thing is saying there was an error so can you guys okay says I'm live now hi guys good to have you come out again tonight welcome I have a wonderful guest shun to Bryant III don't have her thing on this computer to read off the poster but I do know that she is a very gifted woman with any creative with illustrating and graphic and design and writing and music such a whole conglomerate of creativity and talent and so I just want to welcome you is Sean to and I'll get into some of the other some of the other things about her as we go through the questions I just wanted to say to everyone if you push to come in to stream yard if you could add your name so then I can see who it is that would be really really great that could help that would be helpful for me to be able to respond back to you and when we do the prayer time it would be really a lot easier for us to I see that that's you but I don't see your name showing up on here so just letting you know so son - here we are yeah both nervous all the time so this is good I met shun - also in that 4:14 challenge and out of 22,000 people another person I met so I'm just building a lot of amazing friendships through being online guys and learning and there she was so shun - welcome Hey yeah it was really funny cuz like a I had seen your post and I was like because you're asking something like who wants to see change like God move and Hollywood something kind of like that and I was like I really do but I don't know if I want to answer it and so it's fun like yes Oh answer he started typing in and is like oh hey I really like talking mean I showed up to that the only person she was the only person and we had some guy popped in that had some funny yo what's going on behind you and it's like fireworks and like candies or something weird all these lights so that's how you and I got connected it was really cool soap Sun - you live in Arkansas and are married to mark what how long have you been married 11 years April the 25th this year was 11 years Wow I'm April 17 oh that's awesome so you grew up in Mississippi yes and you moved to Arkansas when you got married a book for so like my husband and I we met in high school in Gautier Mississippi but his dad was in like the I think the Navy in the Navy and so like they moved around a lot and so that's how they ended up in Mississippi and then after graduation they moved up here and then mark and I had like we weren't dating it or anything but we started talking with each other over my space weapon and then plank like a long-distance relationship and then then we start then like later I moved up here and then we got married did you both do music then no so he we were both in like a couple of different classes together we were in a Spanish class we were in like a math class but I never really paid attention to him being in my math class I wasn't even sure that he was but he was there and then like anything and my was it the Spanish class that we were taking he sat like right next to me and I remember this one time so we all went to we had our what's that thing the the prom and so I came into the door and then Mark he came up to me and he was like dang girl you're fine and then he just left what that's it all the time were young boys so for him to even have development day that is pretty brave and dance with me or anything he was like oh gosh what did I do probably like you like yes oh no wow wow to meet him someday that would be on so you grew up in Mississippi mmm what was it like to live there and she and then how is it to change to Arkansas like it was it's very different so like growing up there there like a lot of different black people there here there's like it's funny because like the other day because there's not there's not a lot of black people here so it's like walk like I've seen a guy I had seen a guy one day just walking across like the Walmart parking lot and I'm like just here it is like I don't know wow this is weird it's very disturbed definitely because where I grew up it's very European yeah a whole life there's not a lot of ethnic groups coming and took city but last 10-15 years there's big changes which has made such a difference but that's really cool and so when you were growing up in Mississippi you have siblings I have they're not to like close to but yeah just a brother okay when you just a brother so when you grew up you weren't close either no oh wow just the two of you that's for me Wow so are you the older or the younger younger will see you the baby yeah baby firstborn girl right so so what you probably were like we were serious girl then did you like were you know it was like I was born not serious Oh like okay so in middle school we had this like award kind of ceremony and there's this one guy who's like really funny his name was or is Antoine de and so it was like between him and then me and I have no idea how I got nominated for this but it was like funniest person and I won and I'm like really that's great laughing conscious like in school they would do like the cutest laugh you guys ever do it um but my I did from that contest or that whole ceremony thing I got a nickname and my husband still calls me that is in my box I can see my I could say so bid you like you for fun was it just fun to just like words we're fine or did you have activities that you like to do for finally are you so like drawing all the time um I would like so like around high school like I would bring like my drawing book with me and if my dad so my dad he would have to take care of my grandma sometimes she was she's paralyzed and so we'd have to go over to her house and when we would do that I take my drawing book with me and then we get home late at night and so I would be in the backseat that have a flashlight and I would like just be drawing in the backseat with my flashlight and my pencil and stuff and so I kind of grew up drawing and I remember my dad and I we used to do this game so like you draw like a line and then or just a couple of lines and then you'd have like the next person so like he would draw lines for me to like draw something out of Wow I'd do that for him and so we it was really fun playing that hey that's amazing - your dad was your dad an artist then - yeah like he but he just kind of I guess he did it for fun kinda and so I I think I did it I got that from him and so just it kind of I just kind of kept going on and stuff drawing and everything Wow because I was gonna say what what did you like to do for fun did that resonate with who you are today and then I'm like oh yeah Wow so I was gonna ask how did you get so creative in so many areas I really don't know honestly I told my husband I'm like cuz okay so I'll start doing music because I do this thing called um I have this digital audio workstation or a doll like for music call FL Studio and so I'll just start making music with that and then I'm like where did that come from I just like making things with the Lord and then so I tell mark I'll do like music they don't do drawings and they'll do jewelry and it's like I've got a big head to say that but I suppose like that's a gift of God like Shanti that's a gift of God and when I first met you she's like yeah and I do this and yeah and then I'm like oh that's nice and I said oh yeah and this and it was like kind of this gradually all these things start coming out and Jenice I just see that you your dad jutsu was like artistic and you miss it so I just want to give a shout out there it when were talking about you know carrying on came through our family line and then you know I always see that see that the children released it even more many right like my own children is like I planted seeds of this anointing of God and then it went more it multiplies so yes multiplied what you're dead carry aging it's like Here I am there's more did you do music before you were a Christian or did you do it later uh before so like it's funny I remember in elementary school we did like the recorders just learning how to play music with that and then I was in one of my music classes and I hated happy to sing so we did this like everyone had to sing the same song she seems like for a test or something and so everyone had to sing this part on this