they'll tell me if it's still buzzing all gone i i just got off and told them they need to chill it was interfering with my phone you need a spooky story for a spooky season what was it oh i don't know i just told him out loud whoever's doing it got to bring it down because it's getting interference with my phone hello to you too david a spooky story time video but you gotta tell it i don't think things are spooky i don't know no but i need to add drop dead fred to the list don't be jealous be proud jessica yeah i just told him to lower it that lower it down the frequency was interfering i don't find things spooky do i have any spooky stories [Music] hey bam psycho host beast inside wars jungkook is that you did you just type that in there no it's not me oh that's uh army that's just okay just the army well that's acceptable you have a lot of what treats our army i like your first interaction with one my first interaction with what i just saw that a marie like what i didn't get removed how do you deal with people who wronged you having a great big patch of good work good luck um i usually accent i'll tell you the truth if it's somebody who did something maliciously well thank you stellar that's just a little extra sassy that's all just a little extra thank you bad what's there for you're fine i sit up there i don't have my teeth in you literally copy paste your jaw oh my first interaction with a non-human thing thank you asha my very very first interaction with a non-human thing that i remember hold on bam bam oh my gosh well i'm glad mugwort was somebody said thanks for their cardboard yesterday was when i was really [ __ ] little i mean like i was in that first house and maybe i was like three i called jimmy's name like ten times yesterday and she never answered i think i was like three and i was having a nightmare and i went to screen for my mom and uh i say and i went to screen for my mom and and when i opened my mouth to scream there was a hand on my mouth but not one you could see but you could feel there's like a grown hand on my mouth and i couldn't make scream noises and it was scary for a second but then it was really calming and like in my head whatever it was said it's just a dream you don't have to scream for your mom anymore and uh oh yeah ranger what does it mean when meat smells and tastes spoiled but it's not i don't know i wouldn't eat it maybe it's got maybe that person is um maybe it died too traumatically and that's what you're sensing um that was the first time that ever happened i think i was like three and of course i told my mom and my mom was like that's jesus and i was like okay so i thought it was jesus for the longest time hi mama foot i accidentally made black sugar instead of black salt what can i use dude what you do is no i'm going to tell you add a add a oil to it and make a protective salt scrub out of it for the shower so whenever you feel like you need some extra protection you know use um add that i think it's an oil that you add no it took my voice away um yeah add that to it and then you'll have a oh you did sassy i'm telling you dude that guy has a direct line to spirit yeah dexter's over there on him and hex dot co and if you want to know your like if you need to see who your spirit gods are uh my husband yeah free stop no i missed it well i met i'm done being sick but it was all peppermint oil cover test okay i'm learning dream interpretation i'm learning um i'm reading the modern version and then i have two or three books on my wish list for the older versions oh yeah i didn't get attacked mine was actually a legitimate there was nothing in my head could blackberries be used in glenwood workings blackberries i don't i'm sure they can't you all right jojo find an appalachian witch and ask them they probably have a more recent accord witch no someone's name is trump's [ __ ] harris there all the little books are coming that i'm just overloaded right now yeah she got her snake skin is that you harold so many in fact i got him right here look at all these y'all all these snake skins and bees and there's bearded dragon skin in there i did get my book i'm very excited thank you oh corman okay did she put up gypsy's painting i have a painting we have a painting somebody send me a painting darker than better what painting oh you have chameleon skin in there oh chameleon too would you be willing to guess hosts black i like blue blasmos sunday school i i gotta find out what that is satan's butthole's here do you have advice from people who are just beginning i suggest you go to my on youtube scroll down and there's a resource book for beginners this one just look at moon phase tapestry on ebay i'm 29 messages behind so everybody has them jamie and i get a hex to backfire tether it to something cream cheese wonton high now i'm 42 messages behind okay let me just skip to the end hi june bug oh okay the lighter color skin okay i was so excited stop girl with them gums dude no no hello jenny hey snort kenny hey mills i i haven't got it what do you do i use all those skins for protection uh and mostly that batman was doing for teaching baby witch all right blubber so i'll talk to bam bam and get to know exactly what she wants because i don't mind doing it i primarily why do you sound different i don't have my teeth in i had dentures because i had a tooth disease uh oh is it no no the ones without seat are are the ones that give you trouble good uh christian moaning yeah stop oh yeah i heard about jesus wayne he posted a video unboxing it but i can't oh it's a painting i got in the past is it the one with the mary and the monkey and the alien it was a painting i got in the past some are hanging but some i'm packing up because i'm trying to manifest the house that i want so i'm starting to pack everything up as if i already have a house when i move to whatever my future houses my work room oh i'm sorry harold my work room is going to be covered in all of the witch feet gifts if you didn't get accepted into the main though there's a high chance you didn't read the instructions third eye kitty you got to put your tick tock name on there in order to be there a lot of substitutes for lavender honey um a lot of different things you just have you need to look up herbs for blah blah blah and it'll give you several are you planning to move to boston don't know where i'm moving exactly right now uh letting a spirit guide for that third eye kitty said i did put their tick tock thank you this injury they weren't even in the patch that i just did third out can you do it again what are some really good witch books someone talks about uh star fae if you go to my youtube i have a resources post um from beginning and some more advanced stuff that i don't hear much about and it's up it's up there oh i can't wait marie no we ain't going to utah no i'm not going to utah well don't use lavender river there's lots of stuff should you be able to hear your guys or is that bad no petra not everybody hears their guides until later like your your soul evolves your soul matures at a slower rate than a human body so you might not hear them or sense them until later in life but it's not a bad thing why is hubby in boston that's kind of personal oh good satan's butt holy oh do i have a familiar uh yes it's all right iggy meow meow you didn't know do you have advice on fortune and desert playing yes um get whatever state that you're in if you look on the internet um i know give me range if you look on the internet look for it sometimes the state issues specific things so you would look up like a wildlife of colorado or or something like that um and you'll find local books to your area that will tell you all the things that you have there hey buddy witch hey got a chrysalis and the shadow's waiting i'm not gonna be on here long but i figured i'd jump on and be like hey on your page i'm casting a lot no i have not done a cast hey marisol i haven't done a casting lots post in a while and i don't know where my original one was uh so i need to write that down so that i remember to do one because it's really really easy all right i can't find a pen remind me to do casting lots i'm about to send you a packet for which was that you that sent me the herb book oh thank you mel rocka uh spirit spousing is real but not the way they describe it on tick tock that no it is real but not the virgin you see on here is there a difference between spirit and ancestor yes so a spirit is a dead person but sometimes they don't choose to leave sometimes they get trapped sometimes they're sending you a message an ancestor is a relative that has been reincarnated enough times that they have ascended they are elevated so they've already went through the process and uh they're that's what you call them when you call on on ancestors oh sbb tag me in it bam bam does the bone reading oh yeah snake skin sorry so you can use snake skins for i'll take a giant hornet the energy is concentrated yeah i you you can use snake skins for protection at any time but i use them for my safe candles so anytime i do any kind of painful working or hex working if there's children in the house um i will wrap the child's candle in the snakeskin and living dead girl i was already dead and i can tell you all that it's on my youtube i will wrap the child's candle in snakeskin yeah hey shadow mama absolute [ __ ] lutely these things are done especially let me tell you something people don't know this but um how long can we call answers for that what how long can we come on no no no no the ancestors you're calling on you got ergot the ancestors you're calling on are already ascended period um so that's why you can call on them what was i saying before i got distracted somebody asked me something and then i got distracted i want some ergot if any uh oh yeah cotton is a very very protect uh excellent protection herb so if you get a cotton blend of anything you can um uh crochet a protection blanket but you can do anything it's just like doing a witch's ladder how do you know if your god is your ancestor uh you don't really unless you find a medium that can see them each um let's no just [ __ ] i don't remember what this condo meant hi john did you only want to use no she's looking for hi john and she found the plant that grows here it's something vital yeah no hi john is the red one i've done this rojo solo rojo i have at least four grams of this stuff that sounds like we're doing drugs oh thank you mr moon the balkans just means that some of those descendants were in the area of the balkan mountains crimson i'm trying to tell y'all oh well um marisol the yes a medium cannot be rich you can use the violet ones the vines for binding but um even i have to buy hi john did you get the pictures of my candle probably and i hadn't had a chance to answer you yet but you can always send it again and be like you told me i'm live just ended again um honestly you need to find a national park or somewhere nearby and take your shoes off and put your feet in the get the leaves off the floor of the forest so that your feet is touching the earth and breathe in and out it sounds stupid and single on the night only violet depending on i just okay relationship oh watch this i'm not familiar on the appalachian channel i just found out i had appalachian heritage recently binding c she said something before she said something about just the violet yeah i answered it pure adhd but yeah i try to catch up with people if you read your cards and look in the mirror and don't recognize yourself ah that happens there's a word for that in psychology dysphoria no it's association no no it's a specific word like you have deja vu it's temporary you look in the mirror and you don't recognize yourself and i can't remember the name of it but i wouldn't get too upset about it how do you go about narrowing down your focus do you personalize income so my dna i am 99.9 scottish irish in english all right everybody stop for a minute shadow mama what's the other point two percent because i'm gonna i'm gonna make a point here so shadow mama says i did my dna test in a 99.8 scottish irish english studio focus on celtic magic and i'm gonna use you as an example but i need to know what your other two percent is miss [Music] congolese and sub-saharan africa okay i'm going to tell you why why i asked that um and i go to this extensively if you go to my youtube and it's called a rant on cultural appropriation anyway okay so this is why i asked you that i'm see if i can break down that video oh well hey jojo i'll try to break this video down into a really really short version so you're basically 99 white and you got a small thing of sub-saharan africa and all that okay so number one there is no specific craft path that you need to follow let me just say that right out the door um if you were able to find an an old bruha from south america and you put into work you could learn that okay but when it comes this is why this is when it gets picky and people be like you're losing no i'm not okay so for instance let's say you know you're 99 but you're drawn for no good reason towards the congolese okay this is this is what y'all need to understand about genetics and why i tell these people on this app to shut the up okay think of a person that is albino okay this is going to play into it think of a person that is an albino of european descent no an albino of asian descent okay that is one gene not chromosome even one gene that changed their entire appearance okay the percentage of something you are is not important which part of that which part of your body or your mind is that is what is important i'm reaching for the ideas in my head so for instance if for some reason you were drawn just really drawn to conga leaves and and you don't like that doesn't come from your background you don't know what you're talking about that's then that part of your dna that's the ancestry that it comes from okay so that's what people need to understand the percentage doesn't matter it's which genes are which now going with your wider side you can do um cunning folk traditional physical which is what i teach oh thank you uh celtic past norse path you don't have to restrict yourself because the white folks came in late and so our stuff is a lot broader but you don't have to follow any of them if you don't want to you can go way over here as long as you put in the time and the respect that's all that matters so i used it for an example but does that help you at all oh wait let me check i would not mess around with native american practices that's just me personally unless you are literally like you know the guy from the movie uh dances with wolves okay that's about how far in you need to be to be messing with that stuff you know what i'm saying when the spirits accept you in what do you suggest with himself there is herbs for that and i can't talk about it oh thank you luminara oh yeah that would be true theresa gardner if you have native american ancestors find out your background oh thank you yes yes m d i have a specific question pacific that's an ocean i have a specific question about native american park i mean i can try to answer it i'm not native american truck shark bait absolutely makes sense not really sure my past but yeah and another thing is you don't need a whole ass path literally you you don't you can just do your own thing