please tell me it's working please lord please is it working oh my gosh my like messy room oh my god oh my gosh it's working oh my god okay oh my gosh it's finally working guys i'm so sorry there was some technical error okay izzy how do i make you moderator okay i'm add moderator izzy are you moderator now i say you as moderate okay this is just not working out guys i'm so sorry we're 15 minutes late um there was some technical errors on her end trying to figure out everything we were trying to do live chat and then some other things and it was just not working but that was working um i know i apologize for the four videos we're uploading um i didn't mean to we just had a lot of errors i think one of them i like swearing it so hopefully that one doesn't come out uh [Music] m um this speaker i don't know where it's from my sister will say it in the comments but it's ultimate ears it's wonderboo sorry wonderboom small pink speaker um um i don't know where my chairs from don't know photos on the back are it's a jbl under boob speaker photos on the back are attached with tape everybody um and i use an ipad 12.9 inch 2021 2020 with an apple 2 pencil um um i don't know what else um i think that was it um yeah and also this is one thing i wanted to say to everybody i'm so sorry we should have started like 20 minutes ago but um yeah i apologize for the technical difficulties in the beginning but something that i also wanted to say was before i begin this the study with me i don't know if you guys are aware of what's going on on the news but um in the states there's a lot of asian-american violence and brutality and i hope i posted a lot of stuff on my story on my instagram story and i will continue to post stuff but um i feel like a lot of koreans don't know what's happening but basically yeah look at the news it's really scary i'm trying to like spread awareness and have everybody know what's going on it's honestly really sad and it makes me scared to go back to the states and as an american it's honestly really unfortunate and i think now more than anything is an important time for us to come together as a community and not only fight for equality but to make sure that everyone is aware of this problem and will contribute to a greater movement and yeah that's all i want to say i'm not completely fully educated on like the political side of things but just in general based on what i see on media um i think yeah this is something that's important also check out izzy's story she's very vocal about it um and i think isabelle has a very correct mindset um but yeah something i wanted to say and something that's very important and something that i hope all koreans like even very very korean people will you know talk about and hopefully in the future um will be a more happier one united society um but yeah anyways i'm so sorry for delaying this um yeah um anyway so today um the plan is i'm going to study for 50 minutes and then have 15 minute breaks in between and i will announce what time each um how it there the exact time as to when the breaks will start i'm also going to send an alarm on my ipad so everybody could get like a little like i don't know sound for those who are studying with me [Music] okay sorry you guys trying to set the alarm okay stopwatch timer okay this whole yeah okay guys i'm gonna answer questions later but um i will begin studying and um i will answer questions tomorrow or sorry not tomorrow in 50 minutes sorry um like i said for those who weren't here when i said what i'll be doing today is i'm going to be writing applications for my summer lab research positions uh or sorry i'm not directly reply applying to the lab positions but i'm trying to apply for fellowships and um through my college so yeah i'll be doing that today on my computer so and then hopefully later on i'll move on to mcat studying on my ipad and stuff like that so okay i will start the timer now i will also uh link the music sorry not link um i don't know i'll somehow get the music out there but all right i'm gonna start the timer now everybody let's study and i will see you all in 50 minutes which is at 8 12 p.m or sorry yeah 8 12 p.m korea korean time so bye see you later [Music] so [Music] [Music] [Music] so [Music] foreign [Music] [Music] so [Music] [Music] do [Music] [Music] do [Music] [Music] [Music] so [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] you [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] do [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] so [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] do [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] do [Music] do [Music] [Music] do [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] so [Music] [Music] do [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] do [Music] [Music] you [Music] [Music] so [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] so [Music] so [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] so [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] so [Music] 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it's homemade my friend my friend made it show us your nails i just got them done they're really pretty will [Music] my major is neuroscience how do i take notes on good notes i usually outline everything i sleep around 8 hours a day these days since i'm not working or doing an internship so if you hear dog that's asha i'm taking a gap year right now yes what's my insta id it is at dinners [Music] so it's like i as a pre-med i have to do research at a lab and in order to qualify for