hi muckers welcome back to my YouTube channel I hope you're all doing very very very well if you're not subscribed to my YouTube Channel please consider it over 67% of people that watch in the last couple weeks are not subscribed all right hello wow okay so a lot has been going on obviously in the world of tan Mojo and Brook scoffield and the cancel podcast and by the way a lot of people were wondering if broo is going to be coming back to the podcast and tana has been very heavily implying that broe will be back within the next couple weeks and also keep in mind their T starts in literally a couple weeks so they have to come back to the podcast obviously before they come back on like their T so I'm sure that we'll see some sort of statement by Brooke on the podcast very soon or otherwise you know they'll just start the podcast and not talk about what happened with Brook I don't know um I think one thing I will say with what has been going on with Brook is it's really a first um in a YouTuber cancellation where Brooke hasn't stopped posting on social media like normally when an influencer gets called out for racist tweets or problematic tweets or problematic actions they'll kind of go silent for a little bit so that even if they're not they'll pretend like they're trying to like look inwards and stuff Brooke who arguably has one of the most racist pasts of any influencer we've ever seen has been posting like all the time on her Tik Tok and on her Instagram so it's very weird her approach um and it will be interesting to see how that serves her in the long run cuz I don't think I don't think it'll be appreciated um but anyways if you're aware on the cancell podcast um right before everything kicked off with Brooke they were telling stories about La influencers that they have the you know the displeasure of knowing and one of them was Alissa Violet and we covered the story on this YouTube channel and they basically were saying hi Alyssa Violet was the meanest girl in LA and how she was a bully how she treated Brooke like [ __ ] how she was always mean to Hannah like they really went in on Alyssa and it was a really big part of the cancel podcast lore where the audience then had all these bad stories about Alyssa they started flooding her social media and the reason that this started was actually I'm trying to refresh my memory on this lore but Alyssa Violet had made a Tik Tok and it was basically oh I did remember God so much has been happening by the way thank you so much for all the love on the Rosanna penino interview I posted yesterday I really appreciate it so what had happened just remember remember was Alyssa Violet had made a Tik Tok calling tan Mojo I for basically being really mean and bullying Jason Nash because tan Mojo had made a Tik Tok being like if you're having a bad day just remember that Jason Nash is begging for money on Tik Tok which is a very valid thing for Tana to say considering the fact that Tana has literally been in such an uncomfortable relationship with Jason Nash since she was like 18 or 19 years old and he was so much older older the little dinosaur um so she has every right to speak out against him he was you know trying to pressure for Tana to have a threesim with Trisha and him like he's very creepy and tana has every right to make fun of him Alysa Violet did this Tik Tok and then she basically made fun of Tana in the process and said you know not everyone can sell their hole on TiK ToK by their [ __ ] and basically was like [ __ ] shaming Tana in the process then tana and brick responded and were like oh you're going to come for us we're not going to air right that you are the nastiest person in LA so it's taken a while but Alyssa has finally responded properly she had responded on her Tik Tok at the time and was like I don't care enough to talk about this like I'm so above all this and obviously with the cancel podcast being on a brief Hiatus Brooks go field being cancelled and tan Mojo you know kind of just doing her own thing right now this was the perfect time for Alysa to make a my response video now what I do have to say is she's wearing a top that says meanest girl in LA and that is quite camp that is quite Camp anyways let's get to this video so yeah it is obviously Alyssa waited until it was a safe time to make this video even though she started everything which I think is quite ironic she said sorry for the delay I'm normally the queen of responses but I didn't care enough to shed more light onto this I've been traveling dealing with things going on in my personal life and just living my brat summer after some deliberating I I I've deceived I own I owe an explanation this is my only response I don't exist to accommodate internet drama I'm here for comedic relief inspiration comfort and sexiness love you okay now that's all [ __ ] the only reason she's making this video is again because this is probably the best time that she could rally people against brick andana which is what she has been trying to do all right let's get to this video okay let's get into it shall we this is going to be the only video that I'm doing on this topic um I'm not going to drag this on for weeks for clips and cloud and and Views I'm only doing this for my truth so if people decide to talk Beyond this and continue this narrative and spread misinformation and slander I don't care enough to be a part of that I've come way misinformation and slander is crazy too far and worked on myself too much just to fall back into internet drama trust me you guys are more than welcome to form your own opinions I'm not going to try to direct you into thinking that I'm a perfect person I'm actually far from it I do love and appreciate the meanest girl in La top this is not my second time addressing it I appreciate it I'm human I make mistakes just like