you don't have to fall in line with anything the label on your life is it time for you to move along all right i don't know if we're in london or churchy but uh apparently i'm a luncheon but it didn't show up how do you how do you try it all thank you i heather scare try it all oh wow mandy that's pretty awesome do you study for a while before doing i studied for 10 years before i did anything i'm nothing lying in me what are you planning for you only do trauma when you have some work to do social opposition no um i took it off it's all on my youtube now because i do not need to charge anything but you're right you've been with me long enough no it's just when you you if you want to talk [ __ ] on your own page that's fine you can talk all day long about me that's fine but when you come onto my page to get my whole last video and then you block me to talk [ __ ] about me now you can't come into my house and talk [ __ ] and think you're not gonna get anything back you can talk us in your house but you're not gonna talk to my house about me you know what i mean how do i feel about one pack's recipe i never i never did uh form packs with them um i just yeah those comments were great um i don't i don't want to feel obligated and i don't want them to feel obligated you know if you want to work with me great if you don't okay but i guess i mean other people might like contract jojo what are you doing silly girl yes inanna uh and yana is for people who who don't do their research uh they think inanna is the one on the relief with the uh feet that looks like lilith but that's not a nyan that's a rescue gal what's your background with my work can you be more specific i don't mind answering it but can you be more specific now i know that that relief the bernie relief that bernie is the one who who who mislabeled it and is stuck that's not a relief is not i go into that too is that on my youtube too no that's on this account it's uh i do believe the cover photo is about littlest how do you feel about taking some assignments you didn't i don't see anything wrong with it yeah apparently i'm the most problematic i don't understand what you practice oh oh um i just practice white folk witchcraft sometimes it's called cunning folk sometimes it's called english uh it's just physical magic so um i use uh ingredients with everything and it's really not just a white folk thing it's just easier to categorize that on this app because the atr's need to be separated so people aren't like yeah i'm gonna go do that but basically it's one of the oldest forms it's just physical magic that um you know you use your ingredients and your correlations i did watch the magician yeah that's all yeah cunning folk uh folk man uh yeah but without the the bible stuff oh yeah what's it called cold mountain oh i have not seen that but i know what movie is celtic magic the same um well i'll put you this way physical magic was in every culture it's the it's one of the oldest forms it just involves the ingredients in the environment and manipulating those frequencies so literally it was in everybody's stuff so that's why i just call it physical magic um every culture did it literally everyone and what i did is the reason i have such an extensive herb bank is because when i get as much as i know from like north america then i moved to south america and i learned about them hey hi king i learned about those herbs and i get some of them start working with them like right now i'm over in india which is ayurvedic so i'm starting to gather that information and then next i'll move on to africa because that has the most diversity hi king oh thank you cartoon [Music] actually the crooked path is not bad uh it does have a section with like numbers and [ __ ] and i was like what in the wicca is this but if you skip over that one section it's really not a bad book hello great galaxy i'm good what's going on with you what's your thoughts on oh which neighbor what the hell is that you can get cancelled if you use herbs i already use herbs from apricots so they can cancel me it's fine not a fan of wicca but [Music] uh i started studying at age 10 and i'm 45 now oh hey allie somebody asked me something i'm mostly swiss um well you can do physical magic of any kind but i think the swiss is more along the lines of norse the poison bath damn it somebody else asked me something up here hold on tinderbox138 says what's the fictional movie that you think most closely describes witchcraft tinderbox have you ever seen the princess bride oh yes no okay gerald gardner oh thank you hi king i'm going to come back to gerald garner somebody remind that remind me so have you ever seen the person that was asking the fictional one that resembles witchcraft the most um no apostate james i'm saying have you seen the princess bride okay you know when he's mostly dead and he goes to the house with billy crystal and his wife their witches and they give him the the you know he goes to blabe and she's like no it's true love and and he's in there mixing up stuff and he drinks it that is the closest thing to witchcraft i have ever seen in a movie honestly because that's a dead ass truth for at least for the old school witches not the neo witches but the old school one that is on point if you if you look in there yeah have fun storming the castle if you notice how there's just [ __ ] everywhere and he's like pulling out of here and there and stirring it up that is the most accurate representation of witchcraft i have ever seen for old school movies which fictional which movie do you like the most i'm not a big tv or movie watcher i gotta think about that one i didn't think about that right how do you feel about the video i think it was trendy and i like the movie what are your thoughts on a white witch neighbor giving you gifts every day um i mean just remember the sun can burn you and kill you with cancer be cautious be cautious yeah most people don't realize that oh yes gerald garner okay wicca so here's the thing and i'm not excusing gerald gardner's blatant appropriation i'm just merely going to talk about this from his point of view okay so i'm going to tell you why i'm not a fan of wicca but why if it were not for wicca the majority of witchcraft would not be witchcraft will not be accepted okay so gerald gardner um i've read his whole background there is a fantastic documentary on youtube about gerald gardner called the wicked man but anyways so he basically wanted to create his own virgin and version of a witchcraft religion and he created wicca it is not thousands of years old jesus okay the horn god and horn goddess is a thousands of years old concept from animism over in you know the white part of the world up there but wicca is not okay so anyway he created this little harmon i'm gonna put some rules on this to make it you know don't harm anybody and that's fine and it was fine um it is more like a religion that has witchcraft ceremonies as their religious ceremonies okay uh when the other two people got a hold of witchcraft of wicca like is it dianic the man haters um and the other guy that wants everybody to be naked in a sexual way what does this mean anyway he brought it up to america oh my god there's people crazy but the thing is is he kept a lot of the christian hierarchy within wicca um about the priests and preaching i'll run all y'all over you hear me you hear me i'll run you all over but anyways but here's why yeah alexander sanders that's a crazy mofa here's why we all need to just be most wiccans by the way most wiccans that i meet are great people most wiccans are great people every now and then you get a wiccan the ones that i don't like is when they you wouldn't believe how many young folk think wicca is witchcraft i'm like wicca's about this big and witchcraft is this big the reason that most witches of any craft just leave the wiccans be is because gerald gardner fought tooth and nail on public television back then that was like the 1950s for wicca and legitimizing it as not having anything to do with satanism i mean this dude put his whole entire reputation life work on the line and got it wicca that is the reason wicca is accepted and if it was not for that there wouldn't be so much more exception for the other forms of witchcraft and so that's why even if we don't agree with wicca as long as you don't piss me off too bad with the amount of crap the [ __ ] they spread on the app most wiccans i know are cool chill people they in touch with the earth they do their little athlete stuff and they're good to go but you have you got to give some props to gardner because if he didn't fight tooth and nail in the 19 [ __ ] 50s going yes we dance around naked in the woods no it's not satanic i'll stake my life on it we wouldn't be as accepted as we are today christian science look the only christian scientist you ever need to listen to as much as we had not a fan of the catholics the catholic priests scientists because they do not even they don't believe in creationism you know what i'm saying you can actually trust their information they don't dismiss science at all any other christian science thing those people are [ __ ] insane they are insane what question hey hey hi priestess have you ever seen who asked me why was that a great question what was it i'm going back did you tell jaded there was a santa claus of course i did absolutely why would i not why would i not tell jd there was a synthetic i don't recognize that name jojo i know you're doing something wrong you're way too quiet over there yeah i lied to my child absolutely absolutely a 100 lied to my child and what i did when that when uh they finally found out on that oh that guy okay once they found out because i went the whole nine yards y'all you don't understand i would bring in snow leaves and dirt coming down from the fireplace over to the christmas tree i went all out and then i would sneak out by their bedroom shake jingle bells and then run all the way up to my room and dive in bed like i was sleeping the whole time but no they didn't ask if santa was which but when they found out that santa was not real i simply told him about the actual saint nicholas and i told him i was like that's why we still keep it going that's why it's so happy at christmas time there's this novelty to it and of course then they were like well what about the two three i was like oh no that's a lie too what about easter but i was like lie i was like no i said it just um it makes your childhood better i was like and i had her i had it going for a long time she was she was pretty old before she figured it out but um you know i said and when you're when you have a kid you're going to do the same thing that's what makes childhood fun i was like i remember a lot of people my age don't remember their childhood but i remember being so [ __ ] excited being hard to sleep on christmas day and could have sworn you heard reindeer feet on your roof could have swore it like was that them i would never take that away from my kid never never and the easter bunny i would put reese's pieces and candy leading from their door my kid's door all the way to their basket and for the tooth fairy i literally cut cut a hole at the bottom of their screen because i told them the tooth fairy comes in like a little piece of light and then it poofs up into a regular sized ferry and does the thing even put a little hole in their screen in their screen window because that's it it makes your your childhood so much better and and in the long run it helps them with imaginations and stuff gypsies do not worship i don't know who you heard that from but please don't talk to them anymore oh yeah absolutely i would i remember and i still love christmas to this day when it's christmas time we going all in i love christmas lights and everything out i'm gonna let you look that up uh there's several different types and um i do know that the romas on this app do not like being called gypsies there are fortune tellers and witches within the gypsy community um they're really prevalent overseas i still have that ornament have you ever seen an upside down africa dab a triangle thing i have no idea what you're talking about well i mean that's why you should pump it up you knew your graham's favorite holiday pump that [ __ ] up oops sorry i'm a gypsy i don't care about people no i know and i still use the word gypsy because it's it's not it it's different in certain places in europe you know what i mean and um and except for that one [ __ ] that pissed me off it's on my youtube i would never be like no i'm saying you know when i think of gypsy i think of um a colorful perseverant culture that takes nobody's [ __ ] that's what i think of yeah that's what i think of another um eastern i tell them that all the time yes and jacques i'm gonna say your name wrong i swear to god what is your how do i pronounce your name i don't say it wrong yes in certain areas in europe and apparently up north they will still use gypsy in a in a bad connotation you're like oh that's a [ __ ] gypsy you know what i mean but i've never heard that until i came on this app i i it irritates me that uh gypsies in america gets [ __ ] on for their you know they have traditional uh gender roles and and the women stop school pretty early and become white i'm sorry i don't see nothing wrong with that if it's not something that's forced on you or something you want to do i don't know why that they rip on oh lord yeah social opposition yeah i've never um it's just those people are loud there are loud i wouldn't in other words i would never go over to europe and use the word gypsy that would never happen but um the minorities always allowed us and i got attacked for that and it's on my youtube they tried to cancel me and all that blah blah blah blah and this one [ __ ] pissed me off and so i went off on her and i ripped on her and i was nasty to her and then they wanted to say that um gypsy was the same as the m word and i and i did that audio i was like first of all no it's not you know how i know it's not because we're saying the word gypsy and we're not even saying what the n word is you know and they wanted me to back down i'm just not gonna back down when i know that i'm right it's called a pejorative gypsy is a pejorative just like the word savage when you use savage when you're talking about native americans that's often disgusting but when you say a dog is savage it's not it's a pejorative so that means it has multiple meanings one of which is nasty derogative that doesn't mean you throw away the entire word you just don't use it in the nasty way yeah and so i was like jojo do i even want to know what the hell you're tearing up over there i don't do i just keep on doing what you're doing i don't want to know yes i'm cleaning them right now um i have amylogenesis superlativa so it is a form of brittle bone disease but only affects the teeth so i had the cleanest rotten teeth they ever saw and i had to have them i should have had to have i should have taken them all out around the age of 20 but i couldn't afford it so i took them all out around the age of [ __ ] how old was i 28 i think i finally had enough money thank you brewer b hey shadow mama yeah something in a box would you like a custom tee did that one witch yeah yeah i would like a custom t well here's the thing i live in south carolina and in florence