Lecture Notes: TMS and Related Injuries
Introduction
- Topic: Discussion on Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS) injury
- Guests: James (first interviewee on TMS injury) and Joseph (host)
- Objective: To explore experiences and insights on TMS injuries, particularly cognitive and psychological effects
- Background: James shares his journey through stress, work environment, psychiatric treatments, and eventual TMS usage
Context and Background
James' Professional Background
- 15 years in banking; high-stress environment
- Struggled with work anxiety and depression
- Initial treatments included Lexapro (caused akathisia) and Buspar (caused sedation)
- Attempted self-management through exercise and diet
Discovery of TMS
- Recommended by a doctor as a safe treatment for depression
- Initial belief: No harm, long-term depression remission
- Lack of comprehensive informed consent regarding TMS' potential risks
TMS Treatment Experience
Initial Experiences
- Mapping Session: Motor threshold testing
- Treatment Period: 45 sessions over ~2.5 months
- Symptoms: Fuzziness, confusion, inability to multitask, increased intensity levels
Deterioration During Treatment
- Progressive worsening of cognitive symptoms
- Development of tinnitus (ringing in the ears)
- Mental and physical incapacity: inability to drive
Post-Treatment Consequences
Immediate Outcomes
- Cognitive impairment persisted post-treatment
- Experienced job loss during this period
Long-term Effects
- Increased anxiety, panic, and fatigue post-treatment
- Continual cognitive challenges
Interaction with Medical System
Challenges
- Difficulty in getting acknowledgment of TMS-related injury
- Neurologists' limited understanding of TMS implications
Supportive Medical Encounter
- Found a neurologist who likened it to a traumatic brain injury
- Focused on non-medicinal recovery: diet, exercise, and time
Recovery Attempts and Insights
Initial Recovery Efforts
- Therapy: Regular sessions
- Self-study: Reading relevant texts (e.g., Robert Whitaker, Peter Gøtzsche)
Exploration of Fasting
- Motivation: Inspired by anecdotal success stories and historical practices
- Prolonged Fasting: Undertook a 23-day water fast
- Effects: Improvement in mood, increased cognitive clarity
Reflections and Learnings
Psychological and Emotional Growth
- Enhanced appreciation for small improvements and life experiences
Community and Support
- Created Victims of TMS Action Group (V-TAG) for peer support
- Realized psychological impact of group discussions; necessity of breaks
General Observations on TMS
- Injury Patterns: Delayed onset of severe symptoms post-treatment
- Common Symptoms: Cognitive impairment, anxiety, tinnitus
- Recovery Variability: Spectrum from quick recovery to prolonged suffering
Conclusion
- TMS can have significant, long-lasting impacts on mental and cognitive health
- Importance of understanding and informed consent in psychiatric treatments
- Continuous personal and community efforts for recovery and advocacy
Note: For more detailed personal experiences or to connect with the community, visit relevant support groups or forums like V-TAG.