[Applause] isn't that beautiful wow i don't want to go back to the orphanage again i have found my place at the family table and there everyone have a special sauce and this is this is the beautiful part of this even just being here with patricia when you entering into more a covenant or relationship in the orphan world if i came in here it is what can i get but sons and daughters what can i give it's a whole different way of operating how can i add value to what you love because you're already valuable in the orphan world you're trying to make yourself valuable chair number one you know that jesus didn't die to make you valuable he died because you are valuable let me say in the orphan world you do not realize sing that jesus didn't die to make you valuable jesus actually died because you are valuable and the whole actually death experience was not so much sin it was a love thing that the father loved you so much that he gave his only begotten son and i look forward to actually i'm just sensing there's so much revelation flowing in me right now that i have to stop from home because i want to laugh and i want you to make me laughs and i want to break this down into bible sizes because i know i have a tendency i want to overdose people and a lot of my filipino they sit there for eight hours just we have this revelation but then they spend a whole year to eat of it so it's kind of the way i often operate i have a big table with all kinds of food but then they take the whole year of processing the food i thought by mentioning a couple of tools some we maybe have out here but one of them i have a book called the baptism of love and it breaks down in matthew 3 70. there's five primary revelation that jesus got through this baptism of love and later on there is a question who does the world here channel number 3 say that i am matthew 16. and they said well someone said you are so if you did a survey who does arizona say that i am or who does america say well here does the muslims say oh hit us you can just going into chair 3. finally jesus decided let me ask chair number two let me ask simon bar jonah that's simon son of jonah orphan simon is up and down who do you say simon at this moment he had a visitation like he sometimes had visitation in jail one and this was one of those chain number one visitation how do i know because he got a father revelation so in that moment from chair two he suddenly stops for a moment and then he gets a father revelations and he looks at jesus and says so the question is what is your special sauce jesus i mean you spend all this time i mean he's raising the dead he's the brother of life i mean he is the living water you can wait all he is an apostle he is a prophet he is i mean so who do you say patricia king is or who do you say lay fatline so who are you who are you who are you and in the middle of all of that simon at this time ben amin i'm sure that his mind was going you are the king or you are the lord or you are chair too but this time he stops listens because he wanted to hear what the father says about jesus because jesus identity and value is what the father said about him so when simon captured that he looks at jesus wow and he says you are the christ what is christ means the dove the anointed one you are the christ you are the son son son you're the daughter daughter you are a son son you're an anointed son you're an anointed daughter that's who you are you maybe have a lot of other things you maybe have a big apostleship but the first thing oh he is an not the first thing everybody should say she's an anointed daughter she's an anointed son that is fathering that is a friend that is all there's nothing wrong with those things but the major making sure the main thing because listen who jesus is to you is who jesus will be through you i'm going to say that three times because somewhere oh jesus he is the lion and i'm not even going to mention a name i know patricia will know who this guy is but so i'm trying to be very careful here we're online i love and honor this person but i was doing this an event with some other key leaders that some of you will know that are on the top of some of these mountains and this person it was constantly it's like jesus's special forces he is the favorite scripture versus him cleaning the temple and there was this mask and i realized well i i know when you are viewing jesus because i know i can tell you how your marriage is because you jesus is to you is who he will be through you and if all you can see is the lion and you don't see that lamb then you roar and people scatter instead of gather because it doesn't come from a lamb's heart so at that moment he looks up and he said he gets his amazing father you are the you are the united you are the united son and ninth daughter son and daughter with a dove that's who you are peppa and jesus said simon chair to bar jonah this kind of a revelation could have only got from my father but now when you know who i am now you can know who you are after all these years with me you'll no longer be chair two simon barjona you're going to be peter rock chair number one because you rock [Applause] and up on this rock say this rock what rock no yeah peter but what is that rock up on this identity upon this identity anointed sons and daughters upon this rock upon this identity upon this peter petrus up on this rock i will build my church problem in chattanooga too we are building churches so we have hell in it and all around it but jesus never called us the big church he says i will build my church and i'm going to build it up on the identity of anointed sons and daughters and upon this unshakeable identity and building a church the gates of hell will not prevail again and and i give you some keys and it's the keys not just to the kingdom but of the kingdom so you can be involved in the losing and binding business so if there's something here on earth that is not in heaven wow from this place from this resting place resting in who you are because who jesus is to you is who he would be through you so do i have eight volunteers right now eight people have not been in chernobyl two this morning i'm just your guest yes you come up yes ma'am we have yes i thank you for volunteering give me a five yes sir yes ma'am you come up here yes you are chosen yes listen many people listen many people are called a few are chosen and let me see yes now i think we have about eight people i want you all to line up here yes ma'am come up let me see how many we have one two three four five six i need two more to make the yes man and there's i'm just trying to see the weaker link here there's a lot of hands i'm just you don't know what you're volunteering for because you say how many of you would like to get into debt and everybody raise it now okay yes you are yes patricia al and for people online just fasten your seatbelt watches what i am going to do and then it's going to be hard candy is there a screen for these people to see can you are you just seeing the backs for a moment if it is okay just no this can be hard for a camera okay i'm just thinking because i want everyone here and you're going to listen to the instruction you're going to turn yourself this direction this direction this direction that's very good very good very good what i'm about to do just for everyone just look at me while you're looking at