Lecture Notes on "Found My Place - GoldenAvenger02"

Overview

• Title: Found My Place - GoldenAvenger02
• Source: Archive of Our Own
• Main Character: Lloyd
• Setting: Post-final battle in Ninjago

Main Themes

• Struggle with Identity: Lloyd is haunted by the fear of becoming like his father, Garmadon.
• Post-Battle Haze: Despite the victory, Lloyd is overwhelmed by the darkness within him.
• Relationship Dynamics: Lloyd's interactions with Master Wu, Garmadon, and his friends.
• Transformation and Control: Lloyd deals with the physical and emotional changes due to his Oni heritage.

Key Events

Lloyd's Inner Conflict

• Hope and Dread: Lloyd hopes the battle was his last but fears becoming like Garmadon.
• Struggles with Memories: Haunted by the mental and physical pain of his past battles.

Interaction with Master Wu

• Sleeplessness: Lloyd visits Master Wu at 2 AM, unable to sleep due to his worries.
• Honest Conversation: Admits fear of becoming like Garmadon.
• Master Wu's Guidance: Wu reassures that the path of darkness is not set for Lloyd.

Physical and Emotional Toll

• Sickness: Lloyd experiences pain, fever, and transformations hinting at his Oni form.
• Paralysis and Care: Taken care by Wu and Garmadon during his sickness.

Support from Friends

• Kai and Nya's Arrival: Friends gather to support Lloyd, providing him comfort and humor.
• Emotional Support: Kai and Nya help Lloyd manage his panic attacks and reassure him.

Confrontation with Garmadon

• Reluctant Alliance: Garmadon, though changed, is the only one who can help Lloyd control his Oni form.
• Training Agreement: Lloyd agrees to train with Garmadon to control his Oni powers.

Resolution

• Reunion with Friends: Lloyd joins his friends for a movie night, feeling supported and clear-headed.
• Peaceful Sleep: Lloyd finds a semblance of peace and clarity, allowing him to finally rest.

Important Concepts

• Oni Heritage: The struggle between Lloyd's human and Oni sides.
• Control vs. Acceptance: The need to control his Oni powers to prevent permanent changes.
• Family and Forgiveness: Navigating complex relationships with his father and friends.

Notable Quotes

• Master Wu: "We each follow our own paths, Lloyd."
• Kai: "Lloyd, take a deep breath and hold it in."
• Garmadon: "The Oni side of you will always fight to let itself out unless you learn to control it."

Conclusion

Lloyd's journey is a continuous battle between light and dark, both externally in battles and internally with his own identity. The support of his friends and guidance from his family are crucial in his path to balance and self-acceptance.