south carolina is a place called sexton dental clinic there's three or four days across the united states people come from three or four states around to go to sexton dental clinic uh yes the tops of them are blue um sharon and they have something to do with it i didn't know no yeah keezy okay yeah keezy oh well that would explain it yeah it has a blue hue when you see me in person uh when your body needs more calcium than what you have it comes from your teeth first oh really sure man i didn't know that yeah oh yeah let me get back to the florence thing so there's a um there's a couple of these across the united states one of them is in florence south carolina all right so um i got all my teeth pulled and a full set of dentures in the same day and it was roughly eight hundred dollars i think i've checked the prices lately and i think it's about a thousand now and i had all of them removed so that's a lot all my teeth were moved at the same time and they do it all in one day you arrive in the morning and it's done by five and you have to have somebody with you and there's a hotel near there that you can book if you're driving from really far out of state it's called sexton dental clinic you have to call ahead but here you have to pay extra you can be put to sleep but you have to pay extra and at the time i was very poor and it took me enough just to save up that was my tax money i said uh you can pay extra to be put to sleep that's fine but you get all that done for a grand or less but here's the thing it's like an assembly line so if you are expecting bedside manner or you get scared you're out of there period that's it osteogenesis imperfecta i said mine was amylogenesis imperfecta i use the wrong words sorry amylogenesis and perfecto thank you if you whine or you have a problem or you give lip you're out they do not have time for you american healthcare is ridiculous so put on your big girl panties get your balls in order and go to it was let me tell you i had to have 12 novocaine shots they don't numb you before they get the novocaine shots i'm telling you it is a production line if you want to be babied then you're going to pay for it now because i had the problem i had i had a secondary problem which i'll tell you after i'm done yeah it's stay the temperament so anyway you go through and if you even don't even look at them sideways they don't have time for you they'll throw your ass out you better come back another day um anyway i had 12 shots it was absolutely i'd rather have jade again to go through that but i needed to have it done and but because i had envelope genesis imperfecta i had lots of abscesses and apparently i had abscesses i did not know about seems like they would have a better bedside mix they don't have time to have bedside manner they do this on purpose for dirt cheap so people can get their stuff done but anyways i also had abscesses i did not know about so when i got home for the next week i was ridiculously sick because they did everything i had my antibiotics beforehand but it was just too much infection in my body so i was wicked sick um for a good week like that i couldn't i had to get antibiotics uh you know like i had to go back to the doctor to tell them what happened so if you do have a history of abscesses yes yes and i knew i was aware of that um because i have to have antibiotics anyway because of my heart murmur so i knew exactly what was wrong when it started going south so i went to the doctor they hooked me up and it was fine but yes cyanide so if you do have that abscesses or history of abscesses when you go to have this done you need to already have a doctor's appointment with your local doctor uh in place so that when you get done with this within the next couple days you need to go to that doctor um because it was just too much a mitral valve prolapse i only went up to a six uh when i tried to go past the six my body was like [ __ ] you but can we hear about the day jaded was born oh you mean because of the weird situation there i never tried eucalyptus tea i'll try it hey tanker wife you said you want to hear about the day jade was born because of how messed up it was how weird it was did you get an epidural aloe water is good yeah yes all right uh is there anybody else that want to hear about okay about the day jada was born okay so well i was pregnant um let me get pregnant was i had her in july of 2001. sorry i always prefer to as her when she was a baby sorry she's like where's my bird july 2001 okay so i was on the south carolina medicaid system and all they do for it's a traditional ultrasound that's all i love you too just a traditional ultrasound okay so while i was pregnant i just um i was i'm rh well first of all let's back up i'm rh negative and i refuse the rogan shot because in my opinion uh from what i know scientifically from all the studies i've done and college and stuff nature does not make mistakes like that so it's there for a reason okay so i had already miscarried three times previously um because uh obviously the the the guy wasn't rh negative and uh damn sharon i need to look that [ __ ] up i don't know nothing but anyway so um i refused the rogam shot so i had three miscarriages because i just didn't know so well i was pregnant with jade it was you know what how was i 23 23 and i just thought i was sick from three months until i delivered just so you know i threw up in the delivery room but other than that i thought i was fortunate hey desiree because my baby would be awake when i was awake and asleep when i was asleep and i just thought i was really fortunate that i didn't have to deal with all the horror stories i heard from other women they'd be trying to sleep and the babies like doing jumping jacks in there um i just thought i was lucky right so when it came time to deliver oh well first of all she was supposed to be delivered by well she's born on july 16th the very beginning of july uh the very beginning of july um but i didn't go into labor and my doctor was like you gotta come in i was like no it's not done yet obviously because i didn't go into labor and another week goes by and they're like okay you got to come in here and i was like no and then when it was like two and a half weeks i was like okay i'll come in and so i came in and they had me all hooked up they were gonna induce my labor and when they went to go get the stuff uh just like goo that they put inside to induce your labor or whatever i went into labor anyway at the hospital that's [ __ ] convenient um and so when they came in i was like no don't give it to me i'm going into labor uh oh thank you derek and uh i was confused and i thought i was having braxton hicks because it i felt like i was having period cramps well it turns out that the previous [ __ ] my entire life that i've had a period no my cramps were labor pains and now there's a name for that but we didn't know that back then so anyway and i was confused and they were like no braxton hicks is up here this is down here i was like well [ __ ] then i'm going into labor and so the lady's like okay let me go get the doctor and i was like great and so i'm sitting on my bed my legs are all jacked up or whatever it's like 30 minutes and the lady comes in and she's like the doctor's on this way i'm gonna have a look and she looks up and she puts the curtain down she says you're crowning and i was like um what it's been 30 [ __ ] minutes and they're like no you're crowning so we're going to have to deliver soon i was like well all right now i've never done this before um but the best piece of advice that i got was to push like you're taking the [ __ ] so i was prepared it's fine and so the next 30 minutes while i'm waiting on the doctor okay this [ __ ] the cramps are no longer funny okay this is not funny i was like oh my god i am never gonna make it to 10 centimeters there's no way because i'm figuring i'm like at about seven centimeters and i'm like yeah i know about the windows i was like i'm never going to make it to 10 never so now it's been an hour so now the doctor comes in and she looks up and she's like well it's time to push and i was like what are you talking about and she's like you're 10 centimeters so i was in full labor and i didn't know it so so i was like we're all right let's go you know and um so you know they tell me when to push and i'm pushing like i'm taking the [ __ ] and then after my second push they were like okay stop for a minute and i was like what the [ __ ] are you telling me to stop for um they come back with a anesthesiologist and another doctor and they're like we have to give you an epidural and i'm like i'm in full labor what the what what long story short since i'm like mega kegel when i was pushing jade out i was stopping her heart that's how i got some serious kegels going on so they gave me an epidural so that i wouldn't feel the pain and wouldn't push so hard and i'm like what do i do if i have a [ __ ] full labor pain during the epidural and they're like and the anesthesia she goes miss sans i'm going to be really blunt with you if you move while i'm doing this you can be paralyzed let me just tell you that you can remain perfectly still through a labor pain when somebody says that you can be paralyzed let me just put that out there okay and so i sat on the side of that bed so still during a full ass labor pain while he put that thing in my back and right in the middle of the labor pain it went away so the medicine hit and as soon as i was like oh my god oh god is that and then when the medicine hit i was like is that the medicine or am i paralyzed and they were like wiggle your toes and i wiggled my toes and they were like that's a mess and i was like great so they what they did was they had my uterus push the baby out right so that because not me pushing they didn't want that so it's just my uterus pushed him out so that i wouldn't stop her heart well then this happened the jade comes out and she's this color now i know y'all seen enough videos to know that babies are supposed to be purple or red and covered in white crap jade was this color so i shot my mama look like don't you say anything to george george was her dad it was right here so i shot my mama look and my mom was like she shot me look i knew it wasn't normal george had no idea but jade was still moving and they wrapped her up and they showed her to me and jade was like yeah and i was like okay and then they take her off and why does that paper that's how white she was and so then chaos starts and they bring in a visiting whatever baby doctor it's like the best one on the east coast and his name was dr payne seriously dr pate dr payne comes in and they're having me push out the uh was it afterwards uh no i wasn't terrified because i would have dreamed that the baby was gonna die i was not concerned at all yeah i know so he comes in and he's he's barely got his gloves on before he goes digging he's like digging through my uh afterbirth and i was like what are you doing and he didn't even hear me he was like where's the blood where's the blood and i'm like okay this guy's freaking out so i'm just sitting back i'm like i'm very calm in these type of situations i don't get excited i'm very calm and he's like where's the blood and i was like i don't but really he was just speaking out loud so anyway he darts off again and then he darts back in he goes the baby is fine i just want to let you know that i'll be back and darts off again so i'm like all right cool so later he comes back in and he's like look your baby has no blood we don't know where it is we don't know where it is um i didn't like the blood that we had here so i'm flying in some old negative from charlotte um but she's fine but i don't know where the blood is so that's what we're fine so then they send in so finally as a last resort uh they come and take my blood and all her blood was in me so now i'm gonna tell you what happened um there's only one other of these that's recorded i think if you look up ghost baby on google you'll find it so now i'm going to tell you what actually happened so when for those of y'all that don't know about pregnancy okay here's the side of my uterus and the um placenta from the baby it's like that okay but there's a little microscopic space between this and this that the nutrients pass from the mom to the baby but instead on me here's my uterus wall when the uterus got to the wall my body goes above we didn't know we had that body part and so the entire circulatory systems grew into each other like this so there was no space that's the reason i had such a good pregnancy because when i got tired the baby got tired when i woke up the baby woke up when i got hungry the baby got hungry that's why that was the whole entire reason why but here's the bonus there's two cool things that happen i got a free stem cell transplant throughout my entire body because our systems were the same so i got a free stem cell transplant throughout all my body and then we switched genes i'm sorry cells so she is partially chimera and i am partially chimera so when she gets biopsies done she has to have them taken from more than one area and the same with me and this is why i had to send off my dna under two different two different times to the same place and so some of her dna is just mine depending on what our area of the body you get it from and some of her stuff is in me and so it makes for a very unusual relationship um well the reason if i get pregnant again wouldn't happen again we have no idea because there's only one other recorded case chimera c-h-i-m-e-r-a so there's only one other case hold on jojo get down from there right now one two two and a half that doesn't mean go further up jojo right now get down right now get down from there bird jojo i can literally see you get down she went further up [Applause] i'm gonna have a fight with my bird jojo do you want to get in a fight get down i can see you get down thank you don't go back up there um yeah i wouldn't know if i got pregnant again if it would happen again um but i wouldn't know if it was happening again because now i know what the symptoms are but um they got a transfusion the doctor flew in some blood from charlotte north carolina he didn't like the blood we had here um and so he flew some in so she got a transfusion she was on wires and stuff i'm tangled um he does not watch over her as uh prodigiously as he does me she has another one um that she's described to me they sound like they're from the same species you know yeah my doctor didn't know what happened either he was like could i put this in a journal i was like i don't deal [ __ ] it's fine nope didn't affect me at all um they joined together but enough oxytocin was released and and this this let me explain to you why the blood uh no it doesn't affect transactions transit fusions down let me tell you what happened so when when your oxytocin starts to in order to start your labor the first vein the first vessel that cuts off is the arteries so that cut off any blood going in and then the second one that cuts off is the vessels so nothing else came in and everything shot out and then they closed and that's when and i didn't hemorrhage either which they thought when they looked back on it they were like how did you not hemorrhage but it cut mine off too so it's still detached like a regular placenta it was just