st. it was awful I uniform I don't like it because it's like what are you embarrassing me and it's like what was it I longed to sail a ship to the sea or whatever it was it's like what am i singing anyways it's so like I remember doing and I hated singing in front of people and so like their back so like when in when I did become a Christian we like in church I would sing but I was kind of like I don't want to sing in front of people and then and Jesus he's so funny [Applause] yes I still don't like really like want to sing in front of people whole bunch but then like oh so there's this one time this is me will heart from the Irish ministry they they came to our church um last year and so it was it was like worship was so good and then like just so sometimes God doesn't go off like I say I go off on my own but it like sometimes during worship I'm just like singing okay cuz I'm always like I never know the words to the song to church I mean it's up there on the board I'm still singing like I'm trying to make up and it's like just look at the screen and but like so when when they came so like sometimes I'll just try to sing out like what I feel like God's saying or singing over it's kind of like an what kind of like yes incest and I and 3:17 talking about how God sings over us and like um I'll just think because he's teaching me how to do that and I want to practice it like so when we'll heart and iris ministries were at our church like the worship was going on and then I just felt like this song the joy of the Lord is our strength like it's funny cuz I don't know I don't remember like what part or how it happened or like everything or whatever but it's just like I started singing like about the joy of the Lord and then they started saying like the team heavy said the worship team like they they started singing the song that I was singing and I'm like no one ever does that in fact other people like kind of don't like me doing different things and so it's like well maybe I'm not crazy that's really cool are you gonna are you going to share something for us later than a cappella are you comfortable with that wait I could I could think okay Lord do what you want to do Jesus let me get into the more sharing from your heart part I think that would be really cool then because then you'll and you're more in the sphere so that would be cool um let's bring it up later I can you that's awesome I like Janissa saying she stirred the drum yes she does that's so funny because I used to play drums in high school Wow my friend Bumi plays drums I don't know if that's fair on here is that you blew me without your name showing up Facebook music um yes sorry babe yes sing babe that's what you're saying right Denise and baby so shun to you have a few things you have a few things that you've created yeah why don't you just show a few of them for us and explain what you have all right trying to make sure I don't rock this thing because I have my computer on the ironing board and it's just like all kinds of what kinds of stuff here but um so here's one thing like so I want to teach people how to have a deeper friendship with Jesus so like so right now I'm doing this thing called a bring back friendship challenge and I made like this fun with Jesus activity guide so each day it's like a 14 day challenge so I'm like each day I'm showing people hell I'm giving a testimony of something from here's my relationship and I am giving scriptures and I'm giving like an activity for them to do and so this is it's just a little it's so hard to do this it's like a little PDF that I kind of made and stuff and so something that he and I like to do one thing is called 20 questions and so I'll ask him different questions like one question that I because as I was writing this I'm like trying to play along myself and do ocean was myself and stuff so one of my questions to him was what's your favorite sauce from chick-fil-a and he said barbecue sauce so like so that's one thing that I've been doing and and I'm just wanting to help people to just have a friendship with them because it's like sometimes like we get so serious as Christians and it's like we don't always have to be me because like God made laughter like the joy of the Lord is our strength and stuff and so like sometimes we we just need to learn how to have fun with him so 24 there's this are you exactly what Jesus says when he's walking along with the disciples after he he's restaurant and he says something really funny I love I and he's like he's asked him a question it's so obvious but they don't even recognize him yeah along with them right and that's that that was when passes it made me realize Jesus humor yes he is so funny so like I'm also and I'll talk well yeah it kind of goes well just like it goes along like with this other thing that I'm doing right the project that I'm working on is a devotional and it kind of goes along with that challenge and so in one of the sections I'm just talking about like how I'm just talking about how like he and I I like watching TV with him and I like watching movies with him like just doing all kinds of different stuff and playing video games and stuff like that and so it was funny so there's this cooking show called the kitchen it's on Food Network and so like I get I get in these moods where I really want to watch cooking shows and so he's told me before I was like how do you like your steak he said medium-rare and I don't like medium-rare I'm like no I don't want that cook like a lot a lot more not that well but not not will so so we're so this cooking show they're always saying I like what their steaks they always cook them medium-rare and so like when they when they cook them when they're finished cooking it they always cut into them and then they're like oh this steaks so good and they just go on and on about the state that's like so wonderful and they just cooked it just blah and all this stuff and so like I was just sitting there talking with the Lord actually I wasn't talking to him I was just staring at this wonderful state they loved so much and all of a sudden he said now that's a steak and I just started laughing so hard I'm like and it was so funny I was laughing so hard that I almost wasn't breathing so much like what else so yeah this children like so there's this children's book that he and I did together Andreessen I saying she and I did together because like with my business it's actually love SB NJ I just got the name change because I got an LLC mail but it is still moving that's why my key like before it's called love SP NJ is because it's kind of like if you're writing a letter it's like love and then whoever is writing the letter so I from SB which is chunky Bryant and Jane which is Jesus so love Shante Bryant and visas so like this the things that in I say our company because like yeah like Matthew 1622 bout like the Great Commission and then Jesus like it says that Jesus told them like what to do and then it says in verse 20 and he went out and worked with them it is why he worked they work for him it is just like he worked with them and so like that's kind of what I really want like us to do and everything and so like him and me and so well almost like through this but like yeah this is the our first children's book called Jesus and Peter on the water and I just want to show you like some of my favorite pictures week so actually I guess if you're okay with it out I'll kind of I could read from the beginning if you want yeah go ahead and let's see why not okay so disciples are in a boat sorry in the middle of the sea when all of a sudden they saw a ghost no it was Jesus and he was walking on the water this is just like that that's it don't be afraid it's me jesus said reassuringly if that's you sorry if that's you tell me to come to you on the water Peter said doubtfully my hands annoy I'm so sorry this is so hard I don't know how kindergarten teacher Steve is going out of the screen so you can see better Jesus okay swoosh crash BAM Peter heard the wind howl and the waves crashed he got scared and he began to sing help me Jesus compassionately Jesus reached out for Peter when Jesus and Peter climbed into the boat the disciples shouted surely you are the