research at my college um in person research due to some like corona hospital-wide policies and college-wide policies i need to be enrolled in like some sort of fellowship or some sort of program so i'm applying to this um fellowship that will allow me to work in person at the lab over the summer oh this one this one is i just bought this it's really pretty i don't know it's 131. it's really pretty i'll put it on okay you see it you see it [Music] oh no private high school benefits i would definitely say the smaller classes and the intimate relationships that you have with your teachers i loved how close i was to my teachers that was really nice definitely made me comfortable in the classroom and since my classes were really small like 10 to 10 kids per class i was really able to be vulnerable and challenge myself and do things i usually probably won't be comfortable doing in like a classroom full of 50 kids or like 300 kids now so definitely taught me how to take risks anya you go 17 inch 15 inch the biggest one [Music] do you eat three meals a day i try to i usually just eat two really big meals i eat a lot guys like i eat a lot you can ask my sister i like eat like crazy and i love food [Music] oh kina and patricia i don't snack as much i would say i was born in jersey but i was raised in california they're live with children or gill [Music] foreign [Music] oh i told this whole yay i don't have any foundation on i don't use foundation everybody i just use concealer for my under eyes and like my blemishes i use tart part concealer procrastination yes all the time all the freaking time i procrastinate um our stats i don't know if that's important and if it's worth like publicly announcing you can get stats from any applicants on like forums i just feel like if i were to post my stats then people would put that as kind of like the goal and or yeah think that that's the goal and honestly it's not so i think the college application process is much more than just stats so and i'm all about that so if i were to like post my stats i feel like that would be super counter-intuitive what's my keyboard it is this logie thing logee it's pink keep on practice questions keep on practicing swag and i think it's all practice [Music] no i'm not taking classes [Music] or what is my ipad case not sure end time in fland infland gray fold casing thingy majiggy [Music] my spotify is knittingly if you look it up i will be there on the profiles um i don't know what is he's doing my favorite at starbucks is ice karamer hong kong i really should [Music] oh [Music] hmm oh my gosh there's so many questions i don't know i can't read my gosh i'm so sorry guys i know people who like went to korea and go to harvard now pon ki cholan iphone 11 promax [Music] black pink yes i'm pre-med i'm a pre-med student [Music] it is apple [Music] apple 17 inch or 15 inch i don't know all day lip i have a tiny bit of this and a lot of this this is just positive like lip balm it has no color it barely has anything it looks pink but it doesn't have any color and study and do research in the states yes i did some makeup today because i saw my face in like the last one and i was like nope that is not the vibe it was very ugly i was like i can't watch this so i need to take care of myself a little bit more i hope to do um neurosurgery in the future neurosurgery or you know cardio more so neuro though my major is neuroscience so [Music] they [Music] so [Music] foreign [Music] [Music] i would say especially in the medical field um if anything it's asian heavy there's a lot of asians in the medical field so definitely some bias and prejudice involved with that i don't know though i'm i haven't been in med school yet slash haven't gone into anything professional yet so i can't say um foreign no i am a rising junior so i completed my sophomore year last last year and i took a gap year and i'm still on my gap year right now do i want to become famous no i do not want to be famous i just want to live a quiet happy life um do i have a favorite saying or quote not necessarily but i always say this to people around me who are having a hard time i say good things happen to good people it's kind of like my motto i guess i always have hope for the future no matter how hard it is [Music] to yeah so the reason why i'm doing this study with me is like obviously it's not like because like my mom asked me to but you know like people were asking for it in like the comments and we were like why not try it out so that's why we gave it a shot um well it depends if you take breaks like this i think you should be fine it's good to take breaks um you know like the pomodoro method i don't do this exact pomodoro method i just kind of go on my own way like path so let's say i'm on like a good role and i'm like studying really well then like i would just skip my break and just continue for like two hours or so but that depends [Music] i would say this is all personal guys just i am not like a master or like a pro in this like i don't really know but i'm just saying for me personally i think i do best when i like take some breaks um and then i have music on and when i'm the most comfortable so like in my pjs like really comfortable [Music] um did i get accepted to harvard early action no i did not i did not apply to harvard early i did regular decision harvard and i did princeton early action got the furb from princeton early but then eventually got in regular decision so yeah i think they're going to release my like reaction video to my acceptances which is like not foreign oh