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Exploring Youth, Love, and Growth

[Music] [Applause] yeah let's go i ain't the first with the curse with the thirst that i wanna be better not worse man it hurts i'm on this earth with my words and i put them all together insert cause i wanna have worth working really hard till they put me in the dirt gonna go far man listen to my words gonna be a star man life's like a blur when you're working this hard [Music] ain't nobody able to catch me they're gasping they cannot compare they can't match me i'm at a speed i got your girl and she laughing and dancing hanging on my butt she asking [Music] inside [Music] [Music] veteran better than anybody else you test me i'm ready looking in my hand in a steady i'm trending ascending and blending lyrical bending now i'm spreading and getting my name out now yeah they're hearing me left all the crowds [Music] just to feel alive i'll fight to live a fight to strive one day but it's too late now i remember you and me [Music] we were so young we were so dumb we would get drunk and then hook up we were okay we were all right staying awake till the sunrise we were in love couldn't stop [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] the stars we would never apart drinking too young way too much fun out in the sun nothing when it's gone took you to prom dance to our song dance all night long till the lights come on it's too late now i remember everything and how careless [Music] and how careless we could be [Music] to be [Music] late night long fight it felt right we were run [Music] we'd spend our own way we were careless we were fearless we were reckless time was precious we love to waste time whiskey and blind drinking all night asleep by your side finally alive we [Music] [Music] screw what we're told [Music] [Music] it's too late now i remember everything and how careless we could be and how careless [Music] [Applause] [Music] we could [Music] and how [Music] [Music] and how careful [Music] [Applause] [Music] as we could be foreign [Music] down and we're driving just to feel young moving away to the sea moving away can't you see stand in your feet feel the breeze in the summertime stars in the sky while i'm dying for the first time moving away [Music] come on baby let me tell you one time that our days are never ending days [Music] moving away can't you see [Music] so we're gonna do this tonight [Music] [Music] get off your seat clap your hands to the beat grab your champagne glass tonight we toasted freedom in the caribbean in the caribbean yeah [Music] come on baby [Music] moving away can't you see [Music] one more time so we're gonna do this [Music] tonight [Music] [Music] she says that she loves me she just wants to me got me feeling something got me feeling nothing alcoholic junkie says she thinks i'm funny think i might get lucky spending too much money she said she wants my necklace put her on the guest list hope i don't regret this hope i don't regret this i'm feeling hella reckless cashing all my checks pickies on my neck she's on the offensive i do not know my set list still i'm gonna get lit yeah i have a death wish live until i'm breathless i'ma stay progressive she gon stay obsessive life is so expensive do everything excessive i think my brain's effective can't think when she's aggressive yeah she snuck into my section yeah you think i learned my lesson yeah and we ain't getting no sleep these girls don't even know me like drake i'm getting trophies you want it girl then show me yeah and we ain't getting no sleep these girls don't even know me like drake i'm getting trophies you want it girl then show me cause we ain't getting no sleep we ain't getting no sleep she's sitting up in the front of the class using that ass she gonna pass keeping her pad in her pen in her lap she been so bad with the men in her past now she just want the professor so bad i'll give her lessons that she never had like taking a freshman and teaching her math i'll keep her guessing until she agrees always leave some guessing they don't know what's next man learned it from the best man she loving every lesson with hands-on sessions points for attendance she asks a lot of questions i answer with my presence i sit back while i'm texting said she wants to get it said she'll bring her best friend know what happened next and you know what happened next man treat her like a guest man rolling out the best man she had a confession yeah she wanna stay for a minute she wanna play for a minute she wanna slay for a minute and now i'm all up in it i'll be back in a minute i'll be back to the minute make a track in a [Music] minute these girls won't even know me like drake i'm getting trophies you want it girl then show me yeah and we ain't getting no sleep these girls don't even know me like drake i'm getting trophies you want it girl then show me cause we ain't getting no sleep no we ain't getting no sleep [Music] over the edge i feel like i'm flowing through the air the pain i felt is painful all is said and done i've got fearless [Music] [Music] i'm [Music] the story's over now i must conclude i am conflicted watching where i step still hanging in the violence not the life i want to live i want to take it all standing tall fear and weight the person you are discontent [Music] [Music] with [Music] [Music] set me free do i baby why do i love the way you [Music] [Music] love always way you always [Music] so [Music] so [Music] [Music] what's [Music] your fingertips are drifting away why do i baby why do i love the way you are we always leave me why do i baby why do i love the way you are we always leave me why do i baby why do i baby [Music] so [Music] like you be strong to hold the powers of the sun [Music] to dream believe in strength now i'm the only one only one i was an ordinary boy until i broke the rules my life destroyed [Music] how much can i [Music] can i be your superhero superheroes [Music] i gotta be your superhero [Music] superhero fly off away it's the first time of today [Music] today [Music] [Music] the enemy your superhero your superhero [Music] can i be a superhero [Music] a superhero [Applause] you're never gonna make it you're not good enough there's a million other people with the same stuff you really think you're different man you must be kidding think you're gonna hit it but you just don't get it it's impossible it's not probable you're responsible too many obstacles you gotta stop it yo you gotta take it slow you can't be a pro don't waste your time no more who the are you to tell me what to do i don't give a damn if you say you disapprove i'm gonna make my move i'm gonna make it soon and i'll do it because that's what i wanna do cause all these opinions and all these positions they come in in millions they're blocking your vision but no you can't listen that is all fiction cause you hold the power as long as you're dreaming there's no way that you make [Music] don't tell