it seems that this year really isn't nji sanji's Year huh I mean the V tubing space alone is crazy I feel like we can't even past 2 weeks before hearing something new but this time of course we are going full circle back to any color and what we're discussing today is crazy it's about a train wreck of a vtuber whose every passing step triggered some sort of land mine and he ended up even leaking internal nii Sanji protocols this tweet right here kind of comes it up 18-year-old meets 20 plus married woman in VR chat they get into an online relationship they abuse and use each other in various toxic ways this eventually destroys her marriage he makes it big realizes he doesn't need her she goes nuclear my literal reaction now look this isn't 100% accurate right she wasn't married she was just in a long-term relationship with a boyfriend and while yes this does kind of sum it up this situation is an iceberg and the devil is in the details because here he left T at the the vtuber in question touched himself yes down there while on a call with this woman without her consent by the way and somehow okay somehow managed to manipulate the situation in such a way that by the end of it she was the one apologizing to him it's absolutely Bonkers dude it is crazy like I'm not using the word train wreck lightly this is insane and there's many more details like that that will make you question whether the human race can survive another hundred years and how nii Sanji is such a mess internally it's more than we could have ever anticipated even with everything that's been going on so uh strap in for this one really sit down and take a deep breath because it's about to get crazy guys I have great news this video is not sponsored but you should know that I stream on Thursday Friday and Saturday and that my vtuber Deb is happening on May 4th that's it for me back to the video the vtuber at the center of this catastrophe is none other than Luca kesir a niji Sanji English branch vtuber and part of the luxium wave this was a wave comprised of only male vtubers now look controversy is a side this wave was a very big deal for the global vtuber Community before luxium male vtubers were purely seen as a joke but this wave changed that the idea of male vtubers became viable now of course the reason why they became viable and blew up so quickly was because they were thirst trapping gay baiting and pretty much creating a boyfriend experience type scenario I mean evidence of their success can be seen here Vox Akuma at third Mr rise who has graduated at 6 and Luca at 7 all members of luxium with above 1 million subscribers each and at the top 10 of niji Sanji Global beating Most Japanese vtubers in niji Sanji 's biggest Market but in Luca's case before even joining nijisanji he did have an online presence not as Luca but as someone named Java and his insane trail of self-destruction with him stepping on a landmine with every step he takes can be traced back to those days according to the VR chat Legends Wiki Java is known as a gottier trap in VR CH with the most notable quote from him being that's kind a gay so that was his whole gimmick pretend to be a female with his voice and then reveal the fact that he's a guy and watch the reaction he got so good at being a trap in VR chat that he ended up joining the I like to call it the Bohemian Grove of streamers which was rafle Gator's invite only Gator crew now this VR chat server had some of the biggest streamers at the time present there which meant that if you somehow got an invite and played your cards right you could potentially start a streaming career which is why so many people were desperate to get an invite some of the names on this list include people like soda Poppin and moon moon not to mention a lot of rising stars so it was a big deal this was an 18 plus RP server on VR chat yes you can imagine the degeneracy that went on there especially with the content mostly being centered around awkwardness and dating trying to pick up people trying to arise them before even the term was invented you get the point after being invited to the server by Rafal Gator Java met Raziel a VR chat streamer and role player it was at that point that he asked Rafal Gator to set him up on an RP date with her so they went on RP dates streamed together a lot the community got used to seeing both of them in the same room and from the perspective of a viewer everything seemed to have been going well then at some point nijisanji opens up auditions Java applies to his surprise he's accepted and boom baby stardom he is Luca kesir in the Lux wave and he makes it big but again this is from the perspective of a viewer I can't even begin to describe what happened behind the scenes the irony here is that even though he's made this joke agency vtubers commit cancelable actions that is exactly what he ends up doing multiple times over both in terms of contract breaches and just straight up ethical and moral type incidents because it was on March 29th that Ras yel herself decided to expose Luca for his true self in an effort to clear her name from his rabid hardore fans by the way those same rabbit fans they didn't even let this document stay up for more than 24 hours before Mass reporting it with Google having to take it down dude it's gone it's straight up gone I've never seen this happen before but thankfully she re-uploaded it guys this thing is 58 Pages 58 what is this a master's thesis a dissertation like is she going for a PhD 58 I clicked on this thinking oh it's probably going to be a few pages with some proof with some time stamps with some DMS 58 Pages now of course I read the whole thing but don't worry we're not going to be doing that instead I'll sum it up and we'll go through the highlights of the absolute degeneracy that occurred between Raziel the author and Luca she starts off by saying this why does this document exist very good question question she goes on to say that more information such as the niiji Sanji contract has come out along with another individual in the no confessing to me that luuka kesir has legitly harassed others