have you read the Bible by chance I recommend you read everybody saying I should do that okay then so so maybe that's God telling you to read it there's a story in the Bible where Solomon uh is dreaming and God comes to him in dreams day and he says God says to Solomon anything that you want I will give you if you want wealth I'll give you wealth I'll make you the richest man if you want kingdoms I'll give you the kingdoms tell me whatever it is that you want and I'll give it to you and Solomon didn't ask for riches didn't ask for kingdoms he asked for one thing he said give me wisdom and God gave him wisdom after that the riches came the kingdoms came and every other thing that comes with it so as I read that I sat there I was like God give me wisdom I don't know what it looks like I don't know what this means but give me wisdom and I think it's working seems like it is