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Kadam Siddiq's Faith Journey and Insights

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Coffee beans if you go zus coffee know Zus, right? Zus yeah. Then he also uses coffee Indonesia but no it's not nice. Don't like it. So which coffee is better? A A In Malaysia there are delicious cafes. I didn't know when I was invited on the side of the road I made at that time live. Wow. Jokopi no Jok Kopi. It's that delicious Indonesia too, right? There is a roadside. Oh, random no no random him. He he said coffee he took it from Bandung or mall coffee first from ja I forgot I forgot the name but it's delicious not at the edge of the road roadside wait for us delicious memories coffee over delicious coffee memories oh that's delicious, I like that which in Indonesia was previously lacking the former means another brand Hey, Kopi Kenangan is from Indonesia. okay but Yang yang dulu for me it's not that good. The same same brand kop. Same brand. Same brand. But now it's even tastier. Which is now even more delicious. Oh how is that possible? Ah a maybe they already It's been a while. Okay okay. Aa so welcome Brother Adam Siddiq. Ana expected that day close scroll scroll TikTok. After that, there was a video that I sent, right? that person tagged it. Yes, Yes, Yes. What I send people ask sometimes a little sometimes siddiq. So we sometimes bring Siddiq. Thank you for accepting the invitation. Thank God. Has anyone ever been on a podcast in Malaysia? before this? Malaysia never. Why? No one picked me up. Oh, no one's picking you up, huh? No one picked me up. It's different, eh. But in Indonesia always on podcast eh. Thank God, there are a few. A and guys sometimes a new one just arrives than Indonesia. Indonesia. Busy with seminars, talk parties. Share talk for talk. Hmm. Thank God. Motivation. It's always for talk eh in Indonesia. I do this, I do that concept for 1 year for talk maybe it will only be open for 1 month or 2 months Just in a year. Just a year, 1 month, 2 months. Eh, the rest is the focus. Cause of problem I look at today's young people ee what they just learned about religion is they always open talk, open the tock, open the tock and he forgot to Study self. For myself and my cause not many open tok. Only a month, 2 months finished. One month, two months finished. Maybe maybe there are in some other months, but eh once every 3 months or 1 month very. Even then, the person picking you up has to be from family or maybe the one who asked for it teacher like a plague. I May I know what my name is? Kadam what do you want? Why what's the name? Is it true? Hussein. Kadam tuh dari ee stage name Kadam Siddiq. stage meaning that's one of the ones mentioned by some scholars call the Prophet Muhammad Qadamidin amanu yaamidin yeah. Oh, that's why Siddiq sometimes takes the name. Kadam Siddiq. Why? Why in so many names that title of the Prophet Muhammad sallallahualaihiwasallam that's the name used? So previously I had the name Husin. Husin it's a good name. But there are many with the name Husein. There are so many people with the name Husein people when called on stage or what even ever got mixed up There is brand collaboration, yes, that's already happened I came in and almost settled the meeting then they just realized it wasn't Husein I but Husein is in Indonesia Husein Jafar is his name oh sorry sorry I am I it was wrong to contact him and say that I made the wrong call, so that's what happened ee i'm pretty good Okay, looks like we should be there. big changes. And at that time I feel like my content is really not good wise. Too much content attack other people. Childish content lah. Finally, it's getting here, it's getting here we make better content with new name Kadam Siddiq. Oh, so I mean I've created content Previously before the name Kadam Siddiq. Yes. Same account. Same account. The name Husin is a plague. Name Husain. Oh. So, so okey [ __ ]. Before that If you want to change your taste then change it name and how to present the content the new one. Haha. Haha. Okay. Why? So, here it is. I am that this is our story create content first. I am that it's okay to use it Indonesian. Eh, okay. I want to learn Indonesian also before. Can you all understand? Okay, maybe we mix it up. lah Indonesia, Malayik-sikik. So I've made content maybe from junior high school. Hey we are in Indonesia call junior high school. What age does junior high school mean? JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL e maybe 14, 15, 13, 14 years old or something like that plague. Oh, let's create content. Hehe. Mak a eh. But his content is not preaching content. Okay, his content is content random. For example because what was I like before? I have to be famous no matter what. Oh, his intentions. Yes, that was his intention. Why? Do not know. But I am obsessed with being famous since childhood and I know When I was little, I still little I know I know maybe so I'm just like that ordinary person. That was before let's talk first, okay? We don't talk about intentions. But since I was little Look, it's not unpleasant to be a person this is just like a plague. But before his content was not content religion. We create all the content. Ee beatbox, then ee comedy is the one that has no comedy, comedy non-comedy, non-comedy very funny. Anyway, we make it all. Hmm. Only at home I was educated with religious education. Hey, my Abi is someone who is Here, call me teacher, okay? H. Well, my father is a teacher. So from childhood we are forced to not forced, directed. Hehe. Directed to learn. And Thank God, since I was little I have not put in the hut because my abi wanted to hold me alone. So we study fikh, study hadith. learn monotheism, learn nahwu, learn sarf, all of it is pure together Abuyah. I call him Abuyah. Ee just at that time I don't want to be a teacher. Hmm. I don't want to focus on sharia. I don't want to focus on this kind of knowledge. I even said when I later I'm free from my father's upbringing, son So, first of all, my dream came true celebrities or become an official. What is a language official? Yes, same as a e same ah so kind office work. No no no no. Oh, not an official government officials in kingdom. Oh, like politics. Political. Oh I me first. Okay. Hehe. Even I myself ah settle How do I want to be president? Wow. Yes, he is still small. Still small. Lie. My E will be like this in the future. We make what kind of scheme analyze it. I will create viral content like this first. E kejap we in the area The little leader is like a plague. Yes, rather than small. Since I was little I thought that it would be over Become governor, then that's it the president is like that. But qadarullah yes, I continue to recite the Koran at home, all the time memorize what ee tells you to do parents, but I didn't finish. I I don't like what is being taught. Well, I was told to memorize it, especially since I didn't put into the hut. Hmm. So the environment is ee right and left I am not a friend of those study religion. They all are people we call common people, ordinary people even those who don't study religion. Hmm. Yes, direct. Yes We entered elementary school. Regular elementary school, not elementary school religion. Hey. Then I entered junior high school so. Then I entered high school so. Yes, it is called a madrasa. But he still doesn't teach religion is too deep. But near there is a school like that low school ah people call it right this elementary school elementary school it's the same we call our school elementary school. Elementary school. Ah elementary school. Sorry. At school even though there are religious subjects too. Primary school has only one religious subject. He write religion. Basically crazy. Basically crazy. Okay. So that's it what after that? After elementary school what? Aa near Indonesia to what do you mean? Haah. Here here Malaysia here. Elementary school is after school medium. Middle school and junior high school we call. Oh we don't exist. We are in the same school just medium. Oh. So how old is junior high school? how much to Indonesia? 3 years. Ee so it's a lower school 6 years old, middle school 3 years, then high school 3 year, then went to university. Oh so 633. Ah 633. Oh, it's taking a long time, Malaysia. In a flash. A 65 finished. 65 sold out. No, I finished university after that. Isn't that what SPM is after? CS What kind of diploma. Diploma ah Yes, that's the university. The university has entered the university already there is a diploma near the university. Let him go there is an option. Sometimes there are certain people he took the diploma away Universities do not charge SPM. That is the fifth year in high school a kat Malaysia. Mhm. One more thing he has an option I don't want to take a diploma, I want to jump to a degree Keep going but he had to take a certificate. It depends on whether there is STPM or not so it will be the same as Indonesia which is Indonesia this year 3 years 5 years one year yeah that's what i heard Oh, there's this too yes but if you take this one you don't need it Diploma is always after the first year This year he went to degree. A so is there any example near Indonesia for 3 years? 3 years later entered a degree or diploma direct degree. Ah okay. it's all the same, I guess, how to guess aelah beda i langsung itu. Well, that's it ee in the middle of the moment I came in Senior High School h high school. High school we call At school I was like a mufti. All my school friends even Teacher if they have questions about religion they came to me. Hmm. Eah, being a teacher ee menstruates for example he ee having a headache counting menstrual numbers. Come to I This is the law on menstruation, Husein, how is it? How is this Husein? How is this? How is this? like that. Even though at that moment I was studying religion forced but I learned. I seriously studying. But how does he know that? Husain ni wise about such matters? Because the child is the teacher. Oh. Well, because the first child is because the child is a tock teacher and secondly because I am vocal. Even though I don't enjoy studying, but I study seriously. I'm going to the school did not bring the books needed, what the school needs. Oh yes. I brought the book to learn to to because of this. Forbid evil at school. No no to learn I'll try to tell you my schedule first. Okay. Ee we start from mm woke up at 3.00. Wake up at 10 o'clock Morning Oh morning. Eh but ee Indonesia is early in the morning 4:00 am right? Indonesia. Ee, it's dawn at 4.00. Okay. I woke up at 3:00. Hmm. But 3.00 is actually the goal I'm not going to wake up midnight. Naughty formerly. But I ee went into the bathroom I wet my naughty ablution first face using a front road cap front? Yes, the road in front of Abuya. Oh Abi. Okay. Abuya looked at me. Oh my God, child I'm like a plague. Oh yes. Hehe. Just like that. Yes, let me let me just let me be like that considered a good child. Yes After that, go back to sleep. Oh after that the call to prayer. Why was Abuya praying at that time? Abuya is praying. from what time Have you prayed? I don't know the Quran prayer all done. I After that, morning prayers. After dawn I reciting the Koran ee hadith, fiqh, ee aqidah, Nahwu, everyone recited the Koran there at dawn. But cuman ee only three, three or four based on schedule. After that it's clean the house is mandatory. Kejak before that schedule who was it? for? Abuya made not? No no no no kind routine routine routine no schedule made everything run naturally. Well, finally we cleaned one we clean the house together together with Abuya. So Abuyah for example. At home I clean man. Yes Yes the house is all tidied up even sometimes even kitchens are men the clean one just cook and clean cook umi Okay heeh but even umi is the one who cooks ee Sometimes Abuyah looks at Mum dah take a long time to cook our orders oh your mother has done it take a long time cooking in the kitchen there friend sit down near Umi Umi to improve Umi's mood not broken sometimes he ba ad bik-badik Eh, all five men. Oh yes. Sometimes the eldest not? Not. Youngest. [Laugh] And all the brothers and sisters through the same magnification. Not. They were all in Mecca before. We've jumped a long way. Instant blink blink blink. Okay, it's okay, it's okay. Finish the schedule first. We'll see you later went to earlier. Okay. Okay. Past schedule After that, go to school, okay? Enter tofu What time is it? 0.30.30. Okay. Okay. 6.30 go to school then go home at 4.15. Oh, school won't be long. It is indeed true Indonesia is like that. Not all schools, but my school is like that. there. Senior High School. On. Okay. We call it full day school in Indonesia. Hmm. Full day school. How is it different from a regular school? Not, not. That's his program his name is Full Day School. So school from morning until the evening. Hmm. Hmm. until 15 o'clock. Coming home from there Is it until Nah during my time at school bring the book for what? Reason for going home My school is directly a store. memorized Memorize the Quran then store it Memorize the last book and then recite the Koran with the students who are there the house is private with Abuya with Abuya until 9:00 or 10:00 Evening. The students at home too study with Abuya. Yes So Abuya is a boarding school teacher more or less Kiai ah Kiai. Oh yeah. Haah. So I just had a time where I breathe a sigh of relief it was only from 10 o'clock. It's 3 o'clock in the morning. Wow. Now. But I don't use it for sleep, I use it for I watch all my entertainment. Then create content first on beat-beat such. Uh, so it's 10.00 p.m. o'clock 11.00 pm. That's why I slept first ee a day maybe 3 hours a 3 hours 2 hours a After that, I slept at school. Oh, teacher isn't angry either eh. Not angry because this is my way formerly. For example, one lesson is 2 hours. Hmm. In 1 hour I will be human the most diligent, the most-most human active. I replied, "The last hour. I use it to sleep." Yes, if Cikgu knows, Cikgu, yes wake up. But if Cikgu doesn't know, because we're in back or something, sometimes in Go to sleep down there. Oh, it's downstairs. There is under the table. Under the table. Okay. Teacher didn't notice anything. It seems like a feeling. It seems he noticed. Because now we've taught, we know, "Ah, it turns out this is what it looks like when you look at it from front yeah." Ah, my teacher used to be fine. E, well that's why when I studied religion, I memorize, I am all of this friends know that I am a person who, thank God, are studying, but I don't enjoy it. Understand? I don't enjoy it. Only if the first time i enjoyed it was when my friends ask or teacher ask, I can't answer. I went home and opened it again. When he got the answer What? Satisfied. Satisfaction. Ee in Japan is probably called yureka Archimedes. Yureka. There's a kind of satisfaction inner. Ah, it's like luck. Ah, since then I'm starting to fall in love with this. Then we immediately change the initial content his content is like beatbox or something. We change religious language. Oh, I used to beatbox all the seasons. we make all kinds of things at that time I was 14-15 years old 14 15 lah. So how long does it take to create random content Is this the one who doesn't hear about religion? A year two years and did you get a welcome? No. What does it mean by "nothing"? How much a budget followers? Fencing Not even 100 arrived. 