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Reflections on School and Spiritual Growth

Feb 23, 2025

Chapter 16 Notes

Return to School

  • After Christmas, returned to school.
  • Missed walking with Andrew in the mornings.
  • Classmates initially curious about Narciso's murder.
  • Life seemed unchanged for classmates, but felt older and different.
  • Continued typical school activities: racing at the bridge.
  • Catechism awaited all.

Reflections and Changes

  • Kept mostly to self, less interaction with friends like Jason.
  • Internal struggle with understanding justice and evil.
  • Questioned why good suffers and evil goes unpunished.

Spiritual Contemplation

  • Frequently prayed for answers, felt unheard by God.
  • Turned to the Virgin Mary for solace, believed she listened.
  • Mother's story about Diego and La Virgen de Guadalupe inspired hope for divine encounters.

Encounter with Tenorio

  • Met Tenorio on the way home; frightening encounter.
  • Tenorio, under juniper tree, cursed and threatened.
  • Claimed Ultima cursed his daughters; vowed to kill her.
  • Tenorio's face filled with hate, recalling Narciso's murder.
  • Responded to Tenorio with defiance, recalling father's courage.

Ultima's Assurance

  • Shared encounter with Ultima.
  • Ultima was unafraid of Tenorio, despite his threats.
  • Explained Tenorio's guilt-ridden return to the scene of his crime.
  • Emphasized lack of absolution without guilt acknowledgment.
  • Felt comforted by Ultima’s confidence and strength.

Ongoing Fear and Gratitude

  • Continued to have nightmares of Tenorio harming Ultima.
  • Checked on Ultima at night, reassured by her presence.
  • Deepened appreciation for Ultima's care during sickness.