this direction and for the people online you also watch with me and if you like it you can just send in a little i like that i'm about to the lady in the back here i will tap her on the shoulder say tap she will turn around so she will turn around i will show her certain movements a movement she will then show tap the next person say next person she would tap her on the shoulder and show exactly say exactly so your responsibility is very simple do what you see the person show you like jesus only what he saw their father do my question i've done this with ceos i've done it with fortune 500 i've done it with all kinds of people i have never seen anybody make it but my question is how is the fate level in this room do you believe these people this simple little thing that i am showing her can that now be transfer and go down the line and in the end do you believe what i show down there is what i am going to experiencing here how many of you have faith in them let me see your hands how many of you have a little bit doubt let me say honestly a little bit there's quite a few of you there there's a little doubt in this room so but i'm sensing so would it be helpful for you if the fate level was up in this room and listen do you remember if you are in chair number one you already have an a-plus before you started so you cannot fail so you do not do it from pressure say no pressure only papa's pleasure say pleasure fasten your seat belt are you ready okay so all of you just look straight ahead you're allowed to breed by the way i don't i don't have insurance on this one so so i would go down and you just wait and then don't say or ask anything you just wait you turn around and there will be these hands movement watch watch the details of exactly what that person did that person then wait i will nod my head it is finished that person tapped the next person show exactly the same and we start this journey of transformation you just wait turn around exactly we give her one more should we try one more time i'll get one more we give the first one we give one more we how many of you believe second chance yes good yeah you [Laughter] okay she added that too now okay no okay we start okay we start over again this is third chance mike seven times seventy ha ha okay ha ha ha ha ha ha [Applause] [Music] [Applause] there you go it's harder to do with a mask so just on [Applause] [Music] okay [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] ah [Music] oh yeah nicely done [Applause] hmm [Applause] [Music] okay okay okay now we wanted to check all of you may be go seated except for my precious friend here all of you give them a good hand they did a very good job okay now no i want you to tap me on the shoulder and the challenge is i want you to show me exactly where i started here so i want to make sure that there was no watering down here okay so you tap me on the shoulder right and you show me exactly what they showed you okay [Music] [Applause] [Music] okay i don't know now let me show let me show now so you can see let me show you exactly and i want to see if you i know there's a very wise audience here i wanted to see do you notice any differences okay tap you can turn around i was holding off my hand no just wait i hold it up my hand i went down and i picked up an apple i breathed on the apple three times three times i dried it on my shirt one two three i took the apple i put it on the head of the person i went down and i picked up a bow and i arrow and i shot the apple [Applause] okay let's have some question and answering time for the people online so here we are normal christianity how did we end up there [Music] and what does this world see how did this actually happening was it did i tell them to focus concentrate be this i mean you can just go to all the different instructions but what happened here why why did this happen give me just some keywords just keywords what was missing pressure there was pressure but i told them there's no pressure only pleasure you have an a plus do it from tier one okay so communication miscommunication but i was clear about the communication i am going to tap you on the shoulder you turn around i show you exactly what you're supposed to do all you need to do is what you see the father do all you say is when you hear the father so the instruction is clear this is very clear but what has happened how is this world ending up in such a mess what are we showing them so what else perception there's something about the perception what you perceive that you're seeing okay that is very good there's one other key fear interpretation yes there's another key word i want to capture that's the key that's the key word let me go there that was the key word she said i did not understand i want you to look at me what you do not understand and i'm not about informative i'm not even just talking about the heart going from head to heart understanding i am talking about connecting that with the experience what i don't understand i will not know how to value say value if i don't know how to value it i don't know how to steward it say steward but if i don't know how to steward i don't know how to multiply say multiply what i don't know how to multiply i don't get authority say authority let me do that one more time so if you see it's like a circle with arrows say understand value steward multiply authority what i don't understand i wouldn't know how to value it if i didn't know how to value what was thought that taking place i would not have to steward in the right way so if i were to give you a ring and that ring you thought it was a cubic zirconia or glass the way you will take care of it what you would do with that ring has all to do with you understanding what i gave you you valuing it if that was a diamond the way you treat it take care of it is very different based upon the understanding has to do with the value and what you value then you start to steward but if you don't know how to steward that then you don't know how to share that to the next person or multiply it and if you do not multiply you will not get authority over it so in a good way so mark 4 13. i'm not i'm going to kind of get to the point here but mark 4 13 says if you do not understand say understand this parable say this parable you will not understand a parable say parables what he's saying that the key to understanding this this one parable has all to how you see everything about the kingdom all the other parables is connected to understanding this parable but what was that parable all about it was about the sower it was about the seed and it was about the soil so if i give you a seed by you're not realizing there is an there's a tree there's a forest there's a potential what i'm giving you there but there's a lot of people you will maybe swallow your seed because you didn't understand the potential the omnipotent the potential that is in that seed so as a result of that if i didn't understand it i wouldn't know how to value it and if i didn't know how to value that i wouldn't know how to steward that but what kind of a soil do we have that is dealing with the heart and we today talking about healing the orphaned heart we're going to learn about the spirit then they have access the kingdom of darkness has access to some of those black spots some of those things that starts to filter down here and each one of those