um it shut mine down too and that's why i didn't bleed out either it was a very weird situation yeah so it was um uh nose uh sora it was so right it was such a unusual event that the the medical people kept um all that and then it was studied and it went back with dr payne in a cooler and and i didn't mind it because that might help the next woman you know apparently i was fortunate that i didn't imagine that it worked in me so did your medications affect you being able to communicate with the big guy no i don't know any carolines that i remember unless it was during the edges when i was high but i also have a lot of which whatever a chimera is when you have two different sets of dna um usually it happens when twins one twin absorbs another oh i'm good fox i mean i'm glad fox glow hey shout out what do you mean shout out where you at yeah venus the cat is a good example um it also happens in birds and lobsters oh not spartanburg do you feel bpd affects your witchcraft of course it did of course it did um i was less effective before therapy because i your judgment of i mean if you don't know anything about bpd it's just everything is either black or white and so your your judgments can be so skewed um that uh it was it was a i'm glad i didn't do a lot of active spell work until after therapy um because now i'm fine dependency increase your metaphysical power um i didn't do much spell work while i was pregnant i was in a very bad time in my life life got in the way so i didn't do any at that time quirky witchy lady um the the medication that works a bit jojo do you want to go to a bad young lady you want to go to bed you stop back where was i right all right so there's a excellent medication for bpd um but if you don't stick with it and you're impatient uh you're gonna quit the medication and then you're gonna be like i've been through so many medications it don't work and that's zola i know i know let me finish talking so zoloft is an older class of medicine i've been on it for twenty four five years and when people were like uh i felt like a zombie if you were to listen to your doctor they will [ __ ] tell you that okay no i don't got a cold i don't got my teeth in so you when you start zoloft you are out of your mind zombified numb for three to three and a half weeks weeks it's a cumulative medication and then after about three and a half weeks you wake up and everything is clear and you're like oh i really was off my rocker and then you can proceed with therapy it is i recommend that above any other medication for bpd it's just that people are impatient that's simple original i don't mean to interrupt go ahead with the question on if you haven't tried zoloft and you have diagnosed bpd you need to request it yeah it's a big guy's fears in general i was very very very young but very very very very young um i would recommend thank you silicon i would request it might be asd i've been having my shadow work if i want to get into witchcraft as a catholic is that something i cannot do uh the truth is is that if you're a catholic uh you're already doing witchcraft um so you can go on in there [Laughter] that's just the truth uh catholics do witchcraft all the time if you like me to explain that further just tell me and i'll get into it yeah catholics do witchcraft continuously oh your church will tell you it's sacrilegious um anybody in your church that knows that you're doing it will say it's sacrilegious uh were you diagnosed before after after um but the the correct translation is not witches in the bible that's the wrong translation among so many other things but catholicism well a lot of practices are already into catholicism because the catholics uh ran over all the brown people and was like you got to be christian or die and so they hid their stuff within catholicism but catholicism on its own on its own is based y'all call it the christian god uh it's not it's uh if you follow okay let me clarify this if you follow back the way i have and all this is on my youtube uh his actual name is in lille e-n-l-i-l that's our first recorded name for this guy uh for the christian god his name is in lille and if you go back and read his story you would not be catholic anymore but everything from christening communion lighting candles the incense that y'all swing back and forth mary the rosary all that is all back from pagan religions primarily in the mesopotamian area no do not confuse the old testament god with the new testament that is two entirely different people they are not they are christians are the ones that said that they are the same they are nowhere near each other let me just say that right now um so a lot of well most catholics don't even acknowledge that so that's why i say you can practice your witchcraft it's not sacrilege that part in the bible along with all the other parts there's so many parts almost all the parts are translated wrong but your catholic family will be like don't do that so you need to hide it within catholicism just like everybody else has over time yeah so did being diagnosed change your perspective on spirituality no yeah mister just hide it in the catholicism you already do your family just be like you're such a good catholic can be like things you know what i'm saying no it did not i was glad to know finally what the [ __ ] was wrong with me because you got to understand i'm 45 so bpd wasn't even a separate it was lumped in as a form of lesser schizophrenia okay uh and they didn't treat it and so i i wasn't crazy enough um and so uh it didn't affect my spirituality or my view towards anything at all it was a relief to know what was actually wrong with me so i could fix it that was my issue and it explained my behavior back then i was like well that explains why i did this this and this it explains why i never know who i was why i had no idea what self-love or what i don't even know what that is i don't have one so it explained a lot of the reason uh i was able to understand myself so much better when i understand what i had because they had diagnosed me as bpd and ocd and everything under the sun and i was like none of this is working so i think we got a wrong diagnosis there but uh getting the correct diagnosis uh was extremely beneficial because then i could fix it as much as bpd can be fixed and um that's why most people have no idea that i have bpd i had the worst kind of bpd all the symptoms and then some i was a great study for them um but uh no fox glove but oh it's way different than bipolar but phosgo i i wasn't traumatized by the church um so my entrance into witchcraft was different than most people's i was raised southern baptist i was never traumatized by the church i was also not a normal child okay so i think according to my mom my question started at about eight years old um and i would ask why isn't the dinosaurs in the bible or another one that i asked and then one could answer was well what about all the people that existed before jesus did they go to hell and they couldn't answer me they couldn't answer me and so i now keep in mind i was reading like reader's digest wildlife of north america i was reading the ancient practices of egypt i was reading those books at around nine or ten okay so um i chose to leave the church and my parents did not make me go back i was like i can't go to church anymore it's not making sense none of this makes sense i don't want to go back and i never said anything wrong i was a very very very good child and my mom was just stunned and so they just didn't make me go back so my transition wasn't hard at all so which is why i would because i never i wasn't traumatized by the church at all i don't have a bad experience with the church they just couldn't answer my questions i think it's because it was so out of place for me it was so out of place for me to ask something like that and my parents weren't uber we were just like the sunday church people sunday service you know we went to wednesday and sunday for a while and then we had graduated to just sunday and then they just i guess it was just an unusual request i was not a normal child i didn't know that until much later and it's they didn't make me go back the one thing i did like about church jojo for the love of all that is holy get down why do you make me keep repeating myself i know that you have the intelligence of a four-year-old child now you stop it young lady or you're going straight to bed with no supper ma'am ma'am stop you stop being a bad bird no i said no don't look at me like that jojo if i have to get up and come in there i'm gonna act like i'm really mad stop it don't look at me like that i know you understand what the [ __ ] i'm saying ma'am i don't care if you give me this thank god i'll stop thank you i don't have any halloween plans this year um oh one thing i liked about church is the sense of community that it gave um so when jaden was little a neighbor asked her wanted to go to church and she wanted to go and i said okay jaden just agree with him okay when they start telling you about jesus don't say anything just be like okay i said sing the songs like you mean them or they're going to think something's wrong with you and you know that child 100 lied she played it off great they all thought she was christian no um my mom found she has evolved through her christianity she's more towards the gnostic side now and so now she understands how much of the bible was was mistranslated and really [ __ ] up so she's christian i appreciate you too but she does not participate in the in that crazy ass [ __ ] there's like witch right i went to vacation bible school every year and i have nothing but good memories whoa whoa whoa are you and ryan gonna have a babysitter oh no dude i am 45 years old you got the wrong one now uh my child just turned 20. uh it would have to be a a divine intervention for me to get pregnant i have a implant in my arm a birth control implant in my arm and a db switch spirit would have to come down and make that thing stay in my belly nor plant yeah so it would have to be divine intervention if i got pregnant someone no now let me tell you if i if if i got pregnant i would keep that because it would have to go through number one i got one of those coochies that'll bleach out your damn underwear it's got so much spermicide in it okay so not only does it have to get through that but then it has to get through nor plant so man don't be telling me that pretty witch oh we have you know some stare and i haven't had a period in because of my implant since 2015. no we do not need always ready for it but i also think it would be irresponsible for me knowing knowing what i know now to risk passing that on oh yeah to risk passing that on to my child i didn't know it then with jaded do you have any other children nope just one one and done i'm trying to decide on my brush well look uh defiant here do not get an implant unless you have tried the depo shot the depot there's two kinds of people on depot one of them they get the depot shot they bleed off at home for a month and then they never have their period again while they're on the shot the other kind gets a deposit shot they gain 50 pounds and their period is continuous okay if you get the depth of shot and you're one of the lucky ones then get the implant other than that don't that's your test for those kind of things i i cannot imagine being a mom again i have the marina i love it no i knew jaded's story before jaded came out and damn mandy um jaded is named after the aerosmith video jaded because when i saw that video hey persephone when i saw that video i was like oh i just intuitively knew that was going to be my child's life and so i named them jaded see lucifer's bread so yeah if you go watch that video jaded by aerosmith that's where jason got her name from yeah i always say it's going to be a [ __ ] short live and it ends up being like this ashley summers in here i didn't see her i should have brought that yes yeah um they didn't understand the video until about two years ago uh excuse me but my sharona is an excellent song to be named after thank you very much yeah i'm not a fan of ample hey she wrestling y'all keep talking about ashley summer i don't see her my dad oh my god i love that song cherish she's in the comment on the video you just did oh oh sick i didn't even know you were pregnant devious hey cats i like your name let me know your name from now on for me is every hoba i like your name i wasn't named after anybody it was just popular at the time and my mom liked jennifer oh devious oh in the hospital that i was randomly named too but i'm telling you right now if i had seen the movie fifth element before i had my child her name would or his name would have been lee lou corbin burnt pop-tart did i just see you her name would have been lee lou corbin period do i take questions here she here before no do i take questions about santa muerta um my name is all burnt pop tart what's up i've seen you in a minute uh i mean you can ask me a question i don't really work with her what's wrong with rainbow oh okay i see ashley yes i've seen tank girl the birth certificate would say multi-pass oh i like that name berlin go ahead mister oh jaden's name would have been absolutely lou corbin uh yes hannah if you hear you have the same thing as witchcraft yes and no all right so bruhiria is a spanish word for witchcraft but there are forms of bulgaria that are very culturally specific oh man that would have been awesome kira hey zayn clover my name is jennifer your brothers and benchmen hey my brother's name is benjamin oh yeah sonia just plain say i'm just old jennifer i got a cousin name zone zappa's cute unless you know about frank zappa then it's not cute anymore oh that's a cool name dubious sebastian rocket cage from pixel an awesome name i jennifer just for playing hey stargate wait what happened with frank that means crazy osthelia ah shakespeare margaret goldie my name is anubis zebroni shut up is it really that's awesome oh that's pretty oh really i didn't know that was her daughter's name actually i pronounced her name because so many people said it different what's the spelling of it hold on i haven't an issue oh there it is okay what's the spelling killer kalisha is it did i say it right or did that say it right caprice chance cannon and corgi damn how many children you got [ __ ] kylisha i mean well if you were my kid i'd probably just call you kai sophia and asher i like those those sound like rich names five children oh wait kai yeah i love the name jack for no good goddamn reason elijah atlas and elodie luna hey no problem i'm fixing to go to taya merrick jackson jackson's the one that always asks about me i have the oldest the name is madeline my new name is damian says mia benjamin and molina oh i like that i love the name mia oh yeah human's name is tamisha thank you a single father [Music] i have one and i stopped at one because i play favorites with my damn dogs okay and my parents played favorites and it [ __ ] me up and so i refused to even risk that and so i had one and i poured out all my efforts and i took a very active role in parenting oh crystal i have treatments for that if you're interested yeah dude it it s me up and i was like there's no way i'm gonna risk doing that to another human being yeah it turned out good because i have i put so much effort into that