son of God and then that's it and like at the end of it I have like a letter from Jesus Hana and then all his little animals with all his little animals and little doodles and so the letter says huh it's so basically it's actually let me just read it and then you'll kind of see what it is so hi my name is Jesus I've wanted to know you personally I wanted to get to know you personally for such a long time my father the Holy Spirit and I love you so much and we'd be so happy if you'd like to know us better too we've written a lot of letters to you about who we are our book is called the Bible I can't wait for us to me as you read the word love your friend Jesus and then there's like on the last page like sorry how to draw Jesus section so I'm not doing this well so I how to drop their ego how to draw Jesus and then I just go through the steps of how to draw how I draw them and it's cuz like back when I was younger I used to like saying all the different weight so I used to have this art book and this one guy he would always teach you how to draw things and I would always draw it and be like and everything like so yeah it was it was just really fun being able to draw and I'm not sure like let me see who that boys um I don't see your name on here it just said Facebook user but if yes so I have like and I can put like I have three copies left and I'm trying to like sell them I'm so awkward sometimes and like I say things and it makes no sense so let me start that over again in what I was saying I and first let's to celebrate your book yeah and I think that was Genma key I that I saw I said need this right now and prima donnas on there another Facebook user I checked on Facebook I went to Facebook while you were sharing that is the thing I just want to celebrate do you want more we write more and you were saying that your book mmm that's the last right yeah like I have two other coffees I was wanting to light I don't know donate them which I still can I have like I don't know what to do with myself but I remember it like talking with the Lord once and I was in the this so this was like right before the whole cofee drama happened and like so I was in church um a church that my friend was from she goes to and I visited her and like the sermon was when like that passage of Scripture and I was just thinking at first I'm like well this is a terrible time for this book to be coming out and then like he was reminding me about that sermon he's like people need hope right now people need to know like about having faith right now and also just that like in the book compassionately Jesus reached out for Peter and stuff like just that God's compassion is still with everybody and so it's just showing me like hey why don't you donate that to some children's pastors and so I'm like okay so I have one left to sell but I have two that I'm trying to donate to some children's pastors yeah are you gonna read back i endu t because you wanted to call it you cuz like i want to find a different i need something a little sturdier i think cool why everybody always learns from when you do something like you learn every time so again celebrate the first that's true and we can't wait for the next hi Cheryl I think so so shun to you also make t-shirts and jewelry and things so this shirt that I'm wearing right now it go back go back what kind of yeah cuz like it's a little dark but it's the Bible Wow oh yeah so straight Drummond I'm wanting to turn this into a sticker because I just got something called a Cricut machine still don't know how to use it but is that in the box Berger's Kirsten she has like old cheeseburger suppose her expresses she would love that shirt yeah something I'm wanting to do is like since I'm doing some planning on doing stickers and like iron ons and stuff so what ma'am I'll do something with that feel like right now I'm trying to do I'm drawing friends like illustrating one of her books like her second book actually and so um let me see yeah no I don't have the first one that I Illustrated it's in the other room but I won't go get it but it's um it's called Jesus is real and fun that's her first book that I Illustrated that's actually the first book that I've ever Ellis trated that ever got published and everything so I was like really gay it's really cool I like it because you know some of us said some guy said today I'm I'm the thing I was listening to is you know some of you need to just do the book we asked you to do and you did it and it looks simple but it's actually not that it says yes it Peters and the other days people who are really good at something make it look simple I think I could do that and we should all feel like I can do that so as we're transitioning into going more deeper I wanted to just like bring that out for you who are watching or watch later is is there something inside of you that is bursting to be done and that's me and so I'm being spoken to here at this every moment as well I have lists and things everywhere and plans and downloads but just getting that one thing started and you know this guy said today that what he was referring to being a good steward but he was saying that when we don't finish what we start that also Oh laziness who's talking about laziness was a person proverbs and how laziness is I was like oh I don't want to hear this is not finishing what we start well not just being lazy as I'm like I'm a couch potato but actually not completing what we start so that's meant for you tonight and for this next season I just speak it out because that's what God speaking to me to finish what I started you know because it's easy to start sometimes and they were like oh nobody nobody agrees with me nobody's blessing me nobody nobody wants me to do this but God saying yes go and there was a time in my life I saw it go for a few years big letters God saying say yes go right so I just want to honor you that you you're stepping into you made the shirt you made other you know creative you done the book you're yes I wrote that down too early procrastination you you're working on music that's another thing so when you're talking about lazy if something is true it's so easy to start a new thing because like with me I have a lot of songs that I've started I have a few songs that I finished you have to go through it okay you have to remember like when your birthing you go through like the nine months or you know eight months for some people a little bit overdone but you go through this season and then when your birth thing there's like this labor and intensive pain and you're like I don't want to do this anymore look like I'm out of here if any of you can relate to this here and as you birth through its so hard mm-hmm and it's so painful but the joy that you were seeing in the birthing is is a beautiful thing and that's what God is doing in your cream your those are your babies yeah that's your baby your book and working through it and you know yes like breathe breathe you know no and and that's your music men yeah and as you press through God is releasing and I noticed that as we listen and obey and release he gives us more yeah right yeah you can start it's okay to have three things going at one time is I feel as long just don't do it I'm like trying to birth one baby over here twelve babies over there 14th baby down street is like baby as long as you could handle raising their right it's like she had so many children she didn't know what to do like that it's like baby's roots you lost me right Cheryl because of love we move forward well what if there's someone waiting this is what stood in my spirit from someone sharing this little Olga what about your yes like if you don't say yes how many lives are affected because you lean it right like you don't know what blessed by your book I know that Jesus yeah know that Jesus and and as you write more about friendship with Jesus and you can even put your stories into animation and like you're funny you know Jesus likes the barbecues ain't no saying like no could put that into a beautiful you I already have that plan but for children to relate and say oh Jesus is relatable something that's such a passion of your heart so I just pray that God releases that even more yeah yeah