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Struggles of Identity and Self-Expression

of all these people talking sick of all this noise out of all these cameras flashing sick of being poised now i'm I'm headed straight for the castle They wanna make me look mean And there's old men sitting on the floor now Saying that I probably shouldn't be so mean I'm headed straight for the castle Live out the kingdom of love Oh And there's an old man sitting on the throne, And saying I should probably keep my bloody mouth shut, And you stay for the castle. All these men and his possums, Got feeling for you. If you wanna break these walls down, you're gonna get bruised Now my neck is open wide, waiting for a fist around it Oh, I'd be choking on my pride, so there's no use crying about it Crying about it My mind, my mind, my mind I'm headed straight for the castle They wanna make me their queen I'm headed straight for the castle Imagine old man standing on the floor, never saying that I probably shouldn't be so mean I'm headed straight for the castle, they'd rather keep them off the floor Imagine old man standing on the floor, never saying that I should probably keep my pretty mouth shut Headed straight for the castle I'm headed straight for the castle They wanna make me their queen And there's an old man sitting on the throne there Saying that I probably shouldn't be so mean I'm headed straight for the castle They've got the kingdom on the throne And there's an old man sitting on the throne, man Saying I should probably keep my penny now Shining straight for the castle They wanna make me their queen And there's an old man sitting on the throne, man Saying that I probably shouldn't be so mean I'm headed straight for the castle They've got the kingdom locked up There's an old man sitting on the throne there Saying I should probably keep my pretty mouth shut And he's straight for the cat or so Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Gave him poison, just for fun I had one friend, now there's none I made the devil run I broke so many bones But none of them were ever my own They were an army, I was alone I broke so many bones I wasn't empire-falled I swung the gate and scaled the walls They wouldn't share, so I took it all I wasn't empire-falled I'm bad, as bad as you can be So bad, that it's hard to believe, oh, what they say about me Bad, bad, bad, bad They can't see, so bad, I don't care what they say about me Bad, bad, bad, bad Birds flying high, you know how I feel. Sun in the sky, you know how I feel.

Breeze drifting on by, you know how I feel. It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me And I'm feeling good I'm feeling good Fish in the sea, you know how I feel River running free, you know how I feel Blossom on a tree You know how I feel, it's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me, and I'm feeling good. Dragonfly out in the sun You know what I mean, don't you know Butterflies all having fun You know what I mean Sleep in peace when day is done, that's what I mean And this old world is a new world, and a full world For me For me Stars when you shine, you know how I feel.

Scent of the pine, you know how I feel. Oh, freedom is mine. I know how I feel It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life It's a new life for me And I'm feeling it I feel my body burn, I feel the cold, I'm home for you. Feeling like a heart that goes around and around Here I'll heal your broken parts I want you to love I want you to love me well But I can't give I cannot give you all I cannot give If you are. No.

How does it taste good? Dizzy by the dainty Dizzy by the dainty You know All in my head now Something in the way Something in the way Sitting there, all the way, indulging, breaking bones How high is the way to go, indulging? This way you do, and don't you need more Oh baby, something in the way Something in the way that you move Oh baby, oh Holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven as we go, oh baby, holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven as we go, oh baby, holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven as we go, oh baby, holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven as we go, oh baby, holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven as we go, oh baby, holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven as we go, oh baby, holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven as we go, oh baby, holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven as we go, oh baby, holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven as we go, oh baby, holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven as we go, oh baby, holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven as we go, oh baby, holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven as we go, oh baby, holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven as we go, oh baby, holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven, holding on to heaven as I never get free, lamb to the slaughter What you gonna do when there's blood in the water? The price of your greed is your son and your daughter What you gonna do when there's blood in the water? Look me in my eyes, tell me everything's not fine All the people ain't happy, and the river has run dry And you thought you could go free But the system is done for If you listen real closely There's a knock at your front door You'll never get free Man, to this slaughter What you gonna do?