100 people. Not even 100 people arrived. Oh yes yes. I don't know what kind of enthusiasm that is appear. I don't know either. H. But before that there was no study period enjoy it right? Not enjoying but hate. What? But hate it? There is hate. Oh, I hate it too. Until hate. Oh, there's nothing else he said? Not is there any kind of rebellion? Not. Thank God, never. Why? I don't know why I obeyed Father. Do not know. I too after imagine now then look friends. Hmm. It seems like Abuya might be in the middle pray tonight. Abuya umi prays. Maybe from that prayer which makes the children not rebel. Born in Mecca, right? Born in Mecca. Who was born in Mecca? Abuya was previously a student at Abuya Almaliki. Abuya almaliki, Muhammad Al-Maliki and several scholars other. Sheikh Abdullah Lahji. Yes, you can. look at Google. Sheikh Ismail Zan. Then there are several other scholars. So so studying means being near Mecca. Mecca. Haha. Saulatiah. Saulatiah. What can I do? So he's like a university What kind of? Yes. No no no. he's like that kind of house ee there is junior high school, there is high school school is like a plague. Oh school too school but he taught the book in university level. The books that taught there prayer is a level higher education. Hmm. If we look now, OK? Ah like a plague. Exit from prayer can become a cleric. Oh Yes Yes. But out of university today This not necessarily. No. Not necessarily. Impossible become a cleric. Whoosh. Why it is impossible for people to study religion so Just go to university and then become a cleric? Not Possible. He must have talaqi. To be scholars must have talaqi. Look at all the great scholars out of Alazhar, out of Medina, they must like talaqi. That means he's outside the university yes. He looked for scholars around e university then came to his house for private study. But if he only relies on university, it is impossible to be a pious person. What which makes him a scholar and he is not scholars? There is. Ah here it is today before us jump, yes, this story is our jump no problem. This one we return to him before birth actually. Okay. A that differentiates what scholars and non-clerics? Today we have many preachers. Okay. Okay. But not all preachers are scholars. Hmm. That is even the saying of the Prophet Muhammad May Allah bless him and grant him peace that at the end of time there will be many the preachers are few of the ulama. Hmm. Many of the scholars have few scholars. To be able to differentiate between ulama and not look at it from his scientific background Who does he learn from? Tok is his teacher who, then let go is that enough? Not. Not enough. Because many people learn from the community, learn from the scholars, studied with teachers, but don't learn, don't learn truly. Hmm. Coming home from there, well, he didn't never been mutalaah, he never Murajaah, he never learns nothing. H the second needs to be looked at his scientific basics. To what extent he is able to give ee answers to agricultural questions society based on rules which has been determined by the scholars. Mm. There are principles you need to know know the scholars, one must arrive at certain level. You don't have to be a cleric, but it has to reach a certain level to know in for is he really a scholar or not. Because in Indonesia or in Malaysia look at many who are not scholars but preached. Okay. Can I repeat it? Repeat once more for clarity. I am not free. Okay. So If you want to know whether the person is a scholar or not, those people need to be on the same level yes so that he can differentiate. Yes At least he knows the basics of fiqh. Hmm. Basics of faith and basics of knowledge spirituality, Sufism or tazkiyatun nafs like a plague. Hmm. If he doesn't have basics, it's impossible for him can value scholars. Many people are good at talking. Like me here, I'm in Indonesia or in some location has been considered a scholar. I am considered pious. Hmm. Just because I'm good at talking. Considered to be a good talker. Even though it's far away. Far. Very far. Very far from the degree of a person is called a pious. Hmm. Difficult. We in Indonesia call it difficult. In what are you tired of? Same. Same. Difficult. With great effort. That's right. Difficult. Yes It's hard for someone to get there at the level of scholars. Today is a little bit very very few people reach the level scholars. So why do certain people always do it? Is he considered a scholar? Because those who judge today are the ulama people who able to speak. Imam Assuyuti said ee alalimu awwam. The pious person according to the layman is the one who ascends pulpit. Hmm. Everyone who climbs the pulpit is considered pious. That's right. Just like now eh know this book, The Death of Expertise. That's right. The death of expertise today. That's the writer he said that today people more trusting of celebrities than doctor. Hmm. For example, today the doctor said one thing then then there are lay people but him celebrities. He has a lot of followers lah. Talk about one thing. People will follow that celebrity earlier. Hmm. Is not it the end of time is more or less end of time, ee Rasulullah sallallahu alaihi wasallam said sallallahu Peace be upon you that one of the apocalypses will not appear until everything is handed over to who is not an expert. Hmm. And that's what's happening now. Even religious expert who never studied medicine talks about medicine. Hmm. The doctor suddenly spoke about the article religion. That's right. that is very dangerous. E tok teacher talk health. Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? There is a term from the ulama la tatakallam f la tamam fatuttaham flam. Don't talk about something that you don't understand then you will doubt something you understand later. Us. For example, today there is a jurist. Okay. A teacher who is a scholar of jurisprudence. Then he made a statement about health, about medicine. He medical speaking is 1 2 3. 1 2 3. But wrong. Then his mistake will go viral. Okay. When his mistake went viral, Ordinary people don't respect it anymore. Even he spoke on his expertise in the field fake, ordinary people no longer believe it. That's right. That's why we need to live today for focus on what is in our field. Hmm. Never studied religion, no way talk about religious matters except on basic matters. Call to prayer, invitation to fast, then ee motivation is okay. Hmm. But if we talk about legal articles, no. silent. Hmm. Hmm. Same as me. For example, today I don't never studied medicine. I don't studied medicine. Suddenly I talk about health. Should not. Except for basic health. Oh motivation. Eat regularly, sleep regularly. Well, I'm allowed to do that. Hey. But when I discuss the details, In the heart is the blood flow. Ah, that's not allowed. Should not. So we have to focus on the specialty we have. Hmm. Even the Prophet Muhammad appreciated it the specialty that the Prophet had Allah Solomon. Hmm. Prophet Sulaiman was one of them The miracle is to bring the genie to his feet finally the genie can go anywhere. Rasulullah in his hadith when there is Ifrit disturbed Rasulullah, what did he say? Messenger of Allah? If it weren't for me appreciate the prayer of the Prophet Solomon In the past, the power of Allah's Prophet Sulaiman First, I've hung this ifrit so that it can be seen by everyone residents of Medina. Io. So, the Messenger of Allah also appreciated it specialties possessed by other prophets. So we also have to appreciate specialties that people have other. Focus on yourself. Unless there is a teacher ee went to medical school. Now. Hmm. He please. H but if lifelong learning about religion alone, no need to talk about it outside from that. Hmm. So, why am I handsome? For example, because ee corona times. Hmm. Corona times. Okay. How many tok teachers in Indonesia, kiai who suddenly talking about corona? In Malaysia many are extinct. In Malaysia it is extinct. Who has the right to talk about corona Who? Doctor. Oh, but there are lots of doctors cheat. Yes, even though they have a lot of tricks, right? even if they are a lot of tricks or something, but that's their specialty, isn't it? teacher specialty. So focus on what is important our field so far. Hmm. There are ee there are scholars who even say la sakata la sakata la y'rif laqal khilaf. If only lay people would say, people Those who don't understand something are silent, there are bound to be differences and debates between there won't be many people. Hmm. Why is there so much chaos today? social media? Because everyone can talk. Everyone can talk and them lustful. I'm horny. Eager to talk because it's a way which went viral. Hmm. That's what's dangerous. Oh, it's very dangerous. This came up to comment and that was included My temperament that I have thrown away from long That was the one who created the content. Haah. But it's okay, I don't really want to be content Again. Before that, let's go back to pick up a drink? Yes. We want to go back to growing up. It's true that it means mom and dad married and all have children and siblings born in Mecca. Born in Mecca. They even got married there in Saudi Arabia. No no no. A married person does not know in where. Where? I don't know where. Okay. Okay. Okay. I do not know. But both are Indonesian. Two of Indonesia. Okay. So then it did stay there for a long time Saudi. In Saudi. So my father has left to Saudi. In Mecca. Recite the Koran. Recite the Koran. Recite the Koran. Coming home from marriage, brought back to Saudi. Oh. Then recite the Koran. Recite the Koran. Recite the Koran. Recite the Koran. Then his son is 55 born there. Born in Mecca. So that means all the eldest brothers indeed went to school in Mecca. School in Mecca. After that, he finished prayer for Azhar. Oh indeed, I didn't even come back to Indonesia no? Now it's back now not? Was that before going to Azhar? Oh yes. So I can only speak pure Arabic. Yes My first language is also my first language Arab. Are you serious? Hehe. My brothers too before now now now these are the ones can speak Indonesian sik-sikik. Sik-sikik and understandable. Yo. How old is your eldest brother? Which eldest how much difference is there now? 86. 86. So how many years is different from 17 years? 16 years. The second is 16 years old, ee 16 years old. Which third 11 years. The fourth 5 6 years. Then I was the last fifth in 2002. Oh, he's been sitting in Saudi Arabia for a long time. Ah haha. How many years to what age? Ash huh? Who? Ah, I'm not alone. I don't, I only 5 and a half years. Oh, but it's been a long time. Ah Yes, you can talk a little. Talk number one. Language number one right? Ah first language. First language. So what does language mean? most fluent now I'm not the most fluent. Now Indonesian is the most fluent. But if you hear Arabic, you will understand. A alhamdulillah. Wira eh. My teachers are Arabic. Oh, near UIA. Not only UIA in Malaysia either. in Indonesia, even in Malaysia even in everywhere. Oh yes. So what will it be like when you come back? Malaysia? Back to Indonesia for the first time What was life like at that time? get used to Indonesia? Yes eh? Oh, okay. Yes. So In Indonesia, the children are actually teachers very well served. We even have the term lora. Hmm. Or in Java have you ever heard of Gus? Ah, Gus Miftah. Who is Gus Miftah? Ca Who do you hear about Gus Musta? Gus Musta is controversial. Oh controversial That's the name that first crossed my mind. Sorry guys. Sorry guys. A Gus is like a child just be a teacher. Oh Gus, he means the teacher's son. He or kiai eh or Lora in Madura? I am Madurese. Oh Madura. Madura Is the place name Madura? Hehe. If it's Javanese, Gus. Oh, in some other places there are various kinds Tengku, there's Cheng, there's a lot of them term. I'm going back to Indonesia in Madura. In Madura. So it's not Java Island. No. Oh, so you can't speak Javanese. Should not. I can't. Okay. Madurese language has its own language Alone. Yes Madurese has its own language. FYI, it's not allowed for Indonesians meaning it can't. Yes. Oh, I don't know. Ah, it's not allowed in Indonesia, meaning no. what mamnuk? Not allowed. Not allowed. Forbidden. Oh okay okay okay okay. So for my Indonesian people ah can't means can't. Should not. So Madurese has its own language There is. Indonesia we have don't know each region has its own language even in Madura. Example. Yes Not a dialect. Language Language very different languages. Java and Madura is very close but we are people Madurese don't understand what Javanese people are saying. Javanese people don't understand what we are saying. So, for example, in Java itself there are many languages ​​in Javanese. Yes Javanese also has several dialects. If Javanese is a Javanese dialect. He understands too understand. But often times I don't understand. Hmm. Hmm. H. Java. We have Acehnese language. Aceh has its own language. That's right. Hey what? Javanese, Madurese, Sundanese. Hmm. Everyone has their own language. Which Kalimantan. Kalimantan. Indonesian Kalimantan. Yes Indonesia. Indonesia. Okay. Don't criticize, Guys. Relax. Relax. After that yes we have our own language Alone. Oh. Oh, Kalimantan is another language other languages. Wow, that's awesome other languages. Here we go back to Madura, everyone calls me Lora. Lora Husin. And suddenly everyone kissed hands. Yes Aha. Everyone suddenly kissed hands. Why? Why do people kiss hands? I still small. Why do people kiss hands? Why does everyone look at me like that? is this how you submit? In Mecca, there was no such thing. Finally Abuya is for enlightenment here. This is you, the son of a cleric, you must keep this attitude like this. You can't proud. Don't be like those people which is because he was a teacher's son then he's like this or not. If anyone wants to kiss pulling hands is not allowed. If there is anything when I passed by there were people there sitting standing. Hmm. There were people standing all bowing. Ci greetings kiss kiss hand. Well, Abuya said that wasn't allowed. H no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. If someone does that, withdraw kiss the hand, pull, someone stands up told to sit down. What a plague. Hmm. Hmm. The kind of case that Rasulullah Sallallahualaihiwasallam, that's it Why did the Prophet If I'm wrong, maybe I can correct it but I heard one there is a story of the Prophet Muhammad Sallallahualaihiwasallam a bila Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam enter the room or come to his friends are people who wake up early Rasulall all sit down sitting but some people still get up Ah, that's what I don't know, I still do wake up to no but his point is The Prophet Muhammad ordered the Prophet Muhammad Sallallahualaihiwasallam told me to let you know he is the same as Rasulullah Sallallahualaihiwasallam myself too just the same as other people. So When you come, just sit down, no need get up. That's right. Yes, there is something like that. From there, differences finally emerged among the scholars. Which one is precedence between adab or following order? Oh, awesome. From there sem one difference of scholars. There are consider manners to come first. There are assume following orders come first. If K Adam himself I I Which one do you tend to be more? The situation depends on the situation. Okay. It depends on which teacher I follow I'm following this teacher's orders manners. Various. Ah, it depends, teachers tend to be the ones who wherever. Okay. Okay. So, when you return to Madura, Is there Indonesian as the main language? what we are talking about now or Madurese language? Madurese language. So I don't really understand straight away. Ah, don't understand straight away. Ah, but when we go to school, we can only Study ee use Indonesian language is mandatory. Oh, that's to Indonesia, huh? Because of the plague in Indonesia, everyone can speak Indonesia even Chinese. Even everyone if you are a no no no person can or can't use Indonesian condemn. Oh e Malaysia is so good. I I've been around Malaysia and Malaysia people are so good. But I've done it often argue. I How can I talk to you? some people here. For example me come to one area let's call it Chinese, okay? Chinese who currently working in Malaysia. I asked he can't speak Malay. Shame on you, sir. I say I say that's how it is. Shame on you, sir. Eh, you eat here, you work here here. You didn't learn Malay. A A but if it's like that in Malaysia itself people from other nations will also criticize the nation that is if he can't speak the language Malay ah yes it is a must It's the same in Malaysia but he's not must must condemn must condemn so that all otherwise people wouldn't try to Study yes because you live in Malaysia learn in Malaysian when I met him with Malaysians who are in Malaysia I as an outsider have to learn Malaysian Malaysians who use my language Indonesian. Hmm. No problem yes. He became automatic. We are the people it became like that. Mak is very cool that soap opera. Ah, because of the plague, don't do it. I mean me immigrants in Malaysia. I'm the one who should adapt. I adaptation to the population Malaysia. Ah, not a Malaysian. adapt to me. D Ikram. Oh Ah. Ah, never mind. Yes, he's a person, he's used to it People also really want to act out sinon tak dapat-dapat. So this is the opportunity he's for the kind of practical that has always been he's a looker, I think. Thank God. So that's what Saudi life is like long. So, I really miss you, don't I? Saudi settled in Saudi. Mecca is for me, yes it is beautiful for me pilgrimage but to live there no. Hmm. Indonesia is my best home. Ah