and like for me I don't know if a lot of people like other people who like have a lot of different things that they want to do creatively it's kind of like what is that cartoon I don't know if you've seen it before but just like a Looney tune someone and he's like which way did he go which way did he go where did he go it's some cartoon but it's like it's he's always like which way did it go and stuff like that and sometimes it's kind of like the Holy Spirit it's like Holy Spirit man you were just over here we were just doing jewelry and now you want to go I design a shirt are you going I don't know to do Oh like stuck in it like letter a you already on cue I'm slow right can you help me it's like oh you're a cue yeah I'm a cute you're like an X and it's like come on get up earlier go to bed hardly is I'm gonna go a little deeper you're fine son - it's fine that you have like this querque humor that is fun for me the brings up that side of me you have an incredible testimony of coming to Jesus you talk of friendship with Jesus I asked you on the forum what makes you unique and you wrote Jesus and my friendship and you said there's a misty adverts arm that goes I don't want to talk about you like you're not in the way I want to look right at you I want to sing right to you I haven't seen Jesus right before my eyes yet but that's a desire God has placed in my heart O us more about this you shared some stories of how Jesus shows you through everyday moments like you mentioned earlier but tell us about Mission Impossible oh gosh oh my gosh so okay so mark my husband and I so he was watching like the Mission Impossible movies he bought like this big collection of the months of Tom Cruise in it and so like he was watching the first one on couch by himself I was off doing my own thing in the other room so he was watching the second one for some reason I was like oh what's this and I'm just going up to the couch pop and it's like oh this is actually really interesting and so I'm just watching I'm watching I'm watching and then talking with Jesus because I like watching movies and talking with him through them sometimes it's like I'll start talking to him during a movie and like there's this one time he was like I'm trying to watch the movie and I'm like my baby like there's other time like in another movie and he wanted to be all Chatty Cathy and I'm like man I'm just trying to watch the movie and so so one of the Mission Impossible movies like after the second one there's like a car chase in it so I'm just sitting back like just watching the movie I don't I'm not like paying attention to it like Jesus made me sane or anything because I'm watching the movie all of a sudden I'm here I love high speed car chases I'm just trying to like be like what what did you just say that I'm here right and then sometimes there's always this because like the some people that I used to go to a different church would would always say well I don't know is this me is this the Lord or is this the devil but John 10:4 talks about how Jesus said like the sheep know the Shepherd's voice and everything and so it's like you have to like trust that you hear him because you're his sheep you have to know his voice and so it's not that you're going around saying Oh The Devil's talking to me what yes okay let's do that real quick okay my Ernie anything but it's like we know Jesus and so we know his voice and like we follow him in the next verse talks about how the voice of a stranger they will not follow so that's just where I've started to learn how to trust that I'm hearing him and so like going a little bit along from that movie so there's a another Admission Impossible movie because we were just watching all of them because the the it was Mission Impossible fall out that was getting ready to come to theaters so we were kind of like watching all of the other things so that we can watch that one and so this other movie like maybe the fourth one had another high-speed car chase in it and so like I'm just sitting there just watching the movie nobody's talking to anybody except for somebody want to talk to somebody when you're like trying to watch the movie like nobody buddy we all just watch movie I love high speed car chases like the same thing that he said in the previous movie goodnight and I never like something I'm starting to do a little bit more like right now it's just asking him like what is the what's the deeper meaning of the thing that you just said so why so like okay like right now I feel like he's saying that he likes the pursuit so like saying all right he just likes the pursuit he likes being chased and he likes chasing it's kind of like tag um kind of like it's you know how little kids are like oh so I have a niece and a nephew and my niece she doesn't say nanny nanny booboo she goes boo boo boo boo it's so funny like chasing her she just gets a kick out of it and then like then I get hurt and it's time for her to chase me but she kind of doesn't always understand that she just likes being chased and so and so it's like also right now I just kind of feel like the Lord saying the thrill of the hunt kind of like he likes quite actively pursuing us and also it's like he just likes it he likes coming after us and so and he wants us to come after him it's like a reciprocality kind of light that's something that I always talked to him about like in a relationship with him just talking about how he's so reciprocal and it's funny um cuz of like how say you're at church worshipping and it doesn't have to be a church he can be at home you could be I don't know cooking red beans and rice or something and like just singing to the Lord and so like you could be like singing to him and then he wants to sing to you and it's like oh my god I was talking about earlier I think it's definitely 3:17 but it talks about how the Lord rejoices over us was singing and so like oh I would love to hear the Lord's voice audibly yes I actually know Jesus I take that back because I will cuz imma see you face to face yeah and I yeah but I remember this time I was telling him that so okay there's Tulsa Oklahoma is really close to where we live here in a period Arkansas so it's Fri like two hour drive two hours so Drive so Sean Paul's like him and like they can't he came to a church in Tulsa and so we all got to is like hearing for one another at the end and so I feel so bad for this one lady who's like listening for me because Jesus and I are weird and and she had to do with that and it's like I'm so sorry and so I um she so okay what was it so she um was saying I just feel like the Lord is saying that if he saw you right now he would just pinch your cheek I that meant so much to me I'm so happy that she said that the reason why I I'm so happy it's because I have literally said that to him because he's just so funny sometimes and he just says such adorable things and I'm like if I could see right now I just can't your cheeks I just peachy and so like with her hearing that it's like oh my gosh I'm not making up things it's like you're actually telling other people about weird things in our relationship that I like but I still think are weird but no beautiful like you know we all have different relationship with Jesus mm-hmm I've been really challenged and encouraged and inspired even in the last week from different people give me a word I just want to go down that road with you Stacy I want to walk with you and I went in together we're gonna do all three of them like Jesus is just waiting to spend some time with you you know it was all three of these ladies and then someone else has taught me about listening just asking God for things that we're like what do we do like you know where these big stressful situations and it's like what do we doing well this ask Jesus then I have a lot of people coming to me and I find it very intriguing and really exciting to hear you know the way you share about Jesus and you're not taking away from the power of what he carries but you're enjoying your conversing with him and enjoying life with him and that's so beautiful and it encourages me I mean we like our time is fly by here like oh like oh wow this is so much fun because you love to laugh and my Jesus loves