Shadow Work Webinar
Introduction
- Presenter: Kristen and Barry
- Main Topic: Importance of developing a relationship with the Shadow
- Barry: Described as a brilliant psychotherapist, philosopher, and poet
- Ground Rules: Confidentiality, sharing about oneself, no advice giving, take risks, participate
Workshop Details
- Five-day workshop at Omega Institute, July 9th to 15th, for in-depth Shadow work
- Also highlighted the benefits of learning and working on the material in a community setting
Understanding the Shadow
- Shadow Definition: Part of yourself you reject and feel ashamed of
- Impact: Causes a divided self when not reconciled
- Outcome of Shadow Work: Transforms divided self into a unified self, leads to core strength and identity
- Example: Feeling unappreciated or unloved reflects how the Shadow feels internally
- Key Concept: The way you feel treated by the world is how your Shadow feels treated by you
How the Shadow Develops
- Family of Origin: Environment shapes Shadow through disapproval of certain traits
- Examples: Anger, sexuality, spontaneity repressed due to family disapproval
- Personal Shares: Kristen and Barry shared their own family-induced Shadows
Initial Exercises
Exercise 1: Identifying the Shadow
- Close eyes and recall what your family disapproved of strongly
- Visualize the part of you associated with the disapproved quality
- Open sharing:
- Dan: Religion and political opinions, felt dead
- Diana: Being quiet and compliant, image of a quiet little girl
- Stephen: Emotional repression, image of a timid child
Exercise 2: Secrets and Shadow
- Identify a secret part of you, something you’re ashamed of
- Visualize this part
- Share your experience:
- Lindsay: Exploring feeling of sweetness, trust issues due to a chaotic background
- Shelley: Confusion in identifying Shadow due to a chaotic upbringing, gained image of a vulnerable self
Expansion Beyond Family of Origin
- Cultural/Gender Expectations: Additional factors shaping the Shadow
- Examples: Assertiveness in females, sensitivity in males often repressed
Importance of Shadow Work
- Consistent Recognition: Vital to avoid Shadow takeovers and alleviate feelings of shame and guilt
- Preventing Takeovers: Engage regularly to prevent the Shadow from causing self-sabotage
Methods to Forge a Relationship
- Regular Dialogue: Asking Shadow about feelings, needs, and guidance
- Consistent Attention: Daily check-ins to give Shadow a voice
- Exposure: Releasing Shadow through safe self-revelation
- Integrating in Actions: Including Shadow’s needs in decision-making
Exercises for Connecting with Shadow
- Apologize to the Shadow and empathize with its feelings
- Exercise led to cautious yet transformative interaction with Shadow
- Victoria: Recognized regular evil Shadow takeovers
- Lisa: Confessed ongoing jealousy and envy in friendships
The Evil Shadow
- Definition: Selfish, primal desires that are often deeply repressed
- Example Emotions: Rage, envy, Schandenfreude
Exercise to Identify Evil Shadow
- Recall time when acted out selfishly or had intense feelings
- Visualize feeling personified as an evil Shadow
- Share Experience:
- Ronald: Survived violent childhood, indulged in destructive behavior, no longer ruled by the evil Shadow
- Lisa: Felt intense envy during a vacation, wants to repair friendships
Transforming Evil Shadow
- Apologize and empathize: Recognize true ambitions and desires
- Concrete Steps: Act on specific requests from Evil Shadow
Example of Benefits
- Industry Examples: Galileo, Stravinsky, MLK - all demonstrated rebellious, rule-breaking Shadow energies
- Creative Advancement: Leverage Evil Shadow constructively
Spiritual Connection and Final Exercise
- Genesis Story: Adam and Eve’s story as an analogy for revealing and healing the Shadow
- Malcolm Guite Quote: Spirit can’t connect if hiding the Shadow
Final Exercise
- Visualize Shadow, acknowledge it as beautiful vulnerability
- Apologize for hiding it
- Recognize and celebrate brokenness as part of human experience
Conclusion
- Invitation to Attend Workshop: Deep dive into Shadow work at Omega Institute
- Additional Resources: Webinar on the embodiment tool, upcoming free overview session on May 4th
Thank You Message: Gratitude for participation and sharing.