I was conversing with God, speaking to God, saying, O my Lord, I want to tell millions of all your grace upon me, your generosity, and your ability. Glory be to you, did you not know that God is capable of all things? O God, I have stripped myself of my power and my strength, and I have resorted to your power and my power. There is no power or strength except in you. O God, help me and do not help me, grant me victory, and do not help me. And plot for me, and do not plot for me, and guide me and facilitate guidance for me. Oh God, make me a remembrance of you, grateful to you, fearful of you, obedient to you , my refuge from me. Peace, mercy, and blessings of God be upon you. O God, bless and bless our beloved, our intercessor, and the comfort of our eyes, our master Muhammad, and upon his family and all his companions, the number of your creation and the satisfaction of yourself, the weight of your throne and ink. Your words, my beloved sisters, today I would like to share with you my experience with affliction, and this request you have asked me a lot. In private, in the comments, what do you do when God Almighty afflicts you or tests me, or whatever test comes to you? What do you do? Even my Lord Almighty releases you first. My sisters, you must know the certain knowledge that God Glory be to Him, the Most High, when He tests you because He loves you. Glory be to Him, because if God loves a servant, He tests him. If he loves a servant, he afflicts him, whether in himself, his money, his child, or whoever he loves, until he walks on the earth and is free from sin. Or as the Messenger, may God bless him and grant him peace, said, then the test is love from God. This is the first thing you should put in your heart. No calamity befalls except by the permission of God. And whoever believes in God, He will guide his heart. Whoever believes in God, He will guide his heart. So this is my heart. This is my condition with God when the affliction comes. And God will lift up the burden for the entire Islamic nation, O Lord, and for all the Muslims, and for everyone who He hears me now every affliction, O Lord of the Worlds, and is gentle with a kindness that befits Him, Glory be to Him. Oh God, be kind to us in your decree and destiny, with a kindness befitting your generosity. The second matter, my beloved, be satisfied with God and be satisfied with what God has apportioned for you. He will be satisfied with you, Glory be to Him. If you are satisfied with what God has written and with what God has apportioned, and the third matter, I am giving you an introduction. It is simple, even this thing is a burden to your heart. I did not tell you what you should do with these heartfelt acts of worship. The beginning that I am telling you about us now is very, very important when affliction comes under any circumstances, an unjust husband, a disobedient child, a child, for example, a affliction of a child, or a disease that you are afflicted with, or any problem in your life. You face it now . You must start with these matters. Your heart is the subject of the Lord’s gaze. Your patience, and know that God Almighty sees you now and hears you. When He afflicts you, He is close to you. Do not be sad, God is with us, so faith will descend upon you and tranquility and tranquility will descend upon you, God willing. Then what should we do? What should we do today? I want to tell you. My experience with affliction, and I told you this introduction, which must be your condition with God through these heartfelt acts of worship, submission to God, contentment, companionship with God, Glory be to Him, your feeling of joy with God, your feeling of God’s love for you, Glory be to Him, when you are afflicted. This gives you patience, but only the patient will be given their reward without reckoning. I passed by, my sisters, from A short period of these days that passed with a very severe trial, and the trial was in myself, and a very severe trial in my sisters, because it meant that this trial struck my heart. I have never experienced days like these in my life. I have never experienced days like them. I would open videos in order to strengthen my faith. I would open clips from trustworthy sheikhs, of course I would listen to them. About certainty, about faith, and about patience when tested. Why does my Lord, Glory be to Him, test the servant and what he did? Glory be to God. Messages from God came to me. Messages from God. Messages from God are amazing. He calms my heart. First of all, my sisters, my Lord, Glory be to Him, honor me with prayer and seek help from patience and prayer. The patience that we talked about at the beginning. Calculating the reward. With God, and with God, Glory be to Him, no one is afflicted, but only those who are patient will be given their reward without reckoning. Submission to God and contentment with what God has apportioned for you. Then prayer is prayed, because prayer is a connection between you and God, so help yourself by prostrating abundantly. When a servant prays to God while he is in fear, pain, trial, or