to laugh and so you're bringing a freshness and and and just a beauty of Jesus fragrance that I love so thank you Thank You shun - I want to ask you about I don't know and when you mentioned this other day but you grew up in a church that did it in Catholic Church or some you didn't learn at Balki's where'd you grow up it was so was it in high school but we should go to church like different churches we never actually had like a honey church that we actually went to we're kind of really sporadic growing up and so like in high school I went to a church that a friend of mine that she invited me to like the youth group and everything and so I was going but we never really they never really taught you how to hear Jesus like how to have an actual relationship with them and before I go too deep into it like what were you going to ask me I'm sorry that's what I want to ask you is like when you came to Jesus but then also shared about you didn't know anything about Holy Spirit yes so and I get it so I what I say like late living I don't know or something the flame ignited I get it so late yeah about this because it it's like what was it 2004 was when I actually want when I actually started following Jesus and then 2014 is ten years later is when I started when I got baptized in the Holy Spirit actually started to understand how to hear his voice like prior to 2014 I was always going through this whole cycle of Kali just it's crazy just the way that he has me where he has me now like I'm not I struggle sometimes it's like like why did I do that kind of stuff but back then I was like I just want to be dead I'm done I'm tired of this and everything and I all like I used to self-harm and like cuz I didn't know guys heart for me I didn't know who he was to me I always was like I would hear these condemnation messages like um from this evangelism thing and I won't say the name but it's like going through the ten commandments and are you this have you done this do you do these things well where does that leave you it's kinda like a game show but you lose and well since you've done such as such in such as such um that means that you're gonna hell today if you died oh no gospel for you fine and stuff so I would hear that cuz like we would adopt that whole method of Advanta with fake vandalism and like the Holy Spirit was like not we didn't listen to Holy Spirit which he was saying for a person it was into this whole hey let's follow this script because these people know what they're doing who was Holy Spirit yeah and so like um it was just this whole big cycle of condemnation yes Cheryl religious ain't nobody got time for that nobody got time for that and it's like so fast forward to like 2014 it's like I was baptized in the Holy Spirit and I remember you and I were talking the other day on like you're like the line or the zoom call and I was just talking about how I started getting so frustrated so tired of hearing like the same things at church and never seen like what I saw in what I read in the Bible like miracles and like healings and stuff like that and it's like I never got desperate I literally got desperate I started looking I started looking up near-death experiences like Oh near-death experience oh wait what what's this kid like it so there's this book called Jesus no I'm sorry that's a book that I own straight hello for real yes heaven is for real so I found that through my whole what they're doing it's kind of thing and then when I found his story his story I found like this other lady her name is the one who I wrote the book the illustrators write the book for my name is Kim Robinson I met her and she like since I forgot the year but God had been like showing her things about heaven like taking her to heaven and like giving her visions and things and told her write about it and somehow somehow yeah since the beginning of whenever I wasn't born yet and yeah so somehow I just met her and so like yeah it's crazy because it's really it's there's so much of a difference of like when when I was like when I just came to know the Lord versus where I am now and like I had to go through a journey I hate that journey is like I just wish I could be here like 15 years ago it's like yeah I'm talking about but it is what it is so um yeah but like where I was back then where I am now it's like I just I want I want Lord what I'm doing now with him I don't like feeling like I've lost time with him but he reminds me sometimes like there's this verse that talks about how he'll give us a double portion of what we've lost I'm not quoting that right but yeah oh [Applause] gosh well you know I I think that we can go into like we're going to go into prayer and Vedic times so I think that that's Holy Spirit okay okay I hear the song tutti frutti that bop a loo bop a lop bam boo okay I really don't know how [Music] I don't know the words this morning cuz I remember this one time and that song just made me think about it like so my husband was out of town and so Jesus and I we went to the the Mexican restaurant around the corner and I found out the day they do like karaoke nights I I was like well nobody's gonna go with me and he's always like long right here I'm just saying all right here I'm available so I went around no first I kept arguing with Jesus and being like I don't want to go sing karaoke because that was something that I was like he was kind of encouraging me he's like hey let's go there today and I'm like nah I'm good ain't nobody ain't nobody nobody's gonna be there with me and like you know and he's like I'm gonna be there and so we had this whole 30 minute conversation but I didn't want to go do karaoke karaoke because nobody was gonna be there with me egging me on and so like I finally ended up getting to where I was going to go so we're to where we were going to go to the restaurant that night and so like so I started getting ready in the bathroom and he shows me a vision of himself like doing his hair up like where he was gonna with that one but I'm trying to think of it I have another song stuck in my head right now it's like I don't know let it be there to love and cherish you [Music] see you the words okay what are you singing right now so what is it saying right now Lord coz something that's how he talks to me sometimes is through like songs and so sometimes like he'll show me so I I don't know it if there's someone who's needing comfort right now so I just I don't know the rest of those lyrics but that's the part that I know is I'll be there and I was ago whoever this is for and for me too I receive that Jesus responds oh he loves that Jackson 5 Oh Pedro yes not 1 1 2 somebody just post the lyrics and then I'll sing it but yes so like easy so yes he he wants you to be comforting and a way that people are comforted is through laughter and snow like the joy the Lord is your strength even at war at church one times and you look in wherever you looking and you're just trying to sing to the Lord and you sang the lyrics like so wrong so much and this way sometimes I laugh because that's why Lord coz is like for him I just want to be dead because I used to say like I never wanted to live past like my 72nd birthday I'm 33 now and so I remember having to dream where I was telling the Lord like like I was telling the Lord in the dream exactly what I was saying and like waking wife I don't want to live past 73 and so I was looking in a mirror and I was saying that and like when I said that like looking in the mirror I don't remember exactly how or whatever what happened but when I woke up I was like I need to stop saying that word I'm sorry and right now I want to be oh really don't wanna be that all the Lord if I have to be only be living goofy with you so good older people laugh by shun to in the room down the hall laughs we're gonna make our own hymns yes and yeah and then like it's kind of like those people who there used to be this game show where you had to like fill in the lyrics and they had like is it a this lyric is it be this other lyric or this third oh gosh oh no it's like if he's why no he's this goofy he already is this goofy like now so it's like can you imagine in Heaven's like all day goofy it's like I don't know it's gonna be like