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Insights from Shaman DK's Spiritual Journey

so I'm walking in Costa Rica and I'm listening to this book that was one of the most profoundest experiences in my spiritual journey it's a book called Spirit hacking and the author is here with us Shaman DK get ready you guys are in for a treat how are you excellent thank you thank you for having me it's a pleasure I am so glad to have you here right now yes um so tell me something in 30 seconds or less you know why do you think it's important for people to listen to this conversation today because I believe that there are a lot of things that confused people within the spiritual world because there's a lot of information that's going around and I believe that there is an aspect of our being that is seeking to simplify the information to make it more tangible more easier and accessible to be able to bring it into fruition the things we choose to in life I love that I love that MH how did this journey begin for you well I was my journey I mean it's a long story so I don't think it would take a whole podcast but basically my journey began when I was 5 years old and I started seeing spirits I started hearing voices and hearing people's thoughts and feelings and hearing things in nature and things talking and whispering to me at night and then um I would be held down in bed or have like you know you when you're a kid you have fears of like there's something under the bed or something in the closet and I there was this fear of the monster being in the closet I kept seeing this this creature in my closet and then one morning I decided that that night I was going to go and confront it and I went to the closet and spoke to it and it told me what it was and where it came from and and um and then I asked my parents and they said yes because you're great grandmother and grandfather and everyone in the family have been these powerful Shaman these medicine people who have come from our culture in the menday tribe and in the Rubin culture and they grandmother used to have this house and she used to bring people there to do healings on them and this is where your powers come from and she did say that I was going to have a son one day who would have these powers and I guess you're coming into them you know um but it wasn't a very supportive completely supportive way because my grandfather pulled us away from our traditions and went into seven days Venice where so half the family was split the half one side of the family was into the spiritualism which is what we called it and the other half was um into religion religion right right and so it was really interesting because I had to kind of find my way through that as a kid while growing up in Suburbia in Foster City and also Hawaii and realizing that I knew things about things that people around me didn't know right right and I saw things and I understood like you know I remember one time um my teacher was um a little bit uh Agro with the class when I was in um first grade and I said at the end of the class I walked out and I went back in and I said just because you argued with your husband last night doesn't mean you have to take it out on all of us and she's like how do you know I argued with my husband I said the spirits told me M and so you know and then it developed and I got you know members in my family started training me and teaching me how to use my powers and um and then I decided I started traveling around the world and meeting different people to kind of understand religion understand people's uh relationship with God with spirit with Source however whatever people believed you know and in shamanic um understandings and being able to to nurture those quality ities you have a lot of study when it comes to Sociology anthropology understanding how why people breathe the way they do how come they blink how come there's one person moves this way versus another person moves this way and looking at the the understanding and the Ecology of of human dynamics and recognizing how that plays out on the spiritual plane on the emotional plane how it connects with our intellect and how we think and provide words and dialogue communication how we perceive information and the level of perception in which we're capable of perceiving all are dialed in to the different functionings of each individual selectively based on their upbringing their social environment um the different things they were exposed to and not trying to put it into one box right but seeing each person as their own Universe their own beautiful landscape of and design that's created for the sake of being here at this time where there will only be one of them right so as a shaman it's important for me to remove judgment from the understanding of human development and be able to look at it from the spiritual but also looking at the multi-dimensional layers of Life instead of just looking at what see what most people look at with is face value yeah yeah for sure you know you you you you said a lot and so I want to I want to just kind of caution the audience you know to allow a little trust in this conversation because I could remember if you would have said everything that you just said just five years ago I would I would have I would have checked out cuz been like what what is this dude talking about right and it was because at that time I was kneed deep in what I feel was a Perfect part of my journey was was I I had a very deep religious background you know and I'm sitting here today like with a smile on my face because when you say things like I understand things about life and I see things that like humans just don't like in many