hi everyone welcome to my podcast my name is David gam and I've been a speaker of the spiritual wisdom aala for over 20 years to date I've given over 2,000 seminars and donated over 30,000 hours of personal coaching covering the spiritual laws of relationships health and healing prosperity and our Soul's purpose 10 years ago my spiritual path laid the foundation to help me co- find what is one of the largest health and wellness brands in the world called Mary with Organics each week I hope to share with you from a spiritual point of view the energy and challenges your soul might experience as well as the Practical real life tools you can use to create Miracles if what you learn on my podcast inspires you you may learn deeper on my master class cabala 1.com I've designed it to be a pay whatyou can model so that it can be accessible to everyone and of course all proceeds go to [Music] charity hey welcome everyone I'm excited to kick off this podcast series and um take your advice and go deeper with both spiritual cabalistic and real life content from my own experiences and from my studies that I've gotten from my mentors over the last 25 years I want to dive right into it I'll try many different formats and uh get feedback from you on what you appreciate and what's most helpful but the biggest feedback I've received is you would like to receive deeper content deeper cabalistic and spiritual understanding of Life of our soul while we're here and how to tap into higher levels of consciousness so I'm going to start by I'll always be reading from different ancient text this is not my wisdom this is not my knowledge uh I think it's very limited to just be speaking from my own point of view I want to share these deeper texts that the sages have given us over thousands of years and do my best to make it practical for you I'll always be also taking Concepts that are relating to this week's energy and what's happening cosmically astrologically energetically uh that's affecting all of our souls so I hope that you feel that this resonates with you and uh that is content that you find that you can use practically right away in your life so I'm going to first uh read a couple sections from uh the Great Sage his name is Yuda ashlag and uh came to this world close to a century ago and brought to us the most practical way of understanding cabala and one of the things that he helps us understand is how to elevate to higher levels of consciousness and for those of you who might be newer to the wisdom of cabala have to first understand that the there are two forces in this world there's the force of what we call the Creator that is an endless force of giving and sharing and this Creator Force created the only other entity in this world which is the vessel the desire to receive all of this energy in fact the way creation unfolded has been a cause and effect chain there is a cause which is a force that wants to give and to share and that created an effect which is all the souls of humanity in order to receive and manifest the beneficence of this Creator and already we're gleaning a very powerful spiritual law for all of us when we have a desire to share a desire to bring something to the world a desire to love a desire to create a desire for maybe a a product idea you have and a product that you want to bring to the world just by having this desire and it being a strong and true desire from deep within you you will manifest immediately a desire in this world to receive that energy so essentially what we're saying is just by you having a desire to share a product with the world this desire creates a customer to come and buy it from you it's a really interesting concept but you may be saying well a lot of people have created products and these products don't sell the customers don't come that's a deeper reason of why the customers don't come the customers are there because you would never have an idea to create something unless there was someone in the world who had a desire to receive it from you so on one hand your desire to share is creating a desire to receive but also this desire to receive was already somewhere in in the world giving you the idea to share it goes both ways and it's really powerful and a lot of these Concepts often might seem contradictory on one hand I'm telling you one Spiritual Secret and then I might share another secret later that contradicts the first one but you need to know that there is still truth and wisdom in both because spirituality always has two points of view from the point of view of the light of the Creator which is the source and from the point of view of the vessel even the theory of rela ity shares with us that the point of view always matters so when you have a desire a true desire deep and it's a real desire it's a 100% desire for something then you will manifest a reality around you that will come to receive it from you and often the reason why things aren't manifesting or your product is not selling is because your desire is not 100% desire is maybe all over the place I see this a lot in the times I did business coaching people want to manifest something great and what the negative side does is it comes and it interferes by giving you many more projects to do the negative side starts giving you a 100 ideas a hundred ways to make money another hobby another friend to uh to to go out with another another board to sit on another company to invest in this all always happens and I see it in my own life where when I'm on the track to creating something new that I really want to from the bottom of my soul what does