it's gonna be like Mary get your child have to come on my own thank you son - thank you there's so much more to you and I have such depth so tonight we prayed beforehand and that's to just have fun and to embrace that about him that side of God the joy and thank you for reminding me of that because we have so much going on in the world right now so like thank - thank you so you should do it the time is if you have a word for some people like wanna bring up Facebook on your phone so you can see people's names because I don't some people that most people have their names on now they're getting they're getting them that figured out but but I just lift up this time thank you for your joy thank you for your laughs thank you for what you've created with it son - and I just pray more just release more father God and whatever you bring from thermal for her to release tonight for whoever is ID I just pray a blessing and thank you God for healing precious me okay so y'all are gettin ready to see see y'all Savior and me in action because I like saying that it's like ya'll say Bri I can crazy today that's y'all Savior and so like the way that he speaks to me sometimes like I'll be in the prophetic encouragement room that I volunteer in sometimes and he'll just say some some really weird crazy stuff and it's just so hilarious and nobody's in that room laughing but I'm like looking crazy laughing it's tough because it's like he's saying crazy John but it's relevant to somebody and then it's like so here we go I just saw a picture of like someone's standing let's say it's Jesus standing at and you know like those but when a comedian is getting ready to be on stage and they're they have like their microphone and they're going through all their jokes and getting ready to start speaking and stuff so I feel like Jesus is on a stage and I feel like he's saying get ready to hear me laugh and so like I don't know this for sure but I feel like there's a scripture that talks about like when the Lord laughs like she's enemy scattered and so it's like just think about like a lion roaring it's like a lion roaring like makes all like the gazelle and all the other animals and like the weaker animals that's better weaker than the lion scattered they're like oh gosh about to get got and so some like in your life I just feel like whoever this is for and if you if this applies to you this my is my like this is for one person but like whoever it is like I feel like God's saying I am the roaring lion get ready to hear me so it's funny because like and I feel like he says like he does great impressions so like for some of you maybe you don't know if you have heard the Lord yet or not but I just feel like he's saying like so there's this one lady that I know she hears the Lord it's I've never heard him like this but she has all the time he has like this country accent which has a country accent when he's talking to her and so oh good that isn't a first because I didn't know it I'm sorry she the way that one person hears the Lord it's not like they're always going to hear the word the same way another person hears them so it doesn't mean that person a is wrong and person B is right Jesus is so there's the first that goes like he's all and is in all and so like sometimes we hear God in different ways but we don't have to be scared so anyways like where we're at where else have you gone like okay I just saw him like what's sitting on a chair with a guitar and he's just plain and then I'm trying or no this stone but I don't know how it goes let me figure out the words there's how the song goes [Music] [Music] okay all right I'm sorry oh why are you gonna give me the runaround I don't think he wants us to give him the runaround just let him talk to you you don't have to be like oh I'm so scared that I'm hearing a devil speak to me it's like no your savior is wanting to talk to you do not afraid of his voice you don't have to give him the runaround so don't give him the runaround so like the runaround is like oh hey guess what you got to go through this see so that's the thing is like in listening to his voice you don't have to do okay thank you for some of you who've seen Macaulay Culkin in home alone he has all these traps laid out for these enemies and everything and in the end it's those funny they still get him it's like what did you even get these trap's out for this other person who come help you in the second movie and it's like this one lady with the birds and everybody's scared of so you got all these pigeons like the Holy Spirit it's like all these pigeons around her she be feeding and then Kevin wait he's like oh my gosh these people these bad guys got me you don't have to worry about the devil get me you already have like you don't have to put out your own like traps for the enemy the Lord has me he's the one who's covering you he's the one who's your filter so you don't have to filter and protect yourself against him so let that song I don't want to talk about you like you're not in the room I want to look right at you I want to sing right to you so like something that he does is like ever started like it's funny because sometimes like you know when when a person is like looking at you but you don't know that they're looking at you but then you turn around this like win the world and it's like that it's a weird feeling and so like sometimes not in a creepy way but sometimes I feel like feel like right now so I don't know how to explain this is like I feel like the Lord is like right here that's just an impression and so like we have impressions that weekend like since God with we have like all of our different senses like put in the spirit so we got like our vision we have our hearing have our smell taste and touch in the spirit as well and so it's like sometimes like with visions that singing and sometimes he does give you like smelling things sometimes he does give me like tasting things I've tasted popcorn like a couple of times and like someone was saying like I was in a conference with someone my husband and I went there together and so my husband and I went there together and like the one guy is in Joshua Mills and like he started talking about how people taste have tasted things like in his meetings and then all of a sudden like he didn't talk about this yet but I started tasting popcorn and I said oh that's tasty even extra butter hey it's important don't like extra butter more popcorn but it tasted good and so like so I like what he was talking about Josh Daniels was talking about is that then your are gonna be times like if you didn't taste popcorn like that and I didn't say hey I taste popcorn but he just said it and then he's like that's just like get ready for the miracles to pop up into your life and so there's like all these different senses like that we have naturally and in spirit like that kind of like coincide with each other so like sometimes people like do I hear God talking to me I don't know because it always sounds like my thought but it's like since the Lord lives in you yeah it sometimes sounds like your thought and sometimes it sometimes he doesn't say that sometimes he's like I love I love hard what did you say I love high speed car chases and I know I ain't say that and so so it's like just recognizing how does he speak to you you don't have to set up these traps and he's like alarms were like he's not the boogeyman so you don't have to be afraid of him good one cast out fear and we don't have to be afraid cuz you know yeah okay all right Cheryl I'm gonna try to I'm really slow sometimes in practicing what he's saying but Cheryl I just felt like the Lord said knock knock and who's there like freak yeah just knock knock who's there and then like he's telling a joke and he knows corningstone tongues is like corn dog this corny so knock knock who's there okay we like the lord thing what do you want to steam what do you want to see it's so like if he opened the door if you open the door to him what are you wanting to see what do you wanted him to look like and in what form are you wanting to see him so um why yes so whatever it looks like whatever it sounds like we don't care and just want you that's a song that I don't know whose things