sorry i need to go back to studying but um uh no actually harvard was not the university that i was ideally hoping to go um to it was um west point i was pretty set on going to west point [Music] i'm currently in korea everybody this is korea [Music] [Music] yes i'm dual citizen okay sorry guys i have to go to the bathroom i'll be right back i will take a minute okay please wait for me you're gonna also like see me like walk out in like my gross pajamas bear with me do it back [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] so [Music] hello i'm back sorry um now i'm going to be uh transitioning to [Music] research i'm going to be now studying for mcat um oh oops that was the music i'm connected to the music on this oops um now i will be studying on my ipad for my mcat yes this live will be going up on youtube hopefully as a regular video like the last one so people can study to it seem like the reason why i'm doing this is again is because people really enjoyed the last one and everyone was like do it again do it again do it again so i'm doing it again um um for those who we're not at my last live thingy majiki i was working on my um mcat like studying so that's what i will be continuing to be doing today okay um i think that was a long enough break right oh my gosh you could see like my messy room in the back ew you um [Music] oh yay [Music] by the way [Music] yes if i go to the harvard i do stay in kisses though everyone stays in kiesakusa [Music] um people are asking even though the mcat is really far away why are you studying for the mcat right now well actually it's not that far away from me um i'm a rising junior so i plan to take it in a year or so um usually i'm kept preparing um like spans from like three months to like eight months um for me personally since i'm on a gap year so i'm starting now and it's always better to get get a head on on things so yeah oh my gosh i feel like my angle is like so bad [Music] okay um oh for those who are transferring to university good luck um i would love to stay and answer all of your questions i think it's time to study again i will have multiple breaks because i think everyone wants their questions answered um [Music] so hopefully oh my gosh too many comments guys i keep getting distracted i need to study you guys are distracting me on purpose i hope to do my life for a long time um oh my gosh um i use good notes everybody okay i think i'm going to study now um julie i will read your question next break i'm sorry okay so we're going to do another 50 minute study session and then we'll have another 15 minute break honestly i always i don't even know when the breaks are at this point but okay if we do 50 minutes from 8 38 i will have another break at 8 00 uh 20 or sorry 9 20 28. so see you guys at 9 28 p.m korea time um all right i'm gonna start the timer so no more messages i mean you guys can talk amongst yourself but or i don't know whatever okay i'm gonna study i will see you guys all in 50 minutes [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] so [Music] do [Music] [Music] so [Music] so [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] hey [Music] so [Music] [Music] so [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] do [Music] this [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] so [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] so so [Music] so [Music] so [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] you do [Music] [Music] so so [Music] [Music] so [Music] [Music] so [Music] [Music] [Music] do foreign [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] do [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] so [Music] so [Music] you [Music] [Music] [Music] do [Music] so [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] so [Music] [Music] so [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] so do [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] 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minutes i was doing other stuff now i'm like really just writing so i just it went by really fast [Music] how many books did you read as a high schooler not much just what was required of me [Music] hope you feel better hope your ear infection is better [Music] i'm not sure hopefully like 11 30 not as late as last time because like i said i have to wake up early regular decision i think i did like 18 regular decision schools i took a gap year because of corona and since i'm a pre-med student i need to be in lab like in classes so [Music] i couldn't take or i couldn't do online courses i just really did not want to do that ah today [Music] you but for me i'm just like writing things out so i have notes to refer to back refer back on but more importantly it's just to retain memory so like muscle memory i guess so i just like try to repeat things all the time or i like to write things out because that's scientifically proven to help you retain your memory so that's why i keep doing it but it's also good for reference but also good for memorization [Music] i don't know which one i love muji and i love chaju they're so comfy um right now i don't have any eye shadow i i barely have some on like my top line i don't have like i don't know if you can see it's like just around the corner on my eye i use the tarte tarte tarte eyeshadow i will definitely possibly do like a more thorough like makeup routine or get ready with me i think a lot of people have been asking about that [Music] instagram i will write it again like last time i will do it for the subscribers or the people give me a second