what we're going to talk about tonight is something called the cabala and why it's interesting for you to begin to learn these things first of all if you're a follower of Jesus Christ Jesus Christ says ask seek knock don't sit and let anybody shove anything down your throat that's why we've gotten this world in the miserable shape that it's in because we're not looking we don't understand where these things come from we just say well they said this is the way it is this is the way it is it's not the way it is is the cabala okay is one of the ancient forms of spiritual uh wisdom and your almost your entire Book of Revelation comes out of the cabala in other words things were written and and and and put into history long before they entered into the Book of Revelation and they were taken directly out of the cabala the cabala now this is interesting and you must to understand is the cabala is Unwritten Unwritten it is wisdom it is of the Jewish religion it is an oral message it is passed via the spoken word that's the cabala passed via the spoken word it was introduced by to the rabbis and became quite popular during the Middle Ages and during the Middle Ages when the Middle Ages became the Dark Ages these people were hunted down by Guess Who the Born Again crowd that's right they hunted these people down and killed part of the Spanish Inquisition was against cabalists because they were Mystics as many of uh many of the the saints were but the the origin of this the cabala coming to Jews is is an interesting thing because there was a group of Buddhist missionaries who left India came to the direction of what we call the Holy Land the middle least ran into a bunch of Jewish uh rabbis and they sat down had a conversation and a lot of wisdom started to flow and it interjected itself into a group called The ases very strange cave people who were Mystic people and and and spoke in these strange terms as well uh but these are ancient Mysteries what we're talking about we want to learn we want to understand wisdom see we want to begin to try to figure out and the are very dark things that these people spoke about when I say dark things are things that don't sit right with a lot of people they don't sit right with a lot of people today they're not understood by a lot of people today they're called Dark sayings let's go to page 541 if you would in the Old Testament and for the rest of you I'm looking at 541 in those little Bibles for the rest of you if you go to the Book of Proverbs okay and I want to go to chapter one of the Book of Proverbs and and we'll see see something that will instruct you okay written many thousands of years ago in the way that you must go if you're if you're going to understand say it says the Proverbs of Solomon chapter one and it says in verse two to know wisdom and instruction to perceive the words of understanding that means to really have a grasp on them to become enlightened to become aware and understanding and verse six to understand a problem B and the interpretation now this is the part that I want you to see the words of the wise and their dark sayings okay there you go this is it this is why that we have come up so short in trying to establish ourselves in spiritual terms I hear so many people you know say well you know religion does a lot of good they help the poor people there should be no poor people oh they feed people that are hungry there should be no hungry people see as long as there's a necessity of a religion to help poor people then I want to know who is keeping those people poor and who is requiring those people to have to ask for there is plenty remember we were talking the other day there's not enough money for people to have that are out of work there's not enough money for people to have food yet when there's need for a war all of a sudden there's billions of dollars to shoot missiles all over the place see that's Antichrist whether you call it whether it's supported you want to pray for the boys or pray for victory that's Antichrist there cannot be there cannot be a money by the billions I don't mean just you know how each one of those missiles to launch could feed an army see and you have people in Atlantic City you have people all over the place poor people oppressed people hurt people and the simple problem these people have is they cannot keep up with the system well the system is a is is in many ways a corrupt system and its religions are corrupt and therefore they simply take from people take I'll never forget one time and it was some years ago when this church first started and we have always looked not to give anybody a hand out but to help people and and to really give good things and groceries and F I mean really nice things the kind of things you go and you come out of the shop right with and this fell came to us and he said you know I went to one of the big churches around here and you know what they put on the back remember on the back door they left for him on the back porch a spots of what is those crispy crackers and a jar of peanut butter and they and you know they thousands upon thousands of dollars well that's Antichrist Jesus is not involved in that kind of thing see and so what we have to then be willing to do is investigate and read these things because these these things as you learn them and these things as you as you run away from your fear of meditation will lift you above above that Pro those places it will lift people into a place of salvation out of the system and away from religion but you've got to have the courage to break from those people so to understand a proverb the words of the wise and their dark saying the Hebrew word cabala is from the root qbl which means to receive that's where it comes from qbl to receive B now what it is is included in that meaning is the practice of transmitting inner knowledge by mouth remember now this was