There's blood in the water The price of your greed Is your son and your daughter What you gonna do? There's blood in the water There's blood in the water I see you admit you were toxic You poisoned me just for another dollar in your pocket Now I am the violence, I am the Sickness won't accept your silence Beg me for forgiveness We'll never get free Land for the slaughter What you gonna do when there's blood in the water? The price of your greed Your son and your daughter What you gonna do when there's blood in the water? I wanna be a slave, I wanna be a master I wanna make your heart beat round like roller coasters I wanna be a good boy, I wanna be a gangster Cause you could be the beauty and I could be the monster I love- I love you since this morning, now just for aesthetic I wanna touch your body so fucking electric I know you're scared of me, you say that I'm too eccentric I'm crying on my tears and that's fucking pathetic I wanna make you feel like you're my girlfriend If you're hungry, then I wanna feed ya I wanna paint your face like your mama, Mona Lisa I wanna be a champion, I wanna be a loser I'll even be a clown, cause I just wanna meet ya I wanna be a...

I wanna be a teacher, I wanna be a scene, I wanna be a creature I wanna make you love me, then I wanna leave ya Cause baby, I'm your David and you're my Goliath Redemption And I Are Bad God Who's Searching For Redemption And I Are Donger Who's Searching For Redemption And I Are Freak That Who's Searching For Redemption I'm a Motherfucking Monster Who's Searching For Redemption I wanna be a slave, I wanna be a manster I wanna make your heart beat run like roller coasters I wanna be a good boy, I wanna be a gangster Cause you can be the beauty and I could be the monster I wanna make you feel I wanna make you nervous I wanna set you free But I'm too fucking jealous I wanna pull your strings like you're my telling dust And if you want to use me I could be your puppet Cause I'm the devil We're searching for redemption And I'm a lawyer We're searching for redemption And I'm a healer We're searching for redemption I'm a mother fucking monster We're searching for redemption Stay asleep, huh? Be your master Insane, inside The danger gets me high Can't help myself Got secrets I can't tell I love the smell of gasoline I like to match to taste the heat I've always liked to play with fire I've always liked to play with fire I like the edge, my speed goes in the red Hot blood, these veins, my pleasure is their pain I love to watch the guys I've always liked to play with fire fire fire Get higher, oh Oceanize the flames Get higher, oh I've always liked to play with Mmm, boy of passage Classic graphic Matching the guesting That's right Unstoppable, legendary And I'm all Mmm Hail to the king of the rock It's no money wired No denying I've always liked to play with Thank you. I'm gonna fight them, I said the nation army couldn't hold me back, they're gonna rip it off.

Taking that time right behind my back And I'm talking to myself at night Because I can't forget I can fall through my mind behind a cigarette I wanna hear about it Every single one's got a story to tell. Everyone knows about it. From the Queen of England to the hounds of hell.

And if I catch it coming back my way, I'm gonna serve it to you. And that ain't what you want to hear, but that's what I'll do. And the meaning coming from the book, so long Bleeding and I'm bleeding and I'm bleeding right before the law All the words are gonna bleed from me and I will sing And the stains coming from my blood Tell me go back home For this hour I'm training and good evening Ladies and gentlemen, out the actors It's convenient for you to touch your balls It's convenient for you to stay quiet It's good here, the people are strange Like spacers Too many nights I was locked out Now I take them with the kicks of the doors I look up like a climber So sorry mom if I'm always out But I'm out of my head But different from them And you're out of your head But different I'm a part of it, I'm a part of it, I'm a part of it, I'm a part of it, I'm a part of it I wrote page by page, I saw salt and then the back of the knife, I will look for that height, if you can stop me, I will try to cut my head off because I am afraid of them But they're out of their minds, but different from them And you're out of your mind, but different from them We're out of our minds, but different from them And we're out of our minds My director, I'm coming back home Hey you're right, just show your face, throw it in, get in view, get your mind, shoot, yeah, jump on, jump on, get in view, yes, yeah I'm telling you, boy I need your love And it seems like a limit, and I need to feel it But my friend, you have seen nothing, just a way to act Because I'm bad, I'm bad It's the right time to tell you once again Who's bad, who's out, who's out And you're right Listen up, make the longest trip You're not a man You're throwing stones at your hands When they say the sky's the limit It's a bit of a spin-off But my friends don't say nothing It's a way to act Because I'm I gotta tell you once again Who's back to change the world tomorrow?