everyone for those who are this is my instagram everybody [Music] foreign [Music] i have so much to do i have so many things that i haven't planned things to organize so i realize that i just don't have time and i mean i love hanging out with friends so usually i try to dedicate hanging out with friends over the weekend chumaday like is that like a thing like i feel like my italian was just like what people everyone imagined their is login then i like eat and then i like watch netflix a lot and then i study i get really busy guys like i'm going to get really busy ej um like big days um i like to go to cafes so i really like to go to camp tong in cape and i in like this in the other side of the river i go to kumo [Music] [Music] if anything it accelerated you know my passion to work with humans i loved the technicality of it i mean i haven't been to med school yet but i just know they're very different why did i want to go to west point that's a really good question i was actually enlisted in the air force i went to kundai yeah so i was in air force through rotc but before that i really wanted to become a flight surgeon so um korean and yeah i applied to west point air force academy and i i did get into west point at air force academy but i unfortunately decided to not pursue the service academy path [Music] so it's hard to pursue a path of surgery as um i guess an active second lieutenant right after graduation so i decided to drop rotc it was a very difficult decision that i made last summer but i did it and i'm very happy with my decision but also look back at my time uniformed [Music] sorry i don't know my korean not good guys [Music] [Music] [Music] i really [Music] do you enjoy studying yes i love studying it's the only thing i'm good at i think [Music] my favorite song i have a lot go check out my spotify i love music i cannot live without music um ah i'll play one of my favorite songs right now right now i really really like well obviously like the genre of music i like is edm as you all may know but okay i don't know why it's not playing um this is one of my favorite songs i posted on my instagram everyone follow my spotify i love music hello from japan i love japan have i had an american boyfriend no i have not formula one netflix documentary oh sorry looks like oh my gosh oops i accidentally said swear word but um uh i can't play this because apparently of copyright oh that's so sad the song is called love is scary by dwilly oh my gosh no i wanted to play this song for you guys now i have to play the boring like piano music okay no that was so sad hopefully we don't get copyrighted because of that song that would be really tragic uh um um sorry my like the group chat is like going crazy being like you messed up the copyright okay i'm so sorry guys i literally don't know how this works sorry the preview the song i was trying to play is love is scary by dwilly amelia ali it's in my playlist called parentheses right now [Music] when did you start enjoying studying probably high school like sophomore high school [Music] just looks like this like pearl and like uh oh okay i have two cartilage here so you'll get too cake oh my gosh my ear is like so ugly there's like a weird it's like swollen to get um i would say i'm scared of a lot of things but i really don't like it when or i'm really scared of i guess betrayal i really really do not like betrayal so somebody who disappoints me somebody who i like put i guess a lot of time and like love to for example like friends and then having them you know like turn their back on me or turn into a completely different person that's just to me like completely like sad that's just so sad you know i think that's the one thing i'm afraid of like failure i'm not afraid of failure i'm not afraid of like you know like like you know what i mean like i'm not scared of those things i think it's for me like personal relationships and just like stuff like that am i in a relationship no i'm not in a [Music] relationship viewer is a koi i lived there my whole life [Music] [Music] is [Music] i bought it online don't remember the brand [Music] which state is my favorite new or california by far i love california it is water i don't know how to prove it to you guys like it's literally water why would i drink alcohol can there's a kinder channel [Music] why did i move to korea because my mom lives in korea [Music] have i tried in and out i love in and out in and out is like my favorite thing in the whole world [Music] [Music] [Music] oh my gosh guys we need to study again i think it's been 15 minutes i think it's been 20 minutes who's studying with me [Music] [Music] now oh my gosh yay oh my gosh so many people actually studying yay [Music] oh my gosh okay amazing oh looks like it's an exam week for some people so that worked out great oh oh my gosh [Music] no it would be worth it trust me english is such a universal universal language always good to learn i know it's hard but you'll get through it [Music] usually my finishing is like less than 10 minutes there's so many like comments like i don't know i keep getting distracted like this is like hard to like not do a break that's like more than 10 minutes oh my gosh now everyone's like yelling at me to start okay people are like start right now that's what i came for i know i'm sorry guys i i apologize um oh sorry okay i just got an important email okay so let us begin again i'm gonna do another 50 minutes and i think this might be this might be the last 15 minutes i might do another round depends it is kind of getting late and