calamity, his heart will be guided by God’s permission. By God, I spoke to one of the sisters and said to her, “Oh my beloved sister, I mean, what has happened to me has befallen me. I told the one who is with me and what I am feeling at this time, and what has caused me this calamity in myself.” She said to me, “O Alaa, you must recite Surat Al-Dukhan and Surat Al-Dukhan, read them when these obsessions come to your heart and be proud.” In yourself, and these obsessions, of course, happened because of what happened to me. I mean, they are symptoms that happen to me. I mean, I said to me, I need to come and recite Al-Baqarah, or recite Al-Baqarah, and recite with it the smoke and Surah Qaf. It will indeed be removed. My sisters started, thanks to God Almighty. May God reward them with goodness on my behalf. O Lord, I recited Qaf and recited smoke, as if it were the first time I read. By God, this is the first thing to do. Prayer, then reading the Qur’an. My heart was reassured except in the remembrance of God. Hearts are reassured. My sisters, I did not feel reassured except in the remembrance of God. Prayers, by God. Who did not talk to me, who did not sit with me wherever I went? Wherever I go, my heart is not calmed except by these things, thanks to God, and I used to feel happy because, Glory be to God, my sisters, affliction is a blessing that brings you closer to God, and God Almighty sees your heart and sees your faith to distinguish the bad from the good and sees your good heart coming to Him. Glory be to Him. Did you when you approached Him and when you felt this reassurance? Just a feeling of love and closeness to Him, Glory be to Him So He will test you until God Almighty knows your heart, your faith, and the strength of your faith in Him, Glory be to Him. I used to recite Surat Qaf and Surat Al-Dukhan every day, praying with them. Sometimes I recited them alone at a time, sometimes at dawn, at a time after the evening prayer. The first thing I feared and this feeling started with me. This fear is a disease. I mean, it was a disease that accompanies the disease of fear. And obsessiveness, and all of this, was a disease accompanying a disease. It means symptoms of a disease that is not in my hands. I mean, it is not something in my hands. I mean, it is not something I am for example like this. I mean, I put him down, meaning he was surrounded by fear. No, thank God, I sit in my hands and do not rest. Then when the exam approached and the affliction intensified, it intensified for me, it intensified for me, it intensified for me in a way. Awesome, and I told you how I asked God for serenity and I asked God that my faith would increase in faith. Then God sent down His serenity to the believers. He is the one who sent down serenity into the hearts of the believers so that they would increase in faith along with their faith. So I said, O my Lord, I want this serenity. I want this reassurance so that my faith may increase in faith and be patient with what you have afflicted me so that I may be patient and my faith will increase and increase. Trust and good faith in God, so my Lord has honored me. I told you by visiting my home, a sanctuary. Honor me with this visit and this age. My Lord has honored me with one of Muharram, the first day of the year, His grace, Glory be to Him. This is what I told you about blessings and granting trials. God Almighty is kind to His servants. My Lord, Glory be to Him, when He gives you, when He afflicts you, Glory be to Him, knows what is wrong. He guides your heart. He sends you a good sister. He sends you a good companion. He sends you a good heart. He sends you reassurance and calm. He sends you peace in your heart. He sends peace to your heart. Glory be to Him, the Almighty, by your generosity, by his age. By your generosity. I told you that rewards will come to you. God Almighty has honored me with this lifetime from Him, Glory be to Him. I don’t know how or how it happened. Facilitating it at her age, the facilitation did not happen to me because I have a problem in order to go to Umrah. I cannot go to Umrah as quickly and as I wanted, but Glory be to God, I was made wonderfully easy by His grace, Glory be to Him. I returned from Umrah. The affliction was severe, and all his troubles were getting worse, but he was in amazing gentleness. I was sitting. In the hands of God when I pray to God, by God, sisters, when the affliction becomes severe, I ask God, I ask God, I ask God for well-being, I ask God for forgiveness and well-being in my prostration, in every prostration I prostrate to God, I ask God for well-being, I ask God for forgiveness and well-being, I ask God to heal me, and I ask God that I cannot bear this affliction, by God, oh My sisters, I ask God with confidence, and you were always before my eyes saying, “And I was not wretched in praying to you, my Lord.” It used to calm my heart. My sisters, when I say this, this verse, and I was not wretched in praying to you, my Lord, I remember God’s blessings upon me, and I sit and talk to myself, talking to myself. God Almighty