This could be a better place, if you don't like what I'm saying Then don't you slap my face because I'm mad, I'm mad You know I'm mad, you know I'm mad You are, you are, who's bad? I speak a lie. I'm going to the dark, my desire to hear the boom, boom, boom of your heart. The danger is I'm dangerous and I might just tear you apart.

Oh, oh, oh. I'm gonna catch ya, I'm gonna getcha, getcha Oh, I, oh I wanna taste the way that you bleed Oh, oh, oh You're my kill of the night Now you're mine But what do I do with it, boy? To kick around as it I might just tear you apart The way that you bleed, oh, the way that you bleed For such a pretty face This is a bad town For such a pretty face This is a bad town For such a pretty face This is a bad town For such a pretty face This is a bad town For such a pretty face This is a bad town For such a pretty face Oh, I wanna kiss the way that you bleed Oh, I'm a cat's eye, the way that you bleed Oh, yeah, I... A little wicked, that's what he calls me Cause that's what I am, that's what I am No one calls you honey when you're sitting on a throne No one calls you honey when you're sitting on a throne Now we're the patient woman, cause this much I know.

No one calls you honey when you're sitting on the throne. One of these days are coming, I'm gonna take that boy's crown. There's a serpent in these still waters, lying deep down.

To that king I will bow. At least for now, one of these days are coming, I'm gonna take that boy's crown Cause I am, I am, a little weird, I am, cause I am, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, hell's And say, and say Just like it's day I am I'm a little weekend No one calls you honey when you're sitting on the floor I'll be high up in that tower, he'll be down there getting stoned Beware the patient woman, cause this makes right no sense No one calls you honey when you're sitting on the floor Cause I am, I am, a little girl Hey, I am Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh And I'm straight, and I'm straight Just like it's said, I am With a game Cause I lay me down to sleep I will not sleep I will not leave But you're the one who made me So today Cause I am, I am A little weak I am, yes I am Hey, I'm just like a No one calls you honey When you're sitting on a throne No one calls you honey When you're sitting on a throne So women hit their......bump in the sides in the mean, mean time I'm just dreaming of tearing you apart I'm in the deep, deep... Everything you love, then burn the ashes In the end, everything collides My childhood spat back out the monster that you see My songs know what you did in the dark So now they're moving on In the dark, dark My songs know what you did Know what you did Know So light em up, oh oh, light em up, oh oh, light em up, oh oh, I'm a fire So light em up, oh oh, light em up, oh oh, light em up, oh oh, I'm a fire In the dark, dark In the dark, dark How do you do? It would be a little unkind to present this picture without just a word of friendly warning. It deals with the two great mysteries of creation.

Life and death. I think it will thrill you. It may shock you.

It might even horrify you. I've been bubbling potions and tux, sitting in my laboratory. Oh, I nearly sent you on fire, yeah, to bring you on back to life.

But whatever I do... Woke up, it was six in the morning The televisions were hanging Oh, that's when I noticed she'd broken A picture down in the water Doing whatever you do As I created a monster, she's been a great in the kitchens and got it. I'm feeling this man.

You should have put your hand in the process when I told you. Yeah, I created a monster, she's living out her... I Oh my god, please help me, knee deep in the river trying to get clean He says wash your hands, get out the stains, but you best believe, boy there's hell to pay Yeah you best believe, boy there's hell to pay Hey Sam Oh my God Please solve me a waste Deep in the river Can you hear my plea He says son you come like He saw me next to you, swimming for relief.

He says it's mine to give, but it's yours to choose. You're gonna sink or swim, you're gonna learn the truth. No matter what you do, you're gonna learn the truth. Say, ain't the breath that I want the strongest? I'm from a cliff never broken by the...