inside of nii Sanji so here she's talking about how a nijisanji vtuber contract leaked recently as things were escalating after Selin's termination legal mindset who's a registered lawyer and happens to have a great Channel went through the entire contract on one of his streams and pretty much outlined the fact that this is terribly written and gives a huge disadvantage to the vtuber signing it Sal's termination also shed light on harassment happening internally so the fact that Luca seems to have been harassing people allegedly as well goes back to that incident too she continues I believe it is my responsibility to bring to light his problematic behavior and patterns of abuse as both Java and Luca for those who may be in a precarious situation which do not allow them to speak or act this is also to touch upon the internal issues of any color's management of their talents any documents are simply meant to prove The credibility of my story and that I was deeply involved with Luca oh yeah she was Buddy she was deeply involved she then goes on to say that while some may be asking why I didn't do this sooner I'll be completely honest no one cared she says I am to this day harassed and sent death threats by Lucas fan base they actively suppress Li and spread vicious rumors to trying to discredit me hence why her document got taken down from Google like literally one day after she posted it I would get Anonymous death threats my marshmallow and sock puet Twitter accounts so I gave up for a long time so as I mentioned before they met in December 2018 in the exclusive 18 plus VR chat Lobby that had a lot of big streamers so Java then asked Rafal Gator the streamer who owned the lobby to see if he could set up a date with his character and raziel's character it was nothing out of the ordinary right as she mentions you know this was part of the whole Ser this was the main content so she was okay with it but she apparently according to her set very clear boundaries that she wasn't interested in actual dating outside of RP that she had a long-term boyfriend etc etc right so as far as she was concerned things were okay now of course they gradually became close friends they started inviting each other to private worlds hung out together chilled talked and that's when he would start to open up about his home situation his mental and physical abuse that comes from his family and then of course there's the whole he would tell me that he never felt comfortable talking about this stuff with anyone before look this is typical typically if someone is nice to you forms a bond with you and then all of a sudden trauma dumps enough of a load to break a Tesla truck guess what this is most likely a great way to just manipulate you so of course she started opening up in return as well now here's here's what this is probably the craziest thing look we're still on page two okay we're still on page two this is the craziest thing that happens in all these 58 Pages brace so on January 17th 2019 Java would once again invite me to a private world we were both in full body tracking in VR chat we discussed RP and made small talk before Java would go silent at first I thought maybe his mom came into his room as she often did and he muted himself to talk to her I kept talking and I could see him moving slightly but he kept silent I asked him if everything was okay and he said it was I then asked him what he was doing it was there without asking me if it was okay out of the blue with no prior consent and with boundaries already made clear that I did not want to date he told me he was touching himself to my voice yes down there buddy that's what that means he was beating his sausage I froze up I honestly did not know how to respond at the moment so I just kept talking luckily it did not last long because suddenly I would see his Avatar's Head Drop to the floor and he would go offline so typically in VR when you have full body tracking when you put your headset on the floor that's what happens right that means he left I would find out shortly after in Discord DMS that his mom had walked in on him I didn't know how to respond given I was told by him his mom would still physically abuse and yell at him so my brain switched to make sure he was okay as opposed to addressing what he just did with me as you can see in the DMS below check these DMS out dude this is insane this is a master class of manipulation it is absolutely Bonkers look at this so my mother caught me razel responds with the flush Emoji Luca then says that's an oof she says I'm afraid that is what happened then he says yeah and then she says big oof I'm sorry bro this dude took out his sausage started playing with his sausage no consent with clear boundaries established okay she's one who ends up apologizing I hope you're okay and don't get into trouble heart emoji oh no bake trouble sad face personal space holy [ __ ] they not know sorry Raz yeah dude sorry Raz they don't know man I'm Bing my meat can she not leave me alone no no no it's okay what do you mean it's okay this is so stupid no no no bro it's okay listen I know you beat your meat in front of me it's all good listen your mom caught you so I apologize it's fine I'll give you an update my mom is literally having a meltdown I'm really sorry she apologizes again no no it's literally okay what they're doing now is restricting my play time as long as you're safe yes please as long as you're safe so you can beat your meat next time safely they're going to limit my use of the internet and I will be only able to use it for 2 hours forever clearly not because later Raziel would just start streaming again on Twitch now Luca or Java at the time lived or still lives in Australia right so when she would go live he would wake up in the morning at 4 a.m. Australian time just to be a part of her stream he slowly became obsessive and possessive whenever she would talk or FL it with someone else whenever she would do something with someone else he would get angry she would tell him multiple times to knock it off and that it wasn't appropriate but even with all these things