relationship that um my child could do anything oh leave us to him and come to me even when it's about me i put a lot of work into it yeah crystal email me through my website um [Music] is it disrespect no it's not disrespectful and i'll i have to talk to you about it to see if you're okay with it it's not something i just give out like oh here you go um because it is magical but it's also medicinal so if you send me an email i'll talk to you about it and see if you even want to go down that path because it's for for i got to ask questions about you him because i have them for both sides of the coin and i have to see if there's any other underlying medical issues and stuff like that seemed like that problem was nice seeing it um so hey jessie miller i just i was determined for my kid to think independently if at all possible and i remember the things that were used on me and if it didn't work i threw it out the window i never even approached them with it i didn't like the way i was raised and i've studied humans for so long that i knew that babies can understand you long before they can talk so they were i just knew you could try why would i drag you they were learning before they could talk because i knew that they were capable of that and i'm sure i'll find out some of the things that i did wrong or took missteps when they're a little older they'll tell me but um god they were opening the fridge at one um i tied a towel to the fridge all their stuff was on the bottom row a little snack bags and sippy cups because i took the time to teach them what happens by putting tomatoes and eggs on the higher shelves and knocking them off then i'd be like that's your head if you climb up the shelf so i had what mom called on unorthodox ways of teaching but it seems to have worked out and so they would hobble their ass over to the fridge and pull it open by the towel when they wanted their a snack and they pull their sippy cup in their snack bag off the bottom shelf and shut the fridge back and it's not it's not something novel it's just they'd like to keep americans stupid you know she was seeing being taught words and shapes and speech before she could ever speak on her mobile oh thanks yeah i'm getting tired and uh my mom moved in with me shortly after they turned a year old and so like um when jaded was crawling around yeah they used knives real early when jaden would be wallowing around on the bed playing as an infant yeah that was dated and they would fall asleep i just left him there i was like and my mom's like are you going to put in a crib or you know i was like why they're going to wake up in 30 minutes why would i wake them up to take them to a i don't understand so i have a really logical way of logical way of looking at stuff and so a lot of the things that she did i was like that's not even that's not logical why would i do that what happened recently where it didn't panic well we were talking about your leg no like something actually happened recently and i didn't panic was it the people messing with the door when i brought the gun out no so i did other things uh that were really logical and my mom was like what are you doing but then my mom was like actually you know that makes sense or jaden would drag all her toys out into the living room and my mom was like you should teach you to clean that up i was like why the day's not over when the day was over we'll get back to the door thing when the day was over then we would clean up and bring everything back what you're talking about is kids okay panic is taught really early in children okay so when your kid gets an injury and you go oh my god oh my god you're bleeding and you do all that you're teaching your child to panic so whenever my kid would get hurt um you know they would look show it to me and i was like oh that's not that bad you know there was never any of that oh my god let me get you a bend it i was like oh that's not that bad you know and i'd wipe it off with whatever and spray it with lysol yes i said lysol i'll tell you all about that in a minute and i tell them even before i was like this is going to sting so when i spray it you got to shake your hand like this until it stops singing so when you panic you teach panic so an example of that is um when jaded was in australia for a year getting to know her sperm donor which didn't work out well anyway they were it was in a rural area and they were going to feed the chickens which was pretty far away from the house and they slipped and landed on the perfect rock which cut about well that's about four inches now so it's about a five or six inch gash down the front of her leg and it was about an inch wide and because i had raised her um they got up they looked at their leg it was still functional she bleeding everywhere no big deal finished feeding the chickens put the bucket off came back to the house to put the bucket up and then asked him and his wife um you know what do y'all have here for this and they completely panic because she had like that george went to go get the bucket and she was like and he's like what are you doing i already put it back and they were like you finished what are you doing and my kid didn't understand why they were freaking out so bad like they're just wanting to where's the stuff so i can clean up my cut and um they were talking about stitches and my kids like can you just give me some lysol and they're like what and so it was it was a culture shock for them but you're if you teach that to your child so god philip was here maybe a week all right so i live in plain sight in the back corner of a trailer park one side of the trailer park is three trailers and we're cool the other side of the trailer park where there's four trailers or five trailers those people are white trash and so i don't think philip had been here a week it's like two o'clock in the morning and somebody's trying to open my door and i wait to see and so i don't panic so i go to get up i get the gun out of my table and i go for the front door and jay didn't hurt it so jade is just sitting out in the kitchen really calm and out of habit out of habit because i'm the one that runs a family i told philip i said stay here that's had a habit i didn't mean to be disrespectful and i listened for a while and then i set my dogs out it was a drunk person that got the wrong trailer i'm guessing but that's just an example they don't get upset so you teach that to your children so it would have to be i think only time that i remember jaded getting upset was when i told them not to bring them in during my heart attack i was going to kill the eye of that day yeah such a [ __ ] [ __ ] i was like you almost wrecked us into the ambulance that has my dying mother because i didn't want them to let them in i only have one they're 20. i didn't want them to let my mother or my kid in and my heart attack because it affects you to see the head of the family in a weak state and a nice [ __ ] little man anyway and because of me and my grandma's dynamic when something's happening to mom me and her fighting by that the dynamic too because yaya's too old to realize that we're equal instead of um she being dominant once mom leaves yeah so they've blood heads okay so lysol wait my question said hey hi hey all right so oh insane we gotta get you over that lysol okay four score and seven years ago when i was really young i was taking a dump on the toilet and i didn't have anything to read and so i grabbed wait we'll get to the yaya great thing in a minute i didn't have anything to read and so i picked up the lysol can and as i'm reading the lysol can it literally kills everything even flesh eating bacteria okay and i was like what the [ __ ] can i use in this on infections you know even though it clearly says you know don't use it for that i was like [ __ ] you i'm gonna do it anyway so anything any skin break that i get that is not worthy of a hospital trip gets lysol burns like a [ __ ] but it never gets infected it's so good that even if your cat scratches you and you clean it dry it and spray it with lysol right away it doesn't even get red the scratches don't even get red and when thank you yakeezy and when you don't have lysol of course there's windex but lifestyle is the most efficient it kills everything now the thing with yaya so before i lived here i lived in south florida and a clorox white would work too and i worked for greeks a greek family down there for years and years and so when you work for greeks for years and years you are sort of like extended family um so like for instance when they come to bless the restaurant you get splashed with greek orthodox holy water um when jaded was born i had to bring it down there because they had to do some greek orthodox stuff i still had the little um safety pin with a gold cross on it that had to be hooked to her back at all times um when when she was below the age of one and when she went to visit is when she first started talking and so the greeks talking to her would be like when my mom would come around they'd be like is that your yo-yo is it your yo-yo and she picked up on yaya immediately oh i thought it was because sheila was married to pete no no and so that's how my grandma ended up being a yaya yaya became yaya and i didn't know how yaya became yaya been calling her [ __ ] the whole time and so that's why yaya is yaya and we do have greeks in our family so nobody even really thinks twice about it um we we are much of beige people that's what we are we're beige people we're muddier than beige yeah we're super beige mutts and then when i got my dna test and i found out i do have greek ancestry but i'd never do that yeah yeah jayden's tick tock is adhd exhibit and it's he they right yeah ebay well the our greeks married in and um yeah you are super white i'm pretty [ __ ] white i'm spicy white i'm just worried you're yeah you got all the white i'm whiter than white her her dad was her sperm donor was super white like czechoslovakia russia white mommy's chilean you're a tea yeah yeah i've been called to you before too but i'm olive oil but i came out of a white ass family and then i moved to south florida and then that's when i learned about the world of latinos and i was like where have you been my whole life i didn't learn the thing about family and loyalty until i moved to south florida and i learned it from all the latinos and hispanic community and then i carried that over with them i don't know how my dad's dad found a czech slovakian chick because he had he had a girl with a czech slovakian chick so i have a czech slovakian aunt i'm just over here like where the [ __ ] you come from [Music] they just started practicing i don't i don't i let them do their own thing i've been studying for like 40 years insane yeah and saying you need to email me to my website um i can give you some some non-medical advice i'm not a doctor but there are different things that i can help you with on that yeah so i learned about uh the world of latinas and that's where i adopted all my the the way i act with family and that kind of stuff was from what was thank you i know that the part of my family i'm most interested in is the scar side because we were the biggest clown way way way back yeah and it's the most easily accessible too because you can draw a line straight back across the pond because my dad's family was so prominent no no y'all don't understand yeah they didn't even burn until it was one you didn't burn from the sun oh i didn't burn from the sun until i went to [ __ ] australia because i forgot i could burn no no you did burn over here because they had a field date they didn't even burn they reflected the sun until maybe seven and they was at a field day and they actually burned and i was like oh i guess your reflective days are over i know for graduation i completely like my skin we had to wear like dresses and [ __ ] so my skin actually burned the print of the um graduation outfit a question is back which is in your heritage uh which is in your heritage i didn't even know until a few months ago or a month ago um that i had any and it was from a reading and then i confirmed the reading with my mom stop cameroon i have no doubt that one over there was one she was just quiet about it well she showed up on the filter so she was one in secrets she's my baby do you think sunscreen is no i don't that sunscreen has saved my ass really real hot oh the only one she was just lied about it yeah they were all quiet about it and the mom's like [ __ ] you texting something you offer on your website uh you would go book a yes so you would book a custom work consultation what you have recommendation for mediums i love reading uh my husband and make way for spirits make way for spirits is on instagram uh hex dot co is on here and my husband is on here bruh ryan if you want descriptions and stuff like that brujo is really good for that i figured that's down here don't work yeah don't worry about if you ain't got family to ask about it don't worry about it if you want to know um you can book with like my my husband he can tell you if you haven't was around you oh you do he's very thorough and not just because not just because i'm married to him what where is he by the way vermont okay oh that's okay thank you jesse moyer uh ryan it's hella accurate and i'm not just saying that because he's my husband he read me before we ever even talked so let me just put that out there um and from hearing the feedback not my opinion hearing the feedback from the people he's done it from he's really good she doesn't know all i know is he's a cancer i don't pay attention to the rest how do i email you on your website just go to whichwood whichfoot.com and click on contact he seems intimidating he seems intimidating because he's he's not going to lie to you during a reason because it's he's not it's that's what spirit's telling him so it's not it's not him being blunt or not lying to you that's what the spirit said i'll tell you what he described one of my spirits word for word and i looked at him in an astonished ass face and he's like what and i look down i'm like that's the kid that's my imaginary friend growing up and he's like well that wasn't your imaginary friend that's one of your guides i'm like what do you mean yeah he has a tick tock um or you can just go to brew orion.com or you can go to link tree in my bio it has a link for his stuff too now if you want past lives you need to go to cat and boots oh okay let me put it to you this way an indigo child is not a thing but what they were probably saying is that you're naturally gifted indigo child was literally created by a woman in the 70s who did acid i'm not lying i had a post about it i can give you her name but no he has openings mandy but what they're saying is is you are naturally gifted so you were born with some kind of ability naturally his readings were 65 i think i was called hoochie as a child out of a cat i swear to oh yeah so that's what it means i'm from texas i'm sorry he was better than my therapist yeah it just means you're naturally gifted you have something and when they grew up that was the term was indigo child angel numbers yeah pulled out somebody's [ __ ] oh jesse13 okay yeah that helps me remember gotcha [Music] yeah don't be afraid um but like i i mean he's not he's not gonna be you're not good there's no kid gloves okay starseed