in this video I'm going to be very vulnerable open and honest I go into my past I go into controversies and I also debunk very serious lies about me including by involving the police legal teams and extensive research it will get uncomfortable I will get into details of my life that you probably don't want to hear and I don't particularly want to share either but it feels necessary given the circumstances and honesty and Truth is my top priority as you guys have probably noticed I took a long break from YouTube and since the face reveal I've hardly really uploaded and I've really focused on other things and separated myself from a lot of the stuff I was doing before you may think that this was due to the hate from the face reveal or for other reasons but really there was something else that happened right after the face reveal and it really made me step back from what I was doing and have a lot less passion if you've been on the internet recently you've probably heard or seen some pretty crazy stuff about me whether it's the voice actor of Gumball attacking me or accusations against me regarding grooming you've probably heard a lot of pretty crazy stuff I thought it's extremely important for me to make this video and provide as much information as I can and I just want to right off the bat State as clearly as I can that these allegations are not true I plan on going to extreme detail to prove that in this video and to all the people that are spreading lies fabricating stories and making false accusations for fun or because they think it's funny but I don't care I'm accepted them a horrible person this is not funny this is not a joke this is people's lives ranging from my own my family my employees to actual victims that Stories won't be heard or believed in the future because of this I understand that some things in this video are much more important than others so I split this video up into chapters and you can skip to and watch the parts that are most important to you I will say that everything in this video is very relevant I think they're all vital topics to include because they help clear up my character so yeah the video has chapters if you want to skip around there's a pin comment and again I realized that nothing in this video is as important as me talking about serious allegations so I've made it really easy to skip ahead to whatever is most important to you just because there's other stuff doesn't mean anything is less important monetization on this video is on but every dollar will go to a charity that's Linked In the description otherwise I want to start with the biggest lie I have ever told the fa leak photo was me of course it's from when I was really young and I've lost a lot of weight since then and it wasn't at all representative of what I look like now but it was me obviously I said many times that it wasn't and a lot of people have and still do use that against me to say that I'm dishonest but the reason I lied about that is because of the face reveal i' been planning the face reveal for years I sacrificed so much by staying inside and avoiding cameras for so long I mean I had covers on all my windows and even to go to the dentist I left hiding in the back of a car and went to a different state yes I was paranoid I wasn't going to let anyone take that moment away from me whatever I had to do to make sure that moment was suspenseful and exciting I'm sure I would have done and if anything the fa leue photo probably ended up creating more suspense and excitement to see if I was lying or if I actually looked like the leaked picture now of course there was a lot of personal information attached to the leaked picture how it was found where it was leaked from so that definitely contributed to why I lied about it I didn't lie because I was ugly or because I was overweight or anything like that and every time I talked about the leaked picture I always mentioned that I struggled with my weight in the past and that it's disheartening to see people make fun of the poor kid for that which obviously I was the poor kid and I think that's something I'm willing to admit now because I face revealed I'm not risking that big moment anymore and I also feel much more comfortable about my personal information and how I look and so on the day the face link was posted I was playing a Minecraft tournament and someone called the squat team on me dream is AFK I'm clear here um I was putting handcuffs on my front lawn with cops with rifles pointing at me and I was pretty much swatted from that day on almost daily to the point where the reason sapnet moved in with me before my face reveal was to answer the door when police showed up because people started camping outside with cameras to try and reveal my face and I needed someone else to answer the door when the people that were doxing me thought that they had the wrong address my family ended up getting swatted and my mom answered the door thinking that it was pizza for her and my little sister they were held at gunpoint with police helicopters circling the neighborhood people showed up at my house people showed up at my family's house the first time I ever got swatted I made sure not to mention it at all funnily enough I actually got interviewed by a SWAT team member while I was muted and playing Minecraft parkour with the SWAT officer right next to me yeah it's just all to show that even though I was very adamant about denying the face leak it was much more about the fact that there was so much personal information attached to the picture and I wanted as much separation from it as possible it had nothing to do with how I look I'm very proud of my weight loss story and I was never ashamed about it at all I think that it's very encouraging to see people accomplish weight loss I did it all naturally I lost hundreds of pounds you have not seen me at my heaviest and it's one of those things that I think is very encouraging to others I love inspiring people so it's a story I'm sure I'll tell in the future but in that moment it was not the right time to tell it I feel like right now it's still kind of uncomfortable to talk about it but it's annoying seeing the same damn picture so here's some other pictures of me from before I lost weight just so there's more variety now moving on to one of the most talked about controversies the cheating scandal I'm going to be pretty concise with this one because it's been covered a million times and most of you are probably pretty sick of hearing about it but it's still really important to talk about it's one of the most frequent reasons people point to as to why not to trust me I did unintentionally cheat on a speedrun that I officially submitted to the leaderboards in 2020 and the speedrun mods were completely on the right for taking it down I was using a disallowed mod for about a week on my live streams when a new version of Minecraft came out and I was unaware that this mod existed when I was defending myself I didn't know that I'd been using the mod and it's a really complicated and lengthy explanation of how it's very reasonable that I didn't know that I had the mod so I can't go into that here a lot of people say that it's impossible that I wouldn't have known that I was so lucky but those people don't realize that it was a little bit of luck over a very long period of time and not a lot of luck at once it was actually only uncovered by a cheater thems who later got exposed for doing that same thing in the past yes that's right mine cenger the very same person that first publicly exposed dream for Cheating in his runs has just been caught cheating himself and not only cheating once but cheating multiple World Records over a span of more than 2 years I was defending myself so confidently publicly because me and a developer had already considered and ruled out the possibility that I could have been using a mod Carl jobs a very well respected YouTuber that also investigates speedruns made a video going into all the details it's over an hour long if you'd like to watch it to understand how that could happen and all the supporting evidence around it you can he is very critical of me in it but here's his short conclusion that backs up what I'm saying from after his thorough investigation in conjunction with all of the evidence I've seen I believe the essence of what dream was claiming in his paste bin was probably true in my opinion it is definitely more likely that he really didn't know his dro rates and barter rates were modified was it intentional and I do believe that it probably wasn't he did a lot of research and interviewed a lot of people to come to that conclusion he interviewed the mod team me developers and a lot more he even said something afterwards that applies to a lot of the situations we going to talk about today so I'm going to go ahead and play that clip too in one breath people will complain that dream is a liar and then in the next spout made up assumptions that couldn't be further from the truth it seems like everyone is lying everywhere I'm still fully responsible for my behavior back then towards the moderators regardless of my intentions and I did act like a little baby and caused a majority of the problems myself so I'm sorry regardless of if you believe me or if you think that I'm being dishonest since this all happened over 3 years ago a lot has changed since and I've done my best to move forward and grow as a person I did my best to make amends with mods I apologized privately and publicly for lashing out at them I donated over $50,000 to the speedrun community Through tournaments and personal donations to over 15 different speedrunners I voluntarily took down all my speedrun times even ones that had nothing at all to do with the mod or the cheating scandal I also deleted my original response video and I haven't speedrun officially since it's been over 3 years now that that's out of the way I want to clear up some quick misinformation around it one it had nothing to do with my Manhunt videos or any video or speedrun I've have ever posted on my YouTube channel it was specifically live streamed attempts that I did during a one week or so period over 3 years ago it's a common misconception that the cheating had to do with my YouTube channel Manhunt or any other videos I've posted two I didn't hire a fake astrophysicist to defend me which is also commonly said knowing nothing about math but fully believing in my innocence at the time given the accusation was purely based on math I used a website for math Freelancers and reached out Direct to a highly qualified Professor that said they'd be willing to help me they even made one of their conditions before agreeing that no matter what their conclusion was I had to publish their results even if their conclusion was that I was guilty I agreed to this dream briefly explained the situation and the expert agreed to help the expert provided dream with a few terms one of them being that dream post the results no matter the outcome obviously their report ended up getting ripped to shreds but I had no idea that would be the case I knew absolutely nothing about math and I fully believed in my innocence so when a highly qualified third party was agreeing with me it made me even more more confident and bold there was many factors as to why the report ended up being bad partially due to the public pressure and it being rushed partially due to them not knowing as much about Minecraft as the mod team did but regardless I didn't bribe or make up a fake astrophysicist which is something people frequently say the speed mod team and many other parties independently verified their credentials and the fact that they exist I also put way more information in the description on this just for transparency sake including proof about the professor all of my emails to them and even screenshots of messages that I never provided in the past I think that's really important to clear up because it's used very very frequently to say if he will go as far as to make up a fake astrophysicist to lie how far will he go with other lies and I would just like to point out that even though I didn't lie lying about a Minecraft speedrun is very different than lying about very serious allegations the next thing I'm going to talk about is a pretty big one that you might not have heard about but it's a pretty important one manate treat now if you don't know who manate treat is manate Tre is a content creator that I added to my server the dream SMP a couple years ago they were Anonymous like me and they had a very short career there was a thread made about manat Tre saying that they doxed him and that he was an IRL friend of mine had been charged with domestic violence and that I was trying to hide it manate was removed from the S&P by me all of his accounts were deleted and I made a statement talking about how I don't support domestic violence I wasn't aware of any domestic violence and that due to how complicated the situation was I decided to remove manate treat from the S&P I also strongly alluded to the fact that the doc information was incorrect everything I just said was true except for the fact that manre was my childhood best friend I came up with the name manre I made the accounts