♪♪♪ ♪ Usually never cry at all ♪ ♪ I would say I’m pretty tough ♪ ♪ But it’s been a couple weeks now ♪ ♪ and I still feel stuck in my lungs ♪ ♪ And usually I go out on nights ♪ ♪ And not think of you once ♪ ♪ But if they start playing that song ♪ ♪ I can’t help but to think about us ♪ ♪ Really thought I’d be done with the hardest part ♪ ♪ When I pulled myself out of your arms ♪ ♪ Wish I knew that was only the start ♪ ♪ and now I’m falling apart 'cause ♪ ♪ Last night for the very first time ♪ ♪ You didn’t even try to call ♪ ♪ oh I won’t lie ♪ ♪ I thought I might die ♪ ♪ I couldn’t even sleep at all ♪ ♪ And maybe I’ll get used to it ♪ ♪ But right now I just feel like shit ♪ ♪ So I kissed somebody else ♪ ♪ Just to see how it felt ♪ ♪ But all that was going through my brain ♪ ♪ Was your hands around my waist ♪ ♪ You know how to do it so well ♪ ♪ Really thought I was done with the hardest part ♪ ♪ When I pulled myself out of your arms ♪ ♪ Wish I knew that was only the start ♪ ♪ and now I’m falling apart 'cause ♪ ♪ Last night for the very first time ♪ ♪ You didn’t even try to call ♪ ♪ oh I won’t lie ♪ ♪ I thought I might die ♪ ♪ I couldn’t even sleep at all ♪ ♪ And maybe I’ll get used to it ♪ ♪ But right now I just feel like shit ♪ ♪ And if I get a little too drunk ♪ ♪ I start thinking ♪ ♪ What if you were the one? ♪ ♪ But I know that the damage is done ♪ ♪ And I still have the shirt that you wore ♪ ♪ When we first met ♪ ♪ It’s there on the floor ♪ ♪ I might kick it under the bed ♪ ♪ Hoping that I could forget that ♪ ♪ Last night for the very first time ♪ ♪ You didn’t even try to call ♪ ♪ oh I won’t lie ♪ ♪ I thought I might die ♪ ♪ I couldn’t even sleep at all ♪ ♪ And maybe I’ll get used to it ♪ ♪ But right now I just feel like shit ♪ ♪♪♪ ♪ Feel like shit ♪ ♪♪♪