i do have to wake up early tomorrow like i've repeated multiple multiple times so usually i would love to study until like 5am with you guys but i can't so um all right who's ready for our third round of studying i am ready okay let's study everybody i'm going to start the timer [Music] let's study again david's song i'm not ready yet okay hopefully you're ready now because i'm starting 50 minutes okay wait do you guys want to see my like screen or do you just want to see is this like okay i don't know do you want to see more of like underneath i guess people don't care looks like people don't care oh okay people are like wanting it so but if i do that's like less of my face okay okay guys oh there's something stuck on my chair oh okay oh my gosh i've said 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you do go to harvard yay okay i took ls1b ls1b was fun i liked ls1b [Music] [Music] somebody just called me [Music] i'm sorry these are very important plans that i have to figure out [Music] um how do i study until 5am i don't i don't study until 5am there are days i mean like obviously like during midterm week or like finals week i'm up very very late usually i have a very weird sleeping schedule during exam period where i basically like sleep in like weird chunks so i don't sleep the full eight hours which is really unhealthy i end up just like sleeping chunks to make it easier it's like maximize studying time how little do i sleep during exams like very little like very very little um since i'm a pre-med a lot of my classes are you know stem major or stem classes so a lot of like math bio like chem stuff like that so they're very intense exams they're not you know like essays where i can like you know do it at my own pace it's like very memorized memorized based but also very problem solving based so i have a really hard time doing exams [Music] it's not a thing don't worry [Music] [Music] i really like harvard it has its pros and cons definitely proud to be a student but also the source of my depression sometimes [Music] because it's literally so hard i really would love to be happy and live a life where i can impact other people and be a part of their journey in one in one way or another i don't want to live like a meaningless life like make a lot of money and then like buy a yacht like that's not my goal um i think that's those like superficial and uh how would you say it uh monetary things are useless they give you very momentary happiness but they're not meaning it's not meaningful happiness so i find meaning in like relationships and happiness so that's my goal in the future um [Music] that's hard that's so hard i think definitely the people so i mean it's partially true and not true so i would say that a lot of the people at harvard are very or like before i went to harvard i um felt as if or i you know had this bias that like oh everyone's like so you know like concentrated in their own path towards success because everyone at harvard is like so accomplished and you know smart obviously so there's definitely that kind of like prejudice coming in you know thinking that like oh everyone's gonna be such a genius and everyone's gonna like not be helpful and like do their own thing but that's not true at all um harvard is definitely one of the most supportive and collaborative spaces i've ever been in um without my friends and like without the guidance i have from like not only students but like you know tas and stuff and like professors i would not be you know nearly as or i wouldn't be at where i am right now is brian also pre-med no if you're talking about my friend on my instagram he is not pre-med he i think is majoring in astrophysics very very yeah very cool [Music] [Music] what medical field am i interested in i am very interested in neuroscience um behavior you know cognitive stuff but i would love to do surgery surgery is my ultimate goal oh how was my intern at bcg um it was fine definitely not a good reflection of what consulting actually is in the states um i would argue that you know bcg soul is very different um and i think there's a very different like dynamic within the company in terms of like structure and hierarchy but also just like the vibe in general and the work that they give to the ras i would predict it's very different so honestly like i didn't really enjoy it that much i prefer to possibly you know do work with bcg in the states one day or not who knows healthcare consulting it's up in the air oh my gosh i'm i'm so embarrassed sorry no i do not have a religion oh my gosh that's the most embarrassing thing that's ever happened [Music] let's just forget that that ever happened moving on never happened honestly i relate even as somebody who went into college knowing what she wanted to do like i wanted to do pre-med go to med school even like within the field of like bio and you know science in general i had a really difficult time choosing my major i basically went back and forth from like cs neuro um i even considered like applied mathematics um yeah definitely even within like the limited stem majors there are i had a struggle so i totally relate but that's what freshman and sophomore year is for to like explore so hopefully you will find something that you're passionate about ultimately i don't think major really matters that much so just do something that you love to do um if you're applying to like graduate school obviously like for example like education obviously you want to do something that's like yeah if you hope to apply to grad school major does is a little