ways I feel that way as well now but I only got here through through like deep challenging and questioning and understanding my path and seeing it sh and dur as as all perfect mhm I can even remember you know I I was so committed at one point in time I called you and we had a session MH and you know we start talking and within 2 minutes I'm on the ground gagging and you're calling some sort of i' I never even asked you what that was all about by the way but I'm on the ground gagging and I'm pulling something out of my throat or whatever and um just for personal reasons do you remember do you remember that session of course yeah you fell out of the chair yeah that's right yeah what what was that so in our lives We Are Spiritual Beings that are taking in different forms of energy all the time they could be in our conversation with someone or a place we go and um so what we call there's several ways of looking at that you can look at it from a spiritual point of view which are energies and and entities that you've called in to support certain belief structures or ideas or concepts and formations of emotions that you been wanting to be right about and then on we look at it more on a scientific level we can look at it as negative cellular memory blockage it's it's it's the parts that your cells and your body has been exposed to that is creating a negative frequency to your system that is been holding back your system from being able to function at a level of optimization that it could be functioning at yeah for sure I I could see that because it it was very very shortly after that that I quite honestly left the real estate industry I started hosting you know the sessions that I now host it's like everything changed of course everything changed yeah so if you were to explain to me you know in layman's terms you know what are some of the misconceptions that are being taught out there when it comes to spirituality you know what are some of the things that people might be confused about you know um you know maybe maybe maybe they love going to church and and and maybe they hear that I don't and they think like what's up with that and maybe they're questioning all of that like where would be a good place for us to start well if we understand let's start basically with church right if we understand church church is an organization that brings people together for the um enrichment and the celebration of learning and gaining knowledge about scripture right and also being able to congregate in a way to celebrate God right you have music I mean that's what I love about church you know the thing is what we have to understand is what type of Planet we're living on we're not living on a planet which operates in the understanding of creating a civilization for the S uh for the sacredness of um sustainability of our species we live on a planet that that basically wants to have dominion over things for the sake of power so in Shamanism we look at and understand that whatever God you believe in then you are held to those um energies so in religion the God is based in Duality right and Shamanism we say anything that's in Duality creates chaos because Duality is the exchange of you do this or you're punished or you do this or you're rewarded get that's right right now if you look at the human dynamics of how we developed as children on this planet a child that comes to Earth has already Divine wisdom within them that has already been given to them that has already been set up by the beings of light of love and Consciousness and divine Spirit by creation and God to bring that knowledge forth right but then they come into a world that's been set up on a plan that says you do as I say you do you believe what I say you believe and if you don't I take away love from you you're going to go to hell you're or you're going to go to hell you're going to have it's the same thing it's I take away love from you or I give you love so most human beings don't even really know themselves because they operate on the idea of dominion now Dominion means what Dominion means that your husband could be the person who has dominion over you it could be a friend it could be Society it could be your school teacher it could be anyone you've chosen to give power to over the idea of how good of a person you are how worthy a person you are what you're capable of what type of person you are as in regards to how much love you're allowed to have right how successful you're allowed to be so anyone who has dominion over you when people say oh I have anxiety and I have stress and which is a great um you know uh way to look at it when you have anxiety and stress you only have anxiety and stress because you have something of dominion over you that you're trying to meet the expectations to which your soul knows you you you can't because you shouldn't even be needing to meet the expectation of anything exactly because you are everything that's right and so if you believe that God would punish you and you believe that God would send you to hell right subconsciously and now this is just basic science your Consciousness is is governed by conscious unconscious subconscious and super subconscious and then you have your peripherals and then your um and the way in which you dilate information through your eyes and the sounds and the things you hear and then you take references based on frequency and energy and how you choose to relate based on what you were experiencing growing up as a child and and your souljourn right when you are operating in the Consciousness that your creator has the ability to destroy you you subconsciously create what is called a replica marker in your subconscious mind it