the rest of us I've received thousands of comments DMS Tik toks tags Etc Pretty much telling me how awful of a human being I am and believe me I'm seeing it all and I have been as much as I'd love to ignore this entire situation turn my comments off and hope that this all blows over I really don't feel comfortable doing that because if I work or to stay silent then it's validating what everybody's saying and have been saying and making it true and I'm not willing to do that I'm sure you're all aware by now that I've gotten myself into a little bit of a pickle um and it's completely my own doing 100% my fault and I take responsibility for that I am a firm believer in holding people accountable for their actions and addressing their wrongdoings so let's start at the beginning so this oh my God she is not sto like she has not stopped looking at the top of the camera like right above here which would be the viewfinder girl try not to act vain for one second uh I love this top I need this top but to say Brighton love that top straight I saw this Creator named tan Mojo make video after video making fun of other creators on Tik Tok she also has a podcast for her I'm obsessed with her saying this Creator as if she hasn't been friends with tana and her co-host sit on a couch once a week and negatively gossip about Los Angeles celebrity drama so I saw a few Tik Tok clips from their podcast and Tana's assistant had a very nasty story about this other Creator who happens to be a very good friend of mine this story sounded so absolutely bogus to me so I actually confirmed you don't hear bogus much these days from a couple other creators one of them being Tana's podcast co-host Brooke on the phone pretty much confirming that this never happened and the whole story was fabricated in order order to get views and a story for the podcast so this Creator my good friend was getting so much hate due to this fake encounter that she had to turn off her commenting stop posting all together and pause all of her paid collaborations she was receiving death threats so moving forward over the next few days I continue scrolling on Tik Tok and I continue seeing tana and her co-hosts continue to elude to this fake encounter and keep using my good friend's name because her name was getting the most tags and Views this light sucks sorry I need the light then I continue to see Tana post targeted and incessant not the [ __ ] sunglasses oh my God hate videos to other creators on the platform one of them was an older man that happens to go live a lot okay she's not being realistic here I saw Tana post excessive hate harassment videos about an older gentleman you mean Jason Nash who tried to kiss her when he was like 40 [ __ ] thousand and she was like 18 19 years old that Old Gentleman an Old Gentleman um that was trying to get a 19-year-old to be in a threesim with his girlfriend at the time and kept pressuring her on camera kept hiding it under a joke Alyssa you have specifically said you do not know the lore of Jason and [ __ ] Tana so don't [ __ ] speak on it don't [ __ ] speak on it yes public favor may be on your side right now because Brooke is in the shits I'm not denying that but what I am denying is what goes around comes around and if you're going to tell this inaccurate portrayal of it it will come back to bite you in the ass will you can't just hop on it so she would constantly belittle and harass this man to send because he was begging for money on Tik Tok live after having his years in the Peaks when he treated everyone like [ __ ] and now he has to beg for money on Tik Tok while simultaneously making fun of people who do the regular jobs because he would never want to do that Alyssa this is an inaccurate betrayal of this older gentleman that you keep referring to and by the way Jason Nash still lives a life of luxury so this is not someone who desperately needs the money this is someone who's choosing not to get a [ __ ] job while speaking D about everyone else who has a regular job it's not an accurate betrayal and also [ __ ] off with this Narrative of gossiping and bitterness we all do it we all do it you're wearing a top that says meanest girl in La which is alluding to a drama that you were in yes it's camp and I love it but it all boils down to the fact that you're not perfect you've reiterated that and you're making such a big [ __ ] de you know why this pisses me off I hate when people [ __ ] act so [ __ ] above it all and it's so irritating and it will it's always it's always the nastiest people you will ever meet will speak dite everyone else for being nasty and I'm like you're fake as [ __ ] this really bothers me it will always bother me it's happened in my life it's happened in things I've seen online oh my God her large fan base to go and make fun of him and Bully him pretty much now this didn't sit right with me for a number of reasons so being because you're in the David do Circle you were hanging out with David drick before this Jason Nash is part of that [ __ ] Circle that's why you have a problem with it be honest be honest Alysa oh my God baby you mean nothing to me so this is not a personal attack at [ __ ] all I love the top love the glasses very camp but what I am saying is if you're going to put yourself on the line and call someone out when you know that they're currently being canceled so you are jumping on it by the way you are jumping on it you have to say things that are accurate because in two weeks time when the internet [ __ ] loves Brook again you know because there's no [ __ ] thing is accountability this will come back and bite you in the ass again and then you'll be preaching bullying and harassment and all this [ __ ] [ __ ] it's always the meanest people you you'll ever meet will preach about kindness kindness no you're just David Do's