journeys that we went down i have never seen anybody doing it and why did i do this exercise i did it for fun to laugh it's no pressure and i do a lot of this activation because people will remember it i promise you 10 years from now you'll remember which chair are you sitting in and let me tell you something don't do that in your marriage don't tell your spouse hey which are you in right now let me just give you a word of knowledge my wife says i'm gonna take chair number three and hit you in the head if you if you bring up that chair thing one more time my kids is like who that i can't guarantee i'm going to get your insurance but do quickly now so this is just what i'd like to do is whatever if you're going to change a culture you have to have a culture and that has to be a kingdom culture with every culture you have to have the language and if you're not aware of the language because deception is very deceiving so even their intercession chair number two prophecy from chair two uh what about fasting from chair two it's very different than everything from chair one uh let me just give a financial principle the disciples have an assignment there's five thousand men plus women and children primary and chair three they need to be fed so jesus goes to the disciples uh oh excuse me the disciples comes to jesus jesus said chair one they are in chair two how do i know because automatically when jesus said i want you to feed them they're getting together so this is going to take eight months of wages why they have a curse-based mentality it's how much you need to work what you need to do to have to become so we would take eight months of wage if we gather all the money all of us have together it's chair two mentality then that's what's gonna take to be able to feed those multitudes and then jesus different economy because we are focused on what we don't have instead of what we do have it's what jesus we know he takes loaves and fishes into chain number one he blesses it breaks it gives it to the disciples and then from a chair number one they feed the multitudes and there's 12 baskets left over one for each one of the 12 disciples is coming home with a boy the little boy is coming jesus took his lunchbox what happened to your lunchbox and then 12 apostles coming with a big basket it's called a return roi return on your investment kingdom and a lot of people are not where they say well i don't look at the baskets well so you're not ready for the next miracle now you have 12 baskets and the disciples still did not understand and so they were in the boat and the bible says they were in the boat again why did i have to go on the boat again because the first time in the boat they didn't learn the lesson because i didn't understand and as a result they get back to chair two the same way oh this time we don't have any bread they're in the boat what are you arguing about bread when right before he had done a miracle to show them the chair number one ways of the kingdom and they are focusing on what they don't have instead of they do have and they were supposed to be able to do something about it and then jesus says being aware of the leaven of herod the religious and the political political spirit be aware of this that is infiltrating the way you're thinking and then he says uh and he starts to talk this language and the disciple it shared to your look like jesus what are you talking about he said you have ears but you don't hear you have eyes but you don't see you what is and how is it that you do not understand he says i can't remember where mark this is and then then he brings them back today says do you remember this is a key when you cannot see when you cannot hear and you get in chair number two what you have to bring with you is memory stones so that you remember say remember and there is times when i cannot see there's times that i cannot hear but i can always go back to those memory stones i have them on my phone my bag is memory zone to put this on today it's my first trip to africa it's a memory store 32 years of marriage is here all of my office is there i memorized on a papa jack the videos i have is memory stone because i can face stage four cancer here and i'm getting overwhelmed getting chair too it's me against cancer so i'm going back to my phone and i started to rehearse the last time stage four cancer was healed so i'm looking at my beard then i'm looking at my lion and now i'm looking at goliath and now suddenly from not being able to see and hear my hearing comes back and my vision comes back and you do that through the memory stones and that's why you told the israelites when you came over to the other side i want you to build the ed ben niece or eb son niecer helper ebb father ben bin ben son niecer helper sir when you come over you have this ebenezer up on this rock helper open this ebenezer build memory stone tell your children tell your grandchildren do not let them forget because there's times you cannot see and what is happening over and over what got israel and we're going to see this tonight kind of a thing but israel left chair 1 ended up in compromise chair 2 ended up in conflict for 400 years in slavery from the slavery they're heading in back to their promised land because god family god father of abraham isaac jacob he wants his family back on the journey they have the wilderness chair two heading towards the promised land it was supposed to be 40 days it ended up 40 years chair too but in the middle of this whole journey the one thing was to get them out of egypt the problem was to get the just out of them so back then to the beginning and i'm actually going to open up my bible to make this meeting legal and we're going to slow down for a few moments but i think you capture what we're doing now for the next 25 minutes what i do want you to understand to understand so that we can value say value so that we can steward say steward so that we can multiply say multiply so we can get authorities the authority so that we can show a world exactly what the father wanted in the beginning but the problem is we have been abnormal for so long chair too that when the normal is happening we believe it is abnormal so the people down here all they are seeing is this they have not seen so what i'm doing today is i'm bringing you back to the beginning say beginning and in the beginning we starts with genesis say genesis 1 1 and that says in the beginning god say in the beginning god and this is a good place to begin you begin with god and it ends with god the word for god is elohim and i'm trying to be very simple here so let me in the beginning god everything begins with god it ends with god to what is elohim it is a plural name so in the beginning say in the beginning before there is anything say before there is anything this is before creation this is before anything all i'm going to do now is going to give you the blueprint for normal we're going to take you back to glory is that ok because in chair number one it is always glory management chain number two is always sin management i have to say that two more times because one third of you got it this time is going to get you when you are in chair number one listen if you're going to go from glory to glory this starting point has to be glory not sin chair number one is always about stewarding glory understanding glory stewarding glory value