means you replicate the energy now that's something that most people don't talk about is the replication so they replicate energy so then you become the very thing that you're afraid of so you naturally start to take yourself apart you start looking for ways to punish yourself you start looking for ways to eventually either send you to heaven or send you to hell yeah so you're living on what we call a scale of one day you might be in hell and one day you might be in heaven and it's all consciously and this is why people suffer because people suffer because they dream suffering into manifestation yeah the idea of what God ultimately wants for us is to be excellent dreamers because when you can dream greater than the uh what the world is wanting you to dream which is the nightmare the world wants you to have nightmare that's why you have more scary movies out in Hollywood you have more news putting out more things to keep you scared because as long as your brain can perceive the world is falling apart you are contributing to the world falling apart but if you can dream greater than that which you see that's power that's right and that's when we as a collective can create Heaven here on Earth that's correct that is the actually that is the true atonement of of divine wisdom and knowledge which is to be able to create heaven on Earth as you see it as I see it and everyone else sees it as it was in heaven that's right are you ready to discover your true power potential and purpose aren't January 20th I'm hosting a Live two-day virtual experience called discover on day one I'll help you uncover the root of what is holding you back from having a life full of love fulfillment and abundance on day two I'll show you how to heal Old Wounds making drastic changes and start living the life you've always wanted this is more than an event it's the start of your journey to Awakening your highest self join me at Danny Mor /dc discover and then you know it's so interesting to me because this has an impact on everything this has an impact on your relationship with a partner this has your impact on your your your finances this has an impact on your your health everything everything absolutely everything I want to I want to share with you how true what you just said was in my life and I'm so I'm so grateful for it because then I was able to see it you know um I recently did a test um it's called a Carol food intolerance test and um I used to carry an extra 50 lbs 50 or 60 lbs or so and you know I've just been really dialing into like you know what food is good for me what food is not good for me is vegan good for me is animal good for me you know so forth and so on which I would love to talk to you about that in a second anyhow my i i i prick my ear I take this blood test I send the blood in the blood comes back and they says okay the the one thing you not Humanity you for your blood needs to stay away from is dairy like Dairy is pretty bad for you you don't like Dairy and secondary is cane sugar it could be coconut sugar it could be you know you know fruit whatever but cane sugar you want me to tell you the wildest thing the wildest thing that I realized in that moment was back when I was you know six seven years ago before my spiritual journey began and I was carrying all this weight what I used to do without being aware of it is I used to grab six or seven Oreo cookies I would literally crumble them up stick them in a cup and then I would add to it dairy milk and I would grab the cup shamer and I would literally just go and shove it down my mouth wow and I would do that two or three times and this was something that I did to myself knowing the milk is bad the cookies are bad but look at how powerful is that subconsciously I was giving myself the very that my blood my blood did not agree with without even knowing it but knowing it m exactly and and this is why I do the work that I do because how many people are doing something like that with their money self-sabotaging their money with their with their relationships self-sabotaging and the partners that they're with and as a result the body is just a a reflection of what's going on inside yes but in that situation um what we have to understand is that what you're doing is taking back your power in that situation because when you're a human being living on planet Earth you have things that you have to do that if you don't do there's consequences and so therefore there's a part of your mind that feels like I have to do these things or else so when people drink or smoke or do any of these things that are outside of them they do it as a form of power grab it's called a power grab it's called I get to do this thing I know I'm not supposed to do it but I get to make the choice to do it and that's power right you see and that's because the world is set up not on a level of let's freely operate in a Consciousness where like let's use relationships because I I'm very good at relationships with helping people to understand their relationships most human beings will come to me and say I want to find a relationship Shaman Durk why haven't I met the one I love okay or the Twin Flame or whatever people interpret as this ultimate person right and I always say to them no you don't you want a companion you don't want a relationship they go what do you mean I said a relationship means that you're willing to to expose and to be transparent and to open yourself up for evolution that's right you're not in a relationship just because you want to to feel that lonely spot you're in a relationship for someone to show up who is able to see you clearly and be able to show you the places where you're not evolving right