she still felt the need to specify I do greatly appreciate him helping me and appearing on my stream to this day however he just beat his meat without your consent when you told him about your long-term relationship and established boundaries this was the perfect time to tell him hey you know what it's been fun I'm not interested in talking to you anymore okay she has had one hell of a chance to do this but she opted not to why I do not know he became super possessive and then she said after establishing more boundaries and being understood by both of us we were able to continue our friendship I don't know how when you had already established boundaries and the dude beat his meat but even with those boundaries he said she still feels obligated to talk and be with him because because of the way he would get upset or at least I felt like I had to keep my conversations with others short now in extreme and I mean extreme ironic fashion the god tier trap who would pretend to be a female to then trick people that he's a male had big problems with certain groups of people he really really really didn't like it when someone called him gay his mom joked about it and he was like [ __ ] no dude [ __ ] no no dude I'm not gay don't don't say that and as recently as January 2023 he said this yeah trans people make me uncomfortable and pregnant women that is so Random though dude like listen if you typically have something against the LGBT it can be explained somehow some way right like it's clear here his mom when she said are you gay and he said no she said you little [ __ ] thank God okay we can say it's cultural familial where you grow up you know it can be explained to a certain degree okay but pregnant women what the hell is this I can't even explain this where did this come from like how do you why do pregnant women make you uncomfortable like oh man when I see those those those bellies of pregnant women man the fact that they have a life inhibiting them oh my god dude and still her friendship persisted with him okay now at some point Java would decide to stream on Twitch under the name of java with 4 A's after becoming a got tier trap like the wiki says and tricking streamers such as soda Poppin he started to gain some sort of popularity this is when for whatever reason razelle abandoned her entire streaming career just to help him with his streaming I don't know why like does he have a gun to her head or something does he have blackmail on her no I don't know why but she did okay she did she started managing his channel his community her work included keeping him company on stream per request suggesting games for him to play based on popularity managing sponsorships cultivating and managing his community running and helping his moderation team coming up with saon goals and executing the goals that didn't directly involve him streaming for him at least once a week on his channel so that he would stay consistent and even after all this even after all this Java would still lie to her about his Revenue making her think that he makes way less than he actually makes and about going to school when he wasn't even enrolled among various things now as he was streaming on Twitch niji Sanji all of a sudden opened up their auditions for their next wave he would of course apply and during the application process while waiting to hear back from them he would end up making two alts on Twitter to harass others during the nii s audition process one called LLY Springer and the other one called pogers wers he even linked his own Twitter on his Al saying Help It Out POG guys this is someone talking about their favorite vtuber and then him replying who asked and the thing is initially he wouldn't admit to Raziel that these were his accounts until she tried to log into them using the same password she was given for his other accounts like his twitch stream again continuing with the lying and yet she's still here now as he was waiting for nii San's final response he got banned from the GTA 5 RP server no pixel for sexual harassment look at this look at this dude look at this we had multiple reports of you pushing sexual harassment during and going against TOS on a 911 call the RP wasn't comfortable with the direction he was heading in terms of him rping that his testicle was damaged causing him to sound like a woman and begging us to help him to put it back you made a racially offensive remark during the heli ride back to the city as well tried to grab emss in a appropriately dude he's a train wreck he's an absolute disaster and even though he just got banned from no pixel around that time niji Sanji asked him to come for a final interview and guess what he was the first English male wave vtuber under the Revolutionary luxium wave yes the same wave that revolutionized male vtubers in the industry on the global side he was the first does that not say a lot about the wave and the company nii Sanji just can't catch a break huh now Raziel says here our relationship was still very good at this point we would spitball names for his character where we only had the image below to go off of etc etc now I don't know what her definition of a good relationship is but even at this point their relationship was absolutely putrid okay this was terrible during the naming process one funny thing that'll come up later is that he mentioned that one of of his aspirations was how he did not want to become like other male vtubers he wanted to go with a non booyfriend experience and he didn't want to Pander or sell out he wanted to be non- lwd and really play into the Mafia Ass character the one you see here look man very admirable I'm going for that too but if you've watched Luca you already know this didn't even last a month this didn't even last like half a year so at this point he got signed to nanji and had to prepare for his debut stream this is a vtuber first ever stream it's a big moment and many things get commissioned and made to make it as impactful as possible Luca the train wreck was having a hard time preparing though one of his artists ghosted him and he couldn't figure out