glory multiplying glory that's how the whole earth is going to be filled with the glory so chain number one if you're going to go from glory to glory the starting point is glory chair number one is about learning how to manage or steer glory say glory chair number two is about sin management and we have a whole culture trying to deal with helping people to conquer sin we do not realize what sin did was follow short of glory what jesus came was to restores back from sin to glory so he took our sins so that we could get back to chair number one but if we don't have the clear picture that we had here then we are not going to be able to show the world a god that looks like jesus is this helpful so would you join me for a little few moments to the beginning in the beginning long long time ago there was a father say father there was a son say son and there was the holy spirit the holy spirit there was a family say family said it was covenant say covenant if you ask the father father who is the most important is that the father son or the holy spirit and the father would say yes you will see this and this is an eternal this is called an eternal covenant there are many covenants but i'm taking you just back to the eternal covenant before there was anything because everything begins with god and it ends with god we're taking you back to eternity past and then eventually going into eternity future so we can see this whole big picture and then we're going to go into the mic or were you fitting into god's big picture and god's big plan so that you can from this place receive become so that you can release understand so you can value stir multiply and get authority so in the beginning the father the pattern of heaven the father points to the sun say father points to the sun sun points to the spirit says spirit the spirit points to the sun the sun points to the father you see this pattern all through the scriptures the father loves the son say the father loves the son the son loves the spirit say this the spirit loves the son the son loves the father said they are one this is the answer of john 17 to jesus only unanswered prayer that we are back to chair number one going to be one just as they are one that with the glory they had is going to be in us and then in john 17 26 he says father it's one of my top five verses father father i have declared your name among them and i will declare it that the very love father that you have towards me that love it's that love that perfect love the father has towards the son that love is going to be in them and i in them the christ in you the hope of glory father father i've declared your name among them and i will declare that the very love father that you have towards me that love that love is going to be in them so the john 17 26 is the end of that high priestly prayer but if you saw this this is let's say one more time when you say the father loves the son son loves the spirit spirit loves the son son loves the father it's called the culture of honor and honor is what love looks like why is this important because when we're coming in and saying who is the most important patricia king or lay fatlin or who's the most important is that is it joe or leif because in our orphan world we'll say well he is your assistant he is coming do you see the orphan wall in chair too but what would it look like when you have a chair where everybody is just pointing towards one another in chair obturity often compete with one another and it's a fear base because you have to do to have to become to be accepted around the orphan table but still there the orphans are why did he get blessed and not me or he have a breakthrough not me well in chair number one is a whole different systems that's like wow i am because of who i am man i point to papa jack he points to me he points to pauliano he points towards one another and everybody's just honor one another because honor is what love looks like dishonor is the opposite system so we went back again to the beginning to look at the pattern how it was because the only model that i have to go back again to is this bottle how it was from eternity past between a father-son spirit but i want to capture a major key here if you re if you wanted to use the textbook i i believe my healing the orphan spirit will be very helpful on a whole chapter dealing with isaiah 14 and ezekiel 28. in this session i'm just giving some little framework with it but it has to do with lucifer say lucifer lucifer was the first orphan and that's where the orphan heart came from but i want you to capture even before lucifer fell i want you to capture something with me when you're going back to the eternal family there's a perfect love can you agree that in heaven there is perfect love and lucifer the bright and shiny morning star and all the beautiful things that is described about him how many of you know that he experiencing the perfect love in heaven there's no sin but i want you to capture something the father loved the son say the father loved the son but the sun loved the sun the way the father loved the son the father loved jesus said the father loved jesus but jesus loved jesus the way the father loved jesus that's the oneness that's covenant i'm in agreement with my father when my father sees me i see what my father says i says there's totally oneness voice is important we are about to get there this is the root issue this is the root of all roots you never see jesus says why you see the father i'm just the son and it was actually a truth deficiency from the beginning that became a love deficiency that eventually ended up in a blessing deficiency and literally the root of this truth deficiency is god really good this is the root of the orphan heart and are you really good enough that's connection to the eternal so lucifer sirs lucifer and you read that and i wish we had the time to break it down because but i feel it's better for you to do your homework you can have the time to dig in i just want to give the framework and release but this is so this became such a revelation for me as i went back to seeing what actually happened and how did this take place and i wanted to go back again to see the father loves the son son loves the spirit spirit love the son son love the father jesus loved jesus the way the father loved jesus they are totally one wow orphan independent here family interdependent i need you i want you i love you it's a whole different pattern from this beginning so lucifer says that why are you god and i am just a archangel worship leader or so lucifer here is god really good and am i really good enough because if i had i want to be like the most high there's this five i will statement that you read in isaiah 14. you can read in verse 12. it's a whole chapter in my book but i i i five different types that's cheer number two statements well jesus's father father all i do is what i see my father do you see this pattern all over the same with the spirit i'm see i hope you've seen the difference between the chair one and two when i i'm standing in the front of the chair when i talk in what this is a whole different i want to and i know it's chair three but i want you to see that the same spirit here is the spirit of this world that is affecting every sin issue that we have in the world but i want you to go back to the beginning to see what the father have