yeah eh why? What makes you feel like best crazy Indonesia? I don't feel like I'm second class. Oh, What am I like in Indonesia? That's how we are. Yes Like Yusaf's brothers in Malaysia don't feel like second class. Relax comfortable a tak like a plague. Understand understand. But sometimes you don't need to call me brother. Call Yusuf a ke indeed if ke Indonesia he will call brother. Brother? Yes, bro. This is this again young from I. I called my brother. Okay. What is the mindset behind that? Type respect. We met randomly, random people or who is this? call brother. Oh. Why in Malaysia? Why should not? It's not that it's not allowed. It's just me If you want to share, you don't need to feel like you don't finished. Call brother, call name. Aah. Brother, you're comfortable. Oh, it's done. Okay okay okay. No coercion. No problem. Even if we want to buy something lah. Brother, if you want to buy it, you want to buy it normal. He's still young, okay? H Even if he's old, it's okay. Hmm. So if you study religion and feel interested ah always a sense of interest what makes When you finish studying, you want to continue study in Malaysia. Well, finally it's like this. From Indonesia This used to be our importance follow parental guidance. I never denied it Yes, ma'am. But since I was little I had it dream of studying abroad. I have to leave Indonesia. No because Indonesia is not good. It's not good. But what does it mean? from the educational side. Education. Okay. Indonesian education is very lacking. Oh, come in. Compared with several countries others that are close to Indonesia, Malaysia or Singapore? Indonesia is not this from what point of view? Education. I try looking at universities or whatever. But I seem to have an acquaintance the kind of medical treatment that goes to Indonesia right yes. Maybe UNER it's a good good university. I mean general Indonesia, Malaysia in education no this. But before my reason was not because Indonesia it's not that good. Okay. But because I want to go out, want to feel alive son Heeh. continue. I I want to feel meeting people from outside, meet new people. Because yes, we learned a lesson so much when meeting with new people. Well, since childhood My brothers used to go to Azhar then go here too UIA. My brothers also at UIA. Oh yes. Hehe. Two. Okay. Then I want the same thing. I want go out. I wanted to go out since I was little. I want to go out. I want to go out. I want to go out. Inya I said to Abu yes. My father stop talking Jaap. Okay. Because if you don't speak later the camera will switch there. So okay, you can continue. Okay. Abu said Where do you want to go to college? I said I wanted to study abroad country. No no no. Not in Indonesia just. Indonesia only. Hehe. Why? Don't know, don't know. Possible because Darling darling, it's bongsu again strict. Yes Finally, I wanted to go out without permission. Okay. Actually I am in my heart cry. I'm in the cubicle cry. Finally I want to go in currently studying in Jogja ask permission from parents. Different province, right? I Far Java but Java far from home. Not far to Jogja. Far away. Far far far. How far is that? Aa from home maybe 8 hours 9 hours. Oh, can I bring the train? Okay, okay. 8 hours eh? Ah no no share. Jogja is not allowed either. Aa Jogja must not share. At what age do you want to take a degree? It means degree for degree. Finally I request again, OK, if Jogja is not allowed, I want to Poor. Malang from home maybe 2 hours, 3 hours are not shared. That's not allowed either. That's not allowed either. Finally Malang. Then I request New Surabaya can be new for you. Oh, Surabaya is close. Ee close maybe just 1 hour. Hmm. Now, but the desire to get out is still there is. It was just that time when I I was in Surabaya, I proved it I'm not naughty. What can I look for? Eat alone. Thank God. Oh yes yes. Thank God. E can eat Alone. We keep learning. We remain look for a scholar for talaqi. Us. Well, we remain enthusiastic about learning. religion. Thank God. we still like read, we still like to selesah for ee study this religion. Thank God from Abuya started to loosen up, started to share. Now if I give permission to people old, God willing, on such and such a date I will want to come here. I've already left, I want to go to Uzbekistan departs a Japanese. It means at that time mind Abuya is timid. Ha Ah Husin, he can't take care of himself. Hehe. That's because of him. Yes Hmm. Well, now for example November, God willing I'm going to Hong Kong. I. Hehe. There's a way to talk to Indonesia Hey Indonesian friends in the US Hong Kong. Hong Kong. Ah, Hong Kong. Until that mac once yeah. Yes And that means thank God it's possible get permission. Then why did I choose Malaysia? Because the first thing I thought of My brother used to be here. But that not solely, not the first goal. I still check whether this university is good or not. I came to Malaysia many times, I see, is this university good? Is it good or not? Is it good or not? Is it good or not? Good not? I look. Okay. Okay. Okay. Sorry guys. Must This guy is crazy angry. To calm down, take a breath, relax. Because we want to ask the question we missed earlier. Before come in, come here, right? in Indonesia near Surabaya What are you studying? Hadith. Why buy hadith? Because I think that's who we are have fallen in love with religious knowledge. We have studied religion seriously. I look for which subject is the purest. The purest one is focused. What does pure mean? Ee, the other subjects are not pure, unfocused. Not focused on religion. For example, Islamic religious education. Okay. It's not focused on one thing subject. Oh. I want to focus on one subject. Pure means focused, eh. Pure. Pure. Oh, one pure takhasus. Understand? Then there are two there. Quran and hadith. I'll list two. I put in two. Yes. Enter the hadith. I entered the hadith. But you memorize the Quran, right? yes. Thank God. Pray that it will still be remember. Memorize. Just memorize it with Abuya, Ustaz. Just Abuya. I Crazy yes. Abuya used to educate us with education that that's how it is. Reciting the Koran can be anything but Abuya's second condition. I want to be a doctor Well, whatever you want to be but two conditions. The first condition is being able to read the book without lines. Without what line? We call it the bald book in Indonesia. The bald book. There's no line, you mean? There is no harakah. Then the two Qurans were finished. Yes Uh. Hehe. Yabuya's conditions are as follows. Read bald book. Haah. Yo. Thank God. Until now. Until now. Wis masyaallah. Read bald for people who study basic religion. But do you understand? Must understand. Oh yes understand too. It is impossible to read a bald book if don't understand. Oh that cause to put whether he dammah, is she fathah, is she Sukun must know the meaning, must understand. Hmm. Don't understand, can't read. H. And this is one way to differentiate which one those who are scholars, those who are not, he may read the bald book. Hmm. Because it's basic. This is basic. If there is, he declares himself a cleric or give a fatwa, but he doesn't can read in Arabic, read the book bald, meaning he is not a religious scholar. Hmm. He is not a cleric. He is not allowed to issue fatwas. No, no, no. Haram. it is haram for him to issue a fatwa. Hmm. Because basic basic basic. As if My son's brother is a professor teaching at where are you? In the UK, in the USA, all of them like, what are all the ee? Source is him using English. Hehe. How to use English source? Can't read. Can't speak English, can't read English. Understand? Understand. Ah, how can that be? giving a fatwa while not being able to use sources in Arabic? Hmm. So, reading the bald book is basic. And the Quran too I memorized it with my father, my father also memorized the Koran that's what it means. Thank God, my father was in Mecca also memorized the Quran in Mecca. Aha. We are the only ones who are held with father. The others are brothers I'm all in Mecca. That means he studied in Mecca. In Mecca. Quran. Quran and the basics of religion they were in Mecca. But Husin is a person who is indeed studying direct Quran also with father only. With dad, it's really dad's project. Wis we don't enter the hut, everything is held from the beginning of reading the book from the beginning. But because there are other students too right we don't even study the Koran ourselves. Oh, I'm alone differentiated from our other students differentiated between the two. Because that's one of them my dream is to have friends recite the Koran first. I never know how it feels like having a friend to study the Koran with. Hmm. And because I'm always private every time when i was wrong i didn't learn from it Abuya immediately knows you haven't studied you are like this you are like this. That's why we used to be diligent. Okay. Okay. In the beginning, why did you have to continue? forced At first I had to get used to it after a while. What a plague. Not. Because I never met anyone who memorized the Koran himself with his father just. directly without going through systems Islamic boarding school, all these madrasa systems. So maybe you can share a little bit about it How does he have that process? Heavy heavy. I am when I look in the mirror at myself myself first because of my friends that's how they can go cottage and in the cottage they focus on there. I'm not at the cottage. I just go to formal school, but I come home schools like studying the Koran. That's why I said on my way home from school learn learn learn learn until 10.00 at 09.00 at 10. I didn't sleep last night. Well, let go because my curse is short. What's short? Short body. Oh yes I've seen it read. Help let the doctors know humans will grow in time I am sleeping ee sleep tonight. Is not it? Is that right? Well, I didn't sleep. I sleep at 12 midnight. Oh formerly All the brothers are tall. Quite high. Tall. Taller than Kadam himself. I am the shortest in all siblings. Ah. Oh okay. I myself am short. Lies. Because I asked why me short? Why am I short? Then I looked, oh here I am and I'm not ever slept. Understand? I only slept for a moment. So yes, I can explain the process like this. memorization earlier yes. Memorizing the Quran. Example try to describe in one day in to memorize. Ah I memorized it at school. Time for no learning not? Ee I am also surprised why I can do it first there are teachers teaching. I'm done go straight to the back finished. closes tonight after maghrib store. Store is what I mean store ee read with father lah Abu Yar off until Isha. Okay. After Isha prayers, recite the Koran with the students. Let go it's private. Private book. Oh, the book too. Book. So how long does it take for 30 juzuk to finish? such a situation? Yes Thank God. How long does it take to finish 30 juz? I've been around since I was six. At the age of six the ustaz memorized it at the age of seven. Age up to 10 years. 10 years is long, long, long. Not long ago. 4 years finished Quran. 4 year 10 10 years because we are slow. We're not going fast. Yes. 10 years old. Not 10 years old. Our 10 years we learn by memorizing. Oh until the age of 16. Ah heeh long time. Because we didn't focus on it before that one field. We also focus on the books other. Understand? what kind of book are we? call it the principle. Hmm. Continue memorizing the Koran as you go understand the meaning of the Quran that was very helpful. Yes I don't fully understand. Because even Arabs they can't not understand the language eh no may understand the Qur'an. Because of the Qur'an this is a high level language. For can know the meaning refers to interpret it. Hmm. But globally we used to memorize. If we don't remember the verse, we remember it the story. That's how it is. Hmm. Yes Ah. Ah. That's it yes. Thank God. Yes, finally memorize the situation first forced. Hmm. But it must be like a plague. Must. No must be mandatory. Hmm. So the near future of university in Which type of Surabaya can you choose? hadith? It's a hadith, because it's not included in the hadith. And to be honest there is nothing new. Nothing new. Oh in university for me there's nothing new because that's it study together, ma'am. Are you serious? How long is the degree? It's the year. Everyone in there has actually learned. Yes I teach friends even yes. Eh ee friends at the university first what is this like? What lesson is this? What lesson is this? I don't understand this young hadith. What hadith? This is Mua'an. I'll share when we don't have class? The day before was Thursday. I said to several friends who want to learn we'll see you on Thursday. Yes Hehe. I teach friends too friends. in that class. It's awesome. So, so, so that's what it means the objects we study are close to the students That's the one who studied with Abu I think he's studying at home, right? Okay. So, I guess just by studying Just a cottage like that has all the covers university syllabi for university, God willing. Okay. If so, why? I don't trust the university. Religious knowledge that people who only study religion k My university doesn't believe it. Hmm. Honestly, I've thought about it, but... I'm one of those people who don't dare to speak. Sometimes be aware, sometimes have the courage to speak this. Even even studying Azhar even University Medina I admit to being pious. Must talaqi. Seriously, this is a heavy statement. That's right yes. Yes Yes Must. And try to look at Azhar graduates anywhere that returns to Malaysia or Madinah graduate came to Malaysia and became pious. Not maybe he just studied at university must have liked talaqi first. Meet come to the community, come to his house to study both private or together with friends. Hmm. If you only rely on universities, what can you do? Not Possible. Yes Not a single book will be covered in university. But I feel like most religious people agree with this thing, right? Of course. But no whoever dares to speak. Article does not dare talk a lot talk in Indonesia a lot speak Indonesian words no one can say. Many people also said that. Oh, talk about this thing. Haah, that's right. Okay because that's how it is. There is no us there is no us call tadaruj or ladder. Ladder It's the right place to study religion university. What does it mean? It means ee like if we learn talaqi guru will know what to teach. Example There are two obligatory religious studies, two optional ones wasail ada maqasid. Okay. This wasail is the science so that we can up to the maqasid. Okay. Maqasid is a kind of knowledge of faith believe in monotheism. The science of fiqh is maqasid. Objective. Objective. Then there is the science of Sufism for example This wasail is knowledge so that you can understand the maqasid nahwu, sarf, hm balaghah, logic or whatever for can understand that earlier using wasil science. Well, it's impossible for all of this to be fully covered. university is impossible. Which one can be covered? Talaqi with the community, with the teacher. Sit in front of the teacher's tok, study with the tok teacher, reciting the Koran. Hmm. Learn Arabic, read the bald book. Yes, you have to sit in front of the teacher. Then knock New teachers will share this like this, this like this, this is like this. Wrong. This His position should be a failure like this maf'ul macam tulah. This must be peaceful, this must be fathah. We Read in front of the teacher, the teacher will blame you We. It could be like that at a university not? Yes, you can. where there is a lot of time. But like at the same time if like That's when Kadam himself has gone through both this learning method sometimes it feels like what is the motive or what is the goal There is a religious prayer at the university a where does he get any help? which he helps in terms of society in terms of the existence of objects at the university Ah, if you've studied religion this university he can help with manage it for us to study at this university not only studying religion. Okay. But we can learn how to do it write, hm how to present. That's what Maybe you can't study together That's a teacher. Present in front of the community. Then usually at university ee always there is a curriculum approach to public. Well, we can take it benefits there. Then today lots of public spaces. I mean uh to be a preacher, to be this is where you have to go extinct. I don't yes, kind of it's true in Malaysia. Malaysia too. Malaysia is the same. Oh, not in Indonesia. But there are many such places for may hold university, you can teach, you