I grew up with him his grandparents were like my grandparents he was like family to me the criticism I get to this day related to this is that I intentionally housed and hidden abuser because manat treed was faceless and Anonymous like me people said that it was planned deliberately in order to hide a domestic violence charge this is not true in late 2020 he had a lot of problems he was struggling with homelessness had been in multiple recent car accidents I knew I could help him so I did I offered him a place to stay I paid for his groceries and gas for a while and eventually I came up with the idea to add him to my server he was my childhood friend I trusted him and he wasn't a risk I was Anonymous so obviously if I wanted to play games with him his identity couldn't be known or it would leak my identity whenever the thread first came out out saying that manat treat abused his girlfriend I responded emotionally calling people gullible because I didn't believe that someone I had known for so long and grew up with could do anything like that and at the time although no one knew he lived with me in sapnap so it seemed crazy that he could somehow hide it from us I jumped to the gun and reacted emotionally only later did I properly look into everything and I apologize after I confronted manate Tre in real life he claimed that he wasn't an abuser that he had just had an altercation with another guy and that his ex-girlfriend got in the middle of it he claimed that he never hit her that he had just caught her cheating and was fighting the guy that she was cheating with that the cops got called and that he got arrested Ed this is just what he said this altercation would have taken place around a year before he moved in with us and I had no knowledge of it people thought that domestic violence took place when he lived with us because my address was on a court document of his but that was Far after when he was on probation and had to tell the court where he currently lived he also lied to us and told us that he was on probation for smoking weed in order to not have us question anything suspicious related to it even though he claimed to me that he wasn't abusive to anyone I couldn't just take him for his word and so I did research myself I reached out to his ex-girlfriend and talked to her about it all she wouldn't really say that much she said to give manate treat the best wishes for his future and that his mistakes were behind her and that she just wanted to be left alone online I didn't want to push her for information so because of that I didn't feel comfortable having manat treat on the dream S&P anymore I didn't have full confidence that he was being honest with me because he had already lied to me and I was also still faceless and really didn't want to have to dox myself to explain the situation I decided the best idea would just be to remove him from the server I had created all the accounts so I completely shut them down and removed his access that meant that there was absolutely no risk that even if he was lying he would ever cause future harm because of me unfortunately this wasn't a cut and dry situation this was one of my childhood best friends that had always treated me with kindness and had lied to me in sepnet and unfortunately due to all of this I have no contact with him and lost someone that was like family to me I'll never know the exact truth behind everything the person that I knew was kind generous and compassionate and I never would have added him to the server if I thought he was anything otherwise but what I do know is that other than my initial crude response I stand by my actions I think that I navigated a really complex situation the best that I could I got rid of any risk supported a victim made it clear that I didn't support domestic violence even to the detriment of one of my oldest friendships I completely understand people that don't know my side of this situation assuming that this makes me a liar and that it's obvious that I was covering up wrongdoing I haven't had creators that thought this until they talk to me about it it's not unreasonable at all and that's why I figured I had to talk about it in this video even if it is personal and uncomfortable before I jump into the most important things I'm going to address I want to talk about something that's come up a lot due to these allegations and something that's commonly said to give credibility to me being a bad or weird person I'm going to play a clip from moist critical who talked about the allegations pretty neutrally to his credit but while talking about them he said this dream audience has always been on the younger side of things and yet dream constantly engages with them in very inappropriate ways such as like posting thirst traps he does post thirst traps even knowing that his fans are children so when these claims come out I think a lot of people start to take them at face value because they're like oh that that sounds like the dream that I know uh you know this sounds like something dream might do so it's probably true even though right now a lot of the evidence backing it up isn't the strongest now before I talk about this I just want to ask that if you're watching this and you share the same opinion try and give me the benefit of Doubt genuinely listen to what I have to say and discard your preconceived biases cuz yeah if you think someone's creepy and then they're accused of being a creep it clearly changes how you think so I'm going to break down multiple things that Charlie said because I respect him I respect his opinion I think he's a super reasonable guy and I think he's an awesome content creator one of the things that he said is that I post creepy pictures and thirst traps he does post thirst traps so that's the first thing I'm going to talk about uniquely because I didn't reveal my face until last year I can actually pretty reasonably show you every photo and video of myself that I've ever posted on the internet so they're going to start scrolling by now in a completely random order while you watch it's important to note that what you post on something like Snapchat is very different than something you'd post on Instagram or Twitter Snapchat runs ads every five or six photos and encourages you to post upwards of 100 photos or videos a day to have the most growth and make the most money they only last 24 hours like an Instagram story so on Snapchat you kind of just Spam anything so for me it's silly filters my cat whatever food I'm eating that day I get a haircut because of that it's much easier to take one silly photo from Snapchat out of context and make it out to be something that it's not on top of that there's a lot of fake accounts that I think people fall for all the time they post thirst trap captions using my photos and with how many likes they get there's a lot of people that casually scroll Twitter and think their posts are mine there's one specific one that was extremely popular and verified before it was suspended it posted tweets like this and this and this these are just completely normal photos I post it of myself with no caption but they repost them and put a weird Caption This has fooled tons of people including people that have made pretty big videos about me and I wouldn't be surprised at all if Charlie saw this account a couple times and thought its tweets were mine a lot of people also say stuff like this I don't know why he still uses Snapchat it's still kind of weird I told you if you're a grown man using SnapChat which I think is super reasonable to think if you don't know that there's Creator accounts now that work very differently to normal Snapchat accounts you can promote stuff to millions of people through Snapchat's algorithm and even as of recently you could can make a lot of money obviously encouraging you to post whatever random stupid photo you took I mean I hardly even log into my Snapchat myself and even have someone else completely run the account because there's a manager account feature where I can just post from my personal snap and never even see any of the messages I also sometimes have people say that I'm weird because of fan art account likes from my fan art account so I just want to clarify I'm not the one behind 99% of the likes I've never made that public because it is beneficial for artists for people to think that it's me every time but again when it's being used against me to say I'm creepy I have to clarify hi so I ran dreams public Snapchat since January 2022 there's nothing weird and he doesn't really even log into it um I also run his fan art account and have been since January 2022 as well I'm good friends with dream and the dream team so he thought I'd be a good picture on it I mostly just like in r Treat art I'm banished from replying sometimes people will call him creepy for stupid stuff that I've liked and I've never really taken it seriously because I just think what's being depicted in the art is funny to me like enf kissing art or something because I'm their friend and it makes me laugh it just happens to be really good art but when it's being used to say that dream is creepy or weird I feel really bad because he's definitely not there's been times that he's messaged me and told me that unlik something or asked why I was on a dnf liking spre and he's definitely a silly guy but people shouldn't use me liking art that I found funny or just thought was impressive artistically against him I can still be more careful about what's liked on the account though and I also can re-clarify my boundaries which I do at the end of this video but I will just say here that I've never supported not safe for workk art of miners or from miners I think that that's weird and gross and I clarify my boundaries on myself later in the video but generally it's just I don't want anything weird drawn of me I also later have the person who used to run the account back in 2020 say something as well but yeah like one out of every 1,000 Snapchats I post people end up spreading and making fun of which is fine of course but it's when it's made out to be weird that it's disingenuous now that's not to say that I'm posting the exact same thing as everyone else or that what I'm posting isn't different than other people it definitely is I was faceless for very long time never took pictures of myself and had no social media before YouTube so you're seeing literally my first time ever Tak taking pictures and I am just a little goofy again it's fine to make fun of like some of these pictures are stupid but using them as evidence that I'm weird or making them out to be weird just isn't fair I don't really take myself seriously I don't think I'm super attractive I don't think I'm super funny I think a lot of people misunderstand some of the things that I post that are satire a lot of my videos before I did Minecraft challenges were satire videos and I still post a lot of satire a perfect example of this is my UNF reveal I posted a video on my channel where I unrevealed my face it's a satire video I have my two best friends burst down my door tell me that I'm ugly and to put my mask back on which I agree with make a professional mask and then go through the McDonald's drive-through with it on while saying that I'm never taking it off ever again the number of people that took this seriously was in the tens of millions people see the headline assume that sounds like something that cringe guy would do and then it's history and the same thing happens with my Tik toks like almost my entire Tik Tok page is sarcastic but every now and then someone will take a Tik Tok of mine completely seriously like I posted a video of me with the chat filter on and said no filter right after the face reveal I made a Tik Tok where I take off the mask and use an ugly filter another Tik Tok where I make fun of the face leak photo or many other sarcastic posts but then I post a Tik Tok where I'm in Walmart wearing my mask and people take it so seriously I get tons of hate and it said how cringe it is that I would go shopping in my mask that it's pathetic that I'm trying to hide my face after I already revealed it or I post a Tik Tok where I sing one of my songs say no autotune and then kiss the camera and it's that I'm trying to be hot or think I'm such an amazing singer instead of that I'm self-aware and playing into the cringe I didn't watch that and go ah ah you are so cool you are such an amazing singer and you're also hot like it's not serious yes I do post cringey stuff sometimes and I'm not trying to say that I've never been cringey or that you can't make fun of content that is intentionally cringey but I've never posted anything that you could remotely say is a thirst trap or inappropriate for my audience because as you can see in the context of all these other photos I've posted it's not honest to single out one weird Snapchat out of context of the thousands I spam and then say that I post creepy photos but yeah like one photo I posted was heavily spread as a thirst trap by parody accounts and it's this I'm supposed to be dead it's definitely not a thirst trap but it's not like I was sending it to somebody and being weird I was just spamming photos on my public story oh No George not found