intended so we can see what jesus came to restore so that if we are going to fix this problem we have to get back to the original and to show a wall this kind of a family so moving beyond that and i'm going to just so lucifer came in i want to be like the most high i want to be excited why and then eventually we know that's what led to rebellion in heaven one-third of the angels felt so one-third of fallen angels is what we call demons today so the whole demonic wall is controlled by the father of lie and it is lucifer with his whole hierarchy of this realm the biggest assignment for them is not worrying about the first two reformations it is the next reformation because as long as he keeps for the last 100 years i can show you strategically how lucifer with demonic forces has gone after major strategy and that is attacking he wanted the world to become a fatherless world this is the whole strategy because what jesus came was to not just to show us the way but the destination back home and in the orphan world you don't have a home you may have a beautiful house but not a home you don't have that place at the family table putting also just a couple more scripture verses together here but we know that in six lucifer fell then eventually you say the father-son spirit they came in let us say let us let us make man in our image and in our likeness so the father-son spirit they had a dream we would actually like to create on earth what we have in heaven the same family that we have the same interdependence that we have to say we want to create because everything the covenant is about the family but then the kingdom is the operating system of this family it is the mission of this family it's the expansion it's the rule and the reign of that king and how that's going to operate so the covenant and the kingdom and this so they decided let us make man in our image and after six and a half days creation just to give you the very short version god goes into the highlight of his creation he goes down and he this is i love this creative aspect of it he goes down into the dust that he he probably makes a little image of himself and he looks in and he he breathes into the nostril of this and then suddenly adam comes up i didn't say abba abba is aramaic but is hebrew god breathes down and it's like you have a strong winner papa [Music] i believe the first phase that adam ever saw was the face of the longing father the first voice that adam ever heard and this is the prophetic culture was the voice of the loving father the first feeling and experience he had was the perfect love of his father then he was right there in the presence of his father and then the bible says he was placed in eden say eden eden means the delight or pleasure he's placed in the delight and the pleasure of his father it's going to connect you to the baptism of love what happened last night and the process that we are bringing you back to are you seeing this we're going to find many different angles to get this say gets you seeing his face can you see chair one i'm describing it adam the son of god the luke seeing the father's face hearing the father's voice feeling the father's love experience the father's presence and abiding in the father's pleasure i am well pleased with you eden the delight and pleasure and then papa god does something here's another kingdom principle that i want you to bring in here i'm not trying to overload you but this is i'm excited about this are you guys okay just 10-15 more minutes and then we take a break and then we get back for then god makes adam rest say rest this is called the hard work of rest because when you are resting god is working everything in the orphan world is restless then you will always find that everything in the kingdom that's one of the first thing i'm picking up i have a nature being restless and have this because of all the broken neck back bone evidence i'm going around like this often as well as i've had adrenal fatigue i mean every issue that you can have and this body would so i'm feeling like this but on the inside i have to constantly consciously coming in so the dove is resting but i'm resting in my identity i'm resting in my sonship so when i pray the lord's prayer our father means that it is my pope it is your papa it is our father it is a relational it's provisional but when i'm saying our father it just solidified my sonship because you cannot says our father if you are not in a relationship you can do it as an orphan but you will not see heaven on earth because orphans built from earth towards heaven they valuing god what he's going to do for them instead of who he is anyway so adam he puts adam asleep and all of you ladies i actually this is a because i was up in uh seattle where jane hansen hoyt and a friend of mine pastored our church and now his son john took over well and for years i think actually that's where we had the first healing school ever with randy clark and i had the honor of being there in that church but it was like i shared some of this but suddenly i got invited to all these women's conferences after this this part of my message i just i'm not saying that because i want to be invited to women's conferences but it's like but i'm again what am i after this one here so adam is asleep and we know this story but i want to just to shorten it the bible says god brought eve to adam that verse is very important so my question is god put adam asleep and we know he took the rib and then god did something did it scripture doesn't say the only thing we know is that the next day god brought eve to adam so for me number one my question is who was eve with before she was with adam papa daddy's little girl looking at papa she's seeing the father she hearing the father's voice feeling the father's love experiencing the father's presence and she is abiding in the father's pleasure adam doesn't need anything i got papa eve doesn't need chain number two chin up dating if you are in chair one and somebody in chair two you're unequally yoked because the person in chair two is all about them chair one is all about what can i give how can i bless how can i add value to you i'm laying out my life for you it's a whole different operating system so then god brought eve to adam and then the father blessed them so he blessed them to be he didn't say bless them to do church number two be fruitful be be love be you as i am so you be he's blessing them to be because it is not what you do that makes you who you are it is who you are that makes you do what you do be love be joy he bless that be fruitful multiply and then you get dominion and i know we have a lot of dominion theology that is coming from chair too orphans that is going to climb the mountain and we are going to take over but you only have authority over what you love because if nothing doesn't come from god because god is love first john 4 16 and verse 17 as i am so are you uh can you see the blueprint first adam baba seeing his face hearing his voice fear eve god brings them he blessed them now together so he made them in his ima in his likeness to man and woman he created us you will hear me using a lot of talk about the father and sonship let me help at least with a language in his image was man and woman is the image the face so you cannot see the face of god and if we did a one extra day i would probably do two sessions