can do this there must be what is this called? Certificate of Tauliah. What certificate? Certificate. Certificate. Oh come on. I don't know what degree certificate. Ah yes, various levels, various kinds of plagues, various kinds of deg There he calls education more that one is missing. But my point is kind of Do these boarding houses help the community? if he's just not enough for that person When he learns that thing, he has to learn too only then did he consider himself pious. So what's the point is for people who don't care man? There's a reason why he's still worth it for him to study also close universities without outsiders? Type If you don't study abroad, you have to at least he's close to people who study religion. Okay that's it. That's a kind of luck. Then he is good at managing it later direct his clever friends religion. Plague. Oh that's a ee, I don't, I don't say that's all. There may be others. That's the new one I thought. Understand. Okay. Ee, because my statement is me say it fact. If you study religion just cut university it is impossible to be pious. Forham. Wow. That's what I dare. F which statement. As for benefits of studying religion at university doesn't mean there are no benefits. And Allah knows best. Hmm. Of course, there are many benefits. There are so many. But for people who start from zero zero study religion then enter university then he hopes to just study closely university out of alim no. Hmm. Impossible. So if the level just ends, decide for go to Malaysia. Ha ah decide then finally come here go here first check many times place. So why decide yes this is the place at UIA? Thank God. Because I look from his environment then I ee try to chat together with My brothers and sisters say it's there this great scholar named Sheikh, named this Sheikh, this Sheikh. There is one from India, there is one from Palestine, there is one of these. That's pious. Then here I also learn with one of the Sheikhs in Aslin Malaya. Hmm. Oh my, his name is Sheikh Said Faudah. In here at at God willing, friends who want to can come. Sheikh Said Fodah Originally from Malaya. But before that, what kind of Kadam? Do you want to study at university yourself? Because of the plague earlier a because of those skills These skills cannot be obtained from Talqi. Oh menuk to meet lots of people. Skill for eh how to be a good eh what kind of public speakers. Hmm. or can gather with people many foreigners. Hmm. It cannot just be mere talaqī. Why do you want that thing? Important. Important. A preacher who does not That's not the university's right, right? requirements but university is one of them one way. Hmm. Hmm. So. So this master also has hadith close to him. Ah there is no hadith. I want to look for hadith but no. The existence of the Quran and Sunnah. Oh, there's Malaysia here. The existence of the Quran, Sunnah. Quran, hadith. Oh, is the Quran sunnah or the Quran hadith? Haah. Quran hadith. Oh, Malaysia doesn't have a Sunnah Koran. Hadith just eh at UIA. I don't know Malaysia specifically general. There isn't one at UIA. Why isn't there one? Do not know. Do not know. So one is the Koran and Hadith. Master guess what exactly kat learns there That's where the actual Sunnah of the Koran is study hadith, study the Koran, study interpretation. Yesterday with the mashaikh, learn interpretation. Hey, what's the interpretation? just. Then there is an explanation of the hadith too read the hadith sharah together one of the teachers, one of the masyaikh. What year is it now, sir? Ah, just finished one semester. Oh, Okay. So, how many universes are there? Four. Uh, four. Eh, you can take it at UIA three. One of them is the first option mix then course only or research only while mixing mix. So he has a class course for two semesters then research too. Haah for two semesters. So how long have you been sitting in Malaysia? How many months has it been? A one semester four months 5 months month. Month. So what kind of expectations? until disappointed to Malaysia? No no. Thank God there aren't any disappointed. I miss you so much Malaysia. What are your expectations before arriving and what is his reality if we are alone sit here? expectations before arriving no, I don't have any expectations Lots. Yes Yes But thank God, while in Malaysia be happy. First society he ee between Indonesia and Malaysia no very different. I mean their languages ​​are not that far apart different, then his society is not far away different. Oh but Malaysian society is still disciplined lah. Hmm. What does he mean by discipline. Discipline. For example, from the garbage disposal side. Oh. From the side of the road, on what? On the toll road. Oh. Has it ever come to Jakarta? I studied Indonesian for a year. Where? In Yogyakarta. In Yogyakarta. Oh, my God. You at the Islamic boarding school. There. Which Islamic boarding school? Anur Islamic Boarding School. Anur. Anur Islamic Boarding School in Magelang. Magelang. Magelang is not Magelang. Below above. A Allahum Fern. A never heard? Once. Once. Once. Once. Once hear Pakisab Nail Kilek-kil all that. Ha It's all flashy, right? Yes. Yes. So what's wrong with Indonesia? A what kat if toll why toll he like for example even that so cult shock for me when i At that time I tried to go to Joho. Hmm. Alone, yes. Okay. Oh drive. Drive. Okay. Huh. When it is on the right. Okay. Then we accelerate a little straight ahead to the left. Oh It's like you know straight away in front of you. Oh, this needs to be quick. He's fast. Then he went left for us road. Okay. I was like, "Huh, that's right." Indonesia can't do that. Okay. If we go fast, he goes fast too. It means not le If we want to speed up, we have to go left first then next. Ah, we ourselves are the ones who are hit to the left. I until an accident in Indonesia. Adam ab brother this looks like this. Ha that ha broken not? A broken wound, a serious injury. All knees. Indonesian Motor motor motorbike rental. After those days before back to Malaysia. It's already days before we go back to Malaysia kiai dah share dah share be free to make all preparations. Mhm. Then we think about what we said go to the mall. If it's near Magelang there is mall aa Artos. Who knows or not. Near Also. Near J Jakarta there is Magelang, there is Art Mall. So we go Artos ah take a look what is the puppet show about? I know the motorbike too People in Indonesia already know this method driving a motorbike is different Malaysia. But in this brain head think like may i Once in the middle of bringing it close go down a he's like a hill ah near Pakis This is indeed if you want to get out of Pakis to Magelang he has it, he just goes straight down. Then two roads a. When the road is two a he's not there two by two means one left of the road front opposite him. Mhm. The road on the right is blocking the fight let it flow. Mhm. There are many roads, there are one, there are one This van wants to cut off the motorbike in front of him go in we have a lane. Do you understand? He wants to cut it, right? So I've seen this from the wry side. Is nak violate me. My deputy with kel fog go press er front brake out ah with friends at the back. But Thank God I'm still breathing Now. Thank God. Praise be to God. Go to the hospital. A goes to the clinic oh well. Eh, the hospital is the same here. A clinic there hospital. Hospital a health center in We call Indonesia. A clinic. Small clinic. If the hospital is big, the clinic is small. Oh yeah. Community Health Center. I don't remember which health center. This is the story 2000 16 kut. 2016. 2016. Where are we? 9 years ago Ah? More or less 9 years. But until now there are memories of Jakarta in here. Ah so ah yes continue not broken, not broken, thank God. So it's just a wound. And I just went there last year Jakarta, once again see you again owner The place to rent will solve your debts I didn't finish paying for the motorbike. So I went last year to finish everything debt. Oh. from 2016 pay debt ah because no surprised not surprised not he was surprised ah he said eh he was remind me that I'm dead He said I saw him and he didn't I remember he didn't speak, bro I used to tell a story, ah, there was a boarding school Later, I told him he knew it was there boarding school he knows we are the er people Are these students the only ones who always rent? with him a motorbike person ah then cause Because I contacted Kiai to ask for help pay. Kiai said he didn't want to help. I said I don't know. I do not know. Oh my. Never mind. So I think it's coming alone. So I went there for two days. Settle-settle right. Thank God, everyone finished. The important thing is that you can die calm down, that's actually it. So he went there and he was okay. He's nothing like that save him six sincere thoughts ah. So settled chat. And yes that's the story. But let's talk about the highway earlier right. So roads are different. If there is no experience better don't. Haah. Because I've brought it before Even motorbikes in Indonesia. A before I've rented that one before, but... Near the city, he's not the one, right? the road is like a little bit of a deepening. Someone brought something like that cut too transport. Yes, Yes, Yes. Which is really stylish, right? So dah dah always dah if it's like Wei it's jammed, then there's a gap in the mirror set The motorbike broke the car's mirror set or not know that Indonesia is indeed That's standard, right? because before when I came to Malaysia but I don't drive Let's see why this is a Malaysian Very fast on the toll road kan pace weng w weng weng I said It happens by itself, can I drive? here then I looked and they weren't there speed because everyone already knows the place each. H. So, I already have a rule like that there. Indonesian people are people who can drive cut Indonesia can definitely drive cut Malaysia. But the person who can drive kat Malaysia is not necessarily can drive to Indonesia. 100% 100% again the motorbike. If the train maybe he can take it slow. Motor. Motorbike, yes. this hit a lot stamped twice masyahadah masa bawa that motorbike but there aren't many accidents there right motor many accidents oh there are also many accidents that bring death it depends it also depends depend e depend this area with the area There's a difference between brothers and sisters who are still in OGJA try to come to Medan again worse it's getting worse oh, I can't even drive over there Oh yes Ah, I can't do it anymore Indonesian friends, it can't mean that can not. Hmm. I can't can't drive cut. Why does he mean Oh my tak tak for motorbikes and trains to motorbikes just. The train motor is the same. For example, this cars are running here. Okay this is our way car. Okay. Hmm. In Madura or Java to go there we just cu enough to take out the front part of car A. Then in It's an automatic stop here, right? Okay, automatic stop. H Ah, this is how it stops and then we go straight come here. Hmm. Ah, in the Sumatra area, especially Medan. This way, we're here, they're like that understand understand. He didn't share it there. So there to be able to walk you have to Oh who is strong? Wis, who is strong like a plague. Who dares? Who would be brave because it exists the term suir medan whatever. Oh. Types if you know that super medan is indeed a terror kind of plague yes. Haah. Haah. Okay. So can you continue the story? bring the train yeah. I can bring the train right like that. I'm shocked why everyone can can I go left? Ah, what a disaster their discipline is here know. Oh if there are people who are fast finally like that. H I am Malaysian. Thank God I even there are pros but it doesn't happen. I want around one Malaysia all countries in Malaysia before back to Indonesia later. So Why I don't know because Malaysia is small. Hmm. Feeling not small a Malaysia? Flavor very small taste eh fii is very small yes. I think it's kind of big. I also tired. But it feels a bit small, eh. I in Indonesia, thank God for you seminar almost all provinces. Hehe. So from the east end to the south end West Indonesia is so big. So Papua New Guinea has all gone. Papua New Guinea it's not Papua. Papua sorry don't be angry don't be angry to calm down. Papua. Okay. Indonesia does not care condemn until. Oh, there aren't any, there aren't any, there aren't any. Not I'd be damned if I didn't know. Okay. So e Papua, Papua not yet. Papua not yet Papua not yet. Hey. But some areas in the east are like Ambon, like the Sulawesi area, we have ever We have been to NTT. Thank God we have that country T 35 more. I don't remember. There is always a new country. New country. New country. Oh there's always a new land. Can be any kind there. Eh Yes, the division of the country is like a plague. type first it was one then it became two. Because ee what for ee political politics or is it really difficult to wallahuam there are problems problems alone. So even near Papua, I can speak the language Indonesia. They have their own language but may all Indonesians can speak Indonesia. Hmm. Something like that. What is the most difficult Indonesian language? Traditional languages. Our language call it a regional language. Ah we in Indonesia call it the most difficult, right? know when you hear the most different sounds US depends no exp where are you from? Because I am my first Until Indon I heard people say no Popo pun saya sudah yo Yo Ora Popo is new, ah, my time At first I said oh, I remember that right the job behind the card is like Jakarta a little bit different, crazy For example, if I'm in Madura, I'd like to talk what a ah, the sound is strange, ah, the sound is said a bit strange bada bedana bedak pedah hear like I've heard before but bada bedan beda ped that's what you really said That's right, I can't ask them bada bed bana beda ped what does he mean badah there is a place powder powder you know powder eh Okay broken peda which is damaged oh yeah yeah Ah there are even those like that, huh? there are many there are many examples for mention the lowest area of ​​my Madura to mention the bottom of the chapter Ba my child can talk to me. Yes At the bottom ba. Ha, I see. So. There are also some near the school learn Madurese. Kind of writing ba. In my time, for example, I was from Madura H. We learn to keep learning regional languages Madura. There is one subject that is mandatory is Madurese language. Those who live in Java have language subjects Java. Oh. Well, that's what a plague. It's okay to write. You can write. Write also using A B C to or there are other letters he is his own person. We used to be here in Madura anacaraka. If in Java there is also anacaraka. Various types of Thai writing there. Ah like that ah like that. There are letters each time I can't do it, I can do it. But people still use it today. No no ... Oh, there aren't any anymore. Ah that's kind of indeed, in the past they had it. I used to have it. But I used to be able to. Yes. Now it's not possible. What's the biggest difference? As an Indonesian, I look Malaysian with Indonesia apart from size big or small? Big and small size. Apart from that education. Oh indeed people will think of education first time, yeah. For for me for me for me. I, I including what kind you like education. Hmm. So for me for me yes this is subjective subjective not objective. I do not know I have not. But for me, Malaysian people from the educational side more does it look like that? Of course Hey, we can talk, right? we go around, we meet our people speak. I like talking to people even though I am introvert, but I like talking to people looking for what he was thinking. So What kind of culture are people? Hmm. I looked in Malaysia to connect what for? May speak. Oh, there's not much difference between those people. Not much difference. But if it's in Indonesia, it means Indonesia depends on the place. Hmm. In this place the people are okay, in this place is not, this place is like plague. Uh, such as average this is again subjective, we haven't yet created it yet created this not created it yet not yet thorough. Not yet haven't made any more rest haven't done any research yet. For example, what I find the Minang people. Okay. Minang ee Padang lah, the regions That's where the smart ones are. Oh yeah. Hehe. Smart-smart. Uh. Don't know why, but Minang people, The people there are smart, intelligent. Hmm. Masha Allah. Ah, something like that. For D you have your own right, what what you see is Indonesia and Malaysia When you sit in Indonesia it grows, what? You can see the biggest