okay let me let me tell you something okay okay let's stop for a minute because i lost this post and i'll have to remake it all right so let me explain how starseeds were explained to me when i was dead okay and then i got to make this post again there's so many posts i need to read to okay i am yeah he's not he's unfiltered i'm gonna explain to you what starseeds were told of as to me when i was dead okay and it is they are a thing but it's not what you see on this damn app okay not the no no so when i was dead this is what i was told so the earth goes through cycles where there's an apocalyptic thing that flattens everybody out and it starts again in hinduism that's been wrote about for 5 000 years before bc okay so when an apocalypse happens all right my chimichangas when an apocalypse happens clearly it's gonna wipe out whatever humans were on the planet at that time okay so we have all these dudes dead at the same time with nobody to reincarnate into okay they're more the same as us they are of the humans but not the same exactly the same so you have all these [ __ ] dead people souls chilling and they can't reincarnate again until the cycle with the earth keeps going and we sprout up again because there's nowhere for them to go okay so when they when these old souls remember when they died in their society it was already really elevated and they were you know taking care of the planet and one and all that stuff and so they get reincarnated into a body at this earth where we're not at that yet so that's why they feel like they're from another planet they feel like they need to guide us spiritually because they were way more advanced than we were spiritually when they died you follow me so it's a previous version of us and each time is a little different you know what i mean i mean they're not exactly like that that's where a lot of people think the rh negative came from was not aliens it was leftovers from the previous apocalypse so it's not an alien sent here to guide you but they feel that way they feel like they're more advanced spiritually they feel like they need to help they feel like they think in a level over everybody else i think in the background someone asked how far i can get my nail up my nose so um i couldn't tell you if you could find out you are one honey i i couldn't tell you so yeah that so um that's why a lot of people when you hear stories about atlantis and stuff like that a lot of that didn't happen this time okay a lot of that did not happen this cycle a lot of that stuff happened the previous cycle that's why you're never going to find the results but those that's different type of uh there's several different races that were supposedly here the last cycle and so when those people get reincarnated now into these bodies they're like are you serious why do i feel so much more about what's going on you know and so that's why they feel that way um i would say by now there's really not that many star seeds left and i'll get to the annunaki in a minute and you gotta understand they were pretty far up so it's not going to take that many generations before they are elevated so the reincarnations are done so they're not here anymore you know what i mean but especially when you think that's my own personal theory when you think of the region where rh negative came from in the basques whether it was a flood a volcano or what else happened that area has a net it's a natural fortress it's a natural fortress so that's my personal feeling is that they made it to whatever the last whatever was all right so if you are asking me about the anunnaki then you haven't been to my youtube that is unacceptable oh so you got a potty i need to teach you how to open the door go let him potty please and then come back for the background all right so i'm gonna give you a really really short keep in mind when i was doing this we didn't have internet i didn't know who zechariah stitching was okay so nothing i'm telling you is something that i stole from him i mean he didn't i was in rock hill south carolina i didn't know any of this okay after years of research we have my foot up four different steps when it comes to spirituality and witchcraft period okay step one was animism that's where everything in the natural world including us has a spirit or energy okay that was our first step and then the second step was then we started seeing the primal forces as gods the sun the river the rain the earth the ocean okay but they didn't they weren't gods yet and then what the most easiest way to say this is you either heard the anunnaki or you've heard the watchers the fallen it's all talking about the same thing someone came here okay i don't know if they came from space i don't know if they came from another dimension i don't know if they came from the ocean i don't know if it came from the center of the earth but they came here and all pantheon since then are based off of those beings now let me be clear the sumerians were just the first to write it down that's why we use that terminology okay but this arrival of the gods coming down from the sky is in every religion every culture before we could write the aboriginals uh native americans the african mesopotamian before we could write it was there okay so we don't i really don't think it happened in this cycle i think it happened in the previous cycle but nevertheless so these people hey dorothy so these uh the nephilim are kind of in that but i'll get that to a minute okay so these people came okay and taught us every single thing that we know that has to do with spirituality um all the herbs the bitter from the sweet magic chain mail swordsmithing get your [ __ ] ass over there uh all the skills bronze making all the common skills that we got they have their names they're listed they have it on the sumerian in the jewish and the christian uh they have it all written down there okay and all pantheons come from those original set and um i do teach this in my school and also on youtube i have the truth about daily's post so they all come from that set and if you put i don't care if you're using one from malaysia a pantheon from malaysia a pantheon from the greeks a pantheon from the north uh it's all the same [ __ ] with different names they all do the same thing it's all the same people and at at some point they lived a lot longer than us according to the kings list and the sumerians kings list these things live for way long they interbred with us you even see in the bible the ages go down the lifetimes go down of the kings list and the sumerians list you have one that reigns for 20 000 years and it just keeps going down down down because the bloodline is getting more and more deli more and more diluted hey riot-free would you like a sugar and then no no i don't want a sugar taco and then eventually they pass away they're different from us they're elevated and that's why you can call on them the dailies yes they are 100 real um however you're not working with them okay you're working with their people if you want to know the details of that go to my deities post on my youtube and then the fourth cycle started with not with judaism it started with zoroastrianism yeah sugar taco ah what the [ __ ] is the correct name for those things is that peel pillow some something i call it sugar taco because it's a tortilla that wasn't my nickname in high school it's like which you're stupid it started with zoroastrianism it's a mexican snack and [Music] that i i use high magic cereal some puppies ceremonial magic and very few important things so anyways you have the zornationism and then you have christianity which was [Music] completely stolen and made up and then you have the schizophrenic guy that totally made up [Music] islam and i have went to that over and over i have all the resources that man was crazy okay and that's what just wrecked everything and the things when people were like what about the galway show what okay this is what i need people to understand and work with the croatia uh there is no hell okay so that should be your first clue that this is also part of the pantheon so if you take the goatia and then you take the angels and you stick them together you have the same pantheon as every other one you all you got to do is look up pre-islamic paganism everything from going around the well first of all the rock that black rock that's in the thingy that the tower thingy that's pagan circa ambiguation around it is pagan praying fast times a day is pagan it is completely made up religion that is no hip let me calm down okay yes muhammad was a crazy person i'm not making it up i have the posts on my own youtube and you can look up pre-islamic paganism okay he lit the only thing okay he stole from the talmud uh the other jewish book that i can't think of right now because i'm trying not to get fired up then he stole from christianity then he sold a [ __ ] tom from the upshines in the vedas and then he added on his little fantasy for heaven and he called it islam link tree is in my bio okay this is not my opinion these are facts period end of story they just get worse and you will hear um people defending the quran and yes i've run i have read the quran and they'll be like oh all the science is there no it's not they straight stole that from the zetas and the option odds period in the story straight took it there is nothing valid in islam or christianity nothing where you have when you die you have x amount of virgins at your disposal the man was not balanced it was a cult from the beginning and christianity is just as bad and when it comes to christianity nothing here's what blows my mind with christians okay the old testament is not a christian text are these the same period it's writing one inviting two oh i can't read there is nothing christian in in the old testament that's not even the same god okay but it doesn't even belong in there it has nothing to do with christianity at all two completely different gods i held satan too the people think that the god of of the jewish bible is a being just like the christian god is no it is not at all jade is the entertainment the and you can speak to jesus they will tell you this the jewish god is the same type of with the eastern religions where god is a force and not a being it is coming it's a force not a being and people don't know [ __ ] about judaism so they make assumptions from their christian mindset completely different the christian god is based on in lille okay does anybody have anybody in here don't know who enlil is no it's two different religions the old testament is not christian period you have to dig into this stuff to find out okay all right let me tell you the story of in lille and inky and when you're gonna start hearing some things and you're going to realize how you let that bird ah jojo get down stop mating with the bars hold on oh and by the way um i am very uh close with a username giving ranger who is fluent in hebrew and he's the one that verified my translations for the actual seven days of creation on my youtube all right so let me explain to you who enlil is uh it's spelled e-n-l-i-l all right so this story goes back to the anunnaki but keep in mind the story was around long before uh the sumeria it's just we didn't write then that's right bible myths and parallels in other religions it's definitely a book that i recommend to everyone anyway so here we go okay so the anunnakis led by enlil come down to earth and they're like we need some [ __ ] gold and uh we need it for our technology and so we're gonna tweet these human beings uh to mine it for us okay uh southern fried fat i'm gonna come back to that wool hair because that's not what you think it is we'll get back to that all right so in lille's second in command was inky e-n-k-i so they were here for a really long time they're mining but the problem was uh they tweaked the humans that were here to make us more efficient and dig this stuff but when they did that they didn't think ahead so so these slaves started breeding with each other and when that happened you know that anunnaki dna started getting switched up and they became more self-aware of what the hell was being done to them and they were like why we got to keep mine in this gold the [ __ ] who are you and so inky was like oh no i'm not having this we're about to take everybody out thank you for the entertainment inky was like uh-uh we're taking all that i did not i'm not dealing with this we're gonna whack them out and we're gonna try again so he was gonna kill them all in a flood okay pay attention to the details and inky who was the guy on the ground and second in command said no no i don't think we should do that um we've accidentally created this really intelligent race i don't think we should do that can we do something else and it was like you no i'm killing them all okay and inky not in lil not the guy who sent in the flood inky came down and told their sumerian version of noah to build an ark and gave him the dimensions and it wasn't just him okay so uh now we're going to switch those names up oh wait we're not done so word gets back when they start building giant boats and then lil's like what the f did you do and nikki's like well uh what happened was and then lil was like get the hell out of my ship and so basically inky and those that were on inky's side were cast down to earth and in leo sent the flood got his people in there and they took off he just broke smile so are you following me now i'm here right now endless christian god and inky is i'll wait for an answer oh was i right i'll wait for an answer and inky is who lucifer so when christianity came along someone said no they twisted that around god didn't god didn't come down until noah's [ __ ] lucifer did lucifer is the one now it was a bad choice because we totally trashed the [ __ ] planet but the point is is that lucifer and his people the fallen had our back and god didn't want nothing but obedience why do you think christianity is set up the way it's set up period there was no hell in the bible that was created by christianity and so christianity is actually literally nothing more than the cult of enlil and i have it all backed up i'm not making any of this up that's why the flood story is when i look at christians i'm just like i cannot i cannot because i will give them all the resources in the world and it's the same in every culture you go to the one who wanted to take us out is not the one who told the noah figure about the ark and the ones who wanted to help us were all thrown hell out so that's that's why i shake my head with christians and yeah they do have a flood story and it all came from them millie and philly i hadn't seen you in a minute were you uh did i miss me oh what is my take on jesus [Laughter] is still not god because god is not being right correct lovely rose but according to the christians they see him as god oh we're gonna get on jesus okay so um i'm just gonna go by what i have come to know when it comes to mr jesus himself hello so i'm going to give you the whoa i'm going to give you the how did you find the story of england oh all you got to do is look up sumerian cuneiform mythology so let's talk about senor jesus okay so i'm going to give you the blunt version all right so there was this dude named jesus which was probably not his name but that's what we're going to use