not written all oral transmitting inner knowledge by mouth go to page 110 in your New Testaments to the Book of John and I want to show you something Matthew Mark Luke and John and let's go to John 20 verse 20 uh well I'll get to that John 20 let just stay there right for the moment okay and I want to show you something John 20 now watch Jesus here chapter 20 and let's go to verse 22 and when he had said this he what did he do he breathed on them and said unto them receive see the word receive qabala receive the Holy Spirit In other words they received the anointing by mouth that's cabala that's what it means qbl okay and also in the same way when he breathed on them remember when Abraham's name was changed to abraam receive that which is the Numa that which is the breath that which is the spirit so here then we begin to see and of course there's no question about it that Jesus was very very familiar with the cabala because the cabala through Zar storian ISM was the uh originator of you must eat my body and drink my blood that's that was not original with Jesus Christ that come out of the cabal long before Jesus walked the face of the Earth that was written in the cabala you must eat my body and drink my flesh and uh so he was very very very aware of the cabala okay so in Matthew 13:13 I want to show you something of what Jesus did on page 13 in your new testament Matthew 13:13 okay Matthew 13:13 here's Jesus Christ now speaking and and I'm coming to you and trying to share with you why you cannot look at the Bible literally why you cannot look at the statements of Jesus literally because you've got to get to the point of believing the man himself okay therefore speak I to them in Parables because they see seeing see not and hearing they hear not neither do they understand now a parable then in the same way as crucifixion all of these things have to be understood by by way of the spirit they have to be understood via meditation Jesus deliberately spoke in these strange Parables simply because people would not respond in any way shape or form to this message they couldn't they couldn't bear to hear it so they had to receive it spiritually they had to meditate on it in order to receive the answers to it if you'll note that in Matthew 13 okay where we're at verse let's go down to verse 15 because these people's heart is waxed gross and their eyes are dull of hearing and their eyes they have closed do you see that God didn't close their eyes they closed them and look at and lest anytime they should see with their eyes and hear with their ears and look at the next one should understand with their heart see that now he doesn't mean the pump in your chest for the heart he means the center of your Consciousness to understand there see they have closed their eyes we have today in 1991 Christianity has literally closed its eyes and stuffed up its ears to this they don't want to hear this and the reason they don't want to hear this is because this is the stuff that's set you free and if you're free you can thumb your nose and take a walk and you don't have to run and fill their the you know it was like Joseph Campbell was talking today about different things that religion can say to get people all involved with them and they said they just have to say these things a few times and the money comes rolling in and that's that's it and and and and and you're going to be set free totally on your own I'm not going to I don't follow anybody I don't tell anybody have to believe anything I'm just all I'm all I'm sitting in front or standing in front of you sharing things with you to help you think to help you look and to let you know that there's a lot more that you haven't been told that is part of the history of your religion so there's the key and and and the key means that this all I can do is try to force this stuff to the heart and so there you can sit and ponder about it buy books about it read about it meditate about it and read the Bible about it and start to look at it in a way that you've never looked at it before the belief is that the origin of the information in the cabala was Celestial in other words just like we speak about on the Zodiac it's it's it's that they believ the Ancients believe that this information came directly from Angels it did not come from uh people and of course it's we've been through this before but for those of you who don't understand that that eel means the god impulse in you that's why Angel is spelled that eel eel means the impulse in you the god impulse in you and of course all the Angels names are spelled Gabriel yuriel Ral Mel Etc because it's an Impulse in you there are not things flying around with wings on them we're never going to understand God we're never going to understand spirituality we're never going to understand the truth until we can raise ourselves out of kindergarten we still think of angels as things floating around in the sky with wings on them and you know you do and that's not what an angel is an angel is that little thing that speaks inside of your head when it gives you the right way to go and say I know what I have to do and you follow on it and it works and say why didn't I think of it before an angel has spoken to you it's an Impulse within yourself it's the eel the god inside of you angels are God ideas they're from the higher mind that's what angel means but see but see we're not able because we're such a a materialistic society and we're such a a plastic Society we're not able to relate these things to Consciousness because religion has never told you you had a Consciousness and so all that they can really if they hear the word Angel they draw a picture for you of something with a white sheet on and wings floating around with a with a with a with a tin foil around their head and that's it not what it is it's inside of here and it speaks to you from the right