just on the mother heart of god the reason i'm not focusing on that right now is because of the session is because that side this store gay type of love is also very much needed in the transformation not just the agape but i just realized that ninety percent of the issue is father issues not the mother issue that's a 90 but we still need to deal with the 10. so if i have to focus i deal with a 90 right now but here we have papa seeing his face hearing his voice feeling his love experiencing his presence but then let me shorten this here they are in this garden say garden in the pleasure and the light then lucifer comes in because he doesn't like the father he he sees the same thing that he have seen between the father son spirit now he's seeing in a son and a daughter seeing the father's face they don't need anything they are naked they transparent in chair number two you have fig leaves on and we're going to see that and so does the wall there's enough electricity in this microphone to kill me but i don't feel anything because of all the insulation there's enough of god in you to raise the dead but most of us have a lot of insulation and part of what i'm doing is to get off the fig leaves and get us naked before him again and all over living his shame and covering up and everything else and coming out into the light and walk in the light as he is light so we can have fellowship with one another so he can cleanse us from all sin so that we can show the world a god that looks like jesus but somehow we misrepresented him and that's why i want to get back to the exercise that i did are you guys okay there's a couple more pictures and then just i want to put this framework because i want to put what what i like to do is i take usually people into what i call the macro the big big picture so you can see this whole big picture and then i going into just the basic simple to be with jesus i be with jesus said be with jesus to become like jesus and to live and love like jesus this is a simple discipleship process for the sons and daughters of glory just to be with him to be with him then to become like him and what jesus was all about the father depending totally on the spirit the spirit of adoption that says abba so lucifer when he comes in did god really say lucifer was the first liberal theologian he questioned the word of god did god really say hey what where did this come from do you remember the fall of lucifer what is the root of this here i want you to capture the subtlety of this did god really say listen he said if how many here by the way would like people online to wave to me how many of you would like to be like jesus let me see okay i think we all do but here's the subtlety the way lucifer come in would you like to be like god adam and eve yeah don't you want to be like him listen if you eat from this you're going to be like him do you see what i say listen they already like him they already have an a plus on their report card they already made an issue they're already here in chair number one but the lucifer says come into chair number two and do something because if you do something you will have something and you'll become something welcome to the orphan wall wow and we know the story and then you start with a blame shame game because when you share two but he did or she did or there was no and we start to cover up fig leaves f stands for fear then insecurity because here i'm totally secure in my father's i'm walking in a light there's nothing to hide and 16 years ago and it's important for me to say because people 16 years ago when i was i i was in a treatment center for opiates i spent 11 years after all the surgery on opiates and pain and then for two years i started to abuse it and part of the biggest reason that's why i learned this one missing piece i had had a baptism of love and i loved the world and i was going for it but i did not know how to love me the way that he loves me i'd receive this love and i'm going to take this love to the world and i love the darkest places i went there but in the middle of all my brokenness and all of the things that did not know how to love me the way papa god loves me i thought that was selfish chair number two instead of selfless chair number one that selfless love is when you love you the way that he loves you so anyway i ended up in this treatment center and it's a long story i'm not going to go in there and it was a good place to die and it was a five months totally darkness i couldn't see my father's face i couldn't hear his voice i couldn't feel his love i was crippled by pain and it was not just the pain of all the broken bones that i had not felt for a while because of all the opiates and the medication there was a two-year spiral and i've been studying the spiral for years how do you bring somebody from here and coming down and get them into chair too and then you visit chair one and god does these amazing things the last meeting i did before my treatment center i was in dar salam and i was sitting there and i was ministering and the glory was so strong that a crippled muslim is sitting behind me and his limbs were straightened out and people were very impressed but i was high in opiates because deception is very deceiving because the gifts are revocable and the anointing rests up on the assignment and the assignments are connected to the alignment but i was dysfunctional and everything else and my opposite but as long as i was there my wife she's coming in hey you need help you need to slow down you need to be home but the world needs this and that and what i could point to that my wife didn't have don't you see science wonders a miracle i'm walking to the airport people are falling over in the spirit the anointing is there and in a moment the grace is lifted i'm coming home to huntsville airport drive to florence alabama and in a moment my spiritual father my wife and my pastor came in and rescued me for myself it's called an intervention and it was a very painful journey it was december 2 2005 and they were going to send me to a christian pain clinic and when i landed there i still remember i put all the oxy and all the somas and all in the trash can and huntsville airport and after about five hours into it i started to sweat and i started to feel the pain and i started getting sick fever it's like a little flu and then it gets worse and then worse i know when you've had two heavy years of you can actually die just from anyone that knows a little of this world knows so i'm getting more and more there i'm just thinking why didn't i just stay high all the way till i got to the treatment center at least going to have a bus for now i mean that's if anybody's been they understand that way of thinking that is normal for people like us but when you're dysfunctional but the rest of the world wanted me i was doing healing school conferences about all things which on board we prophesied wait all these things i'm here you see this and then dysfunctional here and but they came in there and i went through this and had to deal with and at this this first afternoon session we're going to deal with some of those key things that is connected in this journey because in the afternoon you're going to learn how to wrestle with god and win how do you do that getting pinned you cannot hurt the dead person the reason it hurts is still that you have something