is giving him the slobers oh no no like yeah it's goofy it was not a thirst trap I posted one or two photos with my shirt off ever and this one's cuz I thought it was cool to see my hair comb back since it's always forward and you can't even see me or my body there's also this monstrosity that's frequently shared like this is a gross photo I look terrible this is not a thirst trap this is a terrible photo this is just disgusting I was just spamming photos didn't think much of it and posted it and now it will haunt me until the end of time I'm cringey and being serious when I make satire posts I'm full of myself when I post a normal photo I'm gross when I post a bad photo I'm weird when I post a silly photo it's just people assuming the worst or just not knowing who I am which I guess is fair so yeah that's what I have to say about the thirst traps thing but obviously that's just photos now in terms of other stuff I've definitely had my opinions morph over time especially since I've face revealed and actually got to meet fans in person but we can still talk about some old stuff that people frequently use to say that I'm weird first of all me calling my fan base kittens now this was a stupid tweet if I could go back never would have tweeted it I completely understand that without knowing my intentions or what I actually meant it could seem super weird the whole Discord kittens meme wasn't as big yet and I just tweeted so much I just wasn't really thinking it came out horribly and I will never live this down it is still something that my friends make fun of me for to this day I was just trying to explain that when I say I love my audience I don't mean in the same way that I love my friends or my family that I mean it in the way that I love dogs even though I don't know every dog personally I can still say I love dogs I should not have said kittens but it's not what I meant it was a stupid tweet I've tweeted tens of thousands of times the last few years it wasn't my brightest moment but it also wasn't me trying to be weird or going kittens it was just an analogy that I regret using another point of evidence towards the dream is weird narrative was me quote unquote selling my baby pictures in 2022 my merch company sold a flash drive that was dream themed it was going to be sold empty and then my mom and my dad who helped run my merch company had the idea to put some random stuff onto the drive so it felt more unique I thought it was a cool idea the content on the drive wasn't what was being sold it was the slap wristband flash drive itself we added some drafts of books I wrote from when I was a teenager some memes some old Minecraft screenshots of me and my friends some notes and emails from teachers talking about me being rebellious in middle school and yes two pictures of me from when I was a baby the intent wasn't at all to sell pictures of me when I was a baby which other celebrities have actually literally done the intent was just to show a little bit of where I'm from like you would show pictures in a biography you would sell or something it was my version of a little biography with writing and pictures and quotes I think there's definitely something to be said about the concept of being in possession of a file of someone else's baby picture versus it just being in a physical book so I totally get it but you have to recognize that that's clearly not the intention it should be something funny or cringe to make fun of and not be a serious thing like being about pedophilia yeah I mean as you can probably tell by the pictures going by I have a pretty normal life I think I'm a pretty average guy and 99% of the things I post online are extremely normal despite how much I've put myself out there there's only a few weird outof context things to show for it and a couple goofy photos so yeah I think when people say that I post thirst traps or post predatory things to my audience they're just misinformed I don't think that Charlie is being malicious at all it's just a lot of misinformation and it's something I've never really made an effort to clear up I always lean into the cringe but when it's being used to strengthen serious allegations that's when I kind of have to really break down how I am yeah I mean on top of all that my audience is not as young as people think this isn't a hill I'm going to die on because I know a lot of people have their minds made up or could not be convinced believe it or not I have one of the oldest audiences in all of Minecraft YouTube I started YouTube through coding and extremely complex stuff like reverse engineering PewDiePie's Minecraft seed my videos even to this day are super long don't have that quick retention style editing or sound effects or anything that a lot of channels do and I also have a large Pro Gamer audience because my videos involve a lot of technical skill my audience outside of YouTube is younger but the vast majority of people I get recognized by on the street are college aged and usually dudes being like what the it's dream on Twitch I've covered heavy topics in this video I'm covering heavy topics me and my friends all swear on every other platform and we're definitely not kids channels in any way just because I post Minecraft videos doesn't mean that my audience is just little kids most people that watch me either used to play Minecraft or don't even play Minecraft at all I think Charlie's audience is of course much older than mine but if I posted photos like these which to be clear if I was ripped as hell like Charlie I would 100% it would be made out to be predatory because it's me when it's not at all and that same standard isn't applied to Tik Tok stars or really anyone else but me just because I'm the Minecraft guy a lot of the photos me and Charlie have posted are actually really similar it's just people cherry-picking goofy photos of mine and then making them out to be weird when it's just me posting random photos because that's literally part of our job yeah I guess that's all I have to say about that now to move on and talk about some really important stuff over the last year and a half there's been a bunch of really serious allegations made against me some of them were quickly disproved others admitted they were lying but there's still some that I'm going to address in this video the first allegation made against me was pretty quickly discarded it was an allegation of flirting and had some inconsistencies I'm still taking it seriously though and don't want to overlook anything so I'm going to talk about it now the first ever allegations against me that were spread pretty far were made the day after my face reveal on October 3rd 2022 a girl named Anastasia tweeted out he's only face revealing because he's scared that I'll do it first and then she followed It Up by tweeting I'm too tired slre life struggling to get involved but the YouTuber trending right now already face revealed to me years ago when he was flirting with me when I was a minor obviously because of my face reveal it took off pointing out inconsistencies asking questions and so on I didn't have any inappropriate contact with this person I didn't have any sexual contact with this person I hardly even remember who this person is at all and the only messages I could even find with this person were friendly Twitter DMS and even in those Twitter DMs I mentioned that they had 18 in their bio which they contradict I definitely didn't face real to them that's an obvious lie almost nobody knew what I looked like at all before my face reveal not even most of my best friends that had known me my entire life let alone someone I don't even remember talking to it all she posted a screenshot of some texts and claimed that they were from me she showed a screenshot of my Tik Tok being from your contacts to try and prove that the texts were from me which people quickly pointed out isn't possible because I have a Google Voice number hooked up to my Tik Tok which isn't IM message like the text and again she never claimed any sexual misconduct she never claimed anything related to nudity or sexting this was also an early 2020 and she had 18 in her bio with everything and all the inconsistencies wasn't taking that seriously but it's still worth noting because people still somehow say this is one of three victims of mine so yeah before talking about the next allegation I just want to address something that I think is pretty important I see some people say why respond to fans at all or that it doesn't matter what dream said the fact that he responded to a fan is creepy and people saying that are missing a little bit of nuance first of all back when I started YouTube in 2019 obviously I had a very small community even moving into mid 2020 before the dream S&P it's very common that when you have a smaller Community you're trying to grow your community and part of how you do that is by interacting with people and responding and being active I've always been pretty active in my community and when I was really small I used to respond to just about literally everyone that dm' me even if it was just one-word answers obviously later on and As I Grew I replied less and less and things evolved over time with my fan base growth like as an example when I started my public Snapchat in 2019 I ran the account but in early 2020 because I was growing I completely passed the Reigns off to someone else and pretty much never logged into it ever again hi I would like to remain anonymous so I'm just going to be calling myself Rebecca uh I used to run dreams Snapchat starting in 2020 I did that for probably around the year and I would like read through the messages and I'd screenshot art or funny comments and I would respond when it was appropriate uh there is definitely nothing weird going on in this account dream hardly even logged into it and it was mainly me he never used it inappropriately and although I no longer work for dream I am not aware of him ever acting inappropriate with fans or anyone underage most if not all of the Snapchats I've posted since then have been through the manager account feature meaning I use my normal Snapchat and post to my other account like a story without even even ever logging in or seeing any messages I think that when people talk about messaging or becoming friends with a fan most people are thinking of a Stan or a super obsessive fan because what makes you a fan having watched one video two videos 10 being subscribed there's levels to it my point being that when you're talking about messaging someone and it being weird there has to be a weird dynamic obviously a streamer that's subscribed to me and has watched my videos in the past and DMS me should not be looked at the same as a random person that does the exact same thing I've had fans of mine turn into friends of mine but I don't go seeking out friendships with people who have obsessions with me there's a difference between a fan of mine who reacts to my videos because they're entertaining and makes some content about me because that's what gets views that I end up becoming friends with then a random stand that posts thirst edits of me obviously a massive difference there's a difference between a random stand in your Twitch chat that watches every stream because they love you and a regular viewer that's in your community because they have common interests with you that you end up becoming friends with and at that point they're no longer a fan they're a friend and in some cases becoming some of the most beloved couples on the internet my point is that there's a lot of nuance I think it's a responsibility of a Creator to be able to recognize Dynamics avoid any weird ones you can't just look at the fact that somebody follows you or has watched a couple of your videos and write them off as oh they're a fan therefore we can have no conversation I was also fans of a lot of my friends before I became friends with them a lot of people that I ended up hiring as editors or artists or really anything are fans and then of course you can become friends again the whole point is that there's a lot of specifics to it you can't just write somebody off completely but again that's fans that's not STS otherwise moving back to the next very important thing now the second allegation is what I'm going to talk about in extreme detail second allegation came out soon after the first and said that the first allegation was why they were sharing their story it was from a girl that claimed that when she was 17 we inappropriately messaged this did not happen let's get into the details on September 23rd 2020 Amanda messaged me from her personal Instagram account sending a message that was clearly a fan message she thanked me for saving her life and I replied to this message in September of 2020 I was a lot smaller than I am now so I got a lot less DMS and I was much more active in like the fan communities and replying to people and all all I replied was oh thank you for the kind words and then I also replied glad to make you smile after she followed up with the message I put a transcript of every Instagram message that I've ever sent her Linked In the description it might not be every message that she sent me because there's proof that she deleted