side that's Angel it's it's believed that King Solomon and King David were both initiated into the cabala and and I I'd like you to see these things for yourself because they knew of the higher Realms of divine power they knew of the higher Realms of Consciousness let's take a look at it page 552 in your little Bibles and Proverbs 15 okay Proverbs chapter 15 and let's take a look at this now I ask you and I ask you watching on television when you hear this proverb think to yourself and think of what your life has been like in the past and here this is not saying that you have to die and go to heaven look what it says here Proverbs 15 verse 24 here it is now listen to it and we tell you to raise your Consciousness up to a higher level in meditation the way of life is above to the wise that he may depart from Hell beneath how clear does it have to be how clear does it have to be the way of life is above to the wise that he may depart from the hell beneath and that does not mean you're going to fly up to Jupiter or Pluto or Capricorn or anything like that there is nothing out there it's right here you might as well make up your mind to it it's right here seek it find it and create a heaven through the power of Jesus Christ right smack here where you are and it is above to the wise you can depart from the hell which is beneath which is the guilt and the fear and the oppression that's been forced it upon you by all of these money hungry hungry Seekers of of of politics and religion let's take another let's take another look at this one by David uh page 467 in your little Bibles and the rest of you the book of Psalms and take a look at this one in the Book of Psalms uh page what did I say 467 Psalm 11 let's go to Psalm 11 and I'll show you this one from David which is quite evident also psalm 11 now this is a here's a symbolic statement of of your meditation and why it's necessary for you and how you must find your meditation how you must find your place of safety Psalm 11:1 in the Lord put I my trust how do you say to my soul flee as a bird to your Mountain you know you see and people say well you know God never said anything about flee as a bird to your Mountain depart from the hell beneath rise up into the heaven above within yourself okay there was an Rabbi by the name of Eleazar who was probably the initial cabalist and he gathered together his disciples and after the cabala had manifested itself through Word of Mouth through word of mouth and through Word of Mouth Rabbi Eleazar began to reduce the cabala to writing and you might want to write this one down because somewhere in our studies you may come up with it again once the cabala is written in a book it is called Zohar Zohar z o h a r and Zohar means Splendor brightness that's what me okay in Isaiah 60: 1 and 3 it says arise and shine and bring the Kings to the brightness of your rising and of course in Matthew 6:22 Jesus Christ if your eye be single your body will fill with light this is the brightness this is the Splendor this is the understanding you know it's just it's a same thing as if you're trapped in a forest all of your life and all of a sudden you see a light and you see a way out it's like saying there's a light at the end of the tunnel this is your escape from all of the bondages and all of the fear and all of the entrapment and trying to figure things out I mean for God Almighty sakes you've done nothing all of your life but spend your life reading the Bible you're going to drop dead reading the dog on thing what's the sense of it what's the sense of reading anything if we don't do what it says well if I say Jesus said if your eye be single your body will fill with light well you don't go to the next page you drop that dog on book close it up and practice the single eye or the whole thing's a wash would it be worthwhile to go to the Chinese restaurant and read the menu oh listen I like the number six and number five and a little W conon and all of that that's really nice on the page but that's not going to do you dog on bit of good if you don't eat it going into restaurants and reading the menus isn't going to put anything in here and going and reading the Bible is not going to put anything in here you've got to do and you got to act it out and you got to work at it and remember it's mystical it's spiritual and start to adapt these things that are directed by the the the psalmist and the prophets and and Jesus Christ put it into practice do it you know you ever think of that religion Christianity it's they spend the whole time reading the Bible they study it and study it and study it but they don't do it I'm going to go to a Bible study and I'm going to study some more till they drop dead studying the do thing and they've never done it never have they taken part in the Passover never never see and I don't mean never have a they you know lot of lot of Christians said we're going to have a Passover seder at our house in Elite J you have some lamb and you drink a little mat whatever you do and they messed up you got to do these things so Zohar is the written cabala and what it is it is the light that is divine it is the light that is Celestial wisdom you can call this what you want but you can also bring it right down it is the mind of Christ zohor is written now take a look I passed out these diagrams and for those of you who are uh watching in TV Land if you want a diagram uh we'll send you one okay what you're looking what they call a sip or a tree is the Tree of Life of the cabala I'm not going to go deeply into it but there is those inner impulses all of what you're looking at in this tree of life is actually I don't know if Paul if you could get in a little bit I give the folks an idea of approximately what we're looking at but that tree of life basically is a diagram of the Divine Realms of Consciousness within your head that diagram is for