well I think since I last was on radio one I didn't got to meet Beyonce a couple of times which the first time I really held it together I was like thanks for having me the show B you know the thing is I was in her dressing room and I was like there was only a little curtain separating us while she's having my makeup done and I started like I got something I can do this and she would have heard it oh and then she popped out so I put on a brave face but the second time I went out on a balcony and got my underneath and cried