how to make some things work so hey guess who stepped up for free Raziel she made his PowerPoint schedule outro just like she's his babysitter it's also crazy to me how nii Sanji is not there to do these things you're starting a new wave on the global market which is by all means way more important than the Japanese Market longterm and he was left to do these things by himself as far as I know other corporations actually make an effort to assist you in this process at least when you're starting out after Luca started at nijisanji after the debut he would cut off contact with pretty much everyone he would still speak to Raziel but he would still be abusive comparing her to his abusive mother which is one of the worst things you can do when all you do is complain about your mother and then compare your friend to her but even with all this she still stayed and did not cut contact with him then something substantial happens and it's easily one of the most ridiculous things in this entire document she calls it the ring fit Adventure incident and it's really going to test your cringe tolerance now if you're not aware the ring fit is something you can use with your Nintendo switch it's great for exercising and quite a bit of vtubers have already streamed themselves working out with it now razel and another mod from the Java days were the only moderators in his entire chat and we're talking about a YouTube channel that gets thousands of concurrent viewers at once now she personally couldn't make it to the stream she watched it back and saw that many of the comments were seful in nature she asked luuka if this was fine with him and he did say that it made him uncomfortable so the next stream where he was doing the ring fit she would try to steer the conversation in other directions if the chat was getting horny it got so crazy that at some point she had to call out someone publicly in chat saying that Luca was moaning on purpose she said no actually this is just him Breathing heavily from tough exercise man what a tough situation you know what you tell me does he sound like he's moaning or just heavily breathing wonderful he just keeps [Music] going bro look at this comment right here every single Tim stamp where he moans extremely sexually bro what is this look at the chat what is this heavily breathing my ass dude what do you mean who the hell breathes like this then someone donates and says why are your moderators Banning people Luca immediately sides with the donator and says don't worry I'll talk to them she then panics Raziel panics and just messages him immediately saying we didn't ban anyone we didn't we only timed out please which is a sign of a great relationship by the way if if your friend talks to you this way just know you have a very healthy relationship guys so they talked about it and then he made this tweet saying huh I trust my moderators to do their jobs do not lie to me and say they were Banning people because of an emote when all they were doing was timing out very weird comments stop it it was all a misunderstanding still though even with this tweet siding with his moderators razelle was doxed her images put everywhere on social media and got death threats and harassment so what did she do she asked to speak to his manager an niiji Sanji to better formulate a plan on how to best handle this both Luca and his manager ignored her and Luca told her listen you know what just be a silent mod just don't talk in the chat she says this put a giant strain on our friendship but guess what she stayed again she's not leaving she's not cting contact with him I don't know why most people would have cut contact and ended this quote unquote friendship as soon as he beat his meat but no she's still here for whatever reason so remember how I said that it was admirable that Luca didn't want to go with the boyfriend experience route well as you saw from the ringfit stream that did not last long one of the main reasons why he converted to BF was because he kept comparing his view count to the other luxium members which according to Raziel the number fixation is what drove him away from what he originally wanted to portray he would be upset if I took notice of his new on stream personality and overall content change luuka would start to Pander more he would fujo bait which is pretty much gay baiting with the other boys and started a shift towards a more boyfriend experience type content he would get frustrated and sad that I didn't watch his streams anymore which was for numerous reasons one was the content shift the other was his time slot which was quite late for me I would occasionally watch his streams but I couldn't even talk about them because it was like walking on eggshells I couldn't joke about the things he did or say as he would get upset at me yet somehow all we would talk about was nii Sanji and his streams and one of the funniest things about this right remember he didn't want to be boyfriend experience he didn't want to be overly horny he didn't want to Pander for these things he would always say things like this like look Jesus there are so many shirtless fan arts I cannot repeat them because it'll just be weird it's like why are you talking about it then what's going on thinking about my voice tweet one hour ago being sex makes me uncomfortable and I don't want that up it's like really what is it what's what's the voice tweet it can't be that bad come on [Music] 350k huh huh that's my little lups I am cringe champ trust me buddy same here thank you for 173,000 subscribers who talks like this listen you guys can laugh and cringe all you want look at this 34,000 likes 1,400 bookmarks 7,400 retweets 1,000 comments this was before we could see Impressions on posts I guarantee you this has at least half a million it pays man as cringy as this is he'd be mostly jealous of Vox who was getting more attention than him he would constantly be on sites like forchan and he would ego search himself on Twitter which means looking at positive comments that are glazing him 24/7 and then telling razelle about it she says here he would show me