what's located between your ears okay all right and that's the cph or the tree of life now this inner wisdom remember this isn't written the wisdom activities of God that man manifest within are called let me write this down so I get it s h a k TI s h a k t in cabala Shak shaki that's the energy which flows outward from God so shaki flows outward from God and comes to you that's what they believe okay that's shaki shaki incidentally means wife now this is the kicker and we're going to get to the point here why traditional Judaism was very very hostile to the cabala do you know why feminine all feminine it is the feminine God and nobody including Christians can deal with that what do we say today tamuz came to the Earth wound up in another land down in the bowels of the earth to save the people who were captive who had to come down to save him and bring him up Easter the goddess his sister e what that mean Jesus Christ down in the bowels of the earth who had to save him the Holy Spirit who is the Holy Spirit feminine it is the feminine of the part of the god this you know that you in most churches you can't they would even allow a woman to stand up on a Pulpit and and do you know they have totally missed it because they've taken Macho control of the whole thing and if anything if you want to talk about women's Liv why was it necessary most of it is necessary because of the SE discrimination that against women that originated with religion and yet here it is the Splendor of the cabala of which most of your Bible is written in the Tree of Life shaki is God's wife and she is the one that moves in and does the work shocky now you will note on this tree there are 10 numbers and those 10 numbers are the 10 fundamental powers of all being incidentally if you look at number one you'll see that number one is kether or the crown do you see that that is what is sung about in many of those gospel songs I'm gonna have a robe and a crown and they really think it's a real crown it's not the crown is that higher Consciousness which brings you through the various other nine stages into Mal which is the kingdom of God so the crown is the higher Consciousness in Revelation 2:10 it says I will give you a crown see if you meditate if you follow Jesus Christ if you enter within yourself you will receive a crown that means you will receive access to the high Realms of divine Consciousness within you if you'll do that 1 Peter 54 says you shall receive a Crown of Glory once again you see the crown and that's where it came from it's cabalic the word Crown used in the Bible is used in the Bible because came from the cabic it was cabalic teaching the crown that part of the Divine aspect of of your Consciousness now what's amazing as I said about this is that the cabala is a feminine potency of God this feminine Spirit achieves its fullest expression in the Kingdom which is Malo which is number 10 so then conservative Jews they couldn't deal with that any more than conservative Christians could deal with that the feminine principle of God that's almost you know that's that's doesn't that sound foreign to you the feminine can you imagine god with a skirt huh but see you can't because you it's it's unheard of you can't even consider it because you've been brainwashed that it can't be but it is even before this back to the times of Isis and back be before that of the times of the days of Zeus all of it goddesses all over the place women the power say that came from the feminine principle of God which was spirit so the cabala then is the power of speech it is the power of sound let's make that it is speech it is sound and it is word word Psalm 135 says I wait for the Lord my soul does wait and in his word I do hope now many of you have heard that the word of God is the Bible people on television will out and say this is the word read it is not it is not okay I I this Bible has been written Rewritten translated Abridged revised changed you can find whichever Bible you want that pleases you you can find you can find the New Jerusalem the old Jerusalem the revised standard the unrevised standard the good news the bad news the left side right whatever you want there's thousands of them and God's word cannot be true changed okay God's word was made flesh and dwelt amongst us this is a book and wherever you have anything written down there'll be some guy that'll mess with it and if you knew how many hands we were talking this morning about the acts of John and the Gospel of Thomas the apocryphal books which the Council of NAA sat upon listened and condemned because it was mystical couldn't deal with it was kept out of your Bible by men okay the word of God has always in essence been Christ Consciousness in the beginning was the word this was not written there mistakes in it they're dog on right sure there is mistakes in there's one part very interesting where where where the where the Apostle Paul said um Jesus Christ after he rose appeared to the 12 it wasn't 12 it was 11 he didn't even know he never what did he he didn't know that Judas committed suicide there's many but when you move above the written word the literalism up to the Divine word all error ceases all error ceases because the Divine Consciousness which is the Christ Consciousness takes you into that same Bible clears away all of man's words and gives you that which is the true aspect of the word of God once you meditate once you take this Bible and meditate and go go to the Christ go up into the mountain into the cave of the Christ this becomes every single word absolutely true but if you're going to literalize it you're going to violate it because the Apostle Paul said be not a minister of the letter because the letter kill and this Bible has been an excuse for many people to kill and I hear evangelist still coming on television well you know war is okay in some circumstances you