that but iris Manish these will heart his team they came and they say that and I just heard that so like whatever it looks like and whatever it sounds like that you want God some as you open that door just like let him be that and like just don't care what it looks like don't care what it sounds like just want him because he's wanting so the hold I stand at the door and knock whoever opens the door for me I would come in and so there's that one that verse is revelation 3:20 and Jesus is saying whoever opens the door I'll come in to them and we'll eat together as friends one of the one version one of which version says it that wing but one of the spurts the version says it that way so I you are strong and powerful woman and the Lord and you just are a strong and powerful woman and I don't know what it's like like your relationship with in like just the goofy two moons and I feel like he's saying he's wanting to have the goofy times with you and just like have inside kids with you and just have all kinds of like laughing room comes no - laughing room is but like just oh so I don't know if there is there a room that you might laugh at like okay I get it like so like the place if you have a television or something or if you watch 20 things like just inviting me into that time together so that you can have that laughing room within um yeah so the room in the laughing room guys it's like the praise of laughter that's amazing that's wow I like it and is it I'm sorry Jimmy like I kind of see I kind of know those aren't clouds okay so I kind of I start like with your profile picture it's like glitter in the back or I always call everything a glitter but it's like glittery in the back and so like but I saw that as clouds behind you in a blue sky and so um okay I feel like the Lord singing over me and so like you are he you're him you are he is yeah you are honey and so I don't know you ever feel like you're not or if you struggle to feel like he doesn't community or she's not listening or if you feel like you're just kind of talking to the ceiling or anything or it's like if you feel a distance like know that he is right there with you know that he is always right there with you and he hasn't left you and he hasn't forsaken me and he's not going to leave and he's not going to forsake you or anything like that in fact is like he's coming it I have got a boo-boo got a love and I know that he's all mine oh the words do what you can to try to control meaning six six tones never gonna break me oh and I feel like he's saying like he's releasing that over you he's got a pocketful of sunshine and he's not scared of sprinkly and so when you need his joy it is there for you if you need is joy it is there you don't have to feel like please say can I have a cup of joy or anything like you know you're not Tiny Tim yes you can have a cup of joy you can have whatever you like I keep wanting to say mark me Matthew it's like Mason it not a book of the Bible so smell comes out Matthew 7:7 it's like asking it will be given to you okay just ask him the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart he will he doesn't like if you ask for some bread it's not gonna give you a stone if you ask for a he's not going to give you some random thing that you're not supposed to eat and stuff like that so like ask him and I feel like also just encourage you to have like a gold journal Janine's have a gold journal like I just feel like sit down and like get getting you like a new journal like just to write in and just have like goals in your life that um you and God come up with so I got and I we have our own gold journal I call it a dream journal but there's also like journals when you record your dreams so like just to talk to other people I just called it Gold Journal so yeah like I just want to encourage you to start like writing down goals that God gives you because he knows the plans he has for you and he wants to give you things that are good like for your future things that are going to give you a hope and a future for you you're in the hot seat oh okay first thing I noticed is like your clothes there when you take some water I'm thirsty hold on so they're black but I noticed that they were red like God has shown me like them being red and so red right now I'm thinking of a flamenco dancer like I don't even know if we'll make of dancing is but I think they're like real passionate and like whoo and everything and flamingos E whatever that is but I feel like the Lord saying he's adding fire back into your life we're gonna was 9 and I saw like a like yes thank you a bonfire back the coals light we're coming what's the word like shuffled out but then like I started seeing them like reignite like the flames getting higher and higher and higher and then like I also see angels like Fanning that flame and like kind of like what you're doing now just God's giving you fire back here and gods giving your fire back in all these other areas and all these other other other other areas like so that is I just thought I just had the thought a penny for your thoughts light and then I saw like a piggy bank that had like a whole bunch of pennies in it like I kind of felt like a head bunch of pins in it and it was like really waiting so I also want to like incur I don't know how do you say that word wait so something that the Lord shows me is hot-air balloons all the time and so like with the whole was thinking about that it's like hot-air balloons it's like it they kind of rise up above the earth like not that it makes me think about like not worrying and like that I have a little board or a dry erase board by the door like by our back door and I drew a hot air balloon on it and then I did cast your cares on the Lord for he cares for you and so I feel like that piggy bank like I feel like so you know there's the the bottom like part that you can pull all the cork I guess whatever it's called the plug you can pull the plug out and then just unload all the pennies and stuff so I felt like that piggy bank was like super full and then I've kind of feel like God's the one who's like taking the the plug out and then I feel like every time it rains and pennies from heaven he's from heaven you know fortune falling all over town be sure that your umbrella is upside down for a package of sunshine and Wow hurt if you must have [Music] these from heaven why me so I feel like he's saying he just let all those like pinning word thoughts when am L just like he's not gonna be like oh gosh Stacy I can't handle all that now I need a juice box can we like high mountain is but I feel like he's saying he's like a penny for your thoughts it's like okay uh like can I give you a pinion you just tell me what you thinking and like just just he wants me to keep plate where they call it like just lat just everything all of it it's like just no holding back no reservations every single thing laid all on the line and that like just just let it all out Wow Wow you know I just have to respond to that because I can because I'm I actually ain't had a bonfire in the spirit mmm few days ago and I threw a lot in there and it was huge God's really been speaking to me what revival and that I was sent back to Canada to be a part of the revival mmm and um I live in fireside oh wow pretty incredible but the thing about pennies it's interesting is images on here I know she remembers but to collect every penny I find and when they stopped discontinued them in Canada I believe but you still use them in the States I still if I see a penny I keep it I get valuable it's it's I see a penny and very valuable and and a lot of people don't and aneisa saying your assent when's the ENT so I just wanted to affirm like that goes really deep because God is breaking off a poverty spirit and showing pennies aren't about poverty but they're they're embracing and even the tiniest you know amount matters to God hmm so thank you thank you for them make me cry and I definitely heard a gold journal I think for back-to-school let me know how much time that will go a few minutes over okay we're having fun they can anyone could stop okay bunny okay I don't see your picture but I just have the question were you a 90s kid I don't know but there are a