a negative side do to me gives me more quote unquote great opportunities these are distractions that are there to take your desire and diffuse it to compartmentalize it and when the desire isn't strong the universe does not know what to do I've spoken about this many times before which is there are really two concepts around desire that we all kind of fall pre to one is either the desire isn't strong enough so it becomes a diluted desire and we know the difference of Desire between someone who is already completely certain that no matter what they will win they will finish they will they will manifest what they want nothing will get in their way we know what that desire is like it's like the Olympic athlete desire it's the Navy SEAL desire they know no matter what they rather die then not win and then there's a desire of you know I would like to it would be nice if this desire is a weak desire this desire is guaranteed to be blown over one or two obstacles a couple of doubts sprinkled in by the negative side and this person is finished so that's one concept around desire that causes us not to manifest the second concept which is actually a more common one but a very tricky one is what we call the competing desires for example you do have a strong desire to be in a relationship to to get married to have children and you're single now and you're not sure why it's not manifesting in your life in your 20s you get into your 30s and maybe in your 40s and you're still alone and you're wondering what is it I want so badly to be in a relationship why is it not manifesting however if we took your soul which is made up of your desires and we looked at it with a magnifying glass or maybe like a spiritual MRI we would see that there's a part of you that wants to be in a relationship and then there's another part of you that actually wants to be free another part of you that loves being alone or loves your alone time and maybe there's a third part of you that believes being in a relationship actually means you'll be controlled and you hate control now what's going on here we have three desires you're probably most conscious of the first one which is you desire to be in love but there's these two hidden what we call competing Desires in your life that are sabotaging the first one and what you get now is a gridlock of desires these desires start to press upon each other and confuse the vibration of the universe the universe is now confused on one hand there's a part of you that's signaling out to the universe send me my soulmate and then there's another part of you that's signaling out to the universe I like my alone time I don't want to be controlled woman once confessed to me that she realized there's a small tiny part of her that doesn't want to be in a relationship because then when she gets married and she has children she's going to lose her body she's not going to be as as she's say sexy as she is now single so it's this very interesting Dynamic she's trying to make herself attractive to find someone but she also knows when she finds someone she falsely believes she'll become less attractive you see we have a competing desire now so there's a push pull usually what happens in these kind of scenarios is after the third or fourth date when things are going well you'll find a way to sabotage it not conscious of the fact that you're doing that and so we begin to blame the types of men or the types of women or we blame the city we live in right every every city I go to what does everybody always say it's impossible to date in this city that's what they say I ask single people how is it dating in New York how is it dating in Miami how is it dating in Los Angeles how is it dating in Houston or Austin and it's funny wherever you live you will always say the hardest place to date is where you're living and so a thought comes maybe I need to go to a different city maybe I need to change my hair or change the way I dress change the way I look and of course there's spiritual uh there's a spiritual Foundation behind changing our environment for sure but to realize wherever you go there also goes your competing desires so one of the things I would ask all of us who are listening especially connected to this week's energy because this week is all about the final manifestation the final manifestation of our Soul's energy and it's a very deep concept I mean I could give hundreds of of of podcasts just about what this week is all about and the final manifestation of our Soul's energy but one of the things that can be revealed to us this week is where our competing desires are and one of the ways practically that I try to unearth mine is to know that if there's an area of your life that you're stuck by the way catalytically the definition of stuck means you should be able to manifest within seconds any desire you have like technically that's supposed to be the norm meaning I have a desire for something and it should appear in my life like within an hour in fact an hour is too long it should I should say I desire my soulmate and this person knocks on my door that's actually what the miracle realm is but what happens is we desire a soulmate we desire prosperity and then it takes time and there's a process and it takes years or decades before we get what we desire so this is the week to First realize if I'm stuck somewhere it means I have a competing or a diluted desire and this week we can be shown we can be shown what those is desires are so what I like to do is just sit down and say Where am I stuck no what are all my desires and like write it on a piece of