friend in the community as a fellow Creator I decided to respond to her Tik Tok with my own saying in which you also spoke to D about her and made fun of people who do only fans work which in turn is you making fun of people for having a job which is actually what you accuse Tana of doing so what is the narrative I hate people who are so [ __ ] hypocritical in your attempt to call Tana out for making fun of someone for having a regular job or whatever the [ __ ] it was you made fun of Tana's job you [ __ ] shamed her in the process as well so Alyssa what is it what is it I would love to sit down here and give you your [ __ ] T I would [ __ ] love it there's nothing I love more than a [ __ ] exposed video or whatever this is but you're not being honest you're not being honest saying hey let's not bully someone for trying to make money you know not but you made fun of Tana for trying to make money take a nude photograph on only fans and make a million dollars like you tana and that was misconstrued as being shady and contradicting I meant but it was you you can't just be like oh people thought it was but it's not no shade with that so after I posted that video and tana could say I meant no shade by the Jason Nash thing why does it why do you get out of it for saying I meant no shade but for Tana it's a problem again I can't deal with the [ __ ] hypocrisy I woke up and I realized that I messed up tremendously I wasn't aware that this Creator had a P with Tana I'm aware that he had a very public relationship with another popular Creator but that's all I knew although I'm also friends with this Creator off camera it wasn't until after I posted my video that I became more familiar with this Creator's past and for that I genuinely do apologize for not even though I am friends with this Creator talking about Jason Nash so can I throw something out there that you're you only did this because you wanted to keep that friendship with David do and Jason Nash Alyssa just be honest doing my research um I jumped the gun and I spoke on something that I shouldn't have and for that I am sorry although my video is misinterpreted my original intentions do stay and I'm sticking with that I don't believe in shaming or bullying other people and I don't believe in misinformation or slander of any kind podcasts can be so toxic and dangerous because everything turns into a he said she said scenario because there's no factchecking I could technically go on a podcast and fabricate an entire story about somebody and speak as if it's a fact and the internet would just believe me and my audience would go and attack that person I don't think that's fair and I this is literally all stemming from defending Jason Nash definitely don't believe in weaponizing a fan base since I made my first video I've tried to handle this offline behind closed doors to avoid more attention and I've spoke to these girls separately so then on her podcast tana and her co-host Brook made some pretty serious accusations about me one of which saying I was inquiring to Tana about making an only fans account therefore implying that I'm some sort of hypocrite I'm going to show my conversations with her throughout the years regarding it's Tana responding in 2020 saying start and only fans were begging I knew it had to try after Alyssa said never um let's read these Tana says tell me your thoughts on only fans she says there's no amount of money in the world haaha respected had to ask haha why I was going to pitch making you a [ __ ] bag LMO hi to make an only fans yes you would make multi-millions no question and show nothing the second I anounced that I'm make an only fans even if I just posted pictures of my dogs everyone would assume I'm the worst even without seeing what I'm posting um then the people who purchase the things would feel scam and start a controversy can't win um Tana says I mean you could wildly control the narrative like everyone does it and people I feel no longer think it's the worst they would know you're in your bag I also truly feel like no one would feel scammed everyone does it as long as you don't overpromise and underd deliver it could legit be photos that just don't make it to Instagram also at the end of the day you have a [ __ ] ton of male followers who are going to sexualize you regardless might as well make a killing off of that it's a really weird text from Tana very weird um side note as well on my second only fans page tanagon wild I Vlog weekly I Vlog me drinking being fun and wild people have always loved you vlogging so much you could make a weekly 10minute video that you don't edit and make a minimum 500k a month off of that um she says that's wild I'll think about it like deadass Vlogs you could promote it with full honesty I know uh people make the most on it you'll be buying a heist in a Lambo after 6 months okay so basically showing that tan Mojo has been the one and you know why this makes sense and why I believe Alyssa on this because so basically the story was that Tana said that Alyssa on it night sight uh would tell her that she wants to do only fans which could still be true you know these text messages are from 20120 so right 2020 2020 2020 2023 2023 and 2020 um so obviously since then they could have had conversations in person I'm not denying that I'm not trying to pick sides here but all I know is that tan Mojo her only fans is [ __ ] wild and by wild I mean is in my opinion just so exploitative and under promises and literally is that photos that don't make it to Instagram and I'm fully on um I do believe Alysa whenever she shows all this even if there was conversations behind the scenes I do believe that Tana would be wanting to have Alyssa join only fans because Tana had a really shady agency called like UNR or something Tanana Angels or something like that