left i'm not saying it doesn't it does hurt grief is good i'm not talking about it but i am talking about that there is a place that you can find in him where you will walk that's why i can share these stories because and part of the reason i wanted to share this story is because what shamed us and i was one of the first plays i was going to minister after this was with bill johnson and randy clark but somebody had already called and said have you heard the story life has been on opiates and life has been in treatment center and by the way the place they send me when i arrived there i walked in and this steel door opened up and i walked in and then i am sick and everything else and the dove have lifted i'm not saying because i had enough baptist in me the dove was in me but not upon me that's just a little theological thing about since my baptism of love i never had any fear about if i were to die i would get to heaven the problem is it felt like hell on earth when the dove is not there i don't have his presence where are you why have you forsaken me where are you god night and day i need you but it's silence all i can see is dark clouds i have pain with god i don't know morning tonight night to morning and the treatment center was a drug and alcohol rehab owned by homosexual and had nothing to do with jesus i guarantee you that it's a very good place to die because if i'd been in a christian place i would know the christian needs language i know all of it is rtf and the zozo and all i i can speak that language just just hide and cover up i don't want to die i still have a hand i can crucify my legs and crucify this have i still have this hand to do something welcome to that wall but in california these people were brutal the first 12 days i was afraid i was going to die the next 18 days i was afraid i was not going to die it got worse i remember i called papa jack day 12 in as a papa jack it was the only purse that was like to call my wife and my children were in europe with my family christmas vacation i was supposed to be there with my family i'm in a treatment center my wife they struggle they know i'm in the treatment center dying and they are with my family and my family shame and my parents and it was just a horrific horrific horrific time but it's probably the best time of my life and i'm going to a mini mold now but it's like an eagle and i have a whole teaching series on this about how the eagle loses his father loses his vision loses to speak the whole molding season but those who wait up on the lord wrap yourself in him you shall renew your strength you shall mount over wings as eagle you're going to learn how to run the knock away you're going to walk and no faith bless the lord all my soul and all that is within me bless his holy name he forget all of his benefits and that's a whole different session that was when i got the revelation on the eagle and i had to wait for fathers to come out and those that's kind of the friday the long saturday lasted five months before sunday came and i remember when the dove came back the presidents came back after five months and i was like i don't want to do anything to offend a dove there was such a sensitivity patricia and i remember i went to alaska in a small group like this and i was praying for them that was right before i did this event with bill and randy and i was praying for people and then but i was so sensitive but it was this big guy a native that came to me and i put my hand there and it was i still can feel it pain that went right through my hand to my back and it was like the holy spirit like i didn't ask you to touch there it was so sensitive i know touch here stop sit down lay down it was a i but i didn't want i want to adjust myself to the dove i didn't try to get a dove to adjust yourself to me and the dove was super sensitive in the season it was just i couldn't even look at the woman's bicycle without the dove lifting and i'm tired but it was i just been to a brutal time and what i wanted more it's not fear-based but i need your presence i need your peace i need your provision i need i need you if i got you i got everything if i have everything i don't have you i have nothing so that was part of that school came out of that very place and then i had to learn how to operate again that's part of the reason why people don't understand a papaya jack that's when i became desperate in the sense of my sonship where i really got in trouble was that i did not know for five years i was a son but i value papa jack also what he's going to do for me that means i have a love with a hook i said i i i i'm a son of papa jack but what that means is i get favored because he's my father but my motive is still self it's just you often disguised in sunship and if these things didn't happen at least to disappointments and then you would draw love i don't know if this is helpful but i came out of the treatment center so to be honest with you i didn't know how to be a son that way so do you know what happened now just quickly i don't know why i'm going over here but i just have to finish this one thing and then because i feel there's oil on it the first place i was going to build is after alaska i'm coming home and honestly i felt like oh i got a little sniffle i got i wanted everything to avoid being in minnesota it's the largest healing school bill johnson randy clark and leif hetland and just remember two weeks early i'm in a treatment center no excuse me i'm in a dark night of the soul but this is may december 2nd now we're in may but i had just got the dove back but i don't know before i could do words on knowledge authority change the atmosphere leak in you could do certain things because you have learned operating the gifts and all those different things that that is stripped away because all you can do now is all i can do is what the father is doing and the father's not doing anything and all i can say is what the father is saying but he's not speaking what do i do then when i have five sessions and they've already said what i'm going to speak about and i've rested with this papa i don't know how to do this any longer and it was so rough because the apostleship wanted to go in there and the leadership only going in there but it had to stay behind sonship because i just had a major shipwreck and every ship got sync and the only one that survived was a tiny little boat with little boy with a dove called sunship and in the middle of all those storms that little boy was resting and i knew that was my safety that's where jesus that's why whoa that's the secret sauce a little girl with a dove so i came and landed in minnesota and then holy spirit i did go through it i think it i did of honor and here i just want for people publicly to know i had known randy for quite a few years this is in i've may bill johnson for quite a few years but something changed in my relationship with them on a whole different level after this when i came up there they knew what i had gone through but they didn't act like that they treat me based upon my destiny not my history that's why i will always honor randy clark because when i was at my worst when i was there full of fear and insecurity had been gone through this whole thing and and papa jack had talked to them and not to slander anything else but he wanted them to be aware i have a son that is very fragile these