paper what's all my desires around Prosperity what's all my desires around um relationships around children around Health what are all my desires and I share this once because for many of you might know that for the last 25 years I've been studying cabala for the last 20 I've been teaching it all for charity it's been my life's work the most meaningful thing that I do but at some point realizing I'm in this physical world and having a family um I had to create sustenance right we have to live and so created a brand with Mary Ruth 10 years ago called Mary Ruth Organics that was our brand and for the first 10 years of my life on a spiritual path from the age of I would say 19 to 29 I was so broke like as broke as it gets cuz my life was devoted to volunteerism and charity work and when I was ready to finally go out into the world to draw sustenance it was so difficult for the first few years nothing was working and I started to realize I'm doing all the spiritual work I'm helping so many people but I'm still broke I can't manifest anything in the real world and that was an incredibly painful and and and to be honest a period of feeling almost like a victim like hey I'm doing all this good work and why isn't the universe quote unquote rewarding me which is so against spiritual law to think this way but I fell into this trap and I started to look at okay well what are my competing desires because the universe wants to give me right the Creator wants to give you more than you want to receive say the sages the Creator wants to give you millions of times more than whatever your desires are and in fact once they give it to you at this exact moment there's no blockage or delay in the Creator the delay is only because of what's Happening inside of our own soul so I realized a really powerful competing belief I learned that in the early days of my teaching here in Los Angeles it was the time where cabala was very big in Hollywood and the celebrity world and so I was involved in a lot of teaching privately in people's homes and I was young and this really had an impression on me I saw that the the wealthier the person that was learning wealthy or famous successful in some way the more challenged their children were the more dysfunctional their family was the more chaos they had I Subs subconsciously Associated great wealth and success with family dysfunction and difficult children and a belief system emerged inside of me that I was not aware of that caused me to subconsciously push away success because I thought falsely the more successful you are the worse your children will get now of course there's probably a statistical correlation to that maybe I don't know the the data on it but that is a limitation of this world that is not based on any spiritual truth the spiritual truth is the creator has everything and we can be like the Creator we are meant to be like the Creator which means you are meant to be abundant and have amazing children and not to say that there won't be challenges in both departments but this is your Birthright to have both and everything else we have so many limited beliefs and I think probably my next podcast I'll talk about the next I mean the next layer of limited beliefs that we have such as one of the biggest ones I've noticed and I can talk about this in the next podcast The Limited belief that I need to suffer to be successful it's got to be a grind there's got to be so much failure before you're successful right we watch these these social media videos where you know the basketball player the Olympic Athlete they failed and they suffered and they broke bones and everybody was against them and the world was against them and and they they pushed through and they rose up and they know 20 years later they got a gold medal and by the way that's true too that's that's a guaranteed way to get there but what if just listening to a podcast for 20 minutes you could change the belief system that you don't need to suffer to get a gold medal what if you just believe that it was easy to get a gold medal what if you believe that it was easy to make a million dollars it was easy to find your soulmate Elon musk thinks it's easy to colonize another planet now for him he has a lot of challenges but there probably as many challenges as we may have just building a business down the street the point is it's all Consciousness it's all whatever you believe that creates your reality if Engineers come to Elon Musk and say well we can't make this car or this space shuttle this certain way because there's and this he writes this in his book because of this law or this regulation and it's not possible it's never been done before he just says well hire some lawyers to change the law what's the big deal I mean how many of us if a law told us we couldn't do something in the business World our next logical thought would be well I guess I'll hire a bunch of lawyers to go change the law like as a very matter OFA way oh again it's all relative so relative he's on his level we're on our level but the point is no matter what level you're at no matter where you are in the world no matter what business you're in or religion you're part of or spiritual path it's all the same spiritual concept whatever you believe becomes your reality so this week's energy find those competing beliefs write down all your desires and actually see which ones are clashing with each other that's where the energy is stuck that's where the greatest Miracles are ready to come forward in your life and next week I'll talk about more limited beliefs and how we can break free from them