which I definitely want to make a deep dive into um which was bringing like young Talent on and stuff so Tana would also probably be trying to make money off of this or something like that um so I fully believe Alyssa on this even if a conversation happened where Alyssa said I would love to do only fans or something I believe that it came down to Tana asking first I'm on Alysa side with that one and I've always politely declined pause to read another accusation was that I texted her co-host Brooke that Tana gave you a career when in fact I texted who you said gave you a I understand you have to publicly defend your co-host who you said gave you a career but to throw me under the bus after you privately okay so so Tana said that Alysa said this is getting confusing Tana said that Alyssa said that Tana gave Brook a career when in actuality Alyssa's text said who you said gave you a career to Brooke so Brook said that Tana gave a career career this is all alluding to the conversation Brook and I had on the phone a week prior where Brooke said the words and I quote I have to be careful because it's Tana's podcast and she's pretty much gave me a career so I don't have any editing rights end quote Brooke said that I didn't I think that's mean I would never tell somebody that Brooke also stated her distaste for the gossip and drama surrounding the podcast and hate spreading thisinformation I actually had a really good Sation with her on the phone and I thought she was like a super sweet well-rounded person with good intentions and a good heart a good head on her shoulders I actually followed her on Tik Tok right after that call I thought she was cool never in my life would I think that this woman I believe her on that as well I do believe that in a situation where bro thought she was in private she would be completely agreeing with everything Alyssa said rather than being confrontational I believe Alyssa on that point as well see how I can be so fair God aren't I great Kidd would completely 180 flipflop on me and go off on her next podcast so fast forward to their episode they proceed to bully me and write a poem about me and share stories and come to the conclusion that I'm the meanest girl in La after they already slandered my name and came up with false accusations Tana I didn't realize that you had such a problem with me we've always been cordial I've never said anything bad about you to this day I could have said something when you hooked up with my ex when you you tried to continue to hook up with my ex after we broke up when you married my other ex on camera after I came out about my abuse with him so I've stayed fine with you throughout all that so I'm confused where all this is coming from to be clear I don't have a problem with you when I could have for a very long time now this is interesting so Tana tweeted so face Banks who they're talking about the ex he said Tana is literal family and Alyssa is my ex-wife love them both to death however it would feel wrong not to speak on the recent drama I saw first had exactly what Alyssa described life to be like in LA during this time she makes valid points literally there are random La girls who I've slept with making Tik toks about how Alyssa was rude to them no [ __ ] I'm not pride of any of it Alyssa and I have been in a great place for years she's definitely not perfect none of us are but she takes accountability for that here valid response to the Mean Girl narrative I'm proud of her all right okay so Tana responds and says oh my God she literally just deleted it she just deleted it but good thing I loaded it up quickly oh my God she literally just deleted it okay sorry Tana but I had already loaded it up I got with banks before he even knew Alyssa's name and that's one out of a hundred of her lies done laughing at her [ __ ] th% but you can respond to that tweet if you think it's important to clarify we hooked up first cuz that is true and I can confirm why did she delete that I clocked it I clocked it sorry t Okay so moving forward the entire theme of this is that Alyssa is a mean girl right but they're leaving out some very important context of a 2016 2017 2018 Peak toxic La clout culture with vultur and everyone's fake and one during this time of my life was trying to use me for one thing or another guys were trying to hook up with me older business people were trying to finesse me and steal from me girls were trying to be fake nice and interested in being my friend when realistically they just wanted a career from me and half of them were either actively my boyfriend at the time and the next day sometimes even the same night approaching me and trying to be my friend so I'm not going to sit there and pretend to be nice to these people I was cordial and I gave these people way more respect than they ever deserved I would was so young and insecure and in one of the most toxic relationships of my life all my boyfriends were cheating on me with the entire County of Los Angeles not to mention New York and Miami I started companies with people I got screwed out of contracts money withheld and I genuinely thought every single person in the world was fake and phony and out to get me and was going to take advantage of me once again I had the most insane trust issues and to this day I still do which I'm obviously been working on which I'm proud of I'd be surprised if I wasn't a little bit jaded after everything I went through so yes I have historically been a [ __ ] um and that was on purpose I wanted to be so unapproachable and scary that nobody would ever [ __ ] me over again I after being [ __ ] over and taken advantage of a thousand times over I mean I can see both both parts in this I mean so basically she is confirming that the narrative is true but she's giving a reason for why it is true so I don't