difference apart from that Darada big small size? Differences between Indonesia and Malaysia. A time before coming to Malaysia maybe it's from the way he behaves. with that person, that new person those Malaysians welcome new arrivals yeah, he's kind of open, you know oh no for me Indonesia is more humble for me hmm ok interesting for Yes, we had some positive and negative Well, yes, positive, negative, positive, maybe from the educational side but to be humble Indonesia is being humble for me, yeah h I am still old as a person who studied there yes Indonesia masyaallah humble h ee, what's more, accepting outsiders, bro? as Malaysians come to Everywhere Indonesia says, "I'm from Malaysia." Wow, yes you can eat inside his house. That's okay. It's so easy. It's Oh, outsider. Oh, there's someone here Malaysia. Surely everyone will gather. Hmm. That's thank God, ee humble. Hmm. But ee this Indonesian book is actually peace a on rail life a he. Ah, what did he call her? Beef. Beef social media. A social media on social media Sometimes people just want to do it on purpose so that someone will reply to that comment he commented like oh this is nasi lemak from here oh this durian from here Then he deliberately made us read it too we know he did it on purpose that's right we do serve aah but many people like to eat it He's a new person on social media Last night I thought it was really true ee sometimes I'm kind of surprised I wonder how this guy has the energy lah to make something like that. I used to be This content returns to the previous content. Back when we were first learning religion then we create our content This is always offensive. We attack us look at people making our stitches worse lah. Formerly TikTok stitch TikTok stitch us stitch stitch stitch we do it like that all the time. Hey. Then I saw that there weren't many benefits. So you could say I am a preacher first on TikTok. Indonesia. Oh yes. Ha Ah. The first preacher on TikTok Indonesia. What does he mean? It means a person who has Even preaching has not yet entered TikTok Again what kind? I'm the first person on TikTok Indonesia which TikTok gave birth to, that is. No. So, here it is back to my content story earlier right? not finished yet. Okay. So I create content. Create content finally switched to preaching content. Hey. It's just that when I create content preaching, I don't dare to post to everywhere. Where do I dare to post? Story WhatsApp. Oh, that was before TikTok. Before all. Before Instagram, before YouTube, before TikTok everyone just dares to post on WhatsApp. Why? Because I can choose who I can look. Oh, Okay. Finally we try to create content. E, we post on WhatsApp story. from many of my friends like it This is where we enter our post Instagram doesn't have many followers watching it even though it's not much, we are passionate It's a passion to speak in front of the camera Like finally we got there on Instagram there aren't many people watching it, but yes First time I want to see what it's like response from the family This one stitches content into random content no content content one mini one mini 30 minutes preaching just preaching ee motivation or whatever or basic discussions of Islamic jurisprudence very much, intention, whatever. Hmm. So, I want to see the response from family and it turned out the response was good. Good. Thank God. Good. He's a likeable person. Ah. Uh, actually after I asked them Now, why share actually? I never looked because they were amused speak. Because the way you talk about that topic like ticklish. But because we want to support Our sister shared without watching the video. They are so handsome. We made this video on Instagram. Finally from there, eh, there was some playing around with friends. It means I don't have TikTok yet. Oh, first time have TikTok because there is one of my students who was bullied. At home I teach the Koran too right. There was one student who was hit bully. Okay. Bullied by his friends as typhoon. Know the typhoon. Hurricane. Tafan wind. Okay, okay, okay. This is the nickname of a typhoon. I asked the typhoon Why? Why is he called a typhoon? This rah he has a TikTok dance like typhoon. H he's like a typhoon. I See how he can dance. He read the Quran in the name of Allah like a plague. He talked to me too Yes male or female man good luck. Huh. But I don't wonder how People like this can do things like this That. Finally I downloaded TikTok for the first sign. Oh, is this the year? Eh 2019 maybe. Oh okay. 2019. Finally since then I have TikTok, but I didn't post anything on this TikTok. I saw the doctor there, then this content there is, this content exists, this content exists. There is a charge. I look eh I typed the most phenomenal ustaz in Indonesia, Ustaz Abdul Somad tad, Ustaz Adi Hidayat Tade. Oh, these two are the most phenomenal Indonesia. Yes Then Buya Yahya is my teacher, Ma'am. Yahya. Mrs. Yahya tada and others. That's the point. Then I played games together at that time with friends. The point is I can't playing Instagram for 1 month. I don't want to play Instagram for 1 month. Hmm. Why? It is something. Okay, finally i got in. But ee videos I made a lot. The one I There are already a lot of them collected in the gallery. Okay. Okay. I'm kind of annoyed, irritated. We call Indonesian people are annoyed. Various kinds I want to post, I want to post, I want to post lah. The only platform I have is TikTok. TikTok. Let's try to post in early 2020 or 2019 I don't remember the end. I try to post suddenly become VIP within 4 hours 100,000 days followers followers. Father but to Indonesia 100,000 followers KM. Ah, that was a lot of time. It was very viral at that time. Because it's the first time. First time. Many people praise it, many people do it haters. They're talking about TikTok, right? a place like this. The place of preaching is in mosque. They said that vicious Indonesian netizens. Fierce, huh. Fierce but forgiving. Oh, is that so? Haah. He meant fierce but forgiving. Ah, what he meant meaning if you make a physical mistake or their great error will be denounced you. Like you never have any goodness at all. Cot. Okay, same as Malaysia. Okay, then after that, 1 month for one a kindness. Ah, it's all your fault, bro. forget them. Ah, this Malaysia doesn't exist. Ah, so it's like fierce but sorry. Well, back to earlier ee 4 days Rp. 100,000. Wow, it's like we never so I never became a celebrity. Suddenly I became a celebrity. One video here. No no no, there are lots of drafts. H so all drafts all. E maybe six videos, seven videos lah. Okay. From that we are there any videos of people's stage videos? No. Oh video just okay okay by myself. Ah this is what we made the video for. Make a video make a video. Make a video. Crowded What we're watching is like star syndrome. What? Syndrome. Star syndrome. Okay. To the point where I want to go out use sensors I want to know who I am. Oh okay. Because that's what I've wanted since I was little. I said That's what I wanted since I was little. But the pleasure of popularity only 6 months fomi. The rest it's not enjoyable anymore. The pleasures of popularity are no longer the same formerly. Even today I am more afraid. Well, regardless, back to the story earlier so as not to jump around. Finally I even got out if for example there is a Gen If you don't know me, I'm like hah no there is internet of any kind inside heart. Y that's right there until that SAR srom. Even I said Looks like I don't bother anymore I study the Koran like that. W. Ih. Hmm. Yes Eh yes I don't have to bother reciting the Koran anymore. How old is this new age? New like 17 er 16 17 18 19 I don't remember. Oh, school isn't over yet, huh? Almost ee almost graduated. Okay. Corona. Corona. Oh 2020, right? Ah, 20 is not enough. Okay. Then now I'm 20 I'm 2-2. Yes. Yes. Know. Know. I am du-da. August 23. Dahyat 22 take master. Thank God. Well, finally suddenly At that moment, Buya Yahya came. In that moment I had many people stitch me stitch everyone. How is my video can it go viral? How can my video be viral? That's my goal. You've done it Mrs. Yahya is coming. Mrs. Yahya, look at my videos. Know Mrs. Yahya I've heard my name is Google Jaap Okay, okay. Yes, yes. Pious person. Yes. Okay. Okay. Buya Yahya is my savior. Mrs. Yahya is my savior. He who save me. He is the one who made me no longer lulled by popularity. This is why the plague returns to the story earlier. Buya Yahya finally wants to meet him with me. How many followers did you have at that time? 1 M 2 M lah. It's already 1 billion. Hehe. ST sti st stitch stitch stitch. Everyone is wrong Sir. Dai this is wrong, this is wrong. This Ustaz Wrong. Even religious figures Our religionists are not afraid because we exist Basically we learn religion, bro. What this means is that religionists are absolutely wrong. Right wrong. I looked again indeed their fault. But my way to responding to that which is not good. I look again I'm right. But when I Stitches like that are useless. People just hate a Finally Buhay called me to meet him. First sentence Syuhrah is slander. Before that, why did he go, he called he? Like I'm a fan Mrs. Yahya. Oh I am indeed a fan. I am indeed Mrs. Yahya it's a good good scholar lah. We met then first sentence Peace be upon you Hussein. How? Oh this is it nice to meet you I think. Sir, this name is still Husein. Hussein. So TikTok name. TikTok name Husin. Okay. Husin. 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Nak stop it. Nak stop it. Because the sentence from That Buya made me sick. Correct His words are true. Finally, Buyaah, I didn't share. I met several religious scholars others do not share. Nothing for me to stop. Yes, yes. Hehe. There is nothing to share. They speak this is ee something that Allah gave for you. You have to be responsible against this and you have to preach. Finally we start to open again book, we start studying the Koran again. Starting tadaruj again, aka climbing the stairs climbing the stairs step by step while reciting the Koran. We started, thank God, we met several masyaikh, met with several clerics. We study religion more serious, more serious, more serious. Thank God, until today. And the day We also do this for friends who want to learn, we have a free platform YouTube. Her name is Mata Naqra. Matan Naqra's Eyes. Naqra's Eyes. When we read. Ah, when we read. Why did I give the name Mata Naqra? Because we are a people who rise with said Iqra. So never expect Islam to rise if Iqra says so abandoned. Hmm. Imagine the people of Mecca at that time no one ever heard the people of Mecca. Arabic first again worst from the military side, from any side moreover there was a big kingdom, there was Persia, there are Romans all over. Then it starts from the first revealed word is iqra bismi rabbikalladzi khalaq. khalaqal insana min alaq to five that verse. Finally Islam can be known. Such a small Mecca can be known in all over the world. So we rise with the word iqra. So never hoping that the revival will return appears if the word iqra is already there abandoned. Because the plague is one of my ee today create some kind of project, people back to crazy reading. How are Muslims This person likes reading. I personally thank God in 1 day yes, normal minimum 1 day 4 hours read reading read anything read i never limit myself what did I read? Whether it's a religious book or not read a biography, whether read this or read This. The important thing is to read because in every reading always has benefits. That's right. In every reading there is always a benefit. Finally we share the name of the naqra eye. Eye That was a nakrak earlier. For friends who Nak e learn religion for free, I also turned off Adsense. I have also turned off Adsense. I don't accept any brand. But does YouTube push? If there is none AdSense I don't see push or push. Which it's important that I upload a I turned them all off. The initial goal why did i turn off adsense? I have two accounts account account kadam fingerprint Nakakra eye account. When I post My eyes are crazy, every time I post, I look at the viewers. Tired of looking viewers. When viewers increase, we Cheer up, viewers are down, aren't we? Spirit. Ah, I turned it off in AdSense he. I turn off the sensitivity, I post, I post, I post. I don't I can't see how many viewers he has a little bit, I didn't look. The important thing is that I post it. So, there there is a hadith from basic. Eh, studying How to calculate menstruation from basic. After this we will try to discuss nahwu. Nahwu from basic. All free. Yes friends. E, that's okay, friends. Malaysia. I have to Nakra's eyes eye. Why is there this dimension? There is. Well, that's it. Wis. Well, that's studying the book. Wis. Yes Huh. Ah, what a plague. That's all I don't have editor. Find your own material, shoot it yourself, edit it yourself Alone. It's okay to discuss all of this. Sometimes It's okay to explain all this, eh in all these books. Thank God. Gil this is Arabic Masun Arabic. But I'm really hungry. Hmm. Indeed, now it's like the language of the book Arabic like this is 100% understandable and necessary dictionary also backup at the same time close edge in case what? For whom? A Husain himself. For me, I still hold the dictionary. I have a dictionary app on your phone. So I can't speak all Arabic understand. Sometimes there are multiple languages that's strange. Let's look at the dictionary. Ah, what does this mean? What does this mean? Huh? Like earlier on the plane I read something has irtaja written on it. Well, what kind of Javanese am I, I said. That's in the hadith of the Prophet sallallahu alaihi wasallam sallallahu alaihi wasallam. Well, so I looked in the dictionary. Oh, here it is his meaning. What is he? What is that hadith? Hey, that hadith was from one of my friends The Prophet Muhammad committed suicide. Oh yes. Hehe. This is in the authentic hadith of Muslim one day. So, ah here we jump. But never mind. This is the story that very, very good. So far we have always read the hadith The Prophet sallallahu alaihi wasallam who discuss People who commit suicide will go to hell forever then his way commit suicide. If he commits suicide, that's it he will be killed by dragging sret like that forever right. Even though this There are further rules from the scholars. If Muslims are not forever. Oh yes. Muslims are not forever. Which forever it will only be infidels. Even if it means committing suicide. Hehe. Not forever but long. Oh it's been a long time. in Kaukaunya. Well, that's it. But that is the rule of Ammah general. But still there are some servants Allah who even though he committed suicide, who even though he committed suicide get forgiveness and not be tortured because he committed suicide. For example, if there is a mistake one of the companions of Rasulullah named Sayidina Thufail. Sayidina Thfail comes from from Daus. Almost all Daus people who converted to Islam through converted to Islam through Sayidina Thfil's path. W. Sayid Thfil this have a best friend. Brought to Medina for met Rasulullah sallallahu Peace be upon you. Besti he is homesik gila. By the way, crazy in Malay has no meaning gjan-tan. This is crazy very really really. Jiddan jiddan jiddan. Ha, he's a homesick. Homesik until it disturbed his mental state. Homesik. Homesik. Homesik. Homesik. so bad to relieve the emotional burden that he has it. Finally he took the knife then this is e barajim in Arabic barajim from here he cut sret he cut it and all the blood ran out died by suicide just want to go back Daus solely because of homesickness Yes, what is his village, Daus wants to go back to? That's it Daus a because he misses crazy male female men man ma men Oh boy, which allows women's emotional feelings. A no. All history books Even when it comes to love, men are the victims. Oh yes. Eh, almost almost. Yes Is not it? Do not know. Well, finally ee back to the story earlier. Finally he suicide. He was killed, right? Because he is he I just want to get rid of the pain. He didn't do that with the intention to kill him, himself Alone. And God knows best. Okay. Okay. But in actual fact the hadith is intahar. Oh yes. Yes, I mean ee commit suicide. H This is his friend, his best friend, Sayidina Tufel seemed to remember, "Why my friend is like this? Why is this? Why is this happening? It's a dream. Dreaming. met his friend earlier. Then asked, "How? How How are you doing there?” Finally the answer he said, "Allah forgive me for my hijrah I'm going to the prophet. He