and a lot of times people interpret spirituality as a thing that they have to do because they feel that it makes them spiritual but spirituality means Evolution I I'm so glad you said that because to me spirituality means like the the discovery of my truest self or the truest self let's let's add to that it's not your truest self because there is no such thing it is the self that is willing to stay in evolution gotta right because the true self is always going to adapt and evolve it will never stop adapting and evolving the moment you try to be perfect is when you stop evolving right and that's why people go how come you hear spirits and I don't hear Spirits it's CU you you don't want to hear what the spirits have to say because you have an agenda and it doesn't match your agenda so you don't want to hear it or you don't want to hear Spirits what have to say because you think that you should have it all figured out so to listen to spirit means that oh that I'm not good enough and then you go into that cycle if you were open to listen to Spirit you're open to understand to get instruction to get counsel to get the the level of wisdom that comes from the Divine that is so beautiful when given to you because you have all these ideas that you think represent you and then when Spirit comes in and shows you to simplify it to that it's not as difficult as you're making it be and that the information actually takes you to a better place than the place that you actually think you could be in because you weren't listening to your counsel we all have counsel right and so when we look at it from the perspective of of the development of humanity most human beings operate in the idea of I have to be perfect in order to be loved and that actually limits their evolution yeah something just hit me I'll talk to you about it later but yeah wow just give me a moment I just I just realized something right now that's fine and so um the next thing I want to talk to you about is that is that you know the the more and more that people do you know you know work the more that they heal the more that they get closer to love the more that they get closer to Oneness the more that their own spiritual gifts start to unlock and I I really do believe like there's a shaman in all of us absolutely you know there's a there's a way to connect to and listen to the Divine every single one of us has that like number one where does one begin and then number two what was your your journey like because I know that could also be a very scary you know uh uh portion if you're not ready for it it it it was for me I was like I remember even having to say like okay let's just slow down because I go to I got to sleep you know what saying where does one begin when they want to like fully say like wow this is an interesting conversation like I want to hear from the Divine where does one start well the first understanding um you know is to be able to be comfortable not being right right because a lot of what human beings do in life is they take a lot of the information that they've gathered through life and they use it as a shielding or protection of their identity the identity of self right governed by whatever they believed in from their parents or their upbringing or what they believe about their sexuality or what they believe about whatever it is is all uh all convoluted information that is being gathered for the sake of making themselves feel safe and the idea of Safety and Security means only one thing it means that your need to feel safe is your need to to meet the opinions and judgments of other people around you safety does not it's not real there's no such thing as safety you are either in a balanced State as a human being or you are operating in your true um uh how do we say awareness and truth of who you are because you're not tiptoeing around other people's emotions or trying to meet the standards that you think other people are holding you to most people don't live their life they live the lives for other people to satisfy the needs of their Community their people their family their friends and people around them and so the first key is to ask yourself is the things that I'm choosing to believe am I believing it because I need to be right or is this information that I'm believing in actually really support in me to be happy to feel free to feel loved to feel nurtured to feel empowered to feel any of these things and the first thing you can always ask yourself is you connect with your fear like for instance someone says to me I haven't had relationships for a very long time or money or whatever it may be that means you're afraid of it because nothing can come to you if you have fear and spirit never limits you from anything and and the beings of Darkness only support you in your nightmare that you've asked them to support you in so if you're like I'm afraid of being in love then a spirit from me under world will come and support you in that in that because you are the child of God and everything you ask for must be given Angels aren't going to do it because their job is to expand you and to take you into higher States Of Consciousness so there's everything for everyone right but the consciousness of a human being everything that goes in your head that puts you down makes you not feel good anything that anyone's ever said to you you or says to you that is not showing you how amazing powerful what a brilliant genius how you are the most amazing powerful being as you on the planet needs to be said that it's a lie that's right right so everything in your head that says are you good enough that's a lie um will I be good at getting this job that's a lie anything that makes