heard of when God said he must go in and kill men women and children well these people had to be taught a lesson and they justify all of this horror reading literally you can justify anything you want remember J had the story about the people that play Russian r with the Bible they open a passage and they get a message from God and then the guy opened up passage one time and it said and Judas hung himself and he turned it off I don't want to hear that you can't play with things like that Revelation 19:13 says his name which means his way Christ is called the word of God did you ever see that turn to Revelation 19 it's the last book in the Bible Revelation 19 Revelation 19 and verse 13 it's on page 237 in the little Bibles but you can find that quite easily uh since it's the last book Revelation 19:13 what does it say and as was clothed with vesture dripped in Blood and his name is called the word of God and it doesn't mean Charlie or Jesus because jesus' name wasn't even Jesus it means the way when you understand something in the East when they say I am doing it in his name means I am doing it in the way that he said to do it means the way his way is the word of God and when you talk about the way remember that Jesus Christ in Matthew 7:14 said narrow is the way which leads to life and few there be who find it so the word or the way cabala zoh is the feminine Spirit principle of God it is Virgin mind isn't it interesting one of the most magnificent mystical things that have ever happened on the face of the earth cabala is feminine it's entire feminine principle it's not a masculine principle at all it is the feminine side of God and and and you read about it in the Bible and very few people know it's even there it's a speech Force see here's a cabala let me let me give you let me give you a part of the cabala that you can understand in in in uh in in in the New Testament in the Book of Romans chapter 10 The Book of Romans chapter 10 okay verse 9 it says in Romans chapter and this is a this is one that uh the contemporaries hang on to all the time if you shall confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and Shall Believe in thine heart that God has raised him from the dead you shall be saved two things you got to do confess the Lord Jesus Christ most people look him down and say I am confessing the Lord Jesus Christ that's not going to do it confessing the Lord Jesus Christ means I have an experience I obey Jesus Christ I do what he says so that I can say to you Jesus is Lord that means you're practicing the single eye that means you're entering within yourself that means you are shutting down the thoughts of the mind and that means that this is manifesting outwardly and that you're reaching out in love with the mind of Christ to others all around you if you're doing that then you can say Jesus is Lord if you're not you can't because Jesus Christ himself will look at right in the eye and say why do you call me Lord Luke Luke 646 why do you call me Lord and not do what I tell you to do so you so let me Albert do you see how how ridiculous this this the Bible says if you confess Jesus is Lord so they come up and they say Jesus is lord they're not they're saying words but they are not confessing the lordship of Jesus Christ until you're able to confess that you do and you act out what he says to do and most people don't have the do to act out what he says to do because they're afraid of what the dog on church is going to say them because the church is said if you do these things you're going to open the demons and they believe the church and they will walk away from Jesus Christ and they got bumper stickers on their car saying Jesus is Lord and he's not and that that's why the world is a pig pen because they are claiming the lordship of Jesus Christ and they are not obeying Jesus Christ to bring their lordship to strength to life within himself do what the man says put your Bibles down down G and when he says get inside of yourself get inside of yourself and let the rest of them go not say the hell would you get out of my life youve ruined it you've raped the Earth you've raped the world you pooted the oceans you've tortured the animals you got teenagers committing suicide you got the world in our shambles tell me nothing anymore and I'm not putting any more money in your tin pot in order for you to tell me how I disobey Jesus Christ I am staying with Jesus Christ I am following with Jesus Christ he is the Lord because I'm going to do what he says and I'm not listening to you and your bunch of hooded Crooks with your stained glass with so you can't see the poverty and the frustration going on outside in the world walk away from them and grab Jesus Christ by the arm and say I will follow you over a cliff and if you say sit and practice the single eye I'm doing it now right now then let anybody tell you any different how holy they are holy that's pretty good huh all right I am angry angry because of the oppression you we sit here in this little place with people who come through those doors who have been hurt and all of their life they have poured money into that thing and claimed the claims and said the prayers and their lives have deteriorated because these people have never had the guts to say to them you got to obey Jesus Christ and seek within yourself and allow the kingdom of God to explode within you and the mind of Christ to take you and lift you above all of this trash and take you up into the Heavenly places not when you're dead in a grave but when you're alive standing on your two feet now because God is not a god of the Dead He's a god of the living I don't care what they say Not Afraid almost done a long day but a good day just real quick according to the zohor there are successive phases of emanation which is coming out Webster's Dictionary defines emanation as springing coming out from within