Instagram messages to me an old Tik Tok of hers has messages from me that wasn't in her post with the accusations when she showed our messages but my transcript tried to include those and piece it together um but again it might not be all of them because I don't know what she deleted I only know what she deleted from the thing she accidentally showed in her old Tik Tok of the deleted messages Amanda on the other hand how are you doing dream September 25th the next day I replied I'm good thank you how are you Amanda the same day replied I'm doing okay could be better could be worse thank you for asking Amanda replied how's your kitty doing I love cats I replied and said she's doing amazing September 28th so 3 Days Later Amanda said dream I need some advice I'm trying to become a small streamer on Twitch but not a single person joins my streams how do I get an audience October 2nd so a few days later I replied and said try and play with your friends maybe post Clips to Reddit and stuff and then she replied and said okay thank you with a heart the next station M me again and said dream would you ever consider playing Among Us with me XD I guess this was this was during the Among Us craze we're still in 2020 October 5th 2020 I replied maybe heart Amanda said LOL I'll take the maybe that would be sick I didn't reply this is a month and a little bit later Amanda said hi dream and then she sent another message that was deleted after she made the allegations but we don't know what it was we only know the last couple characters and again we only know it exists because she messed up and included it in an old Tik Tok of hers and then I replied and you know later and said hi Amanda said how are you November 16th so that's another few days later I replied and said good good how about you she replied and said I'm pretty good thank you November 30th so you know another two weeks later Amanda said hi dream I want to actually become a streamer like you and your friends I'm just so uneducated on what supplies I need can you recommend me all the products I need to successfully stream like computer cam mic headset Etc you have no idea how I would appreciate it December 5th 2020 so like a week later I replied and said almost everything I have was recommended by Bad Boy Halo haha Amanda replied and she sent another message that she deleted after she made the allegations that again we won't know what it was December 26th so almost a month later Amanda sent a video we don't know what the video was I don't think it was opened but I don't know though I didn't reply January 5th Amanda said again hi dream I just want to say Happy late New Year Year and merry Christmas congratulations everything you've accomplished this year I hope I am fortunate enough one day to be as successful as you if you could tell me what kind of computer you have that'd be great January 16th so 11 days later I replied thank you Amanda replied deleted message and then part of it was how are you but obviously I didn't reply April 13th so a while like a long time later Amanda messaged me again and said hi I replied hi Amanda said how are you I said decent how are you she said I'm all right thank you then she said I heard some Snippets of the song you're working on and I really like it you have a really nice singing voice I replied on April 14th thank you so that was uh the next day um she said you're welcome and then December 26th that was like a long time later she messaged me and said merry late Christmas heart I didn't reply um January 10th she messaged me and said hi my Snapchat was banned and I have no friends how are you I replied two days later and said how TF does a Snapchat get banned Amanda replied and said I'm pretty sure it's because I posted videos of me smoking but all my memories from 2014 are gone so sad I replied the next day and said damn and then she replied that same day and said yeah it sucks how are your holidays I replied the next day and said good good how about you and then Amanda replied that same day and said pretty good you may be Wonder wondering at this point why are you replying to her you seem clearly disinterested you're taking days or weeks to reply and then when you do reply it's very dry well Instagram has a really stupid feature that makes it so that once you've replied to someone's DMS once you can't remove their ability to personally message you unless you block them you cannot be following them you can delete them from your inbox they can still message you and pop up in your notifications I'm showing an example on screen of my DM continuing to pop up on my Al account just to show how it works obviously given I replied to Amanda back in 2020 when I had a much smaller community she was stuck in my inbox for the rest of time you can temporarily delete someone from your inbox and it deletes all of your message history to them for you but they can still message you with now a blank DM history so at one point wanting her to stop dming me I swiped her out of my inbox multiple times it's actually completely provable that I did do this I'm showing a video of my Instagram DMS to Amanda now where they start in December of 2021 much later than her original DMS because you can't delete other people's individual messages and you can only delete entire conversations this proves 100% that I was trying to delete her ability to message me me in 2021 it also shows a problem the only messages that I can see from Amanda were from December 2021 onward I had no context or recollection of her original messages to me that made it clear that she was a really big fan I don't remember everyone that messages me who they are where I know them from so on she messaged me from her personal Instagram had no connections to any fan accounts didn't send me any more fan messages and she had dm'd me many times talking about content creation and streaming some of which she deleted she seemed very normal friendly and implied strongly that she was overage what I thought about her age doesn't matter that much because nothing inappropriate happened but it does matter to show my mindset because I don't go around befriending underage girls or people that are obsessed with me or my content to the best of my knowledge she was neither continuing with the transcript now we get to the very end which was our first real conversation this one was about music which makes sense it's something I'm really passionate about at the time I was working on a song called trust issues and some other random music projects and in the middle of us talking about music I gave her my Snapchat I said add me on Snapchat and she said sure thing just added you I was sharing music Snippets with a bunch of people at the time and as we were talking about music I wanted to to share them with her and I'm obviously not going to send Snippets of a new song over Instagram now I've pretty much always used Snapchat as one of my main forms of communication it was actually the first social media I ever got because a friend of mine wanted to start a streak with me and it's something I started using a lot more when I became faceless on YouTube because yeah stuff is deleted you don't have to stress over people analyzing or leaking everything you say and for me even for something as simple as a picture of my cat people used to zoom into my cat's eyes to look at the reflection to try and dox me this was not uncommon at all so of course I felt much more comfortable using SnapChat during this period especially with people that I wasn't great friends with but even with my best friends now let's go over her actual claims in detail Amanda claims that after I added her on Snapchat on January 17th 2022 that we started sexting she showed that her birthday when she would turn 18 is on February 17th exactly a month later she claims that we sexed from around the 17th of January the day I added her on Snapchat to the 10th of February and then that it stopped She said that while she was still underage we exchanged nudes her evidence of this was two photos of supposedly me from after she was 18 complimenting her her final important claim was that she traveled to to Orlando in August and that we plan to meet up and have sex and I just want to make sure that I blatantly deny this before continuing none of this is true and now I'm going into more detail now unfortunately because she didn't provide any proof of these things it's difficult to be specific about some of the things she claimed it's much easier to completely make up that something happened than it is to prove that it never did like if I said right now prove to me 100% that you never sexed a specific person that you've had on Snapchat at any point it would be impossible to do but what I can do is lay out all the inconsistencies talk about the proven lies the specifics point out questions that were never asked and provide all the evidence that I have I believe that luckily that's way more than enough so first I want to talk about the timeline every contact we've ever had with each other before January 17th is the Instagram DMS which I just read to you which are now all public in their entirety in the description of this video other than the messages that she deleted she claims that sexing started around January 17th and that sexing stopped February 10th so from the 17th to maybe February 10th is the time frame where we were sexting so even if we say that it started a couple weeks before it stopped you'd have to believe that every message you've just seen we went from that to sexting days later in 2022 before my face reveal even if you want to give her the maximum benefit of Doubt and say that she confused the timeline she turned 18 on the 17th one week after she claimed the sex thing stopped so there's not much leeway secondly we can talk about her Twitter she tweeted out defending me from hate on my face reveal 10 days before the allegations and was liking my tweets including a subscriber Milestone tweet two days before she tweeted her allegations with the timing of the face reveal and her allegation my belief is that there was a lot of hate and that it's easy to get spiteful and join in on a hate train I had ignored multiple of her Instagram DMS and Snapchat messages recent months and I had also made a new Snapchat that I didn't add her on I still used my old Snapchat occasionally but I just rarely responded that's my only real explanation for why she flipped so quickly from being publicly positive to me to lying about me but I guess I'll never really know thirdly the only photo she showed as proof that I groomed her were both pictures from based on her own evidence after she was 18 meaning even if we give her the benefit of Doubt and assume everything she's provided is real and truthful she was 18 when these messages would have been sent and I had no context to the fact that she was more than a small streamer but on top of that I unblocked her snap Snapchat went through our Snapchat chats and couldn't find either of the messages that she was talking about I also downloaded all of our Snapchat logs using the Snapchat data tool which she can do as well and neither of the compliments that she showed were in the logs now honestly this is pretty useless information because there's almost no messages in the logs at all but it's still extremely weird that she was asked for these logs many times it takes 5 minutes to download and she never did it probably because it doesn't support what she was saying on top of those things from everything she had told me she was 19 and we had no inappropriate contact the context of these messages would be a 22-year-old Creator calling a 19-year-old streamer gorgeous on a birthday post while giving her a gift card as a birthday present finally she said that we planned to meet up and have sex in August when she was in Orlando it was suggested that we meet up and have sex I was either going to have him come to my the resort I was at or he was going to pick me up and bring him to his house first of all this was before my face reveal I did not leave my house I was massively paranoid I was not meeting up with a random person I had just met 2 months before my face reveal let alone at a resort which is what her claim was I'm going to go ahead and play a phone call with my mom just to give you some perspective from before my face reveal how many times do you think that I left the house between 2021 and my face reveal well I don't know three maybe four what did I leave the house four whenever I left the house um well I know you went to the dentist three times and then I think one other time was when you had the um kidney stones oh yeah the hospital those are the only times you left the house and we were worried cuz we didn't want you to call 911 cuz we didn't even know if they would come because of all the fake um swatting and everything so I had to come get you and take you to the hospital so it was probably five times that he left okay what was the process when we did leave the house what was the process like crazy I pulled into the garage shut the garage door you would get in the back seat way back of the van with a blanket over yourself and you wouldn't come out from under the blanket until we were on the highway I was a little