it for and jesus was a very love peace and chicken grease kind of guy love everyone the i am the whatever let me tell you first none of the miracles performed by jesus happened calm down calm down okay jesus the legend is not jesus the man okay all the miracles in the bible regarding jesus are a retelling of a previous pagan story jesus was not a witch okay that part of the bible is an allegory he did not pull people from the dead he didn't heal the blind he didn't feed the myriads with the fish and the bread he didn't do that okay he didn't ascend into heaven none of that happened okay you need to get the book bible myths and their parallels in other religions the altar's name is doan d-o-a-n-e nothing in the story of the bible with jesus he didn't do any of those things they took a previous story from the pagan background slap jesus's name on it and put him in the bible no fish fry no raising from the dead no healing leopards in the blind no random reappearing bread no none of that there was jesus no no now we're going to get back to jesus the man there adriana loves okay just so y'all know none of those things that jesus did actually happened yeah no water into wine no no staffs into alligators snakes whatever no that did not happen okay jesus the man was a very loved piece of chicken grease he had a very good message you don't need anybody to talk to god the books that are accurate are numbers proverbs and psalms um anyways he was like he started a revolution you have to understand that the time jesus came out the staff was moses my bad you're right at the time jesus came out the caesar was believed to be sent by god it was divine okay so nobody spoke over the caesar because it was divine and jesus comes onto the page and goes oh no you don't need that you can talk to god just by yourself just go pray you can talk to him okay and also reincarnation was in the bible got taken out but but jesus started getting too big of a following okay they were not okay with the [ __ ] that he was teaching because he's pulling people away from caesar who run everything caesar cannot have someone telling these people that he that god can be reached anywhere else other than through him okay so he let it go for a while he's thinking that he'll just put her out he won't get a big following today yes he did he won't get a big following uh but unfortunately jesus started getting a real following and uh he had to be taken out it's that simple he had to be taken out he was not crucified alone he was crucified along with not just the three with him several other people not crucified crucified on the same damn day there's a whole lot of them out there yes the christian satan is everywhere and so in the scheme of things in history in reality jesus was not a big deal okay however it is believed that that figure gets reincarnated throughout time kind of like uh the dalai lama so could jesus have been an ascended master i cannot say that he wasn't but he wasn't a magician he was not a witch and he didn't do a single miracle that's in the bible yeah it's like the unicult um and he created a movement that was absolutely mutilated by christians oh absolutely blue nightingale absolutely what was the serial killer that collected everyone in school and then poisoned them on the lawn jonestown that's why i think so how is part of the bible true i don't know i never said it was true numbers okay numbers is a um [Music] it's a dna record so when you go into numbers it'll have so-and-so but get so and so we get something to get sometimes it's technically not a biblical book it's it's a yeah it's like a data book okay um no you don't have to say you're sorry and then psalms did not come from psalms psalms is in every other proceeding uh it was in the oldest which is the the hindu um it was in judaic so uh it's not i guess i guess no one can say it's [ __ ] true but it was even in the sumerian text so they they aren't the that's what lucifer is part of the fallen they're talking about lucifer being a good guy yada yada is no infernal anyways so that's why i'm saying what i'm saying that they're true so i guess what i could say is they're the ones that weren't [ __ ] up when they translated it okay and they existed before the bible ever existed does that make more sense oh yeah um the alcohol what was that book called bible myths and parallels jews are not luciferian bible myths and parallels by t dung g-o-a-n-e okay so let me explain apparently you weren't in here earlier okay so i'm gonna have to download this live and just upload it to youtube because i'm covering way too much free information in this damn live is it oh it's free i'm sorry it's free by pdf too you can get the pdf for free okay what do i mean by no infernal okay how do i explain okay first of all before i start i don't mean you're not working with the galata let me finish what i'm saying before you click out okay all right cause you let me finish what i'm saying before you're like what the hell are you talking about okay so there is no hell so there's no infernal for these people to be over okay if you backtrack the gaussian you're going to see that a random ass person put that book together period they put it together they said i got it from older sources but they don't give you the older sources okay so the goetic if you take the goetic demons and put them with the angels you get the same pantheon in every other culture it is it is just another way of explaining the deity pantheon okay okay but that that's as simple as i can make it because they'll be like this guy is the second in command over 14 layers of hell there is no hell so what is these 14 layers over this is what i need y'all to understand there's nothing wrong you're still working with a deity and that is the way it is presented towards you and they can still do the things that you're that they do for you it doesn't cheapen the relationship or what you believe at all but it's not separate from deities and people get really really upset and i'm like i'm sorry i'm not making this up it's just the facts that we have them you found the book so people they like to believe that the croatia is separate but let me tell you something if you dive into the galatia and you didn't find out where the galatia came from that's a you problem that's no different than a christian accepting what the bible says well cool without finding out where the bible came from there is no excuse for that apparently i have a youtube video on the galway show um oh god so it doesn't i don't want people that work with the croatia to be like oh she don't believe in the voice no that's not what i'm saying at all at all what i'm saying is is that is not a demon they are called demons because the guy who wrote the book called them davids and if you rece if you research that book it only goes back to about the 1300s that's not old please understand that that is not old and he only goes well i got it from older resources but we never know who those resources are because he's the one who put it together okay so if you take them together and you put them with the angels you get the same pantheon as in every other religion and i might and solomon is not working with demons let me put i swear to god y'all some non-book reading [ __ ] solomon does not work with demons okay solomon works with gin j i n that is the culture solomon came from okay that's what the seals are for works with gin period if you read the hebrew version or got someone to translate it for you you would see that very plainly he is working with jinn not demons all those seals are for jen and jen is a whole different ball game okay that is where genie is derived from actually that's a whole different ball grain okay technically yeah um why are they considered demons no christians consider them demons or people raising christian countries that's a whole different ball game those are not demons uh they are a type of spirit um they can't be trickers they're not good they're not bad okay and they can't make your dreams come true so anyone that tries to cross those two together you just need to be like and i'm moving on and everything i'm saying to you you can go find out you just have to relieve hey bradley you just have to believe you just have to read um the gin that's a whole different ball grain it's a whole different class of non-human spirit um they are most well known for working on contracts if you don't have a handy solomon ring because we don't even know what that was but they will work on contracts you can do an exchange you can break but if you don't know what you're doing if you don't come up with your payment for that exchange they're gonna take it okay so they are not to be messed around with hey iggy now do we want to know what do you want to know the difference between demons angels and demons because people get that screwed up i have a post on that as soon as i find it i'll repost it i don't know where human being spirits specifically come from i don't know anything about dragons all right so in christianity there's a group of beings called demons and angels and demons are supposed to be the bad angels and oh that's a load of [ __ ] okay if you go back far enough all of them are called demons d-a-i-m-o-n i thought it was d-a-e-m-o-n or g-a-e-m-o-n and that is the messengers that's what they're called in the oldest text they are they are the messengers between this physical plane and that one period the ones with higher higher vibrations positively charged energy are what christians call angels and the ones with lower vibrations negatively charged energy is what they call demons quite frankly they're the same things one works on high vibration one works on low vibration and they can all eff you up periods both ones on an equal vibration i thought that would be a strong note i've never met one i'm sure they exist but i've yeah i've never heard of one and never met one now let's talk about thoughts on not working with kiddies never work with deities and i explained that on my youtube all right so let's talk about what a demon actually is so the good thing is is if you're not christian you don't have to worry about this guy okay but i don't have views on on this church of state i already covered starseeds tonight i think that's the treasure of salem satan go to my youtube church of satan between devil worshipers luciferians that's all described on there okay this is described on there too but we're going to cover it since i'm already here ah what are you doing jojo dan you know what can you put her up you're going to bed you little bit you don't have to put her to bed i think she's tired so you can just sit on top of the cage don't be mean just say step up step up all right so christians and and muslims created their own problem here okay yes she'll stay there once it's nighttime christians and and muslims created their own problem here all right okay the the devil now keep in mind when i'm discussing the devil of satan we are not talking about lucifer in any way or capacity i explained the difference on my youtube but in no way shape or form are we discussing the deity lucifer okay now this the christian muslim devil was created and it was it's an agricore that was created but let me tell you some ergogours despite what you hear the kind of evergore that grows and sticks together is made from the type of energy that is associated with suffering fear torture suppression that's what that's why these agri gorge get so big that it that it kind of energy is sticky like tar and it amalgamates okay over thousands of years so by now there is a christian devil and when it says i am legion that is not a lie uh when you did they created such a problem for themselves if you decide to work for the devil when you die your soul is disassembled on a quantum level you no longer exist there's no reincarnation no nothing you no longer exist hence the phrase the furthest distance from god and this thing absorbs the intelligence and the memory of the person that it absorbs this is one of the smartest genius entities you will ever come across in your entire lifetime and luckily hopefully you won't come across it okay it is not a joke but it's also very very smart it's not going to waste his time on someone who is not a christian okay so if you're he's not gonna waste his time i refer to it as he because that's the kind of energy maybe more males have fallen for it probably not gonna waste his time okay this thing is a [ __ ] genius and so if you fear and you believe that the devil exists and then you choose to work for them you will no longer exist when you pass away yeah it's not going to waste this time with you if you're not scared of it if it doesn't scare you it can't fade off that energy period demons and let me be specific here when you see these videos is how people look when they're possessed and stuff that is not a joke okay it's very rare it's very rare but it is not a joke so think of let me explain this think of the christian egregor that is the devil as a massive pitch tar blob okay and you know it drips pieces drip off okay those drips are demons that possess people 99 of possessions are not possessions okay that's the people that think they have a demon in them and the christian person heals them and they're like oh the demon's gone and whatever works for them how about it okay that's not a demon when the catholic church has to get involved that's when you have a demon and exactly and when i'm telling you their face is more i've seen one and i made a u-turn i was like nice to see you and i left because there was no way i was taking that thing out nope i'm sorry no we work for the same team and i'm not about to even go there okay i need a hi hi brubby so it's very very rare that this happens but it does happen and they look and sound just like what you see in the movie that is not a joke and it is very rare but this is what it felt let me tell you what it feels like when you're not a christian and this thing is around you so i'll tell you a story hey doom cakes so in south florida i was called by the owned by the hispanic community and um sometimes the haitian community to exercise someone not a literal demon the same one like they would have a parasite or they felt someone was causing this problem um they have a spiritual parasite and so i get called into the community and i would go and i would do my my work and i would clean them off and get this thing off of them and then one time i got called i thought it was a standard call man you know my daughter and this that and you know i'm worried can you come clean them off and i was like yes x amount of money i'm gonna come clean them all okay so i drive down there like usual i'm doing in one hand and got my herbs in the other hand you know i'm a regular constantine coming up but it's not real demons so i get to the house it is it is just almost very close to that to constantine so i get in the house right i put my cigarette out do it go in there go into the house the woman's telling me she's so worried you know she's got catholic stuff everywhere and my baby and whatever all this was in spanish and i go to the room and when i touch that doorknob this is what it feels like if you open that door it's nothing like reality would not be there it would just be a black void of existential doom that's what it feels like it's insane and i was