left Darius for Medina based on his love for her The Messenger of Allah. Finally, Allah truly forgives sins him because he emigrated to Rasulullah sallallahu alaihi wasallam. May Allah bless him. Well, in that m, Sayidina Thuel looked his hand. Whose hand is this? Hand The gas tank was closed earlier. Then he asked, "Allah has forgiven you, but... why is that hand still there? closed?" Ah, there was an angel talking to me. Yes indeed you are forgiven, but You cut off this hand yourself. You cut it yourself, you yourself that has been destroyed, then we will not turn it over. Finally Sayidina Thfel woke up departing for the Prophet. Yes Rasulullah, I had a dream like this like this. Then the Prophet immediately prayed, "O Allah, forgive his sins and so are his hands." In the sense so do return his hand. Ibn Katsir then responded to the hadith and stated the possibility The Messenger of Allah's prayers were great granted. In the sense that it already exists people because of their love for the Prophet Suicide is considered a sin very, very big can be forgiven. Finally I got uh one conclusion how to respond. These two hadiths hadith there is a person who commits suicide is forgiven his sin. There are people who commit suicide who don't forgiven to go to hell forever earlier. We have to respond to that hadith based on POV. If you look there are people who have been killed we must not be cruel. We have to divide the sentences or good thoughts. Husnudan we continue to pray. For example, if so and so kills self. Let us not be like, "Oh, hell. this hadith." You can't do that. Because he is still there, he is still a Muslim. In the books of faith are always discussed by people those who committed suicide were still Muslims. He is still Muslim. And who knows there might be one deeds that he has done during his life who then commits his sins including his major sins earlier may be forgiven by Allah Subhanahu wa taala. Is not it? But if we want to suicide we return to the hadith earlier. Back to the other hadith. that there is possibly, there is an ihtimal we will be tortured in time very long. Actually This is not the first time the Prophet Muhammad The Prophet's hadiths talk about suicide self. Example Rasulullah sallallahu alaihi wasallam said, "La yatamanna ahadukumul Mautain sharpen." Don't be one of you it hopes to die, to kill yourself, for what, just because ee it's dangerous, just because of the stress he has flavor. But if you can't stand it anymore then you should pray to Allah. Allahumma ahyini life watwa til wafatuir O Allah, please revive me life is much better for me and put me to death if I say death that's much better for me. That's it the best one. That's the best verse again. For friends who want this, pray with the prayer so that we remain trustful to Allah Subhanahu wa Taala. Hmm. So what that means is prayer the Prophet sallallahu alaihi wasallam I asked to pray myself. Oh yes. If I'm not mistaken, it's in the Muslim hadith or Bukhari I forgot. Hmm. So this is kind of a suicide case, ee hadiths that talk about him e very many. What is important for yourself alone always hold on, always hold on, always hold on, always hold on. Because of us Don't know. Don't be overconfident. we call in Indonesia PD, don't be overconfident h with the practices we have. Because We don't know life, don't think in the way that friends committed suicide is the end of the problem. Who knows suicide is the beginning of the problem. Huh? That was the beginning of the problem. The beginning of the problem very big. But if you look there are people who... have made, we should not judge. Who knows he has one practice that makes him Allah, Allah Subhanahu wa taala very much love him. Because of God's grace so wide. God's grace for forgiving his servant so much Extraordinary. We, we, maybe if we have Look at these sinners sometimes we always look at them with very bad view. Especially for friends who come from people who study their religion bear it. It means that it is not meant to be bear it. He studied his religion no matter what deep lah. Okay. E learns religion only from surace level. Yes That's usually him being very extreme looking at sinners is very extreme. We in Islam cannot do that. We in Islam, Allah Subhanahu wa taala say in the hadith qudsinya, we if you have committed such a sin many ask for forgiveness, as long as we don't shirk in Allah, then we return to Allah, Allah said, "La "I don't care about sin." that you have ever done. Do not care. Do not care. We have made a mistake to humans, then we ask Sorry, ee that person might forgive us then for us a second chance. But second chances don't feel the same first chance. But to God not so. First chance, second chance, third chance, fourth chance, all the same. As long as we commit sin, repent Again. Sin again with the same sin same, repent again. Sin again, repent Again. His name is servant. There can't be any The servant who was there said, "I will hijrah." Hijrah was once. No. Hijrah it returns to Allah not once. People who migrate do not mean those who do not have sins. The people who migrate are a person who has sins but knows how to get back. He has repent fall again. He climbed up again. If you sin, then repentance rises again. While reading the grace. How Allah subhanahu wa taala forgive him and He must be sure that Allah will forgive him. Not there can be the slightest doubt when he prayed for forgiveness God, he must not doubt. Because of his doubts about Maha Allah's forgiveness is greater another sin. But how do you balance your feelings? That's by not using things as a flavoring for the heart commit sin? Well, that's it. So tazkiah, tazkiyatun nafs is needed. Yes, we also have to balance that there is there is also the possibility that we will be punished By Allah, there is also our possibility to be forgiven by Allah tabaraka wa taala. That's why one of the conditions faith must have two qualities in the heart man. There is khauf, there is king. That Khauf is an extraordinary fear of Allah. The king is an outside hope ordinary to Allah. When we are over khauf, then we have to balance it with king. When we overlord then we have to balance with khauf. I think the average netizen is over khauf. Hmm. Why do I always talk about grace? Because the average is over khauf. There is the perpetrator. Yes, this is one of the doors the biggest devil too. When someone having committed many sins, he felt he committed many sins, he was ashamed of pray. Hmm. That's the devil's door. God never provide conditions for the person who prays allowed to pray must be people who are not have sins. Not. Sin is natural. Sinful, sinful humans are nature. In fact, there is a greater punishment comes from Allah if we don't want to pray. So okay we sin, we repent to Allah, we return to Allah. Yes, we return to Allah. But doesn't mean we then think oh God will not forgive me. No. Must be sure God completely forgives. Later it will be mentioned in the hadith, I Can't remember between Tirmidhi or Abu Daud. You can correct it. One day there was a private session between Allah and His servants. Then Allah will say to the servant, "Adzuru dam?" "Adzuru dam?" Remember not Previously you were at that time, in place so many sins have you committed? it is said that all of us are sinners from the beginning puberty until we die Allah mention them one by one. Are you embarrassed? Embarrassed very. All the sins we commit in reverse the booth, which we made in the middle the community of all God calls atzkuramba atkuramba kaduramba kad. While we to Allah will answer, "Yes, yes Allah." Yes, yes. Rabbi. Yes, oh Allah. Yes, oh God. Then at the end after Everyone has said it, Allah will say it to the servant whose sins were many. As I have covered your shame in world, then today I will cover your shame by granting forgiveness to you. Deleted everything. Then in the Imam Ahmad Musnad, there are one servant whose bad deeds are more well, more than charity good. Where should it go? Go to hell. the bad deeds are bigger than that his good deeds. Should go to hell. Then ee but this hadith this hadith criticized by some scholars. But may be as ee What is the name? Good news for friends who must be in harmony. Then when he was going to hell, he mumbling. He said, "Oh God, no. this is what I thought of you in this world." Allah then called the servant. What what do you think in the world? I thought in the world you would give me Your grace so that you will not torture me with such torture. Then Allah told the angel, "Put him in heaven because I don't want to disappoint my servant who has be kind to me." There are many. God's mercy is greater than his anger. Allah's mercy, Allah's forgiveness is more greater than all sins ever we make. Imam Asyafi'i once said, "When my heart becomes hard and my path becomes narrow, I make my hopes as the ladder to your forgiveness."Ambi. Oh Allah, my sin is so big, I see big. What a great sin I have ever committed do. Wamufikbi. But when I compare between sin what I have done and forgiveness comes from You, O God. Kana afuka aama. It turns out that your forgiveness, O Allah much bigger. In the sense of don't insecure about the sins we have. Always leave hope. Always leave some hope that Allah will forgive all the sins we have. Although his sin is great. Yes Despite his sin big as long as we want to come back. The conditions one wants to come back, wants to hope for it. But if for example we don't want to come back, we fall into sin, we are not there anymore remember Allah, that is dangerous. That's why one of them is auzubillah azubillah ya Allah ya Allah nasluslah Walafiah Do you know the biggest disaster that befell a servant not with bankrupt right by taking it from the family or not that way he got everyone tortured that knows the biggest sin and disaster of a person a human being when he commits a sin he there is no sense of guilt when he does it His good deeds are not enjoyable. Hmm. He didn't feel any pleasure. Yes God feels so afraid of us committing sins as usual. There is a sinner, he sinned against God, but there are all kinds of mistakes. There is something uncomfortable in there here. But there are servants whom Allah has take the guilt away from him. When he commits one sin, he does not exist flavor. He didn't notice. Allah is the Greatest. What kind of? How is this? This is the moment when God was really angry to the servant. When God really angry with me, O Allah will forgive me everything he wants. This is one way. One of the ways God is angry with servants many ways. Sometimes God is for him punishment with a punishment that he can see. Sometimes Allah does not give him punishment with the punishment that he was able to see. But with that way. For all, for all, for all. Then God will take the aknahum instantly. God took it instantly. Sidraj sidraj like chicken. We share our chicken meat to eat. Share food for slaughter to make it even more delicious. So always leave hope always bring out all the feelings that Allah will definitely forgive Allah. Yes Lord. Oh Lord. I'm always weak when I read hadith or verses God who is always there talking about grace. Specifically which verse? All warahmati wasat. My mercy covers everything is God's grace. Inallaha yagfirun jam. Indeed Allah forgives all sins. Allah said everything. Not just one, no only two. Everything. Hadith qudsi wala ubali. The sentence la ubali this has always been my penang. When I feel supported, when I I feel this is La Ubali's sentence. La ubali God's word in qu I don't care. God is like speaking to us. I don't care. You've committed so many sins that you don't want to go back. I don't care. Sinned again, but you want to come back. I don't care. The important thing is, son come back because it is human nature sinful. In the hadith of the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alaihi wasallam said, "Laam tnimu." If only humans I've never sinned once, lhaballahu bikum. God will destroy. Allah will eliminate all humans. Extinct and Malaysia extinct. Huh. Oh, that's fine. He is a person who understands too extinct. Allah will eliminate all humans then create another new creature to commit sin and then repent. So sin is human nature The problem is not the sin actually but sin without feeling guilty. Sinful and don't want to go back. So come on, share it with your friends, okay? friends there is always a way home. There is always a way home. I know maybe you feel very far away. So far you may not have remember Allah, never pray until 10 years, 15 years, 20 years, full body tattoo every night drunk. There is no way go home. Hope there is still a way home There is. Come on. Alam yni lilladzina amanu takya qulubuhum. The verse that made Fudhal ibn Iyad repented. Oh yes. Have you ever heard this story? Fudhali bin Iyad, one of the scholars the greatest Sufist who has just repented at the age of 40 as a mugger, as robber. Pirates. Okay. Pirates become scholars. Have you heard? Never. So best friend, eh no. Haah. Friends to Fud? No. Okay. Scholars. Oh my. Scholars. So Fudhal bin Iyyad first is a pirate. I don't know how many people there are has he taken his wealth, how much? the person he killed. H one day he had climbed to that place again high. Maybe his goal is to look for new prey. Then I heard there was the person who read the verse earlier. Natural yilladina amanuubuhum. E if the meaning of the verse is if people This believer wants to return from sin everything has been done. When people This believer wants to come back, wants to be like that The disbelievers are getting tougher day by day day by day it gets harder day by day it gets harder I want to be a disbeliever like them huh? You are believers if you want return. Okay, you've done a lot. sin, you've done this. But if want to come back? Come on, come on, come on. Sayidina Fadil Biyad immediately cried moved immediately entered the mosque. Mosques until dawn arrives. When dawn comes, dawn time, The mosque caretaker has arrived. So there were no lights before. Light torch use. Fudol torch that can run fear of going out because I'm already famous and famous. Everyone who meets Fudal is afraid. Until finally people because of that fear of gathering in front of the mosque. Finally one person dared to enter then say why? Why? He look at Fudal Binyad crying. Since then That Fuddalyad cried in repentance. repent, repent until you become a scholar. Until he became a cleric. So let's share friends this is the first message to myself. E don't don't friends think people when they have ee temperament like religious background, have religious background, then you think he not a [ __ ]. I, I limping speech. I am a person who limping. Lame because I already have one many sins, I fell. So I got up again. Rise up sick. Still hurt because I fell earlier. Maybe the next few days it fell again. May Allah raise me up. Hopefully God killed me. Not when I was falling but when I was trying to get up. Oh Lord. We pass away We all. Amen. Because humans are seen from the end. You talked about hope earlier, right? After that, first of all, let's talk about the story story er companion of the Prophet Sallallahulaihiwasallam earlier. Mhm. People like Husin himself have never met who is struggling with wanting to commit suicide? Oh Lots. Personally. Oh yes, there are many. Oh a lot Lots. I've been in a moment of not wanting to yet suicide. But, but I was there in my moment stress, there is a big problem for me, but I was there. I thought, "Oh, now i'm starting to relate why there is people commit suicide." I don't want to kill myself, but I kind of relate. Oh, it turns out like this. Thank God I reciting the Koran. Thank God I know the law he. Thank God, I know all kinds of things where are the stories of people who killed self. And then so I don't for. Even I went straight away far away is like being afraid of Satan. If you go to Indonesia, will you be there? Lots my friend is there. Huh? There is my friend but I understand. I can't tell you why this is certain his family probably heard. Yes But Islam means Islam Islam. The average suicide rate in Indonesia, yes, Islam. Because majority Muslim many people commit suicide. Lots. But yes ee he he not much but maybe because Indonesia is very big, right? Oh, so we heard of suicide and had time suicide in Indonesia has become a trend. Wis. Yes Hehe. That's why I made one video when one person appears to kill yourself, please don't be too busy reported. Don't make too much news. Why? Because