paranoid a little bit what was the inside of the house like what precautions did we take oh my gosh it was like a cave um every window was covered even the high windows that were arches we had to like tape curtains over them so that even a drone wouldn't be able to see in everything was covered yeah so we had the the banker come to the house because you wouldn't go out of the house but we needed to set up bank accounts whatever it was that needed to happen we were the ones that did it so that you didn't have to go out okay thank you Mom you're welcome I love you love you too bye again as you can probably tell what she claims definitely didn't happen either she's telling the truth and her story makes sense or she's not and it doesn't now some other stuff to note after her allegations she deleted a lot of evidence she unliked a lot of tweets she had liked she deleted replies of hers on Twitter and Tik Tok that hurt her credibility or contradicted what she was saying she deleted Instagram DMS to me and only got caught because she accidentally showed them in an old Tik Tok of hers and that's all completely factual and documented later she was bragging on Tik Tok calling people doubting her jealous saying I'm gorgeous and my favorite YouTuber thought so too it's giving jealous not treating the serious situation that she claimed happened seriously at all people also found old tweets of hers where she was replying very inappropriately to other streamer friends of mine she was even banned in one of my friends chats for saying she wanted to sit on his face these accounts weren't linked to her Instagram so I would have had no idea about them she also replied to fans of mine questioning her with slurs she also said that she was going to lie and tell me that she was 18 but that she changed her mind I guess so I was going to lie and tell him I was 18 she said she would provide proof of the fact that she told me she was 17 and that I still sexed her tomorrow but I didn't and that proof will come out tomorrow and guess what she never posted proof because this never happened she tweeted out thanking people for all the support and claimed at the end that I deleted our DMS right as she tweeted this and specifically said my end too which means her DMS too well I just want to point out that this is impossible there's not a single mainstream social media platform that lets to delete both people's messages and we only had each other on Instagram and Snapchat where you can't do that on either she claimed that she was laughing and was going to prove people wrong with pictures of my penis to which again never happened lastly she tweeted saying that she's getting the law involved and going to the police said she's going to put me in jail unless I confess she said she would provide more evidence she didn't she said she would upload her Snapchat logs she didn't she said she would sue me she didn't and now I'm making this video she provided absolutely no proof for any of her claims and said that she didn't have any because she wanted her favorite YouTuber to trust her which could be a completely valid argue argument except the pictures that she posted were from a second phone meaning there was no risk of me knowing she was taking pictures of compliments from a second phone but has no evidence of anything sexual has no evidence of us planning to meet up and have sex apparently from after these pictures were secretly taken has no evidence of a singular inappropriate message from me or her or even anything at all that isn't a story reply from Snapchat's story page of all your friends what's more likely she happens to have no evidence of anything she's claiming even from things she claimed happened after she was taking pictures secretly using a second phone or she doesn't have any evidence because it didn't happen she factually deleted and hidden messages she factually lied about me deleting messages that I didn't she called people doubting her jealous of her was banned from streamers chats before this for posting sexual things and she lied about having specific pieces of evidence that she never provided because they don't exist if she's willing to factually lie cover up and hide things how can you trust anything else she says as being representative of the truth lastly once again she said she was going to take legal action she then tweeted a picture of the inside of a police station and also said she'll come back with more evidence to be patient that it's a process and that it could be days and that's her last tweet it's been almost a year and a half now obviously nothing happened I waited and waited then I got impatient so I asked my legal team to look more into it they got all of her information and after filing many requests they couldn't find anything so annoyed and still impatient I asked them to get more specific and after a lot of digging my legal team was able to track down exactly where this picture is from based on the colors of the walls the cameras and a plaque outside the door then had someone go to the police station and requested specific spe records from this specific police station and checked every record they could criminal and civil I didn't find one of those names and there was no information at all I was not even in their system so you're not listed in my system at all so if you want to believe everything she said you have to believe either one of these two things either one she lied this photo is fake she never filed anything and if she's lying about that why would she not be lying about literally everything else or two the picture is real and whatever story she told didn't even meet the minimum required standard of proof to file a single piece of paperwork that my legal team could find in over a year and a half I also sent a photocopy of my driver's license identification to this specific police station a copy of a man's information and let them know I was happy to answer any questions to which again nothing ever happened not a single question there was not a single case accusation or anything substantial enough to even have me in any system and inevitably when after this video she makes another thread or another post reiterating the same lies that she has already said or promising even more things that she never follows through on go to the police or sue me the standard of proof for you suing me is only proving that it's more likely than not that you're telling the truth 51% come take my money but she won't because if she does they're not going to treat it like it's Twitter she's going to have to address all the lies she's going to have to address all the inconsistencies she's going to have to address her weird comments her false promises her character and most importantly be held accountable in her real life for what she's saying this isn't online drama this is real life stuff there are real victims that have been manipulated abused and taken advantage of Amanda you are hurting actual victims you are diminishing the very real trauma that victims of grooming and abuse have gone through you are making it harder for real victims of abuse to come forward you are not a victim you are not doing a good thing no matter how terrible you think I am or that the ends justify the means you are hurting victims just in case this video isn't enough for you to realize that check your mailbox and that's all I have to say about these allegations now before continuing with other stuff I want to talk a little bit about what happened after these allegations after these allegations and after my face reveal I'll be honest I lost a lot of motivation I distanced myself from Minecraft and I even thought about quitting and retiring of course it was pretty scary and I just wanted to be able to upload Minecraft videos and have fun with my friends without worrying about people trying to ruin my life or attack my family or make up lies about me and after all the swatting and doxing and fake allegations it really just felt not worth it anymore but also I had basically been stuck inside for the majority of the last four years so I just thought I'd step back for a little bit I traveled with my friends I met a lot of creators for the first time I worked on music had my tour and really just stepped back from my online life and I feel like during this time I really disappointed a lot of my friends and their fans as a result I didn't spend as much time on the finale of The Dream S&P as I should have I wasn't good at communicating about anything really including important stuff for some people I went very inactive on everything and I pretty much isolated myself from most creators that weren't in my immediate circle there was a looming cloud over me and I felt bad talking to people because I didn't want to bring any negativity towards anyone later on I got pretty insecure about my Creator friendships that weren't people that I was super close with before YouTube and even though everyone that I was friends with was very supportive and had my back and would reassure me privately I still couldn't help but worry that because there were people online spreading hateful things about me that it would impact their view of me personally at one point I ended up making a massive Mess by tweeting publicly about a problem that I had with quack because he wasn't replying to me for a while we had both made translation mods and people were claiming that we were copying each other it it was just a mess I was 100% wrong with taking anything public anything that can be handled in private should be handled in private and I've always had that belief so the way that I handled it was totally screwed up even by my own standards it was completely driven by fear and insecurity over my friendships and it was not something that quack deserved at all if quack didn't want to reply to me about it or wanted to ignore it that was entirely within his right to do especially given the awkward circumstances of everything I'm extremely proud of everything quack has done with his project the qsm and genuinely he did it way better than I ever could have it's incredible and everyone really should go check it out I should have focused completely on the good that came from it all and not let myself get stuck on trying to work something out as friends when he seemed perfectly fine working on his own thing with his own Community again there's a lot of things that can explain my mindset but at the end of the day I'm sorry to quacked and his community for creating unnecessary drama and I hope that people can try and understand my mindset where I was coming from and that even if it doesn't seem like it it's all from a place of love and care for my friends and the community it was just an emotional time and I made a mistake after that obviously even more time passed and again there was nothing new with the allegation there was no updates I talked to a lot of people for updated advice lawyers PR people people with experience and everyone told me that it's in my best interest to stay quiet as time went on I disagreed more and more and decided that I was going to respond against their advice so during live stream I mentioned that I was going to respond soon and talked about the allegation a little bit and of course after this clips of what I said were taken out of context people were spreading far and wide that I admitted to grooming and a lot of other really impactful lies and of course because of this a lot of people on Twitter took it as an opportunity to joke about me being a pet and one of those people was named Nicholas Kanto if you don't know who that is he's the voice actor for Gumball Diego from Dora and one of the turtles in Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles I had a terrible experience in real life with this person so I replied to him talking about it and defending myself and this situation ation blew up I don't think I've ever gotten more hate in my life September 23rd I went to a friend of mine's birthday party in Austin Texas when I showed up Nicholas kentu was there he was already drunk and was drinking he was being very aggressive to me throughout the night I didn't know him this was my first time ever meeting him and we were not friends eventually while on FaceTime to show his friends he hit me out of nowhere again this was my first time ever meeting him I was there for another hour or so and then when leaving the party everyone decided to Uber together because it was late and there wasn't many of us there Nicholas ended up in the front seat of the Uber that I was in despite my apprehension I thought what's the wor that could happen it's an Uber ride and there's other people there so I wasn't worried little did I know he ended up dropping his phone out of the Uber window in the middle of the highway and after he got out to look for it the police showed up and stopped him from looking because it was dangerous and dark eventually the Uber driver convin Nicholas to leave well I wanted to promise you that I'm sober so if you guys want to conduct a sobriety test hey look hey we we we we're about to head out and after we left the Uber driver was trying to give advice to Nicholas on the police telling him that he could have been arrested and Nicholas did