days love on my son and then the holy spirit says i want you to talk about your failures not your faithfulness don't show the million muslims and i want you to talk about the treatment center this is raw at that time but now it's easier 16 years later but i still feel it i can't get over it i can't afford to because there's all these big ships that is positioning himself they want to go in the front of my sonship that's why if you understand the papaya jack a little bit more now why this is so heavy on me these days that's what i've done for these years because i was safe as long as i not because i had a father but because i had sonship not just towards papa god but had somebody that every day i could serve my father i could put water on his hand i could wash i got to be a son it's the biggest gift in the world just ask jesus about it so many people want to father and they want or even the why of that now i didn't have a wire my sonship i'm fathering this whole movement around the world anyway make that story show minnesota i told my story told about my opiates talked about openly shame fear guilt and what i literally what i'm doing with you and now and all over the place people became set free and there was a group of asians sitting down the third row they've been sponsored by hosanna lutheran church they were crying uncontrollable when i did a baptism of love and then afterwards they said can you meet with us and we met in a little room in this huge mega church and as we were sitting together they're saying and a shared story and i told story and they saw the science wonders and miracles and the muslim world we showed a little video and they said could you please pray for us and i pray because all of them worked in the muslim world but had not seen they've operated in chair too and as a result of that they didn't see much fruit so they would tie and i prayed for them and all of them got touched they ended up on the floor but two of them oil came out of their hands and that was paul yaddo and almira some poor calling and orphan pastors leaders from the philippines just i want you to capture it because there's a key here then right after that whoa oil was flowing out of their hand and they they the next day in the hallway at hosanna i mean there's three thousand people that come up to me say can you father us and paul is an introvert so he was actually excuse me but could you give us a father blessing and i'm thinking yeah i could always bless you yeah no problem and and he said yeah we need a spiritual father we listen to your message about the molting eagle we've been involved in season two and we didn't know it we won revival for years and everything else and the fire was there but then the season shifted and we didn't know when we were losing our feathers on our vision and we are orphans and we we've had visitation in chair one and it's amazing but we live in church we don't know and now we know what's can you please father us and i was like well because again i'm over i father people for five years older than this but this was something new i'm just learning to be a son so i was trying to just well i'm coming to the philippine next year for a little and almira the wife she's like we cannot wait that long jesus christ she did that jacob we're not gonna let go of you until you blast us i'm like okay so release the father's blessing oh i just bless you i believe and just a little bit what i did with people yesterday gave me a kiss and the look of the father the embrace of the father the kiss of just this incredible glory and then released that and they ended up on the floor they came up from there and destiny was born because it takes the fathers and the mother's blessing to unlock the destiny of our sons and others we're going to learn about blessings whoa we're not the orphans i know we're sons another they went back to the philippines revival broke loose has been going on for over 16 years has not stopped and it's not just there in 22 countries hundreds of thousands of names added to the lamb's book of life but here's where i want you to see it so we are in seattle actually doing an event and i got this invitation that everyone in ministry would have dreamed of and i needed it at a time and the holy spirit said say no but because of the dove i said no this is almost here and then right afterwards father's day 2006 my son left emily and i we are nashville and i get this call from the philippines hey daddy lathe and i'm like who is this oh this is paul and amira from the philippines do you remember us oh yes i think yeah oh yeah you from oh yes say hey happy father's day you are a dad and we just a happy father say oh can you come to the philippines because wow when we go and the holy spirit says i want you to say yes because you don't have time for big conferences but you have time for family and i'm honestly saying to you this is probably one of the best investments i've ever done chronic pain and i'm traveling across asia to me two philippines i've just met in an event that i had prayed for sitting down and we started to do life together but paul became such a son to me anybody that knows us close knows that he's my john like jesus out of john i have peter james john i have 12 i have 54 jesus 72 and i but that's my john and he was such a son to me pure that taught me to be a son to papa jack papa jack didn't know how to father that way but now out of the sunshine he started to father me because he had a needy son he often said i never had a son as needy as life if you had been in the treatment center you understood so when i'm hearing other people falling it's just for god's grace that's why the sonship message is important to me because the self-destructiveness of that orphan spirit if it is not for god's grace paul was such a son to me i became such a son to papa jack he started to father me i started to father them just one of our family now we are family our families our mission just one of our family we have 286 000 sons and daughters every that's just in the middle east that's just one of them but we have family fam one of the ones saw in the video as benji they planted over 500 churches but he was also an orphan performing chair two building orphanages called churches science wonders a miracle five of my sons raising the dead chair two love deficiencies but now the family are coming together so they're not mixing polyado's anointing with benji's anointing one of them have the glory another one having incredible anointing jeff yearn maybe you know he's from singapore one of my sons he was also such an orphan one of the greatest words of knowledge healings miracles seeing despair traveling one of my sons but he was such an orphan so eventually he fought me for three years i didn't want to adopt him he was tough but this guy also finding his places at a family table and then he's learning from paul just to be still and know that he is god and then he learned from benji can you start to see how god has raised your family so father i just thank you so much for what you're doing here thank you for this morning and thank you that you're bringing us home thank you for the glorious home coming in i just bless everyone now as we're taking a little break and take about 15 20 minutes and then we will come back at 11 o'clock so i bless you to be you everybody else is occupy in jesus name amen you