and let me just show you this real quickly and I we'll keep you but you're here anyhow so one is called abysmal will okay and that is that deep deep within you beyond the ability to touch there is an existence inside that no one can even conceive of that means that you may think you're guilty that means you may think you're a sinner but deep inside of yourself there is a little germ deep inside of yourself waiting to be stirred and activated that will burst into life in the same way that you see deep inside the soils little germs and they are stimulated by the movement of this great cycle of life and when they're stimulated they burst to life and leaves and flowers come storming out all over the place inside of you is that same germ that's abysmal will cabala second formative thought formative thought is that from the places of that deep Abyss where we've been meditation nothingness from that place that germ will begin to stimulate ideas that germ will begin to bring forth some new things some things that you haven't previously thought of and you'll say wonder where I'm getting this from I wonder how come I know this that's happened to me so from Deep from the abysmal will will start to come formative thought first inner and in or un audible word cabal and that's the inner discussion be between you and your psyche begins get it all the time when I was with this thing about the acts of Thomas in the book I I I I said to John last night I said I just didn't understand it's I let it roll in meditation and let it roll around and roll around and roll around and roll around and un said to God but what do I say when people say don't you believe Jesus was crucified he says you tell them to go up into that mountain and enter into that cave and ask him themselves inner and AO audible word the discussion with the angels goes on within you that you've heard from meditation and fourth utterance utterance the Final Phase what has happened you see what has happened from nothing has come everything from nothing has come everything from an abysmal will a germ deep within the caverns of your Divine Consciousness has manifested an utterance that may heal an utterance that may save an utterance that may lift up an utterance that may change and it all came out of nothing and was manufactured into something by the creative force of the almighty God so cabala is then the cifra which you have a diagram of of the 10 spheres are stages like in Spring in in which God emerges from his hidden Abode manifesting into a material Universe look at it again and you'll see huh the spring this Springtime winter okay oh so cold in winter but seed deep within that winter there begins to develop a spring and the spring then moves itself into the summer of your life and all is warm and all blossoms in newness and new life and new existence creation takes place within you Revelation 21:17 says to he that overcomes I will give to eat of the Hidden Mana that's what that is can I show you one other scripture before we go see that abysmal will which we talked about hidden inside of you think of yourself think of your life think of the failure you may think that you are and just try to understand what God has what surprise package God has located right in your brain waiting for you to discover think of it then listen to this turn with me to Isaiah page 609 in the Old Testament in your little Bibles the book of Isaiah incidentally next week we'll be doing uh Isaiah I'm this is my first time that I've done a teaching on Isaiah and I'm thrilled looking forward to it next week anyhow um Isaiah verse 45 and now listen to what the promise is when we talk of cabala abysmal will coming from nothing into something Isaiah verse 453 re oh I wish you could read it with me and I hope each one of you have a Bible and I want each one of you to see this this is the promise okay and I will give you the treasures of Darkness what did we start this meeting off with tonight wisdom is to know the dark sayings didn't we I will give you the treasures of darkness and the hidden re Riches of secret places that you may know that I the Lord which call you by your name am the god of Israel the treasures of darkness and the hidden Riches of secret places from nothing comes everything the Breath of God hovering over the waters how how old is this and I told you that was the last thing just do one more please do one more scripture for me and then I promise this is definitely the last one First Corinthians page 156 in the New Testament and this is I want you to see this because this goes right along with what we've been speaking about tonight in the New Testament the Apostle Paul 1 Corinthians chapter 2 verse 7 now I told you about this listen to this one but we speak the wisdom of God God in a mystery even the hidden wisdom which God ordained before the world unto our Glory from the abysmal will of nothingness comes everything the hidden wisdom hidden hidden from who hidden from who Jesus Christ says unto you is given to know the secret of the Kingdom but to them who are without all things not some things all things are done in Parables they never have a clue to what you're hearing and what you're beginning to understand so cabala Zohar is the spring it is the leaf that begins to form from a dormant Tree in your life you learned a little bit about cabala didn't we that's great we had a great day we really had some heavy duty stuff and I was ask those of you that I care about very much to uh and that sounds like I'm selling a tape here and I I will not do that and I'm sorry to come across that way I'm not really talking out there I'm talking to the folks here I would ask you to pick up this morning's tape about Easter I just want you to hear it and it's really worthwhile and I don't very well often say that but uh that's when you should hear if you weren't here hey we have to go thank you