bit more important um i used to model a lot when i was well i first started modeling when i was like 12 really young like seventh grade so that's like 12 years old you're too sorry and i did it like throughout high school and then like yeah i did it throughout high school and then i ultimately quit um i quit because i did not enjoy modeling um i would say that the industry i mean i my best one of my best friends is a very famous model in korea and you know i like see the lives that she lives and it's for some people but it wasn't for me um i did not enjoy the modeling life so i decided not to and instead like put in all my time and effort towards um school and um academia which is definitely one of the best decisions that i think i've made what city do you recommend to travel to the us san francisco what do you not like about modeling um i just did not like being judged by the way i look um i okay that sounds extremely conceited and like very simple but honest that's how i felt i was very young and i was like exposed this like industry where people didn't care about necessarily like your aptitude or your talent or your intellect it was all about you know are you like did your face look good in the shot and i was like in in the beginning it was fun you know like you get to get your makeup done you get to like pose like it's fun once in a while but as a full-time career i don't think i could have been satisfied with living just based on aesthetics like i wanted to be recognized for something more i wanted to be recognized for my talent and just like my mind not anything else am i a good singer and dancer yes i'm very good at secret dancing my dancing skills especially yeah it's like um i train every day okay obviously no i'm horrible at singing and dancing i'm sorry i would love to be good at it do i miss my friends at harvard yes i do i miss a lot of them um shout out to jason chen shout out to brian yeah those are like one of my two one or my closer closest friends at harvard i miss them both i haven't seen them in a long time [Music] um no i am not ygk plus also anymore i terminated that oh izzy are you talking to me i don't know what you're asking [Music] or actually i don't know i could to i could do another 50 minutes but i feel like it might be kind of pushing it because i still have i would wreck i would like to do this in one sitting but it's too long it's too much for 50 minutes so i might just end the studying here i'm very sorry that this one ended earlier than last times i know it was only like three hours of studying in total three and a half but hopefully next time it will be longer like my first one [Music] [Music] you well hopefully you know with the work we were doing for the past three hours it was productive for some people no i'm not oh my gosh guys no i'm not going to the states [Music] for those who wanted to stay longer and study with me i'm so sorry if you want to continue studying you can look at my other video the first one and you can study for as long as you want hopefully it was still [Music] enjoyable even though it was shorter [Music] ciao you feel sorry for izzy why izzy somebody feels sorry for you oh my gosh oh i'm sorry what are you asking me is he i don't understand what you're asking me you can ask me any questions anytime let the people talk is is he a good sister no um no my sister is extremely obnoxious she's extremely rude um she's full of herself and everyone thinks that like izzy is like super nice and i'm like the mean one it's the opposite i'm like the very nice chill one and isabel is like the very obnoxious like anal kind of like height she's not high key like i'm more high key but she's like definitely more like you know i'm like much more chill than her like you guys don't understand if you look at all the comments like everyone's like and it is like she has a good tonkyo like i agree like she's a funny person couldn't they like it's just like yeah it's just not and i'm not trying to be mean like i'm not trying to be mean it's just like reality like she does not know how to adapt to different people like she has a very she has a very strict way of like thinking about life and if you if you don't fall in that category then she's like she doesn't consider you as like a person she's like nope i have my own way and if you don't fit in it then like i don't like you yeah and everybody knows like my friends my family oh my gosh i'm like exposing izzy no i no guys i love izzy like she's my sister i'm like so nice to her like i'm so nice to her like i'm always like and my mom knows my mom knows like how much i love my sister my sister hates me like she's so rude to me like i love her and i'm so nice to her but she is like so mean like so so mean like i cried i literally like cried because of her like a couple weeks ago because she was stressing me out so much like she would come into my room okay there's too much information she's the type of person where like i'm just chilling in my room like hanging out and she comes in my room and she's like why didn't you do the dishes or like why is your room so dirty like comes into my room out of her own like leave me alone like that's how like obnoxious she is okay i apologize 538 viewers for my little rant but um yeah the dislike is definitely from you is he there's a one dislike and death is my sister if not that will be sad [Music] [Music] like did i like pluck my eyebrows no i don't pluck my eyebrows if you can see they're like really messy [Music] i don't shave my brows [Music] i have not been to australia before uh