not like what he had to say you're you're down syndrome I don't give a ah how far did you go on your education who cares of course I started to get involved in argue with Nick defending the Uber driver and Nick did not like that at all either you're going to be paralyzed or you're going to be dead like I'm serious okay man and he was saying this of course after he had already assaulted me while this was all happening one of the other two people in the car with me that I also just met that night was recording him he was aware of this and he was actually the one that asked to be recorded thanks for recording by the way how long is it but yeah this YouTube video is going to be nuts subscribed to the can Network tune your sets right there the next day Nicholas sent me a very nice DM saying that he was sorry for hitting me that he was having a really rough night and that he was high and drunk and said that he was sorry for spreading false allegations that he knew nothing about saying that he recognized it could ruin people's lives complimented me called me humble grounded and a good human I didn't accept this apology but I I moved on and honestly I felt kind of bad for him I recognized that he was once a child actor and I feel like there's a lot of bad stuff in that industry so I felt a little bit of sympathy I hoped he would just learn from the mistakes he made that night and move on but then of course Nicholas started tweeting spreading the same I about me that he had already apologized for spreading and recognized could ruin people's lives he was also wishing death upon me publicly in Twitter replies and that's when I realized it wasn't just one bad night and people needed to know about this after I shared my experiences with him he denied everything he dm'd me saying I was lying saying that if there wasn't video proof it's all lies he tweeted denying it all which he deleted and then he tweeted lying more about the situation but also admitting to some stuff while underplaying it he blatantly lied about the fact that he tipped the Uber driver when he didn't he blatantly lied about me sending unsolicited picks to people he also deleted did that tweet almost immediately after he blatantly lied about the reason he hit me and claimed I called the girl a and got slapped for it which again was later recanted but not after millions of people had already seen those lies Nicholas tried dming one of the people that was in the Uber that night with us to try and get them on his side as a witness that caused the person who I didn't know at all to message me and tell me that they had videos of him being horrible from that night and that they don't like that he's pretending to be innocent I asked them if they'd be willing to send me the video so I could back up my story since he was denying it and lying and they told me that he was threatening them to make sure they didn't give me the videos after I ended up finally getting the videos I posted them I needed to defend myself against the lies that he was telling and wanted to share the proof I also posted screenshots of text between me and the Uber driver confirming that he had blatantly lied and didn't even tip the Uber driver after I posted this Nicholas went silent deleted his tweets and hasn't said anything publicly since people still think that I lied and faked the Uber driver's text or many other lies that were falsely spread by Nicholas or other people online so I got in contact with the Uber driver from that night I interviewed him and I let him speak for himself to help clear some things up hey what's the worst that can happen it's an Uber Drive yeah yeah what's yeah what the worst could happen it happened either you're going to be paralyzed or you're going to be dead like I'm serious okay man what's going on man this is our Uber driver who happens to be one of the highest rated Uber drivers in all of Texas he agreed to come share his recollection of what happened so I'm just going to let him talk when I picked you guys up you know he had a lot of energy he was wild like putting his head outside filming the phone dropped out of the car when the cop showed up the cop came up to the car at first and was talking to him and the way that he was speaking to the cop he was speaking like down on the cop and I'm like man like you need to be quiet because you're going to go to jail if you keep talking to the cops like that as soon as I said that not even 20 seconds the cop came and he was like you get out the car you're going to jail I'm trying to save you from going to jail because I don't want nobody to go to jail period kept saying something about like IQ like he felt like he was better and I was like nobody cares about your IQ there's a lot of people with high IQs in jail right now so what you going to tell them you're going to talk to him and say that you're a child star while you're in jail so I was like I'm trying to help you out I don't want you to go to jail even after you're crazy and wild which most Uber drivers would have left you you never said anything negative towards him while he was saying all this stuff majority of the stuff didn't make it on the tape I think he's he was going through a lot of other things besides just being drunk and the thing is it it doesn't really matter what he was on what he was going through the way he was acting it was unacceptable 50 or 60% I may be wrong about the number but something like that of all violence has alcohol in it so so if that was the case all these people would be getting away with it like y'all kept saying I'm sorry like we just met him you're going to be forgotten like the Dust In The Sand when you're in the Sahara and there's 100 million thousand billion sand particles are going to be one of those and I'm going to be a statue erected in Gold yeah yeah he went he went all into the uh Egyptian king and the like he's real creative yeah did he did he ever did he ever tip you anything no no that was another lie well I don't know why he said that and you know what at the end of the day it doesn't even matter about the tip or anything like that don't say it if you're not going to do it and don't say it at all I wasn't begging you you guys for a tip or anything like that man it was an eventful night I don't know why a lot of people think that you were the one that was doing all these things and making all this stuff up and you wanted to do all this I was like he was the one that was trying to stop everything the most they posted like literally just like two screen caps of texts from you and um everybody was saying they were fake it was one of the messages where you said like there needs to be more people like you in the world or something and and they're like when would somebody ever say that because they didn't experience you in that manner right those are my real words and I did feel that way so I'm letting you guys know right now all those text messages that was me saying it dream did make the situation better everybody com in at dream that's not how it went down it was nothing like that and now you're telling me how you got hit and it show me who you are the first impression of somebody is the last in impression and you were nothing but respectful since you got in the vehicle and you tried to deescalate everything that was going on all the people in the back Nicholas if you are listening really do some deep diving in yourself and figure out what the real issue was do a lot of soul searching because you are intelligent because I could tell some of your comebacks and what were you saying but the way you were acting was more of a cry for help whatever you're going through you got to fight and you got to get some help don't fight other people fight what you're going through at the end of the day I know we all make bad decisions and we have to learn a lesson from it and this was just a bad decision that you made and just learn from it and all the different YouTubers and all the different people that were commenting about the situation I do understand the entertainment part of it right and it just a lot of seen a lot of memes and everything but I was reading a lot of comments he was saying this or he was saying that or it doesn't make sense all that stuff doesn't mean anything if you were not there it's just speculation and if somebody older is trying to help you guys out my advice is for you guys to listen that's that's it that's all you have to do but you don't have to be negative towards them and we have to stick together because there's so many things that keep us apart right just like if you look at it it's the the dream and the voice for for uh Gumball how about you and Nicholas have a sit down with me we talk all the issues and all the problems out and we can show people how bringing things together from a negative to a positive and that was is see how that spreads it's in the universe amazing man well thank you so much I really appreciate you coming on I posted a longer version of this interview on my second Channel if you'd like more context we talked for a long time now before I show you the most insane hair loss inducing I have ever seen on Twitter that took place after I posted this video of him I need to reiterate a couple facts one I just met Nicholas he was already drunk when I met him two the party was not my party I did not provide alcohol to anyone three I did not know how old Nicholas was and here's a video of what Nicholas said after I found out his age and critiqued him for drinking in front of the cops why are you a Nar pedophile for I was not the one recording and I only posted the video because he was lying and saying unless there's video proof it didn't happen so yeah now that that's clarified [Laughter] enjoy [Music] h [Music] [Music] as you can see it got insane tweets doxing me and my friends and family got tens of thousands of likes I have never seen that in my life so I just want to talk very briefly about how serious doxing and SW in can be it's a common thing for people to say that I don't think doxing is serious in a clip that got a lot of attention from a stream of mine a while ago I said that if you have seven followers on Twitter you shouldn't stress over being doxed I don't stand by that and I didn't mean to minimize doxing at all I had just said before that that if you dox people you are not a part of my community that I don't support you and that it's disgusting it can happen to anyone and it can be serious to anyone I was just trying to make the point that it's less likely to happen to somebody that's smaller because people have less reasons to Target them and that if they were targeted they had less reason to actually follow through on anything but it's just not something that I should have said or something I should have explained as it made it seem like I was supporting doxing when I just wasn't at all I have always said that doxing is extremely serious sting is extremely serious and I don't think people even realize how serious it's not just haha funny send a pizza to someone's house it's attempted identity theft for my family members and Friends credit cards being signed up for in people's names fans or people who dislike you showing up at your house or your family's house to try and break in trackers being put on your family memb cars people showing up at your little sister sister's job SWAT teams being called to you in your family members houses bomb threats and the FBI having to make sure you're okay people calling your 80-year-old Grandma pretending to be you and terrorizing her that's all stuff that has happened to me my family and my friends they're not hypotheticals this isn't just that you don't like dream it's not just me whose life you're putting at risk and who you're harassing you're going after an 80-year-old woman who has done nothing to you it's not just me you're hurting when you make up lies or spread horrible things it's the 50 employees I have who also have families and lives it's all of my friends and anyone that's ever been associated with me it's my family my grandparents and most importantly actual victims who have gone through traumatic things and that's not even talking about the stuff that hasn't happened to me but has happened to other people pets and people being shot by police officers during swatting people breaking in with a gun to kill a YouTuber they don't like it's incredibly serious and it's not okay that wasn't even the end of the craziness though that was the beginning because then during the midst of all the Nicholas drama someone tweeted out this accusing me of sexting a 16/1 17-year-old girl named Jamie because I was currently the internet punching bag and it was proof that the punching was justifiable it was spread very quickly without a lot of questions being asked before I break it down I want to immediately say that this is not true I did not groom anyone I did not groom Jamie and I would never be inappropriate with someone underaged when they posted this allegation attached was a video that of course went viral it was a video from another phone of a Snapchat being opened supposedly from dream that had moaning in the background and a very sexual Caption This is the clip and its entirety without audio they also attached