it will be copied later. There are people who may be stressed with her life, but she is still strong, she still holding on. But because of the large number suicide news, then he was in the middle Hear the story of this person who committed suicide, he felt, "Oh, the same struggle with me." Hah, hah, he struggles with me just the same. Ah, he committed suicide. Maybe I have to do the same thing. Finally like he committed suicide. There is even several years ago in Pekalongan, one of the regions in Indonesia, children Elementary school kills Didi. US. Hehe. with the use of curtains because of his mother no for him phone. Are you serious? Huh. Yes Crazy. Yes I am very sure that my child He actually didn't go to elementary school understand what suicide is. But because there is a lot of news via FYP, people are killing self, people like this, finally become a trend. Back when I was in elementary school, This kind of cutting has become a trend. You know, people say I'm stressed. In the past in my elementary school, my friends they made a cut but not because stressed, but kind of cool I have a friend who wrote his name like this. I first looked at this, what is this? the more you look here. Oh. Oh. So this is what it means. So there are my friends or people who That's how it is, Lord. May Allah forgive us they. May Allah forgive them forgive us Also. Oh Lord. Oh Lord. Earlier we seemed like we hadn't entered the story yet here ya. We tell the story of the matan naqra right. Matanqra Arabic language articles. Irtaja. What do you mean Is he Irtaja? Yes, it was homesick. Homesik. Oh, Irtaja means homesik. Java. Java from Javanese words. I forgot earlier. Yes Javanese in short. The origin of the word is Javanese meaning a person who a disease in which the person is not match that place. The place may have different air or what's the difference. Finally made a vow to make that is hmm. Already the main goal is until when will run ni teach teach teach don't know until i die maybe. Amen yes wed. Yes Hehe. So all of that is free. God willing, I will always try to keep it free. Challenging, huh? what challenging want to make videos of all of them? Oh, challenging from the mood of ee we have busy we also learn from each other. Hmm. Ee then become a naked eye, that's my way make a video even more videos basic. the basic ones, for example, hadith Arbain Nawawi the first hadith is me maybe take from 8 9 10 books then 2 3 4 5 lectures for one video. So one of my videos look for the ingredients for 2 hours 3 hours then I made a video for maybe half an hour Then switch from camera to iPad I edited it myself on the iPad, insert cut cap then I listen again there is a mistake or not immediately post a post wait again the wifi is slow or What in a day no less Yes, then create your own thumbnail own caption reply to comments alone Hmm. Ah, there's no team yet earlier sometimes tell stories about close study times Surabaya earlier that too em Can't you find your own food? I can't look for food myself it means not depending on people old. Ah, what do you mean? Hey, we sold it and then we received it brand. Thank God. The meaning is already recognized. What's up? have you recognized it? It's been recognized. Thank God. Oh okay. Oh So if the world is in Indonesia, it has a brand even though the campaign is all the same same campaign. But Malaysia has another deal big. Oh yes Yes. How do you know? I already know several influencers from Malaysia. Huh. Then they said, "Wow, you're rich now, You've been like this, like this." Then I told him what my rate was like. For followers like you, 6 million or so It's mine. Huh. Here it is. A. Yes. How is that possible? Oh yes. Hehe. But thank God. Thank God. I am grateful for that. I never felt lack. Never this. Oh. Is that really why? country to? Hmm. I don't know. Hmm. I don't know. It's true that there are a lot of them now Open requires many brand approaches always. Thank God. Thank God. But select ah. A select. Slack. Hmm. Select. Because we also don't accept it Lots. If you open it there, I won't many not many brands. That's right, I'm percent. Yes, because there are too many brands we forget our intentions. So that's why sometimes brands come in this is how he got big but there is something boycott. There are things we don't match anymore this one, there is this one. H type yes yes. He sometimes there is a temptation that big, but we have to go around. Hey me ever got an offer so ee ba for one of the big brands too. But it must be Indonesia e Indonesia. Indonesia Indonesia has a brand big too. But we have to go around Indonesia maybe for six months. It means we have to be like this. I look if I want to learn this. This is us throw away. Yes. Uh. Yes. We throw it away. But many other people would stop, he will continue to pursue that thing. He looks the near future. E God willing. God willing. If you ask about long term goals, what is it? Looks like a long term goal for Kadam Alone? Hmm. My long term goal, I studied today continue to develop mataqra performance until big. My naqra eyes in front of him I don't want to be the only one Study. Oh. Oh, I also want some people what I trust is indeed fqah, trusted from his knowledge. E he may then we have to pay salaries. I wallahuam that's how we do it have to pay him or pay per video or God knows best that's for matqra. Then ee then in Indonesia I don't know I really like teaching me to die in a state of teaching or even teaching Quran alif ba tak ta passion lah passion we are in ha continue teach. As for the side income, from which side? Income. Incomis lah God willing. Hmm. A I want to do business. What does Abuya think about social media? kadam alone? Never never talked about this thing. He no he never brought it up inside time to eat what to. Don't read because you never ask not? Dad, I know, but I've never ask the problem you made the video what are you doing not yes not I'm not interested in knowing anything about it where? Sundere. Huh? Sundere what does he mean? Oh, you can just Google it. I am afraid wrong meaning. No way. Afraid this video will reach. Okay, Sund. So like ee sometimes I I never heard Abuya praise me directly, but praise me through brother. Well, kind of plague. Oh, so we Sundere like him happy but don't tell us. Share it with people around. Fierce ashes e. Yes Oh yes. It feels like old. But it's not that fierce. It means there is That person is fierce but doesn't care. Usually his son is vengeful. Hmm. Understand. My dad is fierce but very caring. We always asked Hey, how's your day? Yes. Eh then about whatever we are involved in. I was asked to build this. How according to you? I want it like this, how? according to you? Then exchange stories from when I was little I learned storytelling, I learn public speaking, I learn for discus. It was with Abuya. So Abuya eh is my hero. Because everything I got today it came from Abuya because Abuya who teaches us to think actively we don't want to be easily fooled person. Hmm. Ee for always what huh? It means eh nasalulullah wal afiah yeah no be naive to people don't be naive and always think use correct, objective reason in assessing something is not taasub towards something even my Abuya told tok the teacher couldn't do taasub so if wrong must be wrong If this sheikh is wrong, he must be wrong like that h don't just because you are his student because you are the student then you correct it justify all opinions in But of course it has to be done in a way that civilized. Who is Abuya's favorite sheikh? My own teacher. There are several Sheikhs. I don't have a general favorite but favorite in certain fan areas. It means eh takhasus or certain subjects. Example in fiqh I like this sheikh. For example in ee I suggest that I like this Sheikh. Example This. Well, that's it. If the Sheikh online consumes eh there are many. There is Sheikh Adham Al-Asimi it's from Syria. Arabic. Oh, Arabic is my teacher too. God willing. That is Sheikh Sheikh Adadham my teacher is very very very very very very extraordinary. Usually I want to be like Sheikh Kadham. Why? Usually people are good at talking but... from a scientific perspective it is lacking. Hmm. Usually, usually not all people are like that good at lecturing but with a scientific side not enough. Understand? Or he is clever from a scientific point of view but when it comes to public speaking he is not good very. Hmm. That's why people are smart preach a lot more. Well, Sheikh Adham is able to combine both of them. From his scientific perspective strong, but from the side strong public speaking too. Capable shaking everyone around him. So if I'm asked what I want to be like what, I want to be like Sheikh Khadham. Hmm. Hmm. Then ee one of them because of the ambition earlier I want to make how education religion focuses more on things which is actually very relatable and become the biggest fear of society us today. Like sex eh sexual harassment. Actually, Islam is very, very anti with all kinds of sexual forms harassment. Hmm. Fish. Hmm. But how many ee cases of religious people, look religious, bearded, but they are the ones who do that. Same to Indonesia many more. Wow, there are lots of people who are pregnant students. Oh yes Yes. Who impregnated dozens of students There is to Indonesia? Hehe. Sis, in Malaysia it's in another place in Malaysia he's upside down. There are many. There are so many. Then but it's the problem yes doesn't mean there isn't anything straight. There are so many straight. But I want this to be one new curriculum. All this time I tried toured several Islamic boarding schools. The rules are there to maintain between male students, female students, ee tok teacher with The students are there. But not exposed. I want to expose that so can be imitated by other Islamic boarding schools. No, the example earlier was the one who got pregnant That student, the teacher, got pregnant students. Hehe. Female students and there are many of them. Finally now he is sentenced to death as I recall. Whoosh. Hehe. By. As far as I remember he was sentenced to death. By whom? By the court. By the court. Because what do santri bring to age? Because of pregnancy. Pregnant and the number is large and threatened and this and that there are many of them. Meaning many students. Yes. Mak ai. Yes. No way? But is there any type of hut like this? straight have? Oh, a lot. There are many more straight ones. But why would I want this to be exposed? Because I What does rather mean straight? Straight ee What is straight? I mean the good the good Islamic boarding school. Oh yeah, there are lots more yes. Yes, there are many. It's just good good human Islamic boarding school is psychologically there is something called negativity bias. Hmm. So he always looks at her negatively. Yes So when there is suppose to be 1000 There are two types of Islamic boarding schools there. Hmm. But these two are exposed. Finally people think these two represent everything. Hmm. Hmm. Well, I want to to share with many Islamic boarding schools several kinds of thoughts certain kinds ee how to treat the perpetrator sexual harassment, eh sexual harassment, then regarding how to deal with LGBT people. Hmm. Eh, then what else? AI. Then what? Ee there is something called as religious trauma. Have you heard? Hmm. Well, how is it for us always? evoke extraordinary topics This is the kind of thing that people often forget many people, many religionists. Hmm. This is not the teacher's job what's the name? Ah, old man, bye aged. Because this is what they are our duty, the duty of those who indeed thank God e study religion, then we become candidates teacher's knock. Well, this is our job to raise those issues again this is very, very important. The issues confronting liberals, the issues for then ee said to people that ee matters that qat'i and people also need to know. Have you ever heard of Qatani? for example in this religion there is something called as qatiyat or thaswabit later one of them is called danniat e zani or ee mutaghayirat maybe qat'i this is something that is simply not allowed disturbed. The law of the five obligatory daily prayers lying is forbidden by law. The law of obligatory fasting is qat'i. But there is the nature and h Dani this is still multi-interpretive where people if you are wrong in this zani, don't do it maybe become an infidel. No need to judge too deep. So if there is new opinions emerging from these mutagayyirat things We don't have to overreact. Because it's okay. Well, this might be necessary explained again to the public. Oh, no we have to make a new podcast who liberated about qat Idani then, yes we need to know such things develop further so that Islamic boarding schools or these religious worlds are more relevant to what is needed by society and not just revolve around fasting, prayer, zakat, what else. No means it's not important. But Islam, Islam is great in all of that. Islam it covers all aspects. This Islam uh mental health Islam is capable though no names were mentioned, but Islam talks about mental health in this way Extraordinary. For example, how do people trigger today if whenever we face people who hold so much emotion then face the trigger then the trigger made him explode us immediately said he was a bad person his faith is lacking in prayer even though there is no example when Nabiullah ee Allah's Prophet Yaakub who was his first son? God's Prophet Yusuf disappeared by whose sons his sons others are wronged and so on. God's Prophet Jacob as a father was hurt right? It hurts as bad as it can. Then these sons back can't bring home to his younger brother's house, namely Benyamin. When the sons came to their father, "Father, Dad, I'm sorry, Benjamin can't. go home." God's Prophet Jacob immediately averted his gaze. Waqal ya as Yusuf. Oh my sorrow towards Joseph. What is missing today is that Who? Benjamin. Benjamin. But the name is the one that is being ignored Who? Joseph. Name Joseph. What does that mean? So far Allah's Prophet Jacob, people who have saved it old memory, memorimori then there new triggers remind old memories. The Prophet experienced that. Especially us. Wabad ainahu minal huzn kemudian matan turned white in view. Fahua kadim. So truly the Prophet of Allah Jacob was in a deep state. That's if today it happened to someone who was said lack of faith, lack of prayer, lack of closeness with Allah, don't read the Koran enough. Whereas not necessarily dare to say the Prophet of Allah Jacob didn't pray enough, dare the Prophet say God Jacob lacked faith. No or gas lighting in the Koran. When his sons seeing his father so sad yes? His son was so hurt that he didn't apologized but said Yusuf hatta takuna takun minalikin. P Father Abi, you still remember Yusuf. Our father cares. If you still remember Yusuf you will be in trouble. You It would be better not to remember Yusuf. Why p digest light? Prophet of Allah Jacob gassed the Prophet of Allah in manipulated the actual situation. So the story of gential health, gas light or today if there are people who get anxiety when getting headaches com people today are all motivated eh motivator if you don't suck at it listen to what other people say. Person who listens to what other people say it means he is stupid. Not. That's nature. Human nature when listening listening to haters then he got sick heart. That's nature. Rasulullah sallallahu alaihi wasallam Allah says in the Koran wqamu Bima Yaqulun. Muhammad I know your heart become narrow. There is you there is you emotional when listening to haters from the infidels. Prophet Muhammad only this heart becomes narrow when listening to haters. Especially me. So we need things like that raise up. Very-very themes relate to what is needed by public. That's one of my kind what yes? Ee eh goal ke Yes, my goals in the future. But it takes me, I can't do it alone. first I can't do it alone it has to be together with many ee communities many teams, many religious scholars who need we will study together themes such as That. Then it took a long time. Pray for me to God for longevity long. Never. Huh? Never been to Dam? Have you ever? Not because happy. Never. Thank God. I like to make all of this. forced ah will not be forced to go travel for convey it then study again with master again all of this I don't know what I mean, I'm not tired tired but only for a few moments h if you have too much, too much fatigue this time just sleep wake up excited lag hm, no pressure because it's too crowded people you