Nov 20, 2024
The truth is i honestly haven’t been in any relationships i have no experience in any of that or this im not 1000% sure what i want and what i don’t want im not sure what’s out there or if theres a better fit for me your literally the only girl ive ever actually talked to and hung out and been with like your literally the one and only girl ever so i think its just natural that i get curious at some point but its not fair to you so i didn’t and still don’t know how to say it. It’s so entirely selfish of me to even think to want to explore something else and then come back to you that i don’t even know who i am. i can’t expect that out of anyone nonetheless you who i’ve loved more than anything and been with for a whole year and the girl i went through cancer with. The most honest truth is i do have some sort of feelings towards two other females. Mainly i think just cuz they’re older and can do things but that’s so unfair. I have never made a move towards them and i wouldn’t. I love you way more than that and im not willing to let this go. I think we’ve been through too much and we’re way too far in to just let it go for some test or experiment or temporary short term thing.