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Why I Quit Being a Neurosurgeon

Jul 21, 2024

Why I Quit Being a Neurosurgeon by Gooby

Background

  • Former neurosurgeon, trained at MIT
  • 4 years of medical school, 6 years neurosurgery training
  • 20 years invested in career
  • Quit last year

Motivation for Becoming a Doctor

  • Aim: Help people, relieve suffering
  • Hippocratic Oath emphasized relieving suffering
  • Inspired by curiosity about the brain and consciousness
  • Interested in brain-machine interfaces

Journey and Realizations

  • Initial interest in neurosurgery driven by brain-machine interface research
  • Disillusioned by limitations: Brain rejects the electrodes
  • Shifted focus to spine surgery, which is more common
  • Initial dissatisfaction despite good job, pay, and colleagues

Ethical and Personal Struggles

  • Realization that surgeries weren't addressing underlying problems
  • Surgeries were treating symptoms, not the root cause
  • Observations: Patients' lifestyles affected recovery
  • Factors contributing to healing:
    • Diet (mostly plant-based, low salt)
    • Exercise and sweating
    • No smoking/drugs, limited alcohol
    • Good social support
    • Adequate sleep
    • Stress management
  • Frustration with the medical system prioritizing profit over true healing

Decision to Quit

  • Moral injury from performing surgeries that didn't address root causes
  • Unhappiness, weight gain, and poor mental health
  • Support from wife to quit and reassess life

Post-Resignation Reflections

  • Initial embarrassment and lack of a clear plan
  • Found solace and happiness in nature, walking, and being with dog, Doobie
  • Created YouTube channel "Gooby and Doobie" to document and share nature scenes
  • Aims to relieve stress for others through nature therapy videos
  • Emphasizes trusting one's heart and leaning on loved ones