know Ah, that's pressure. What kind of pressure does it feel like? People's expectations are high. What does he expect? Eh, expect us to something Actually, we don't make or expect what should we show? perfect. Our expectations are to become people who Yes, that is so. I mean he's perfect. So people expect. Yes He is the person who expects us always be a straight person, who never make a mistake. Finally when we make a mistake, like we are the worst people the. Hehe. I thought you were like this, it turns out you are a hypocrite. Huh, what a plague. Fuyo. Oh, that's a lot like that. Eh, There are many like that. But again first response as a sick human being heart. It's impossible when I get it response like that, I then That's just normal for me. I am not sick heart. But how do I get used to it? with pain? There he is. I don't trying to deny the pain. Not. But I'm trying to get used to it pain. Read my comments. I ee sometimes when i need i read. Example for my naqra eyes i always read. Oh. Hey why? Because of the naqra eyes sometimes i make mistakes. Okay. Then finally someone got it right. Who knows they send emails. Even I share email them. If there is a mistake please enter it into this email. Try Opened in Mata Naqra there is a playlist Tashhihul Masar. I'm never embarrassed if I'm wrong. Mistake in opinion, mistake in mind quoting. In his playlist there is tashih market. Tashihul masar there is tasihul masar opinion division. So if I might have read it wrong or maybe I was wrong in giving I will clarify my statement to you there. So he took it out Like Kadam here, give an opinion ah every time I teach I'll give my own opinion. A we can read but we are not people who can understand 100% perfectly. We If we're not perfect, we'll definitely make mistakes. So, so that this mistake is not followed by the crowd, he. For people who already understand and listen to our video, ah, please please let us know, send it to email with metaphors, with the right source. Well, when we read, oh yeah I wrong, I immediately made a video. And until now I have never been ashamed hmm with all the mistakes I've made make it there. I'm not ashamed. How do you find time to make videos? Okay. Not a naked eye. Example for Sometimes it's sad like your own account, right? how to find time smart time management. This is how i manage my time. Eh how to manage your time. Ha. There is a priority scale. I share life I became a scale eh priority scale. How do you call it in language? That's right. That's right. Skill. Priority skills, right? Ah, A, B, C or one, two, 3. One is the one the most important thing is priority number one the most important. How for me talaqi schedule, then eh what college? University, then for example, parents' calls, calls parents, yeah. Ee and others priority. When this is all over and there's still time, there's still time, After that we go to priority number two. How is the eye video nakra for me? Number two. Hmm. Well, mataqra is number two. Then make other contents work f number two e make a video or what is the brand for but learn everything on your own. take responsibility yourself. It means meaning learning costs, expenses learning to survive yes. Alone. Thank God, enough is enough, enough is enough yes enough enough once with all university fees very Enough. Thank God there are no sponsors there is no one alone. Enough, enough, thank God, enough. Then finally we got in ee after that all finished entering priority number three. What? Eh, just lying around. Hanging out for friends to hang out. Hehe. Hanging out with traveling friends. E we are dizzy coming there come here like that. H that priority number three is the new number four what kind of plague number. So ee people have to be smart in making their priorities that he has. If that's good, it's good all smart. And there is something mentioned by scholars as a blessing time. Hmm. The blessing of time. A blessed time that is the time in which during the period short can do a lot. That was the time blessing. And as a young man, I feel that we have to ee must be mandatory for everyone. Because when I talked to old people, they all regret it. regret. I asked what regrets their biggest regret? Why first when they are young when they are fresh, they are healthy, they have time a lot, they don't do this, they don't make this. I don't want that. I want Maybe later there will be regrets. But I want when I'm old, I like thank God I've done this, Thank God I've done this. Rasulullah sallallahu alaihi wasallam said, enjoy the fihima minanas. Two pleasures that many people got it wrong. ashatu wal farag health and leisure time. Hmm. This person these two pleasures these people forget. Forget or don't remember him. E young-young every day from morning to night scroll TikTok. I'm not ashamed of my body's health anymore when I'm healthy and have free time. Not ashamed to scroll TikTok Roblox yeah now game Roblox. I have Roblox. By the way, Roblox from morning till night. That's okay. Scroll TikTok, scroll reels, watch YouTube good, but it shouldn't be the majority ee from you people have time. That only happens when you're tired, when I don't know what to do just open it. Hmm. Not every time, son. So what? Must must make it still easy for us Genzi Is it Genzy? M What is Genzy? I mean like does he have a definition? 96 and above. 96 and above. A Jenzy Jenzi ah. Jen Jenzy yeah. Even though it looks like it isn't like a plague. Hmm. So yeah. Thank you so much, Kad Adam cause and effect spend time with us tonight. We really appreciate it. By the way, this is the first Indonesian has a close feature, right? Yes. It feels like the first Indonesian. So Before this, I was an international person ever featured Singaporean. Oh my. Singaporean. Singaporean. Malay. Malay too. Aa yes Malay. Malay. Speak Malay aa Singaporean because he is Malay. So he he's playing English. He will interfere English with Malay. M. So kind Now if you sit in Malaysia Is there a kind of familiar or close? Indonesia? Not bad but not like when I had it is in Indonesia. What does "quite" mean? Reasonable expensive. No no no not bad eh who? Eh he's not much not much not a little. Not much, not a little. For example, when I was in my degree, if I'm about to go to university face mask. Oh yes. Hehe. Face mask. Then black glasses black if you want to go if you go to university oh university because of the big university it's not big because it's not big for me to use it For but people already know that sometimes study there know so if it's closed is it any help? for strangers at least from 10 to five oh but he is a person who will always do anything if it looks like someone will take it image to stop to what take a picture even if it's one university, always see you Yes Eh, sometimes I do it we're tired, we've lost energy because I am an introvert. I am an introvert very. Maybe this gives the impression that I am strong This. But I am an introvert at what level I've met someone long, After this I have to sit alone. Hmm. Well, I've lost energy from sitting. So I don't want to talk to people. I don't want to look left and right. suddenly came. But we have to service. We can't go there and there, can we? may. We must serve everyone. But the majority of content creators are introvert right? Yes. Didn't notice. Correct. Correct. Correct. But not all of them are majority. Majority. Majority. Majority. There is a little that extrovert. But the majority are introverts with humans but with if there is no one with There's a camera and he does strange things always like that eh. Why? Ah do not know. Possible maybe because we don't have any friends right. he maybe because he doesn't have any friends hmm who was invited to talk hm but as human nature he wants to talk finally he made the camera finally the majority who open the camera introvert. Introverts have met maybe many humans. Hmm. Because I see that my gas is the majority talk about everything I say, I'm an introvert, I am an introvert. But there are lots of people who know them too, right? So, there are people in Malaysia too Malaysia is known as well. Not Lots. Not much. But there is There is Malaysian Malay people exist. Yes, there is. Ha haah if you look closely at TikTok Analytics can check now. Do you know? what percentage? Malaysian a okay we open it. The biggest platform is TikTok, right? I want to open TikTok. Ah, the biggest platform is TikTok, right? 6 million? M hm hm. Analytics. Oh Indonesian how many people in Malaysia? In Malaysia too. In world. Oh, how much is Indonesia? How many? How much is the total? 200 million. How to check? I forgot. If it's close, you can take a look. Okay, okay. Okay. How many Indonesians are there in the world? 200. Confirm 200 million. over 200 million There is. Ouch. Indonesia 82%. Malaysia one 20 82% what percentage than followers? Well, I mean percent percent percent. Yes. Percent. Okay. A but Malaysian people only say percent. Malaysians also say percent. Person Malaysia 1.8%. Ah okay. Not much. Oh, there are a lot. 1.8% of 6 million How many? Er 60,000 ah. 60,000 yes. 60,000 people. Pretty solid ah. Kuala Lumpur 45%. 45 from City. C from 1.8 earlier. Okay, yeah. The majority of all sat at I'm there God willing. Eh, but it's close in Indonesia the majority, even though the countries are similar a maybe a village to what but there is also internet. Still there is there is there. Solid ah. Solid. Solid. Now if I were in Indonesia thank God it's not that big Who is it? Not the big one like Raffi Ahmad is like that. Don't know Raffi Ahmad. still never heard. The biggest celebrity in Indonesia. Not not big like him. But he ever heard you in rasa. But every time I come to the city everywhere there is always someone you know. Hmm. I went into the Mart, went into what, went in where, people know. Your recommendation people become famous. If possible, that's my goal now. to continue this social media only two. Business preaching. the same preaching business. business because my income too come from ee selling it a then already have a business there is but bankrupt is mismanagement It means is mismanaged now I son God willing, I'll be here soon plan experience to do it again have sold product A before this yes selling bankrap selling bankrap up to four or five of my businesses go bankrupt what it means is that if you are rich you are rich if you are famous not necessarily Happy to sell to where? Yes Yes Because we have no knowledge. Hmm. We have no knowledge. Because in this business there must be knowledge. But near the game near the TikTok shop Indonesia is indeed a place where people make money Now. Kaukau yes? What are you? Jidan ah. Oh yes. You you eh. Kaukau kawkau sanga. So the world is the same as Malaysia like awesome. Yes It's really awesome. It's really awesome. But I'm like a plague. I sell products like why it's hard to have lots of followers. I'm confused I have a lot of followers, but I sell products to sell 100 kinds heartbroken. But thank God if it has gone up Ah sell, many buy. But if it's not consistent like a plague what does it mean if it goes up? ee sometimes there are lots of people who buy it, sometimes there are few buyers when the curve is the curve is like this sret sret sret sret hmm unstable or not. I don't know why. God willing, I will have to sit down later with many businessmen to ask about this article. Yes, God willing. Alright. Thank you so much aa Husain aa because willing spend time with us tonight. A yeah Yes, can I look? I have a list last question? Yes. Yes if not, if there isn't, we can end it. You can gas it. How many hours has it been? There is 1 hour more hours more 2 hours ee 2 hours 2 and a half hours. Oh, I'm still a little bit. How much is it, bro Kowi? Four huh? Four four. That next not Q&A No, I have a list of questions alone Well, there is no kut. No. No. No. Okay. There aren't any? Because m I put in some in GPT chat h based on Wikipedia. So I don't want these points ask but too many aa references Indonesia has a problem applies. So I don't know what to do actually applies to life kadam in Indonesia. So I will watch if I ask ah, one of them is me You can see words like muta etc. So I think kadam a kut who understands what is meant words with the name Hanan and so on. So yeah thank you so much sometimes because spend time eh. I really appreciate it know the reason for being the first Indonesian. Thank God. I also appreciate because the first Malaysian podcaster. Thank God. Invight me. Because I thought I had a conversation with Irfan that day I think it's the beginning of this year. I said In 2025, I want to add even more Indonesia ah. Because I feel like me I like watching Ustaz Adi Hidayat, Ustaz Abdul Somad. I feel like one day If you have good fortune, why not get anything? with him because he is a prayer person come to Malaysia kut. There are also things like this come once again it feels like. A so I just knew one day Allah Subhanahuwataala will send so people Indonesia so we can meet you here, God willing. So the most I What a mind blower, sir, crazy about science Husin himself is not glazing anything but this is true because of the fact that can be used to teach Arabic all in what the sciences are all in Arabic May Allah bless you Subhanahuwataala to Kadam himself steadfastness consistency and sincerity that's the most difficult one, right? yes I myself have one too Ah there's a problem so i think everyone ah everyone he he he really won't finish right The last. Because of this, we need murabbi. Murabbi I mean eh the person yes who always eh remind us. I have several. So when we have like high there are capable people who say don't be arrogant, don't be fooled, take care of yourself, take care of your heart. Hmm. Well, that's what we need prospective content creators, people who want to famous, don't rush to be famous until you get murabbi. Ee tok gurulah doesn't have to be tok guru, but a friend who is always steadfast when you I've made a mistake. Hmm. Misurab is a true person who expects nothing from us. But the difficult thing is that you haven't met him yet. It's really hard. If it were easy for everyone have a murabbi. Oh Okay. Thank God. So what kind of thing to do to correct sincerity? which I sometimes make Meaning If so, always make sure sincere in the right circumstances. One of Morbi I spoke before yes eh you always upload the content leave 1 minute or 2 minutes for questions to yourself For who. You made this content. Hmm. For who? Hmm. So ah for Allah. For God. For Allah. Check it out. So talk to yourself for Allah. Even though in my heart I feel like yo. Oh, even if you have a heart like that, don't you? also speak for Allah. Forced speech and post too. The name in Sufism he is called Riyadah. Riyadah. Riyadah. Exercise or ee kind of learning to be sincere. Every time If we are not sincere, we have to force ourselves to be sincere. Hmm. Hey. When we pray, we are not devout, we force solemnity. Hmm. So it just keeps on going. Force again, force again, force again. We Our faith, faith, faith is still at level two lah. Hmm. Alright. Thank you so much. Now tomorrow morning this class. Ahah. No no no. Oh, it's not starting again. Didn't start. I'm on leave. I'm on leave. Oh, okay. Next October. Alright. Thank you so much. Ah, thank you so much. Because we already have 1:00 is like usual, sometimes sorry a little later, there are final words viewers. Hmm productive meaning don't don't don't always is in a room hiding from many humans then don't do anything. No ee as a return to the previous language senanganiibunun fihima kirsir minanas asat wal faraq. Two pleasures that many people forget. Health and time free time. Please be productive. Don't throw it away period. Don't waste time. Do everything things that can be done. Failed to rise Again. Failed to get up again. Okay. Until when we reach a certain age we don't have many regrets coming. Barakallahu fikum. Alright guys, as usual you can comment Below are your questions, people Comment again on who else our guests are want to pick up next. God willing, we will see you in good fortune upcoming episodes. Is never again what is the podcast with tasbih kifarah yes. Any kind of first time is fine thought? Let's start now. Thank You. So let's start this episode in the future we will use tasbih kifarah guys. Subhanallah, may Allah bless you. Peace be upon you, and Allah's mercy and blessings wabarakatuhikum. Assalamualaikum guys. 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