me you believe that are you just gonna take that oh will you fight back [Music] holy fight [Music] you ain't gonna make it you ain't never ever gonna break it you can never beat them and they're better than you face it thinking that they're giving them you're not like a straight kid no they don't give a damn you got what i'm saying i'm not playing i'll keep it to you straight man there's too many others and you're not that great man stop what you're saying stop what you're making everybody here knows that you just freaked out i don't wanna hear it anymore i don't wanna hear it anymore all these thoughts they are not what i need anymore i'm about to shut the door on all you poor ass haters we get heads in the but you're never gonna make it are you just gonna take that make them take it all back don't tell are you me gonna take that oh will you fight back [Music] oh really fight [Music] so [Music] um [Music] i love the pain it sets me free [Music] [Music] is [Music] uh [Music] i'm shaken up cause you say those things then shut me up got no clue what you have found i'm [Music] myself [Music] [Music] uh [Music] is [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] but mistakes make you strong let's break it down for a minute i want the crowd you hear me loud man i'm winning yeah these ladies know that i'm sinning and this is just the beginning there ain't no point in resisting [Music] if [Music] i'm just living for today [Music] [Music] they want the best of me now best of me now best of me now best of me they want the best of me now best of me now best of me now best of me [Music] i swear to [Music] the haters as god see us making moves i do what i want so i got nothing to prove staying motivated teaching others what to do i'm staying focused my mind is so big they start to notice [Music] try to live [Music] [Music] they want the best of me now best of me now best of me now best of me they want the best of me now best of me now to me [Music] uh [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] and love is all we'll ever trust yeah no i don't want to waste what's left [Music] [Applause] we'll go [Music] uh [Music] along the way melodies we haven't played [Music] [Music] be [Music] through the wastelands through the highways to my shadows [Music] through [Music] [Applause] horizon turn us to thousands the horizon [Applause] [Music] we'll go the highways [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] don't tell myself it's fine i hate all this overthinking [Music] painkillers take me somewhere unfamiliar bring me back [Music] to where we started [Music] [Music] [Music] feels like take me painkillers [Music] to where we started [Music] so [Music] [Music] oh [Music] [Music] unknown [Music] [Applause] [Music] commentators [Music] um [Music] is [Music] so now i gotta say goodbye [Music] uh yeah my life is lovely now i'm focused on me you said you were about to die i [Music] the music i'm saying [Music] [Music] is [Music] so now i gotta say goodbye [Music] bye [Music] [Music] [Music] [Applause] so many things i can almost [Music] [Music] [Music] huh [Music] my height rages around like an ocean in my head i [Music] is scientific [Music] [Music] [Music] i can almost feel you walking [Music] is [Music] yeah i don't believe in destiny i just do what's best for me don't listen to my enemies they're just full of jealousy yeah this legacy you gon see what's left of me you gonna see success in me you ain't seen the rest i just want to be the best at what i know better than the rest just watch me grow put me to the test and watch me go this is my quest imma make it only call me obsessive oh i know call me selective with my notes call me aggressive with my flow [Music] but i'm still gonna fight for what i love still gonna die for what i love still gonna try i won't give up still gonna fight until i've won they say i'm way too obsessed and i've got nothing left and i'm not quite there yet but those words they'll regret cause i've got something left and i'm not giving it i will not let them win i won't stop till [Music] so [Music] i've been through some injuries mentally and physically studied them religiously so i don't repeat history and people don't admit to [Music] no i'm not all right i'm just barely getting right but i'll tell you i'm just fine so you leave me alone they say i'm way too obsessed and i've got nothing left and i'm not quite there yet but those words they'll regret cause i've got something left and i'm not giving it i will not let them win i won't stop till the end no [Music] [Music] children used to run and play look at all the mess we made guess i never know where it went wrong sometimes [Music] i see fire burning but i i see trees ripped from the ground but nobody makes a us [Music] nobody [Music] the future feels so unsure didn't we deserve more the burden that you left is way too heavy for me do you ever feel like the world would die out my anxieties off the roof i cry out we have gone too far take me back right now i see fire burning but i i see trees ripped from the ground but nobody makes sound [Music] [Music] yes [Music] [Music] [Music] foreign [Music] bye [Music] [Music] [Music] here we go [Music] down [Music] uh [Music] me [Music] more [Music] [Music] [Music] you [Music] foreign [Music] invincible [Music] bye [Music] [Music] [Music] when you want to get off the darkest ground the gravity pulls you straight down [Music] is [Music] is [Music] now [Music] [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] but gravity pulls you straight down earth from a bird's eye view you should go feathers and see this too [Applause] [Music] when you want to get up [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] [Music] yeah everybody knows that i'm breaking down everybody knows i ain't faking now everybody knows my heart's faking now yeah she hates me now i made mistakes but now i don't ever want to be alone i don't really ever feel at home on my own in the zone that's the only way i know feeling low about to blow back up never let the doubt creep in gotta pop a couple more aspirin i don't think i'll ever let you in easier to break it off as friends i don't really understand myself i don't really understand need help i don't want to be left on the shelf couldn't even hear me if i yelled [Music] it's so cold outside [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] i always feel like i can break now but i never let it take me to that place now i will never let my thoughts get away now i got better things to do picking fate now i just wanna be the best call me great now i don't know if i'm okay or insane now i remember better days on the playground hoping i could find my way [Music] never give up that was always [Music] [Music] [Music] uh [Music] do [Music] fill me out with your smile let the sun shine breathe along [Music] [Music] i'm [Music] so [Music] [Music] please [Music] [Music] sweet [Music] [Music] is [Music] [Music] so [Music] you