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Exploring Personal Spiritual Growth Journey

you either use the internet for fun or you use the internet to grow you're here to grow welcome to TRS Clips the first time you went to kamaka so let's let's go back uh so first time I went to kamaka many years ago I had before that I had gone to there's another Temple I really love uh which is uh it's a very small Shakti in Bengal in birum District uh it's called K kalitala it's uh it's a Kali Temple h powerful Kali Temple beautiful K Temple okay is this uh it's in interior Bengal okay so I used to go there and often meditate there um and uh you know perform my own rituals there meditation and things like that Etc Mantra japa so there I had met one individual who was very accomplished Tantra sadak very high caliber very high caliber perhaps one of the nature has been kind I've seen many good people so he was one of those he had various abilities and he had spent a lot of time uh doing them now he was in a secular profession uh means it's like this uh there are two aspects to him the world knows one aspect of him he is in a specific profession I won't name the profession or details of it uh because I don't know whether he'll like me mentioning all these things seems like he's famous he's famous let's just say in his domain okay he's famous uh but there is the other aspect of him somebody had told him that told me that uh you should go and speak to him about this then you will see and then I figured that oh this is very good so he had told me a few things one of the first things he had told me that I remember uh you should start going to kamaka your route will be through that and uh the other thing he had told me and those days I was a sta antibelli individual and B yeah just now I'm defending Bal those days I was just the opposite 180° opposite okay and he had told me this that once you go to kamaka these ideas you will have to slowly get rid of okay that time I was like very this there are some people who are very reactive to the idea of bully immediately without logic or anything they'll start fighting I was that types at that point it's something very bad and you know this that a lot of things then he had told me that idea once you go there she the makak will remove that idea from your head slowly uh be prepared for it so I didn't take him that seriously at that time we'll see but effectively in few months I got an opportunity to go to kamak the first time and I was I didn't understand what is kamaka but I was it's like a spiritual vashikaran after I come back from that P I could not stop thinking of kamak something is pulling me back there there something is pulling me back there and I kept going and going and just like that half the time I didn't even understand what I'm doing here because it's it's a different world of its own like that there are 10 mahavidya temples in kamaka and then there is the main kamaka temple mamaka temple then there are Shiva Bava various other things are there um so many experiences I've had in that place do you want to talk about any of the experience uh I don't know once I was doing uh uh h fire ritual there uh Haven Haven it's pretty late in the night it is going on I started uh around I think 10:11 and it was going on till 2 2:30 was continuously going on and um I remember right in front of me I felt the presence of a DY for form of the mother okay um and it was a blissful feeling fantastic I had a terrific meditation almost my mind went off to some other Zone only and I think even after sitting for so long it could still still uh so basically once your mind enters into higher Zone it is not aware of the presence of the body anymore so in that condition you can sit for hours and hours you will not feel tired you'll not feel anything okay so like that then eventually I finished the H and I went back to wherever I was staying my room and all that and uh but I didn't take it too seriously the part there is a brief part of my mind that also says could be that it's your mental projection there was no D okay so I don't take it that seriously until there's more confirmation from next day morning I get up and I'm having a cup of coffee at one of those small places and I'm walking through the the stairways in gak and in one of the temples suddenly and it that time was very less crowded that time very less people suddenly there's this guy uh comes out of the temple is just outside the one of the temples of the mahavidyas and he tells me that you go in somebody's calling you okay I said that who's calling me I have come alone said no no there somebody's waiting for you go in quickly huh he says this and he starts walking okay and I'm say who's why will anybody call anyway I got curious to see whoever it is maybe say somebody who knows me something some friend or somebody come so I go inside the temple there's nobody there small one of the mahavidya temples there are 10 mahavidya temples there so I go inside the temple I go right into the Garb there's nobody there the moment I step into the Garb I see that same D there which I saw last night and that is the form of the mother I was not even worshiping I was doing some other h okay and then later I figured that that specific night that specific day Titi had a link to this form the mother it was a very Blissful feeling same the moment I was not even doing any sad morning to I was just having a coffee and I was just walking the moment I entered into it that exact same feeling which I had same experience which I had last night and it sort of was a confirmation that it was she who had appeared and she who had she made sure for me to understand see all this can still I can put it as maybe my mind is feeling something etc etc but why did this person out of the blue tell me to enter somebody's waiting and uh there's no one in the temple whenever I have a podcast guest in front of me who's relaying an anecdote I can see that anecdote very clearly through what they're saying yeah um whenever you say that you got a vision of the daty I always just see a lot of light is it truly just a lot of light right or are you actually able to see a being a human being like figure are you able to see the clothes that the being is wearing uh more than that not only seeing the truth or otherwise of a vision is understood by feeling the energy of it that's the way I see it so these things are kind of personalized to some degree so you may have done certain kinds of practices now or in past or something like that so some person may actually see a lot of things in lot of details another person may hear some things in lot of details another may feel things in lot of details even if you don't see a thing so there are certain kinds of I for lack of better words I don't know how to describe it but I feel certain vibrations uh which tells me that if there is a the presence of a d is there or one of the things that the devatas can do and it's a very uh it's a way to understand if a Dy appears to an IND idual they are spiritual so they will pull your mind away from the material plane it is not about Powers it is not about some light and sound FL those things can be created by other beings also who are not Gods who are not they with us they can create light and sound show they can create miraculous occurrences they can get your stuff or whatever prayers you have but what they cannot do is take your mind away from the material plane you're talking about demons that are pretending to be deas not just demons there are parar deas also okay parar are beings who surround the de G ah you can call they can also come sometimes what they cannot do is that they cannot take your mind see this I what did I explain when I was doing the when I had the vision at night even though I was sitting for such a long time my body was a bit tired obviously ET the moment it happened the mind went off to some other Zone you forget the body and in that condition it's like samadi almost can sit for hours no problem this ability to pull the mind out of the material Zone and give you a very deep meditation this is one of the Hallmarks of a d only a true D can do that because they are spiritual and they have the power to pull you out okay your sense of eyess they will pull out and you will have very Blissful meditation meditation is the one thing that any of the other entities cannot give you new clips released at the same time that a podcast releases this is TRS Clips make sure you subscribe