The King's on the throne and I'm all alone and the fire grows, and I'm all alone and the fire grows. But friends don't walk, they run Skinny-tipping rabbit holes for fun Pop Popping, popping balloons with guns Getting high off helium We paint white roses red Each shade from a different person Said this dream, dream is a killer Getting drunk with a big caterpillar I'm peeling the skin off my face Cause I really hate being safe The normals, they make me afraid The crazies, they make me feel sane I'm once, baby, I'm bad The craziest friend that you've ever had You think I'm psycho, you think I'm gone Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong Over the bed, entirely bonkers You like me best when I'm off my rocker Tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed If I'm crazy, the best people are People People My prescription doctor doctor, please listen my brain is scattered Make me feel the same I'm nuts, baby, I'm bad The craziest friend that you've ever had You think I'm psycho, you think I'm gone Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong Over the bed, entirely bonkers You like me best When I'm off my good, tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed. So what if I'm crazy, the best people are?

You think I'm crazy, you think I'm gone. So what if I'm crazy? All the best people are And I think you're crazy too I know you're gone It's probably the reason That we get along What?

Baby, I'm mad The craziest friend that you've ever had You think I'm psycho, you think I'm gone Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong Over the bed, entirely bonkers You like me best when I'm off my rocker Tell me one secret, I'm I'm not alarmed, if I'm crazy the best people are All the best people are crazy All the best people are All the best people are crazy I swear I do, but just not, baby, when it comes to you I get so hungry when you say you love me You know what's good for you I think you're hot, I think you're cool You're the kind of guy I'd stalk in school But now that I'm famous, you're up my anus Now I'm gonna eat you, fool Eat boys up breakfast and lunch then when i'm thirsty i drink their blood carnivore animal i am a cannibal i eat boys up you better run I am cannibal cannibal cannibal I am I am cannibal cannibal I'll eat you up I am cannibal You tell me I'm pretty, that's when the hunger really hits me Your little heart goes pitter-patter I want your liver on a platter Use your finger to stir my tea And for dessert, I'll suck your teeth Be too sweet and you'll be a goner I'll pull a Jeffrey Dahmer I eat I eat boys up, breakfast and lunch Then when I'm thirsty, I drink their blood Carnivore animal, I am a cannibal I eat boys up, you better run I am cannibal I am I am cannibal Cannibal, cannibal, cannibal I'll eat you up I am a cannibal, cannibal, cannibal I love you Baby, I'm playin'on you tonight Hunt you down, eat you alive Just like animals, animals, like animals And I lay, but I get so high when I'm outside of you Yeah, if you start over, you come unfaithful If you find out that it's a mistake You can pretend it's meant to be But you can't stay away from me I can still hear you making that sound Taking me down, holding the nerve around You can pretend that it was me, but no Oh, baby, I'm playing on you tonight I'm sure now that you're alive Just like animals, animals, like animals, wolves Maybe a thing that you can hide I can smell your scent from my eyes Just like animals, animals, like animals, wolves So if I run, it's not enough You're still in my head, forever stuck So you can do what you wanna do I love your lies, I'll eat them up But don't You, yeah, you can start over, you can run free You can find another wish in the sea You can pretend it's meant to be But you can't stay away from me I can still hear you making that sound Taking me down the road Now I'm rolling underground You can pretend that it was me But no Oh Baby I'm playing on you tonight Hunt you down, eat you alive Just like animals, animals Like animals, whoa Maybe you think that you can hide I can smell your symptoms Just like animals, animals Like animals, whoa Baby, I'm Girl, no lie, lie, lie, lie You can't deny, nah, nah, nah That beast inside, side, side, side Yeah, yeah, yeah No, girl, don't lie, lie, lie, lie You can't deny, nah, nah, nah That beast inside Just like animals, animals Just like animals, animals Just like animals, animals Baby, I'm playin'on you tonight I'm sure that I'll eat you alive Just like animals, animals, like animals, oh Baby, I'm a thing that you can hide I can smell your super mind Cause we're like animals, animals, like animals, oh Don't tell no lie, lie, lie, lie You can't deny, lie, lie, lie That we still sigh, sigh, sigh, sigh Yeah, yeah, yeah No girl, don't lie, lie, lie, lie You can't deny, lie, lie, lie That we still sigh, sigh, sigh, sigh Yeah, yeah, yeah