like of course i didn't show that my face was really stoic you know and i opened that door oh it is beyond terrifying and i don't get scared i open the door and there's this little girl tied to the bed she's sitting up and she's looking at me not blinking and i pulled my chair up and i just sat there for a minute and i looked and stared not even moving just there this is a child and i was like what are you doing here that was my only question that's right i said what are you doing here and this little child opens her mouth and when you hear like the voices are different on the movie that is exactly how it was this was a man's demonic sounding voice in spanish and they said you don't need to worry about the work that i do and i said no problemo i got my happy ass up because keep in mind when you see in movies where they throw you it's not a joke it's not a joke they can pull stuff off the wall they can throw you in the room so when this thing and that's all that thing said to me was for me not to be concerned with his work i was like all right i came out of that room i shut the door the mom was looking at me she was so desperate i was like you need a catholic priest and she was like no you know dude don't leave me i was like no no no no no no you don't understand the words are coming out of my mouth you i don't know how they choose the people i don't know i said you need to call a catholic priest i can't mess with this uh i don't know what somebody exercised uh i don't want nothing to do with that i'm gone i told her to get a catholic priest and i'm out of here because you gotta understand not only am i not gonna go up against that but i work with both sides okay and even though the black magic side is just negative energy there's some nasty [ __ ] over there so we're kind of like playing for the same team sometimes you understand what i'm saying it's like it's like if you're related to the mafia you're not going to mess with the mafia you're not going to you're not and so i was like uh i can't help you with this i told i was like you have to have a catholic priest period end of story and that it is a whole i don't know what happened to the girl y'all y'all don't understand me none of y'all will care what happens to that girl if you went in that room yes there's a code do you understand me not one of y'all would ever care what happened to that little girl if you had been in that room you don't give a [ __ ] you're like okay bye i don't ever want to hear about it again i'm out why is it a catholic priest okay catholics this life is turning so long how do i put this without getting uh muted or disappearing off the face of the planet catholicism links back to something probably catholicism links back to something much older than christianity okay so so catholicism itself links back to something much much older um there you go i made you a moderator much much older than christianity okay and this is why nothing ever kills the catholic church okay so yeah you you if i got called to go to i'm having a brain fart [ __ ] place in vatican you bet i'm going i'll put it to you like that if i ever had a phone call that said i could go to the vatican i'm going with bells on my shoes when i tell you that the most important information in regards to hidden knowledge witchcraft and spirituality is in the locked library beneath the vatican i am not exaggerating so whereas the catholic church that you hear about that went around converting every people that's the catholics that are just catholic because jesus they don't understand the root of the catholic church at all okay so that's why you need a catholic priest not a baptist priest not a protestant preacher not a you need a catholic priest dude if you're on an airplane and you had a plan to go storm the vatican your plane will get blown out the sky period yes a battle can improve catholic priests and it has now it has a really slimy ass side to it that's why you see these pitot priests get covered up because i'm telling you because it goes back before christianity it's it's on it's on a whole another level that's why you can only go so far that you can only speak i'm not gonna discuss with y'all how i know this you can only speak to so many people in hierarchy to the catholic church before you're cut off and you will never as a layman you will never speak to them ever only certain people in the catholic hierarchy can speak to them no i'm not making a youtube video about this um baptism was actually originally done as a cleansing process before you worshiped inky so you're good i'm not i'm not at liberty to tell y'all where catholicism comes from the prophet there are certain um things that a priest can do to see if a person is actually oh is that human just account yes that a priest can do to act but when they walk in the room they know no no i'm just not where do the psalms come in the traditional witchcraft a lot of appalachian and root conjure people use psalms you want to say it you're on your own well that's how they put it out there sarah i need another consultation okay no i will not y'all don't [Music] how do i explain y'all remember everything that you heard that was going around tick tock with the fall of the cabal do y'all remember all that no i'm good they know all about me you know when you're talking about important people and politicians and and child grooming and you know like child parties and all this super horrible horrible stuff that they were like the americans are into it the american politicians and all that yeah that's all true just the wrong people just so y'all know that is all true all of it is true but the it stopped the children stuff stopped being done here many years ago a certain president almost got them busted so now that is done in germany all true all of it's true and let me just tell you ahead of time don't even try to stop it unless you want to die and that is it period that is it period end of story don't even try to stop it or where raise awareness or you will die period no you're not red dead bring it all that stuff that y'all hear that is done and you're like there's no way that could be real oh it is very real and you it's not the american politician so that parts no um that was just like a trump move you know when during the swamp uh but it almost got out of hand and then you noticed it was off it had a flare-up or they were like falling and then it was off the table all social media off all that no it's not that you got nothing to do with democrats but let me tell you let me tell you something democrats and republicans are the same period period period when i'm talking about the people in congress exactly the same what they show for y'all is a show they are exactly the same they all work for the same people they all get paid by the same people and what i was talking about when i told you all that stuff is true it goes way higher than them epstein was an amateur do you hear me no adrenaline isn't real but the processes done are epstein is an amateur let me make that clear no you don't vote but the thing is is what you have to do in this world is your own space no epstein got busted but he's just an amateur what you have to do let me let me make this clear there is zero you can do about this they own you they own you okay period the best thing that you can do what they don't own is your spiritual being okay the eye of god is in several different places they don't own your spirit okay so that's why for i'll tell you for instance how i keep that that reality out of my space and out of my life it's to be very self-aware of yourself and your roundings despite me being a smart ass on this app because people deserve it i recycle yeah just recycle i recycle i keep as many trees on my property as possible for the natural things i don't use pesticides in my grass you know what i'm saying i i i don't just kill ants because they're there you you have to tune back into the natural world and the natural cycles for yourself so that you can navigate just like i saw so that you can navigate through this [ __ ] of the world okay because literally no amount of of of trying to fight against it or spread awareness on it's gonna get you no good i mean you do have to protect yourself but the odds the odds are in your favor uh most especially the children they are not taken from here um despite what people think the majority of them are not taken from anywhere near here so i am not having a great time now so that's why they can't own your spirit and so that's why you have to bring nature and spirituality into your space i would love to start growing my own food so yeah it's all tied in don't don't even you're not going to stop that um a new world order stuff you're not going to stop i mean literally you're not going to you're not going to stop it but anyways so you know yes and i'm not speaking about opus dei for a reason i don't act it's pointless it's pointless to ask why you guys it's pointless you're welcome oh yeah very long time it is pointless to occupy your mind to fight against it they own you that's the way it's set up it's not going to change until an actual cataclysm happens like another [ __ ] asteroid okay so don't don't even bother so you have to bring in your space and in your communities and in your networking like with other practitioners on this app or any other app you need to make those connections they know about me i'm not even gonna go there okay so it's not i'm not saying anything where i'm gonna die or disappear or anything but that's what you use to keep yourself they can own your physical body they can run how this works they can take they're steadily taking paper money away soon it will not even be a card it will be an implant it's going to happen and it's not going to change just because you're like i don't want to get that microchip it doesn't matter if you really think they can't ship you you're delusional you're delusional period okay so that's why you need to deal with your own space and your own spirituality i agree out of cat so that's where you have to instead of being scared of everything the odds are they're never going to touch you you know how many people on this planet you really think they're going to come take american children for that no no i'm sure you can figure out what countries they take the children from okay uh 20 years we probably i'm sure we already have the chip but i'd say 10 to 20 years before they try to force it on everybody but the the one you just have to remember the one thing that these people don't they can't own is yeah yeah is your spirit and so you can connect to people on a spiritual level whether it's the craft whether you do reiki um any number of different ways that you can do that it might be in your lifetime that vaccine is there's nothing there's nothing wrong with that vaccine except it hasn't been tested enough that's all uh if they expect us to take a vaccine every six months with two boosters they got another thing coming absolutely not i'm not gonna do that but no it's not a conspiracy or anything but it's it's just stop asking about that stuff you need to focus on yourself and your spiritual space i haven't spiritually quickly nothing happens to you spiritually if you get a chip so that's what you need to concentrate on i've heard that too um it's not a dumb question but that's what you need to concentrate on if you're in the city get out of the city that's the number one thing if you live in a cement jungle get out you need to move out you have to be able to connect with nature in order to turn back on because we are a part of nature but we've removed ourselves from it yeah you are good in north dakota well what if you're confirmed by the catholic church i think still ain't gonna tell you [ __ ] that's no no i said cement jungle like new york city okay if you're new to get out i'm not talking about the suburbs if you've got nature in your yard that's not what i'm talking about make it a point in your life to get out of a cement jungle i don't care if it's a trailer on a plot of land in the middle of nowhere and you have to drive 30 miles each one way to get to your job it's worth it it's worth it harvesting is the city but um the desert that's a good one that's a safe area but you just need oh it's messed up and you're not gonna fix it that's what um now now i'm not talking about things like equality they use that as a distraction we should always still work for equality with especially with native americans and with uh all poc that's a real issue that is they do flare it up on purpose to keep us distracted but that is something we can change and we've seen it change you know what i'm saying but i'm talking about the big picture when it talks about uh how things are going to go and how the rich get richer and the poor stay poor it's going to stay that way period of periods okay so that's why you need to focus on yourself and your negotiat your networking with other people who are interested in connecting in a spiritual way because they can't on your spirit and that that's not me being like well facetious they literally can't you can't that's impossible you know what no angel photos keep doing you keep doing you and and if the opportunity comes for you to get out run it's always easier to say leave but i know the struggle i know the struggle inorganic ones uh he could be referring to it quite a few things i think that became so publicized in order um the race stuff was getting a little quiet and i think that's why they publicized the gabby thing okay brew robbie but um yeah y'all y'all it sounds scary but um the odds of any of that of you coming in contact with any of that stuff um is slim to none um you just can't jerk hundreds of children off the street in america or off of native reservations and think nobody's gonna notice so that most of the time that happens in other countries um i don't know when i never know when i'm gonna go live we'll have to organize but um it's scary but luckily the majority of us are never gonna be touched by that so that's why you keep your spiritual life as open to nature and the spirit realm as you can i'm not saying it doesn't happen here what i'm saying is the odds of it happening for them for them are very very very very small what do you think of the one religion um at this rate uh what i see is that christianity christianity is on its way out uh it might take another hundred years or so and then islam will get big so my guess is the one world religion will be some offshoot of islam the ones in power use witchcraft absolutely but the ones in power are not any of the ones that you see what would you do if a blood elder is trying to drain you uh i would put them in a mirror box um i don't wait for my future grandchildren because i raised i'm raised in the same way i raised jaded which was humans are a big pile of [ __ ] as a whole so take your time and be selective and always keep in touch with your spiritual side yes sarah but it's one o'clock i'm sure my husband is very mad that i haven't called him um and this turned out to be way longer than i thought so hopefully i can download this and upload it to youtube i don't know if my phone is gonna hold this but i'm gonna try so i'm going to say goodnight to you all so everybody say bye now mr foot yes everybody say bye bye no problem hopefully i can upload it all right bye bye bye bye bye