answered this prayer for me when I was in this trial . And when my Lord, Glory be to Him, answered my Ramadan prayer, and how did my Lord, Glory be to Him, honor me with this invitation? He honored me with this invitation after insistence, after urging God, Glory be to Him, to honor me with this invitation. And this invitation I prayed in Ramadan, my sisters, and on the day of Arafah, and on the days of this virtue, I prayed to God with this prayer, and when the affliction became severe. I said, O Lord, I prayed to you. Far be it from you to turn me away disappointed. When I called to God, I called to God, I called to God on one day in Ramadan, in the last ten days, on every day of Ramadan, and after Ramadan, positive times, in the last third of the night, on the day of Arafah, and the first ten days of Dhu al-Hijjah, and I ask God, then I receive news of the opposite. The opposite of my expectations, the opposite of what I asked of the Lord of the Worlds. I mean, but at this moment, Satan tried to make me feel, Oh, you, my Lord, have answered you. Here it was a severe test, so I sat down, remembering God’s blessings upon me. God Almighty showed me the way. I was unaware of it for three years. I don’t know what is happening to me, not even my Lord. This affliction was revealed to me. When this affliction was revealed to me, it was not a lack of response. No, it was the opposite. It was a response until I did. The reasons are that I was unaware of it. Glory be to God. My sisters, I sat down. Whenever the devil comes to me, you are my Lord, I will not respond to you, and you, my Lord, will not respond to you, and that it is you basically and fundamentally. Basically, I sit and remember and contemplate how God Almighty saved me many times before, and how He answered my prayers many times, Glory be to Him, and how I used to insist on God during many difficult days. He gives me my questions through His grace, Glory be to Him, and sometimes years pass since I prayed and then He gives them to me in a way that astonishes my mind. By God, I remember these days and He guides my heart. Then I say, “Why? I am wretched in supplicating to you, my Lord, in which my heart is strangely calm. Then the hour comes, and the hour, and the hour, and then it comes twice. This feeling is a devil that takes advantage of the believer. So read the cow and read the shield from Satan. The crown of remembrance. There is no god but Allah, alone, with no partner. To Him belongs the dominion and to Him is praise. He is capable of all things without number. Without number, and God is His grace, Glory be to Him, and when one day the affliction became very severe, my sisters, it was one of the most difficult days of my life, the most difficult I have ever experienced in my life, and by God, my sisters, a letter on that day, Glory be to God. I opened the atmosphere and said, O my Lord, I want a message from you, steady my heart, calm my heart, and a short clip appeared for me. I entered on My page on Tik Tok showed me this clip, the Sheikh saying, “When the affliction became severe for me, I sat after the dawn prayer until sunrise, saying, ‘There is no power nor strength except with God. There is no power nor strength except with God. There is no change from one state to another except with the permission of God, except with the power of God.’” There is no change from poverty to wealth except by God. There is no change from illness to healing except by God. There is no change from pain to happiness and bliss except by God. So I sat on the There is no power nor strength except with God, and I felt this feeling that God will change my condition from this condition to a better condition. I will do everything. What I want, God willing, is when God Almighty gives me good tidings. He is the best of announcers, Almighty. I sat with this faith and this certainty before the result came out. At such a time, day in and day out, I sat and talked to God, because around us, we are all slaves, no matter how good they are to me, no matter how much they stand with me, and no matter how much they are slaves. They are weak. We are poor to God, and God is the Rich. So I sat talking to God and said, “Oh my Lord.” I sat like this, with God in my hands, in a place of prayer. I sat telling my Lord everything I am afraid of. Everything I am afraid of. Everything I am in, and everything I hope for will happen on this day in order. This day is more difficult. My life is going on, so I said, “Oh my Lord, I want the morning and the noon to be like this and the evening to be like this, and I come back like this and be happy like this, and the result will be like this with your ability, for the sake of Surat Al-Baqarah, for the sake of everyone who has a right to you, and I sat to talk to God about my good deeds that they do not know except God Almighty, so ask God about it, O God, if you know that This work is purely for your honorable face. I swear to you, oh God, that you will honor me with this blessing. This is what I want. This is the joy that I want. In this way, I will be crying in