really know how to comment on that it was the only defense mechanism that I had left and I don't want to spin this into me being a victim or saying that this is justifying anything because it's not but for those people to drag this mean girl Persona thing with those parts missing is absolutely insane and to anybody who I was rude to in person who didn't deserve it oh the glass has come off honey and I know there must have been a you I genuinely am very sorry I know that wasn't right and I'm 100% taking responsibility for that hurt people hurt people and God knows that I was [ __ ] hurt it's been years since I decided to turn a new leaf and start the process of the inner working and healing it was actually right after my 25th birthday that my two best friends sat me down and was like hey you're kind of like a [ __ ] so let's calm down so I decided to change right after that I think that was my my quarter life crisis that I was going through I'm still learning but I will say this I have learned to have and make healthy boundaries for myself and I would honestly rather be mean and a [ __ ] than to be way too nice and to be taken advantage of once again for the millionth time in my life Fair Point I'm not nice to people that I don't like it's that simple I'm not a fake person I don't have to be nice to anybody that I don't like and I think that should be okay for example if you come up to me at a party and start acting really weird and following me around and then randomly throw in hey by the way sorry I your ex ha are we still going to be friends I'm going to be like no get the out of here and I'm going to tell people about it because now I don't like you don't come up to me at a party and try to flex that you hooked up with the man who ruined my life for all these years just don't do that don't be weird but I think the misconception here is that I'm a [ __ ] or I'm a mean girl to everyone that I come in contact with which is just not the case again if you got caught in the crossfight of 2018 19 I'm so obsessed that she keeps taking on and off her glasses and I'm also quite annoyed that it's not making an indent on her nose the way it does whenever I wear sunglasses 2017 like all those years even 2020 even and 20121 I was a [ __ ] and I was [ __ ] mean to some people especially girls because I just assumed that they were hooking up with my ex because most of them W but I am sorry again I'm in therapy I've changed a lot over the years I'm really proud of how far I've come and that's why I came back to YouTube because I feel genuinely like a better person I'm still a [ __ ] but when it's warranted I do want to address Amari and personally apologize um if that's your story with me I'm not going to try and take that away from you and I'm not going to try to discredit that that's your story with me and that's fine I am sorry for being rude to you in passing I think I just automatically saw you as Tana's best friend so you were Guilty By Association because I associate Tana with drama and deceitfulness and lies um probably because of the situation I'm in right now is the perfect example Brooke I am sorry that I don't remember meeting you all those times but to be because again Brooke said that Alyssa would act like she'd never met her before but they had met like hundreds of times that lore behind that fair you do look different every single time I see you um and that's no shade I literally died my hair orange and burned off whoa whoa to be fair you do all you as Tana's best friend so you were guilty by association because I associate Tana with drama and deceitfulness and lies um probably because of the situation I'm in right now is the perfect example Brooke I am sorry that I don't remember meeting you all those times but to be fair you do look different every single time I see you um um and that's no shade I literally dyed my hair orange and burned off my eyebrows for a couple months so I look different every time somebody sees me too this whole situation reminded me how much I that was a crazy drag that was crazy this and the drama that comes with it and reminded me why I took a couple years off to get my mind right as long as my friends my family my boyfriend my dogs the people in my direct Circle as long as they know who I am they know my soul they know my character that's all I really care about okay okay I'm ending the video but I will say this listen I understand everybody wants the tea on what's going on and celebrity culture I'm so obsessed with how close she's gotten I feel like I also need to get like really close I feel like we're like whispering to each other specifically in Los Angeles but when you have to make up a story and fabricate an encounter spread misinformation and slander somebody and speak as if something's fact that can be so damaging and hurtful to somebody's mental health not to mention their personal brand that they've worked so hard to build so just be real okay she's gotten even closer don't spread lies and misinformation to make yourself look cooler cuz news flash you look like a [ __ ] idiot all right I'm done she's great teeth great teeth all right okay let's let's discuss so the start of this video was a lot worse worse than the ending I enjoyed the ending actually but the start was quite bad I mean she has basically confirmed a lot of what tana and Brooks said but just given reasons for it I do think the only fans bit is something to definitely take into consideration um that maybe Tana spoke out against her because she was annoyed she never did and only fans I like the second half of this video first half once we got past the Jason kn defending I was on board for it I was on board for it and that brick drag at the end was evil evil all right muckers I will see you in my next one I hope you're all doing very well and goodbye