you feel opposite of being the most amazing person is a lie so that's the first place you start because Spirit can't interact with you if you keep playing in taking the energies of those lies and trying to fight and argue for them because that's what people do they'll they'll say well money's hard to make and I'll say um well spirit says money it's easy for you to make you're like no it's hard because when I was a kid my father didn't have money they come stories they'll give you they'll give you all kinds of um of things of the reason why I said whose team are you on right are you on the team of of of being wealthy are you on the team of being happy because everything that comes out of your mouth is like you're trying to defend the very thing you're trying to get out of yeah that's right yeah how are you defending the very thing you're trying to get out of right so so you're the one creating it right yeah so it's like it's like it's like the it's like the energy of someone's in a cage right I I believe it was Mandela who said this is that someone who chooses to be imprisoned within themsel you can give them the key and they won't take the key to open the door because they want to be right and justify the fact that they're imprisoned because human beings love to be righteous about the things that actually aren't worth supporting so the first key to actually coming into the the understanding the the the the level of Simplicity of wait a second why am I arguing with my spouse because I want to be right you're not arguing because you guys are wanting to share this loving conversation of intellect and evolution you just want to be right that's right right so everywhere you are going into a thought where you're putting so much energy into it where you're saying like if you hear a voice say in your head oh you're fat and then you keep trying to find more reasons why you're fat just be wrong it's okay to be wrong and when you choose to be wrong what it does is it equalizes your ego because your ego doesn't want to be there for you to use your ego to make yourself bad for feeling good your ego wants to to edify you your ego wants to edify you it does people you always say get rid of your ego get rid of your ego and I say no no no I have the biggest ego in the world and I want it to get even bigger because what the ego does is it edifies me so that no one can come to me and say anything to me that's negative because I know I'm beautiful I know I'm wonderful the ego that people don't want to have is the one that says I have to have this ego to put you down so I'm going to put you down to make myself better there is no one like me in the world there's no one like you in the world and so why not give your let your ego build you up so that you're protected in your own uh sovereignty yeah so you can have a relationship with spirit so when Spirit tells you something or someone comes off the street and decides to project to you the things they feel about themsel inside because no one if I say to you you are such an amazing and Powerful being the only reason why I can say that to you is because that code of power lives in me too right but if I say to you something negative that doesn't mean that's who you are that just means that's who I feel inside and I want to project it to get you to accept it and that comes from emotional intelligence so when we operate in the awareness that anything we think or feel or hear from another person that does not define the qualities of our greatness must be disqualified period there's that's it so that way you're listening to spirit because spirit will never speak bad to you spirit will never put you down higher beings by I say they'll never tell you that you're a bad person you're not good enough any of these things because they don't live in a dimension that that even exists is that even a possibility it's not exct right right right and that's why I always find it funny when people go to me oh God's GNA punch me what you're you're you're responding to a god that the system made to that's right because how can an omnipresent omnipotent omniscent being beautiful loving loving that loves you operate in duality right while acknowleding Bliss and and for that matter how could it even have a name or a sex or anything it it's just it's not possible and just scientifically basing uh the the understanding of of micro and macro the understanding of the Divinity of Truth which is the present science knowledge you cannot have a macro and have a micro existing in the same sphere because it would be chaotically impossible it would create what is called a chaotic breakdown because the macro would see the whole complete understanding there would be no need for the micro to exist so you can't say it's possible for someone to exist in love and then operate on the intention of all I know is love but in my realm of love I also can act out this that's like you're basically saying that God God thinks like a human being that's right so there is nothing to evolve to that's right there's no Evolution then that's 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it come from I went and moved to Israel I lived and walked the path where Jesus walked I went to Egypt and lived in Egypt I went to all the places that they talked about in the Bible and met and lived in religious families I moved to Israel and lived with a religious family went to synagogue every day I studied the Torah I learned how to speak Hebrew I wanted to understand aramic language I wanted to understand the depths what is Buddhism what is this about why do you have a Gohan in and why are you what is Namo and what is the depth and what is the Bhagavad Gita and