the hands of God and conversing with God Almighty. I speak to Him, Glory be to Him. Glory be to God, my sisters. I have finished this session in the hands of God. So I revealed everything in my heart. I asked Him, Glory be to Him, in His greatest name, by which He is called upon, He answers, and by which, when asked, He gives. I asked Him for the sake of Surah Al-Baqarah and for the sake of this good deed that we are in by His grace, Glory be to Him, and I rose as if my heart had been cleansed, so I sat quietly and went to the appointment I had, and it was a day of amazing kindness. He mocked. I have people, my Lord, who don’t know how my husband says to me. I mean, I saw the effect of supplication in front of me. How do you, I mean, I saw how God Almighty responds to you. I don’t know. People don’t show you these things. Where are the people who stood with you? People you don’t know how they stood with you. Everything was in a strange order. From God, with a wondrous arrangement from God, and Glory be to God, it happened just as I asked of God, in the order that I asked of God, and by God, the result that I want is by His grace, Glory be to Him, the generosity of His presence, and I was conversing with God, speaking to God, saying, O my Lord, I want to tell millions of all your favor upon me, your generosity, and your ability, Glory be to You, did you not know? Indeed, God has power over all things. The things that made me patient. Revising the Qur’an and reviewing Surah Al-Baqarah. I used to listen to Surat Al-Baqarah for my son just as I hear the verses. It was as if they were being poured into my heart. Memorizing Surat Al-Baqarah, my sisters, is amazing. Memorizing memorization. Memorizing the Qur’an is amazing. His command is to strengthen hearts, because there is a time when you memorize and come back to listen. So, it is amazing. It will be planted in your heart, a planting, it will be planted in your heart, and God would never waste your faith. Indeed, God is compassionate and merciful to people. I used to cry and say, God would never waste your faith, and God would never waste faith. Your faith, prayers, trust in God, and your good thoughts will never be lost, and God is compassionate to you, Glory be to Him. God is compassionate to His servants, Compassionate, Merciful, Kind, Glory be to Him. And come, when you feel the kindness of God, God has mercy on you as He looks at your situation and He is more compassionate towards you than your mother and father. He is more compassionate toward you. Imagine your mother who brought you and your heart will be at peace. Think about what God has written for you and give you and astonish you, Glory be to Him and amaze you with relief. This is from God’s grace upon us and this is from God’s grace upon us and upon people. By His grace, Glory be to Him, God Almighty has honored me with relief, and, O my Lord, the end is yours. You are the patient one. You are the believer who seeks reward. Your command belongs to God and your reward is with God. You raise your case to God and entrust your matter to God. God sees the servants. God sees your pain and pain. Be patient , my beloved, and stand firm. God is with the patient. And God will give you what there is no eye for. God willing, and your heart and mind will be astounded and you will be released. Relief for what you were hoping for and from where you do not expect it, God willing, and God is with those who are patient. This is God’s relief for him, and I ask God Almighty, Lord of the Great Throne, to release you, my sisters, what is most important and what has afflicted you will be removed from you. Any affliction that pains you, Glory be to Him, is the Most High, with His kindness, and Rafat, Glory be to Him. May He be exalted with His righteous servants and with His faithful servants, and lift this calamity from the entire Islamic nation, O Lord of the Worlds, and lift from the Muslims this calamity that has afflicted them, O Lord of the Worlds, with His power and strength, and He is the Powerful and Powerful. There is no power nor strength except in God, the Most High, the Great, and I ask God Almighty, Lord of the Great Throne, to purify our hearts after He has guided us. Our Lord, do not let our hearts fade away after You have guided us, and grant us mercy from You, for You are the Giver. O Lord, make us among those who listen to the word and follow the best of it. May you always be sisters in God’s care and protection. Do not forget to share this video with those you love. May God grant you relief from all worries and from all distress. A way out and He provides for you from where you do not expect, and He gives you until He pleases you, and He imposes a force that the people of the heavens and the earth marvel at. O Lord of the worlds, I love you for the sake of God, my sisters, and I wish you well always. Do not forget me in your prayers and you are always in my prayers. Glory be to You, O God, and with Your praise, I bear witness that there is no god but You. I seek Your forgiveness and repent to You. Peace be upon you.