Hilary Clinton says nobody likes me let me ask you this then how come I'm the most popular guy on fortune greetings Corona redditor babes hope you're enjoying our post-apocalyptic toilet paper based society hope you've all been doing your fortnight dances as the money number goes down dooming all capitalism forever personally I've been visiting China and having sex with as many animals as possible to create a new virus to collapse stock markets and accelerate America's descent into the union of American Socialist Republics so yeah I've been a little busy for the last month that's why I haven't uploaded anything just doing that whole coronavirus thing but something cuz I'm lazy or depressed or anything that's just what the CIA wants you to believe when I was being tortured by Mossad agents the only thing I was doing was begging please let me go back to make fun of YouTube video for you guys I'm begging you today Corona Vizio will be talking to you about a serious topic things I wish I knew about being trans don't worry a weird far right rad femme trans films I'm not D transitioning or anything like that so I mean you can just click off the video now and give it a couple centuries and then check back and maybe it might not be a weird Uncle Tom anti trans trans channel like Blair White but until then you can just eat my ass and [ __ ] off I'm making this video little baby trans or eggs out there to give some advice what I've been for some advice for what I've personally been through so bossy little other baby eggs gonna pray at the shrine of Karl Marx to get fired food like the rest of us number one don't overthink it that'll do a little [Music] at a baseline to be trans it is to want to be the opposite gender if you want to be the opposite gender you are trans it's that simple now people don't want to be the opposite gender some I want to do it for curiosity steak like temporarily but you want to live the rest of your life is the opposite gender than you're trans forget about feasibility possibility all this other [ __ ] and rationalizations your brain will try to make to get around it there's no such thing of being a trans enough or you know fitting it into enough stereotypes or boxes to be chest about what it means to be trans I mean you do it for yourself and nobody else I remember wanting to the opposite gender but thinking oh I'm not trans enough because I wasn't depressed and once you know it I got to press anyway just to show you that your [ __ ] expectations don't mean [ __ ] it's a very personal thing and you should be only doing this for you and yourself you shouldn't give a [ __ ] about whether if someone says you're trans and effort if you think you're trans enough if you're trans you're trans don't overthink it don't get into this weird repression rabbit hole don't [ __ ] spiral into if you want to be off as a gender your [ __ ] simple it doesn't matter in terms of what application how far you want to take it just don't always eat yourself up taking you're always faking it because at the end of the day the only person you can say who's faking it is yourself [Music] here's a little secret my little epic egg redditor nerds everyone likes sex everyone likes big boob and and the big vaginas that's normal I mean don't feel like some weird fetishes freak over being trans because you have a semblance of desire and being non-conforming and all trans people should be one of the good trans people where there's no semblance of desire like it's okay if you wanna be trans and have sex like that's normal everyone wants to have sex and she begin thick strings of [ __ ] every when I was in the early stages the only thing I would think about is how much of just this weird sexual cross-dressing freak I was over just wanting to be the other gender like oh I'm only doing this because I'm a pervert X Y & Z I can't be really trans and let me just say like it's normal to like want to have a sexual desire because literally everyone has sexual desire unless you're a so much that case you're not real so you don't really count and if I see any age trans person in the comments I'm just gonna snap your neck because you don't exist don't [ __ ] buy into the weird far-right repression of dislike it's all this weird fetish thing if you want to be the opposite gender like a sexual inheritance sexual desire out of like all the specific symptoms were just for it it's like one category out of many there's so many different layers to why you would want to be the other gender as opposed to just I want to sex someone as a female I mean it's fine if that's just like you're just into it as a fetish like you would like to cross gross during sex or whatever then that's fine that's not what it means to be trans your day-to-day existence the rest of your life your self-image your conception of self it matters so much more than just like I want to [ __ ] shoot thick viscous strings of come as a girl instead like no I'm the opposite of that going don't feel bad because you know you want to have sex and you're trans or whatever it's normal it's okay if you want to [ __ ] piss and [ __ ] everywhere and that's valid and I love you for it there's nothing wrong with it [Music] a big theme I see a lot with all the baby trends or eggs is the amount of just self hates and fears of inadequacy I'm not true trans I'm not this or that I'm at render I was going through all this [ __ ] I used to think that I was at render because I went on 4chan because I got I had the realization at 16 despite the fact like you know it