what is the ugad Gita and what what is the whole understanding so at a very young age I decided that in order to be the shaman that I'm going to be I'm not going to just be a shaman who understands African lineage which is where my roots come from in Shamanism I'm going to delve into the depth of other people's way of understanding things so you could understand them so I can understand them you know what you did Shaman which is what and and this is my challenge to everybody listening to this right right now what you did is what very few people have the courage to do is you accepted you accepted versus rejecting and making something wrong yes because that's what people do is they they make their belief their religion their way their system right and everything else must be wrong not only must it be wrong if you were to ever look into anything else you're going to go to hell or you're going to get punished or whatever because that's the construct that you live in you live in this construct that you have created that the only thing that could possibly be right is what you believe is right and in order to defend that construct and protect that construct that you created you have to make everything else wrong because if you were to potentially allow it then this would have to go absolute and for me when I was young I realized that I can't just go into it while keeping my foot in the other place I had to literally take a mental part of myself and say I'm going full on into being a Christian I'm going to go to Christian School I'm going to go to Bible studies I'm going to with the pastor every day I'm going to do evangelism I am going to open up a Christian Center I mean I did it all the thing then when I lived in Israel I was like I'm not going to just go live in Israel I'm going to go live with a religious family and become super religious I'm going to cover my skin I'm going to do everything that they asked me to do to be and understand the Torah the talmud to understand the language to speak Hebrew to be able to understand it and then same with Muslim I'm like I'm going to go live in a Muslim country I'm going to go to mosque I'm going to bow to Mecca I'm going to learn their language I'm going to understand the Quran I'm going to read the Quran I'm going to have someone sit with me and interpret the Quran and I'm going to deny everything else and just be full on and what it did for me is it wasn't like I was cheating myself because one of my friends once said to me she said how could you study witchcraft full on understanding of magic and then walk away from it and become Christian walk away from Christianity and become Muslim walk away from this and become this and live in these different countries I said because if I had my foot in this while doing this I wouldn't be authentically really experiencing it I I can understand that because when I left religion myself and I went and you know for me my my vehicle or my medicine was iasa you know and I went I went all in and it's really interesting that you just mentioned what you mention cuz I think you just helped me solve something about myself is that then I went all in with like the mushrooms right and then now I'm just all in with the medicine of life and it's like I I I feel like people ask me but aren't you going to go back to sit with the med are you going I I just get so much medicine from me and her for me from from just living yeah with someone that's showing me all of my the things that I've been afraid to like unravel and to feel and to see about myself and getting to witness all of that like that's enough medicine for me to handle you know um and it's true and I think that's I think that what you're saying is very profound because I want to explain why it's profound because most people don't understand what a relationship is a relationship is not holding anything back it's not limiting anything in you from being seen experienced and acknowledged through the other person because they are your eyes they are your ears they see the other side of the coin so when my fiance says something to me and I don't agree with it instead of me going let me fight with her and try to play a power game and try to be right everybody please listen to what he's about to say this is it right here right I go wait a second she's my fiance and I I brought her in which means she is my other half and she's looking on the other side of the sphere where I look on this side of the sphere so instead let me combine our knowledge of what she gets and what I get and now let's look at it together that's right so it becomes an understanding where I'm not getting when she says something and it upsets me I'm not blaming her for upsetting me I'm thanking her for acknowledg for activating my trigger so I can see why am I being triggered and it's not really about her it's actually something from my childhood or something that I'm experiencing that I haven't that I haven't brought love to Within Myself that's right absolutely right you see and so a lot of people go into very dysfunctional relationships because they're actually dysfunctional themselves and they're dysfunctional inside and they don't want to look at that part that dysfunction like I had one woman say to me I have a very abusive husband and he's always doing and putting me down I said she said but I don't abuse myself so how's that how's that possible Shaman she was trying to challenge me I said I'm I said I'll accept your challenge my darling so here's how it is every time you say you're not good enough or you feel you're not good enough that's called abuse so you are abusing yourself you just don't realize what abuse looks like to the spirit