screenshots of Discord DMS between Anonymous people who were claimed to be two friends of dreams and said it was them discussing me having sex at a minor in these screenshots they say that I was confronted about it and that I admitted it I've shown you every piece of evidence they posted without changes and I've mentioned everything that they've claimed now just to reiterate this is not true every piece of evidence is either out of context edited blatantly lied about or presented in a very disingenuous way again I did not groom anyone I also was never never confronted about Grooming by any of my friends now of course when something like this is claimed it's extremely serious so I'm going to break it down in detail okay so who is this accusation from it's from an anonymous burner account made the day of the accusation which is interesting so we don't know who they are but we do know who the victim is Jamie right and how old did they say she was they said 16/7 okay so what else do we know about Jamie they said she left the internet in 2020 so because they apparently can't let me tell you who jimie is I follow Jamie on Twitter which people quickly pointed to as proof as you can see Jamie is also followed by Sky verb and spify other YouTubers from the community I met Jamie when I wasn't even a YouTuber I had just posted my first ever YouTube video less than a month before I had less than 100 followers on Twitter the month that I met her I made a lot of friends around this time because I wasn't a big Creator and I was part of a lot of online communities as a fan she played on Bad Boy Halo's Minecraft server and was a fan of Sky I was trying to grow and make connections and I had pretty much just made my Twitter account so I made a lot of friends many people from this time I'm still friends with to this day people claiming that me following her is proof that I sexed underaged fans or groomed her at all is ridiculous these claims are completely false they were right about her age she's 21 now so she would have been around 17 four years ago that's about the only correct thing they said this entire time like remember they said she quit the internet in 2020 as a convenient way to excuse any questions about her well she didn't she liked a tweet from last month actively tweeted all of 2022 and she changed her bio and Twitter account name when this happened just wanting to be left alone that's interesting and she actually tweeted saying she only privated her account because some of her IRL friends were finding it and she didn't want them to I wonder why they lied about that maybe because the person who's claiming this doesn't know Jaimie doesn't know anything about jimie doesn't know me doesn't know anything about me and is being malicious and making up whatever they can to end my career let's talk about some other stuff they also said they posted the videos with permission which of course makes the videos seem much more real well it's apparently me and I didn't give them permission and it's apparently sent to Jamie and she didn't give them permission she quit the internet she couldn't have they even critiqued moist critical for his video saying how terrible it was claiming that I admitted that the Snapchats were real which I never did in their original tweet they notably say when she had her age in her bio which seems oddly specific just to remove the few people that would say what if he didn't know her age when even in their own proof which is random Discord messages with no context or who the messages even are in another part of their screen shot Anonymous person number two says this but for some reason that's cropped out of their tweets because they don't even know what the screenshots they're using as evidence say they don't care about the truth they're just making things up as they go and because it's a claim against me people will just believe it they can say Jamie left the internet no proof but I guess she did they say they got permission to post these videos I guess they did they post a video of Snapchats say it's mine they never show the Snapchat profile or any proof that it's my Snapchat but I guess you can't change your snap Snapchat name for free to anything at any time as many times as you want so it must be dream no more evidence needed they're telling the truth even with what little context and evidence they have they have to crop things and lie to try and hide the fact that they know nothing but the burner seemed so confident they couldn't be being malicious they even put in their bio that if dream reached out they would personally give him their information so that he could sue them because everything they were saying was 100% true oh what they that's not in their bio anymore that's that's weird I wonder why they removed that they did reveal who they got the original screenshots from so let's see what that person has to say and why the burner was so confident in their claims quote I don't know Jamie I've never known her I've never had a private or a public interaction with her at all unquote wow seems like they have a whole lot of information so I reached out to them to try and find anything that I could find to find out what this was even about because I've never been confronted by one of my friends for grooming and I've never groomed anybody so I found out who was Anonymous in these messages and let's hear what they have to say these screenshots are extremely out of context and used disingenuously to tell a story about dream that isn't true at all I haven't spoken to dream in a very long time but to my knowledge he's not interacted with underage fans inappropriately or in any way that could be considered grooming these DMS were posted by the burner without my permission and without ever contacting me beforehand they were sent to the burner by a vulnerable person that was upset and being taken advantage of while under the influence of alcohol I want to be anonymous and stay completely out of this because all the terrible stuff I've seen happen to everyone mentioned on both sides is very scary this conversation was Private in my life and no one deserves to have their personal life dug through because of anonymous people making false claims without knowledge or context about anything they're saying this person was not involved at all and did not consent to anything now if you're a little confused I am too this is a burner account making up things their story makes no sense okay so let's just summarize this this allegation is not from a victim it is from an anonymous Twitter account that was made the same day as the allegation this Anonymous person claims that I groomed a girl named jimie they did not ever contact Jamie they did not know jimie they got none of their information from jimie they even incorrectly said that she quit the internet years ago when she's still active to this day they posted videos claiming to be from me to a minor they never showed proof that it was from me or my Snapchat profile they never showed proof of who it was to they cropped contexts from screenshots lied publicly and said I admitted the videos were from me they falsely alluded to the fact that the victim gave them permission and ended up causing massive harassment and Terror to jimie who they said was a victim of mine the person in the screenshots claims that I'm not a groomer that they're extremely out of context and that the burner doesn't even know what was being discussed and that now their personal life is being dug into due to an anonymous burner account on top of that no one even Taps to open the Snapchat there's no finger you can't open snaps with a button but it doesn't even matter because you can see that no buttons were pressed so how did it open nobody touches the screen you can't open a Snapchat without tapping the button to open it so ignoring the fact that there's no proof it's even me how is this video even real how did it open the video doesn't even make sense people have also pointed out that frames are missing and that the normal Snapchat animation doesn't play at all but despite all of that hardly anyone asked any questions if you replied asking any questions you got called the groomer supporter despite the fact that the proof was a video of a video of a video from screenshots of DMS of screenshots of DMS you have to go four people deep to find anyone that has ever talk to Jamie I'm not even in any of these screenshots and the video of the video of the video has like 10 frames GES where you see the name dream most people spreading this did zero research but wait they reported me they even reached out to the Orange County Police my local police they put it in writing put their name on it and solidify that their claims are correct thank you for calling the Orange County Sheriff's Office to continue in English press one to continue in Spanish my name is I I have a YouTube channel and I live stream and and stuff and um long story short very recently someone anonymously posted a bunch of like fake stuff online saying that I'm a um and of course it's from like a burner like Anonymous burner account can't really you know whatever um but anyway in their post they call they they said that they called and talked to the Orange County um Sheriff's Office about it and of course they said that to try and like make me look guilty for being like a predator somehow but I guess I I wanted to call and try and see get more information I guess what's your name people are there they're slandering you there's nothing and this is the we have a very broad database nothing no interaction I did last name first name first name last name nothing zero n so no there's like no report reports anything nothing your name has nothing next to it there's not even so you would like to make a report and you feel like someone is um harassing you all right but whoever is telling you that stuff you may need to file a complaint cu because that's harassment and that's called slander and you do have civil rights so you can make a report if you want okay all right thank you so much all right Merry Christmas all right Merry Christmas bye and not that taking legal action as an anonymous source would prove anything but just to be clear I have searched far and wide sent Open Access requests to police departments so you're not listed in my system at all and all police records are public in Florida where I live not a single person has filed anything against me anything even though every claimant has claimed that they have again not that it would prove anything if they did it would be disproved in court but not a single person did I also don't have any civil cases brought against me meaning no one has officially accused me of anything from anywhere despite again every single person claiming they have this is public record but despite everything you've just heard before this in this video when this tweet dropped people were celebrating in the replies celebrating in the replies of a tweet that's supposed to be about a a child being sexually abused that is not okay and just shows that you actually don't care about victims about this you just care about taking down dream which is the same thing the burner account cares about they don't care about the truth they don't care about what's real they care about saying whatever they can to ruin my career they don't care about victims they don't care about Jamie and if you still don't believe me let's hear a statement from jimie herself who seemed terrified didn't want anything affecting her real life wasn't a victim before but is now due to all the harassment and people spreading sexual things about her without her knowledge or consent my name is Jamie I want to make it very clear that I was never groomed I definitely am not a victim of dream I don't know how or why people are using my name and information without having ever asked me if any of it's true Everything claiming to be about me was posted without my consent leave me alone I want nothing to do with this I have been getting harassed by people either saying I'm looking for attention or digging through through my life trying to confirm things I want nothing to do with leave me alone Jam's Twitter account got locked for suspicious activity after she was blocking all of her friends so none of them would see the things being said online about her she didn't quit the internet in 2020 like the burner claimed but she probably will now she had to change all of her social media ads and people were messaging friends of hers all because an anonymous person made a claim on her behalf without even knowing if it's true spreading sexual stories about her as a minor to millions of people creating victims in the process hope it was worth it so I'm sorry Jamie I'm sorry that you were used as bait and I'm sorry that you have your life being dug through by people and I'm sorry to all victims that have to see this that have more fear about coming forward because all this is terrible and no one wins and I'm sorry to anyone else that got involved or dragged into it sorry for those that were taking advantage of I'm sorry for those that were lied to again no one wins it's incredibly hard to navigate these situations there's no benefit to somebody putting their