lot of really good really good in my opinion isn't it that way kind of like how it's like no cartoons from my childhood were the best it's like no I'm sorry you're wrong they were best from my childhood I don't know what you're talking about but none of these cartoons yes okay [Laughter] no like what kind of cartoons you grew up with Stephanie but is he so funny Jesus is always talking to me about Tom and Jerry that's one of the cartoons that I kind of grew up watching and I kind of like I'm getting a picture of like you and him like just sitting down on a couch on a Saturday morning eating cereal and watching cartoons and growing up in 90s not a Saturday Saturday morning cartoons were like a big thing and it's like sorry I just feel like whatever thank you thank you what is it yeah okay so Mary Poppins let me let me change that thought because this one's it kind of helps me to understand a little bit better so like in Mary Poppins there's this guy I think it's Mary Poppins I think the uncle uncle Burt or no not Burt I don't know his name is Mike but uncle who was always laughing and he couldn't quit laughing and he was always up in the air and then they try to get him and quit laughing and it's like Uncle Burt or whatever your name is you need to quit you didn't quit wait laughing Stephanie don't stop laughing because there's so much junk going on in this world right now I feel like you need laughter so what what like with balloons they put helium in balloons so if they stay up in the air and in the air that's where take but you know what I'm trying to say it's like God is in the air what God is everywhere but I'm being like you know what I'm trying to say you want to be in an elevated position so that you like have your eyes on God because when you're on the ground that's when your eyes are on the things like that you see like the junk in the news the junk that your your good friends on Facebook and and they just start getting like random and dramatic and like y'all need a to going on in the world we don't need your added extra so the thing is like keep going higher and you want to go higher you don't want to go lower because like the people that you see around you they don't always have the perspectives that God has and so I like he's saying like to keep laughing keep joy in your life even as the even if you go to like Walmart um okay I'm in Bentonville like Bentonville Arkansas and Walmart's hurt everywhere it's like it's like roaches thank you okay so if you're going to Walmart or whatever store that you like and you go to the toy section let him just talk to you about something funny about the toys whatever just to take your mind off of things yeah because it's like I don't know if you have to take care of someone like in your family that is like hard to take care of or that you're struggling to take care of it's like and don't feel guilty for take happy to take care of don't don't feel guilty for feeling tired if you have to take care of someone else like God wants to give you rest like in Matthew 11:28 yeah yeah she's got a laugh alright she keeps laughing she makes people laugh like you do something oh oh wait wait to see how how much older do you want to go I don't want to keep you too long I'll go forever for them four more minutes okay so okay in the prophetic encouragement room they're kind of like shun to quit I'm like you know I know once you get going you're like wow so hard okay Arlene hmm I'm trying to figure out how to say this because I already know it okay you're right I feel like the more saying come on Arlene there's a song I want to sing it but it's come on I don't know that's home how it goes was like Arlene come on Arlene it's like the Lord wants to do something with you I don't know if you've been like wanting to write something I don't know if you've been wanting to like do some thing like some activity some kind of like project think what some kind of project or whatever but like I feel like he's saying come on come on let's do this is like and don't don't make yourself hesitate don't stop yourself like if you have an idea go with it wait just give into fear it is what I feel like he's saying it's like sometimes he's gonna like push you to want to do things like and pushing isn't bad cuz like when you're a little kid and you're in the swing you're like what fate and everything and you're like super adamant it's like rush me and everything pushing is good so like don't don't hold yourself back is what I feel like God thing I hope that encouraged you okay the song is come on Eileen which is Stephanie's middle name but it's it we can put any name in the song for sure yeah I see you came on yay okay oh wait so lip but I'll being a girl again Bianca is that who okay I'll be really quick or I'll listen really fast so like um I feel like I hurt I feel like I'm hearing time out so like you know how how parents sometimes send their kids to timeout and stuff and it's not like they're always doing something wrong they're not doing things wrong it's just like you need to take a break you you you tired I don't know if he's saying that to you though but it's like don't be afraid to take breaks um it's okay to take breaks it's okay to rest in fact sometimes you have to rest more than once in a day and more than one consecutive days and I don't know if you're like homeschooling your kids sometimes if you are it's okay to like tell them to wait for a little bit so that you can rest up past that Lea well she's a go-getter she for sure is but not on school any kids anymore okay wait I'll wait wait what do you want me to do oh we're good I think you're good thank you oh no children when they go getters she's a powerhouse woman thank you Thank You Sean - that was fun we had a lot of fun tonight didn't we girls really fun so thank you and I just saw that close in prayer god I thank you for what you are doing in each of us God you know exactly what we need you know God when we need to cry when we need to laugh thank you Father thank you thank you for bringing Sean to tonight with just the fullness of joy and exuberance God and reminding us of that side of you thank you and I just pray for each lady that is here tonight or watch us later or even the guys that should popped it and I forget about that sometimes goes like I put it out there for others to watch like Mike was on here in Jonathan god bless them as well and whoever else is on here God thank you for each person and the life that they are living and what they touch and put their hands to God that it will turn to gold with you God thank you for your visions thank you for your downloads and thank you God that we all get that kick in the butt in some way sometimes we get that lay down and rest in whichever it is for whoever it is we thank you Father that you bring it in your perfect time and your precious and holy blessings to all of you let's say so July 7 and 20 2000 7:07 2020 today well Wow so bless you guys I pray that we go through so much healing this week and God will just everyone that week that comes on is this just like you that is growing and learning and and just understanding more of who God is so I hope that some of you will want to come and share your story as well don't be afraid we're nervous we're nervous I'm nervous Bianca says she receives the resting resting so she's gonna blow up like for the world meets her to rest yes thank you guys love you good night thank you so much and if you guys want to go check out her um social media what is it again it's love so LOV e if B as in boy and J so love s B and J so it looks like s band yes check it out and for her book for whatever else she has coming out there I'll be something and your challenge is under what is your Facebook challenge so my facebook challenge is called bring back friendship challenge so it's like the 14 days bring back friendship challenge so if you type it in yeah okay go to like my name it's under there yeah though Shanti Bryant you can you can see you there you bring back friendship with Jesus is really which is really yeah so well guys love you have an amazing rest of your week and I'll be back on Thursday night with Jeanette shot them and looking - Thank You shun - thank you goodbye you make