like here no this is just like my hair but i did put volume here but it's like kind of dead all the volume is like dead so is izzy also going to busan no she doesn't have people to go with whiting stella stella you know what i really wish i had a sister like me i love izzy so much but she's so rude to me just like i grab this piece of hair and i use like a dryer with a comb and then i dry it like this and then i leave it blow it out and that's all i do [Music] oh my gosh izzy stop acting like the victim as if like i didn't invite you you don't want to come izzy is like the most anti-social person we i know even like i invite her to things all the time but she just refuses to come and she doesn't want to come she's like no nadine like i'm gonna like i'm gonna get on my schedule i'm gonna work out instead of hanging out with you i invite her all the time stop stop lying to the viewers oh my gosh guys i'm literally gonna like freak out right now no no i invite her all the time every time and she she's the one who doesn't want to come and now she acting as if like there's she's like the victim here like this is ridiculous what do you mean mean sister vibes you're the mean younger sister like catfish fives like definitely catfishing all the viewers into thinking like you're this innocent younger sister who's like bullied by her like obnoxious older sister you death like people definitely think that and that's like horrific to me it's the exact opposite so there they [Music] foreign like what is this this is this is monstrosity this is this is horrifying no it is the complete opposite my mom knows this my grandma knows this my samsung knows this everybody knows this literally everybody except for you guys because she's catfishing you all did you guys not see the personality test video where me and isabel like we like about like there was like this color test where we like talked about our personalities one part of my sister's thing was all of her life interactions are based on whether or not it benefits her everyone to give you an example of an everyday interaction between my sister and i when i want to use a tomato my sister does like she goes out and like buys like really healthy things okay from the grocery store but sometimes i'm like you know what i want a tomato or like i want to like use something like an avocado she's like or like a literal like singular pangu tomato she's like pay me ebig one she's like pay me ebay one i'm this guy i cannot make this up i cannot make this up she says pay me ebig one right now i'm like for this one singular tomato she's like yeah i bought that with my money so give me the eback one i'm like you're kidding me i don't care like if i buy something and i put in the fridge like if somebody else eats it like i don't care my sister on the other hand she's like nope nope i need that big one and i'm like okay just an example of her personality i think you will know it's all it's all gonna show it's all gonna be revealed over time stuff like this will come out and or like uh someone's true personality will shine everyone's like she suddenly so energetic because she's talking bad about izzy yeah so okay i think i shall now move on from the is e-commerce isabel don't start anything again don't say anything please you say anything more that it's it's gonna turn into like us fighting v-log [Music] rubber something so cool [Music] jay can't come hopefully you don't fail work hard hi thing you if you have hope you can always do it if you have confidence anything is possible obviously with like the foundational studying um i don't it's probably like not there anymore like my lip this is like mostly my lip color but like but this i used this i just bought it 131 ysl [Music] my sister's called this product lipstick that is so rude guys because i love purdue i literally eat product like four times a week stop the product izzy stop exposing me okay i think i'm going to go soon this has been prolonged it's been 20 minutes on my sister and i my sister and i fighting just every day [Music] for that tint like she's so rude who says that who says that about her older sister putting on lip gloss or like lip tint who does that that's so mean i all i tell is the viewers this pong tomato story and she out here roasting like my lip gloss [Music] isabelle stop okay guys i have to like pack andy knows to pack i'm not packed [Music] do i have any tips for growing taller have tall parents [Music] foreign is your mom strict no and i think that's precisely why we turned out the way we did in a good way obviously i think the freedom that my mom gave my sister and i really taught us a lot of life lessons that we would never have been able to come you know learn otherwise oh my gosh oh my gosh i just made my day oh my gosh who is that person pot [Music] gosh it's about stop oh my oh my gosh she deleted her message i don't know what it said something about like kissing true oh my gosh she's so rude anyways the person that said i would look good with sun jungi you are a lovely human being or monkeys so busy oh my gosh this [Music] oh my gosh kim dong dong kim dong dong said i only would choose oh my gosh thank you i think so too [Music] i think i look good with choo chic as well [Music] my first video like with my mom on like the whole suramar no i'm not no boyfriend don't be sorry it's fun major neuroscience and i minor in computer science or coding coding there's always a reason for everything total remote there more there when i was younger it was nausea west um now i don't really know i need to think about