name and face out there to defend me or clear up complete lies if even when someone's completely in the wrong they're still praised as a hero because it's against dream as I was literally about to post this video another burner thread by a different burner was made about Jamie claiming 24 pages of evidence that I groomed her and the very first line of their document the Twitter account burner 22 recently provided a screenshot of a Twitter DM conversation between them and someone by the name of Jamie this is massively incorrect a lie and never happened as you now know the burner account was was not any of the people in any of the messages never spoke with jimie and the actual person in these messages has made a statement in this video debunking this as well as jimie and this is the first line of their 24 pages their proof was all to show that I knew jimie followed jimie and that jimie was a minor all things that they didn't need to stalk her to do maybe let victims speak instead of digging into their lives their proof digs so much further into Jim's life including by stalking four-year-old Twitter accounts of hers using the way back machine so that even content that she deleted and content from her private accounts are now being stocked leave her alone this tweet has 40,000 likes in 10 hours as of me making this this is ridiculous anyways I tweeted when I first saw this claim pointing a finger at someone that I thought was behind the burner account I was messaged by multiple friends with proof linking them to the account they were the only non-anonymous name on any of the screenshots have a massive dislike for me and were actively replying to the allegation so my obvious assumption was that they are behind the account this person used to be a friend of mine many years ago and we are no longer friends for unrelated reasons they claim sense that their only involvement was that when they were drunk and having a manic episode that they sent some screenshots of stuff into a group chat with people that were asking them questions they claimed that they have no other involvement they said they don't know where the videos are from that videos were never sent to her and that the screenshots and her DMS were pictures and not actually videos she claims that she did not send the screenshots claiming that I groomed anybody and that she had nothing to do with them being posted by the anonymous burner account now if this is true which I can assume it is it's just another horrible thing the burner account did taking advantage of a drunk person who is not having a good time and using their past with me to try and get dirt on me is just ridiculous now I don't know who's behind the burner account because it's an anonymous account and unfortunately they removed the thing from their bio that said they'd tell me who they are so I could sue them but regardless my original tweets were worded poorly and people read into them including her and thought that I was claiming that the videos were real but that I sent them to her the screen recordings in my screenshot were from after the allegations were made I don't know how I would mean that I only posted screenshots of her screen recording my chats to show that she was actively collecting information but I see how if you don't know the dates or really anything then you could think that in my tweet saying I was making a video about this I called the audio essentially unsubstantiated revenge porn with revenge porn and quotation marks while of course denying that I groomed anyone people again took that as me admitting that the audio was real even though I literally say essentially unsubstantiated and put revenge porn in quotation marks it is incredibly violating to have audio spread to the masses saying that it's you moaning that people think is you moaning whether whether it is you moaning or not it could be anyone moaning it does not matter it's still violating this is sent to your little sister saying it's you moaning it doesn't matter that it's not you moaning it's being said seriously that it is this is in essence revenge porn this isn't even the only time I've had claimed sexual stuff spread about me once people spread a video that was like deep faked or something of me sucking my own dick it obviously wasn't me but so many people thought it was which even caused some YouTubers to make videos like this you guys know I've never been the biggest fan of the YouTuber dream but I have always had respect for him as a person that ends today dream sucked his own dick you know I thought this was some sort of joke and then I saw the reply was a video of dream sucking his ere P but of course while this was all going on on Twitter it just was okay to lie about me and all the people posting fake screenshots and memes and taking things seriously from parody accounts just proves how easy it is to fake this stuff so let's talk about fake allegations and how horrible they are it's become a bit of a trend in the online space or at least the gaming space to fake grooming allegations there have been fake allegations against Bad Boy Halo which the person ended up tweeting and admitting they were fake and saying that they're just kids that made a mistake after he legally threatened them there have been fake allegations made against sapnap that again they admitted were fake after I replied this time and called out something that was wrong with their story they continued to lie and try and convince me though there have been false allegations against Carl Rambo Wilbur probably every Minecraft gaming Creator you know me saying any name doesn't even matter not everyone gets traction and not everyone has as much effort put into it but there have been hundreds there were a few notable ones against me during the last month one was disproved because it was proved that the video was edited based on a frame hop another was disproved because of a photo in the background was from Tumblr but there was one thing similar between all of them they all showed fake evidence they all showed fake edited Snapchats they all showed fake edited pictures or videos and that is scary but sometimes they didn't even need evidence someone tweeted out that I wasn't working on my video that I was actually out meeting a fan I met when they were 16 at a bar and that I got stood up and laughed at by everyone and this just didn't even happen but you don't even need any proof it was Thanksgiving and I was charging my car by my grandparents house and I went to a non-alcoholic bar and played pingpong and was never stood up by anybody they can just make up whatever they want and rudely take secret pictures of me and people will believe it this is crazy stalker Behavior they even said that I was the most ass ping pong player in the place when I was undefeated they even had to lie and slander my ping pong record and then of course parody accounts are tweeting images like this one faking me dming them and threatening them legally or lots of other stuff and again this just shows how easy it is to fake stuff especially when you're a burner account that has no accountability one of the people that made the fake allegations even tweeted that I can't sue them that they're Anonymous and on a VPN after they were caught people will take a claim with almost no evidence and run with it and ruin people's lives hundreds of jobs families not even just when it's me it may only be a trend in the Minecraft space right now but it won't be that way for long okay xqc I know you're probably watching this I want you to address this what do you have to say for yourself it's irrefutable proof look here it is is on a second phone prove to me you didn't send me this video or you're a pervert forever and everyone watching this will now know it or pokem man you've been getting some hate for your cookie prices recently and I don't mean to expose you but you did say this to me and I think that's disgusting what do you have to say for yourself what more proof do you need I also have the cookies she sent me and a signed note from her this is irrefutable evidence you get the point I made all those pieces of evidence in 10 minutes with only free programs what stopping anyone from going and making a fresh account faking evidence and then accusing a person they hate of something vile be careful what you believe and ask questions believing real victims is important but not believing fake victims is very important to real victims too as for my conclusion on this video I have a couple things to say first of all I just want to recognize that I'm probably in this position because of myself the people that made these claims undoubtedly had unhealthy parasocial relationships with me and that's why it's gotten to this point I want to and will do anything I can to denounce this my view on fans has shifted slowly over time jumping massively when I face revealed and actually got to meet fans in person which made things much more real and massively changed my perspective I think it's incredibly unhealthy to be obsessive with someone and I also think that it's clear to anyone that stepping back and looking at these situations that people obsessively hate me and are making up lies about me which is also because of Paras social parasocial love turned to parasocial hate and I have no doubt that the anonymous people making these fake allegations were once big fans of mine I grew up being a massive fan of football and I had jerseys of my favorite players and was very passionate so I've always related to STS in that way but my passion never turned to Obsession and I never truly realized how serious it can get even sometimes when people were literally telling me I think that part of why I'm in the position that I'm in right now is because I started pulling away from my fans after my face reveal meeting fans in person made things much more real and I wasn't so chronically online anymore because I actually had real life and and things to do I think that the fact that I'm a very relaxed person overall that has relaxed boundaries has encouraged that type of behavior too so I'm just going to re clarify some of my boundaries one I don't support any sexually explicit art of me or my friends it never bothered me personally that much cuz I don't really care about anything but it is just weird especially if you're a minor and drawing anything like that that's gross I don't support anything inappropriate for minors at all art Tik toks comments anything it's gross two serious shipping is bad I think that prying into people's private relationships being deeply speculative or anything like that is terrible I don't mind jokes I don't mind doing it for fun but anything serious really crosses the line again I've always found it funny being shipped with George because we're not dating and we're friends but if you genuinely think that we are dating and it's part of your personality or you obsess over it you need to get off the internet that is not healthy I'm sure I'll make more clarifications in the future but I just don't want anything weird don't obsess over me or my friends I deleted a video called stands on my second Channel that I made a while ago that I don't necessarily view the same way now that doesn't mean that I don't appreciate you as a fan but again just be normal be the passionate fan not the stalker obsessive fan I've already had people with access to all of my accounts for a long time but I will be slightly changing how I use my accounts now at the end of the day I do just want to make Minecraft content and have fun with my friends that's it that's all because of that I've been a bit of a detriment to myself by arguing on Twitter or getting into Petty drama that I don't need to so because of that I'm just not going to be using Twitter anymore I'm going to have someone run my Twitter and post tweets promoting my content I'll still Tweet non-promotional stuff just with it being positive only and going through multiple people and I don't want anyone that's a fan of mine to take anything super negative away from this video or think about things in a really sad way I want to be positive and that's one of my favorite things about having a community at all spreading positivity and love so try and be positive say something nice today do something nice today I don't want to keep letting this Cloud Loom over my head though so I'm just going to move on I don't plan on making any more statements and I don't plan on talking about this anymore this is it I just want to focus on making the best content that I can so that's what I'm going to do I have tons of Minecraft content that I've been working on and I'm super excited to put it out there pretty crazy and I've been working on some stuff for over a year now I don't want to throw the excitement away and again this was by far the biggest reason for my inactivity so Minecraft dream will be coming back full forth stepping away from Twitter and just focusing on putting out awesome Minecraft videos like I used to do so yeah I appreciate everyone that watched this video all the way through I'm sure it was a roller coaster there's tons of links and information as well in the description I also posted multiple videos on my second Channel see you guys soon