Reflections on Captivity and Family Bonds

Aug 4, 2024

A Promise… Before the Departure

Episode 1

Overview

  • The narrator reflects on his experiences in Guantanamo.
  • Emotional turmoil and longing for family, especially parents.

Key Experiences in Guantanamo

  • Torture Methods Used:
    • Systematized torture rituals including starvation and sleep deprivation.
    • Extreme temperature changes and physical beatings.
    • Psychological manipulation and sexual lures.
    • Forced fetal position confinement for up to 36 hours.
  • Religious Faith:
    • The narrator relies on Allah's mercy during difficult times.
  • Family Concerns:
    • Worry about seeing his parents again, especially his father's health.

Post-Release Life

  • Rehabilitation:
    • Spent about 6 months in rehabilitation after release.
  • Father's Illness:
    • Father diagnosed with cancer and relocated to London for treatment.
    • The narrator’s emotional struggle with the separation from family.

Final Request from Father

  • Father requests to hear the entire story of his captivity once he recovers.
  • The narrator promises to share his experiences if his father gets better.
  • Sadly, the father does not recover, prompting the narrator to fulfill his promise.

Personal Background

  • Identity:
    • Narrator is Fayez Mohamed Ahmed Al-Kanderi, held in Guantanamo for 14 years starting at age 28.
    • Now aged 42, sharing the truth of his experiences and suffering.
  • Family Dynamics:
    • As the eldest son, Fayez felt a special bond with his father.
    • Family endured silent suffering for 14 years.

Reflection on Father's Death

  • Narrator recalls the pain of burying his father, reflecting on his father's wishes.
  • The father protested for his son’s release and had a deep emotional response to Fayez's captivity.

Kuwaiti Delegation's Efforts

  • Significant efforts made by the Kuwaiti delegation for Fayez's release.
  • The family consistently supported him and sent provisions through the delegation.

Conclusion

  • Narrator expresses gratitude for the love and mercy shown by his father.
  • Transition from being a prisoner (number 552) to reclaiming his identity as Fayez Mohamed Al-Kanderi.