that i don't really have a room i think my role model would be my mom definitely my mom okay guys i really should go okay seven minutes i have to like go and like this is gonna be like uploaded permanently can they like cut out this like q a part slash like fighting part it's like too much just my style like like the small eyes like the cuteness i love troshy no no no thank you i mean i have nothing against him but like i don't like it i'm sorry for those who are like his fan no he's a very big dog joking person but personally i'm not attracted to him but i'm very personally attracted to sushi i don't know kind of like very feminine yeah i really like the trebuchet vibe you know i'm into that how long do you sleep on exam preparation on weekdays um exam preparation i really don't sleep at all um usually that sometimes like or i usually pull at least one all-nighter for midterms or any type of exam so but on average like if i do sleep like four or four hours what about ajishi like kung yu or um my mom really likes kung yu but like i don't really get the my friends like kung yu but i don't get the attraction there i'm really into the cute guys it's kind of weird like i need to change that is he's like nuke all the way i don't know who [Music] yes this is starbucks tumblr limited edition supposedly have i ever bleached my hair yes freshman year or sophomore year of college i bleached it or sorry freshman year end of my freshman year of college i bleached it and then beginning of sophomore year or like halfway through sophomore year i died of black all black oh his name is edward oh snuck she that's cute i love edward i really like pak boom i'm 21 um i like for american songs i really like um ed sheeran billy eilish i don't know she's two rooms down um but i am watching friends right now i'm on like season six what was my gpa in high school um it was high i'm not going to say the exact gpa though because numbers don't matter i don't think yeah um i told isabelle to join this live pong song but she was like she's currently has like some like weird hair concoction going on she's trying to try these like um she's trying to try like unheated curls without heat she has like this like she has like weird fabric in her head right now so i don't think she's willing to come out on like live pongton like she's literally like something on her head i don't think that's why she's not coming for a good reason yeah my she will do a study with me on her own so you guys can see her next time yeah okay i think i'm gonna go in like one minute guys you took out the hair concoction yeah hello she's here guys oh and then she left wait i look so dank wait what are people saying people are like ichi ichida i've been i've been laying on my bed replying she's such a liar everybody isabel you know i'm telling you i'm literally speaking fast you're literally i am literally speaking fast she knows she literally took out her hair concoction to defend herself because she knows it's freaking true yeah the tomato story is so true it is not limited to just a tomato what i steal your money no even one is so much money you big one is so much money well yeah but like can't you just like let me have it you're literally like ocd vibes like what okay i think i'm going to end the live now i want to go online by myself another day so i can clear the air as to the lies that you spread about me what do you mean the lies i spread about you you're so rude wait can we can we like cut this part out izzy izzy do you know how to like do you know how to cut this okay guys ocd obsessive compulsive disorder what are people saying they're like what's ocd oh that's sitting that's an actual condition that people she's like going through something right now she's like having a heart attack okay guys she's such a scam artist what do you mean a scam artist what it's about can you like leave me i i did what the people wanted yeah stop okay wow some peace and quiet okay perfect way to end the video i'm so surprised there's still 576 people watching my sister and i fight um um yes that is my everland ball i don't know what to do with it it's just kind of chilling in my room um okay goodbye um i think it's time for me to call it a night and i have a lot of packing to do so hopefully i cut this ending part out like this 30 minutes of like my sister and i just like literally so rude she's so rude truly out here just trying to expose me and be rude i mean i did technically start it but she took it too far vibes like what is what even is that or like something like i don't know like stain okay guys i'm kind of hungry too so i might cook some food but okay um on a more serious note um thank you so much for those people who studied with me for the past four or five hours um i'm really sorry that i couldn't stay longer and study for you know like till one or two a.m like i did last time but like i said um i need to go to bed early tonight so um thank you so much for again to those who stayed and um watched my sister and i fight but i'm sure my sister will start doing you know study with me and stuff like this and i hope to continue to do this um maybe not on live as much or like maybe i will continue who knows like honestly at this point like we don't really know but um hopefully next time i see you guys it'll be more fun and we'll get more work done again thank you so much for watching for those who stayed with me suga and i will see you guys next time and i hope you all sleep well and for those who are still studying good luck i wish you the best i'll see you guys next time bye