world because you're so used to it that you think it's life yes so you've manifested yourself in another body to show you what that looks like from the outside that's right that's called karma that's right and so this is but you know what and it and it takes me back to it's like and I want to bring this up it takes me back to when I was stuck in that religious World by the way I'm not making religion bad I'm just I love I beautiful things about religion I love going to church still but but for me for me it was like I was so like I defended my religion and everything else had to be wrong but guess what I did I took that since I lived in that world in that aspect of my life I did the same thing in my relationship my partner had to be wrong you know only now could I be in relationship where I could fully like like allow for my partner to not only not be wrong but maybe just maybe she's my teacher yes as much as it hurts me and as much as it makes me feel uncomfortable and that's the beauty of what happens to your life when you allow when you allow the possibility of other truths right when you could start doing that in in in the cases of spirituality when you start doing that in the cases of food when you start doing that in the case of money you can start doing that in your relationship and let's let's remove the word teacher because even that is a created Matrix programming of how we perceive information being given to us how about remembering teaching you showing you to remember because you are a Divine being in your already right or you wouldn't be created right create creation only creates Divinity right and so if you already are a Divine being and you come into a uh this dimension because in heaven we have access to all of these uh different energies because every um as every aspect of Consciousness exists right so we're not in judgment about things we're not we're not in heaviness or pain or any of those things because we it does that's not necessary right but in this Dimension this is the realm of matter right this is the realm of density and so when you come into this realm you are not here to be perfect you are here to to remember yourself because you have to erase your memory from heaven and all the things you knew because you will never be able to help your brothers and sisters rise out of their sleep if you don't know what it made that what made them go to sleep that's right right so all she's doing is reminding you of your Divinity I love that you see yeah so when I when I do workshops or I'm doing any of these things people will say oh they try to put me in gur status or they try to put me in teacher status I say no no no no my darlings I am not here as your teacher or as your Guru I am here as your equal I am here as just like you a leader of Legacy I am here to remind you of your Divinity I lay a buffet out for everyone to eat from you can eat from it or not it's your choice I'm here for a certain amount of time you can partake of that which I have to give and if if you don't that's fine and I'm not upset I'm not here to change the world because I can't do that what I can offer is information wisdom and knowledge and it's your choice to decide to change I'm not here to fix you because I cannot do that I am here to offer you things to nurture you and give you the space to see the greatness of your being and if you choose to see it then wonderful that's it because the moment you start going into I have this Mission and I have to do this and I have to change the world that's the moment you start putting expectation on yourself that's the moment you start beating up on yourself or or comparing yourself to someone else who's doing something that's the moment when you step out of service and you and you activate the idea of I have to I better or else and I don't live my life like that I live my life for the sake of service because I choose choose to leave the buffet out I choose to create this space for you to do these things not because I'm on a mission to fix you I'm just giving you things to play with and if you feel the need to play with it and you want me to show you how it operates I will and you gain great power and knowledge from it fantastic and that's it so when my fiance talks to me I'm not going she's teaching me I go thank you for reminding me babe and I she says the same thing she goes thank you for reminding me of my Divinity I love that beautiful beautiful how can people hear more about you learn more about you you know I I do a lot of um webinars uh workshops they can go to shamad der.com um I have an amazing um uh meditation app coming out in the new year which is going to be next level um at books I have uh stuff that's on audio books I have a podcast you know I I I do everything I can to create space for people to see how powerful they are so that there is no excuse for codependency MH and that's why I live I live to to remind people to dream to be dreamers greater than that which the world wants to project at you I love that well thank you for being here well thank you for having me thank you for being a part of my journey absolutely it's a pleasure gives me great joy thank you so much H watch this one 10 more times I think I'm going to watch this one myself a couple of times I hope you I feel like a bunch of you are going to start to get it I feel like a bunch of codes are going to start to unlock I feel like a bunch of you are going to remember and uh that's that's what this podcast is all about so we'll see you next week on another episode of the higher self thanks for watching this week's episode of the higher self if you heard something in 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