happens at all stages of life whatever the realization doesn't really matter your age and the read a big portion of that I have to love is a thank you for Chan 4chan if you ever want to learn how to hate yourself just go on 4chan for a certain amount of time and just embrace all the toxic miss and bitterness 24/7 that goes on over there where you have to justify your existence by Raiders from pole haven't seen their penis in six years who are always gonna complain about black people and Agenor see or something and will never ever change their stance no matter what because to change your stance is to fail and be weak and also at the same time we're correct though however I mean honestly 4chan try to be the [ __ ] Internet police or anything but for me at least or any other sites like that it was just a cesspool of self-hatred and creating false expectations for myself again use just for yourself it does help to get other people's opinions and things at the same time don't define yourself based on others define yourself based on yourself and what you want don't worry about what other people are gonna say about you his 4chan is [ __ ] vicious and a full of all these bitter [ __ ] repressors you will just only give a [ __ ] about how you look instead of like who you are as a person and [ __ ] like that you got to learn how to love yourself first and above all not worry about other people and what other people are gonna think about you if you're trans if you're X not even if you're trans just in general gotta learn how to be comfortable being yourself be proud of being yourself like I mean obviously there are things even for myself that I'm not proud of that's saying you have to be proud of everything at the end of the day you are you and there's only one who this entire world platitudes aside honestly just learn to love yourself and don't be stuck in a self-hating cycle like I was [Music] this next one might be a little bit too personal but I feel it's very important um I started going on hormone replacement therapy at 16 and being under 18 especially they love to just jerk you around and essentially not give you any actual dosages and just speaking personally if the I was on or initially 0.025 milligrams of estrogen a day and now I'm currently on four milligrams a day with like an actual trans provider and not someone who's just jerking me around and giving me a fake sense of actual hormone replacement therapy why my [ __ ] numbers on like all my profiles have been off because the time I've actually been on hormone replacement therapy it's more closer like four months as to like a year because [ __ ] half a year of that has just been like paying money for these expensive pills just for absolutely nothing make sure it like the place you're going to is getting blood work done because at least for me personally just comparing dosages with others isn't enough because for some people could be enough some people that can't but if you're really thinking you're not getting dosed high enough you need to be checking your dosages with other people all that matters is getting your eat into specific ranges so be sure to [ __ ] check your dosages sweaty and the number one thing I would think it's like the most important thing about being trans is just the understanding that it gets better obviously even now I'm still kind of struggling personally in my life but compared to how it was in like high school when I first had these trans realizations I don't know how deep I should get a [ __ ] YouTube video but I was suicidal if not like borderline suicidal like legitimately I given the chance to not exist I would instantly have taken it the one thing that always kept me going on throughout the whole thing is just me constantly being optimistic and the idea of you know knowing that it gets better I mean I'm pessimistic sometimes too everyone is pessimistic but at the end of the day like the understanding that it gets better is the most important because if you lose hope then you lose everything and then that's I mean if you impaired now to like two years ago I'm definitely Way much better than I would have been before that's like the one thing that you'd never think it's gonna get any form of better I like when you're in the actual end of it then you're just like wow it did but like at that moment there's no way to rationalize or understand that like it gets better the only thing you're seeing and understanding is just your current time that's not to say like oh you're shallow mind or anything it's just a matter of you just don't have an experience of what it means down the line and you can't imagine that because that's just it right I'm wait like a million times better than I am back then and out where it's just a lot of melancholy as opposed to like legitimate distress and depression number-one thing honestly believe that it gets better and you're [ __ ] invincible if you believe it gets better nothing can stop you the moment you let other people [ __ ] nag and [ __ ] chip away at that is the moment you lose you don't believe in yourself no one else will unless you're really [ __ ] lucky but it's certainly not the case most of the time I hope some of this information will or could be helpful little liberals out there I want I'd like to make serious videos it's a good way for me to vent and that sort of stuff but if this got too deep for the funny wacky youtubes be sure to leave a comment and make fun of me but love you lots kisses mwah mwah bye be sure to clean your Forester [Music] you [Music]