foreign [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] hi there Rend it's been a little while did
you miss me? You thought you'd buried me, didn't you? risky cause I always come back since we spoke bro I know you need me you're
the Sheep I'm the shepherd know your place to lead me not your place to be biting off
the hand that feeds me hi everyone I've been taking some time to be distant I've been taking
some time to be still I've been taking some time to be by myself since my therapist told
me I'm Ill and I've been making some progress lately and I've learned some new coping skills
so I [Music] this time is different man trust me I feel
like things might be falling in place but my music's being kind of doing bits too like
I actually might do something great and when I'm gone maybe I'll be remembered for doing
something special with myself that's why I don't think that we should talk man because
when you're with me it never seems to howl you think that you can amputate me I am you
you are me you are I I am we We Are One splitting two that makes one so you see you gotta kill
you if you wanna kill me I'm not left over then I'm not scraps on the side oh your music
is thriving delusional guy where's your top 10 hit where's your interview with Oprah wow
your Grammys ran nowhere yeah but my music's Iraq War 20th Anniversary: Tony Blair Announces Start of Military Operations (2003) the radio they never even blame me so why
would I concern myself with that but my music is really connecting and the people who find
it respect it and for me that's enough because this life's been tough so it gives me your
purpose I can resting man you sound so pretentious ran your music is so self-centered no one
wants to hear another song about how much you hate yourself trust me you should be so
lucky having me inside you to guide you remind you to manage expectations provide you perspective
nothing you neglected I get it you wanna be a big deal next to me Hendrix forget it man
it's not like that man it's just like that I'm inside you you twice no it's not mine
you're wrong when I write I belong let me break a fourth wall by acknowledging this
song Run sits down has a stroke of Genius he wants to write a song that was not done
previous a battle with the subconscious Eminem did it played on guitar Plan B did it man
you're not original you criminal record it's the Pinnacle of your success is stealing other
people's material brand mate we've heard it all before oh she sells seashells on the seashore
[ __ ] you I don't need you I don't need to hear this cause I'm flying by myself I'm
a genius I'm great and I will make waves and I'll shake up the whole world beneath her
that's why I speak your truth your [ __ ] God complex leaks out of you it's refreshing
to ask for you say it instead of downplay oh music is all about the creative process
and if people can find something to relate to within that then that's just a bonus [ __ ]
you I'mma [ __ ] kill you random [ __ ] kill me then I [ __ ] have you ran I'm gonna
do it watch me prove it it'll be you to download music cause I call the shots I choose if you
die yeah I call the shots until I choose to survive I'll tie you up a knots when I lock
you massage thank you news flash I was created at the dawn of creation I am Temptation I
am the snake in Eden I am the reason for treason beheading all Kings I am sin with no Rhyme
or Reason none of the morning Lucifer Antichrist Father of Lies Mustafa Lee's truth in the
blunder deceitful Pretender the banished revenge of the righteous surrender when standing in
front of my solar eclipse my name is Stitch to your lips so you see I won't bow to the
will of immortal feeble a normal you wanna kill me I'm Eternal or more I live in every
decision chaos that causes the vision I live inside that the beginning of ends I am using
Army I am your friend [Music] hi Ren I've been taking some time
to be distant I've been taking some time to be still I've been taking some time to be
by myself and I've spent half my life ill but just as sure as the tide starts turning
just as sure as the night has dawn just as sure as the rainfall soon one is dry when
you stand in an eye of a storm I was made to be tested and twisted I was made to be
broken and be I was made by his hand little part of his plan that I stand on my own two
feet and you know me my will is eternal and you know me you've met me before face to face
with a beast I will rise from the East and I'll settle on the ocean floor and I go by
many names also some people know me as hope some people know me as the voice that you
hear when you loosen the Noose on the Rope and you know how I know that I'll Prosper?
cause I stand here beside you today I have stood in the Flames the cremated my brain
and I didn't once Flinch or shake [Music] in the music that I left behind ferocious
persistent Immortal are you a climate to different side [Music] oh oh [Music] foreign [Music] I shouted out into an empty room into a blank
canvas that I would defeat the forces of evil and for the next 10 years of my life I suffered
the consequences with autoimmunity illness and psychosis as I got older I realized there
were no real winners and there were no real losers in psychological warfare but there
were victims and there were students it wasn't David versus Goliath it was a pendulum eternally
swaying from the dark to the light and the more intensely that the light Shone the darker
the shadow it casts it was never really a battle for me to win it was an eternal dance
like a dance the more rigid I became the harder it got the more I cursed My Clumsy footsteps
the more I struggled so I got older and I learned to relax and I learned to soften and
that dance got easier it is this eternal dance that separates human beings from angels from
demons from gods and I must not forget we must not forget that we are human beings