fan art and clips people were making of him Non-Stop and what they were saying about him people thought roron was needy streamer overload no no no no no it is him he would even directly message his fans on Twitter and lie to Raziel about it which is an extreme form of parasocial bye I'm winning this is a fan who got a DM from him saying night night you too she probably experienced puberty for the second time after this message so razelle was what was holding Luca's entire career together at this point and she was continuing to do work for him and he started to pay her now here's the thing he wanted to pay her a monthly salary she wanted a simple contract he denied the contract and wouldn't even allow her to send invoices to him no instead he would just send her random payment she had to remind him by the way saying commission commission Service Commission commission even at one point saying happy birthday when it wasn't her birthday that's tax fraud dude what are you doing what is going on at some point she tried to do rules after months of not having chat rules she made them with the other mod Luca denied it rewrote them this is what he came up with look look at this do not be weird Champion that is super [Music] unbug be respectful to one another we only POG and not weird bro unless you were chronically online on Twitch back then you would have no idea what this means it's just insane to me things somehow just kept getting worse and more ridiculous but raziel's role in the Stream and Luca's ecosystem kept getting bigger and bigger she would write character lore for him she would make outfits for him she would write the script for his voice packs and at some point she even wrote his signature for him look at this this is her handwriting this is her handwriting as well the handwritten note and this was sent to everyone who bought his voice back this is insane this doesn't just hurt him it hurts any other vtubers under nii Sanji because now people are asking am I even getting real signatures when he reached a million subscribers management sent him this message which was leaked of course thanks to do for 1 million Subs hi Luca since you are very close to 1 million Subs now please proceed the following ASAP something to do with merch submit handwritten short message similar to the attached image this was from another Japanese nji Sanji vtuber called Kanai Kan Kan and they're using this as an example so he wrote to Raziel the message that he wanted and guess what she wrote it for him there is nothing genuine about him dude she even drew the drawing here she wrote his name he didn't do a single thing except come up with the message which was very simple by the way she even gave him ideas of what to do to celebrate going through old clips chusing fan art drawing something to be updated I think at this point we all understand how much of a train wreck luk and his career has been if it wasn't for Raziel and their very weird relationship nijisanji don't even have to try to look bad they signed someone who's an absolute psychopath as one of their first signings for a delium wave but this document takes it a step further because it shows us things that Luca leaked to Raziel internally from nijisanji that he wasn't supposed to show a single living Soul she says to my understanding staff have three channels of communication with the niji Sanji livers this would be slack Microsoft teams and Discord I think just the idea that they use Microsoft teams to communicate with their vtubers is enough to never ever want to sign up with Eis Sanji forget everything else the fact that they use Microsoft teams while it was rare I would get screenshots of any internal messages there were a couple times I did one would be about staff showing Ian what 3D recording looked like for concerts with a video call one would be upper management thanking luuka for his hard work through slack and the other already shown above was asking for a message from Luca for his 1 million subscriber Milestone through Discord so this is the image showing them how the concert would look like like in Microsoft teams in a live stream and this right here was a message from an employee working for nanan saying to be honest I bet everything on Ian if Ian had not succeeded I would have been fired so I'm extremely grateful for your daily cooperation this showcases the extremely positive work environment at nii Sanji guys it feels like I'm watching an anime with someone who's in the corporate work culture under like an ugly bastard of a boss right by the way he leaks something that explains why niji Sanji was so terrible at handling the sent tasi situation and everything else afterwards she says there are multiple times and instances where something would happen and I would ask Luca if they ever received basic public relations training he would inform me they did not surprise surprise any color management felt non-existent from what Luca had told me Luca had also told me early on in his time in niis Sanji that management told him that he was supposed to be the leader of luxium that clearly was not the case look at who's in the middle in this picture yeah it was Vox not there was also an event that was meant to happen with all luxium way vtubers but for whatever reason last second both Ike evand and Luca were excluded without being given any reason again showcasing that this company culture is incredible now she did include a full conversation there's one thing that interests me in this whole thing and that's the way she was addressing him at this point look at this I'm just a little petty he says and then she says oh yeah what happened love then if we go to the album itself to look at more screenshots at some point to calm them down she says that's working for a business baby so look she doesn't specify this in her document but she gave us no updates on what happened to her long-term relationship I think at this point we can easily assume that she wasn't with a boyfriend anymore I would hope so talking like this to another guy but she specified in the beginning that she never had a romantic relationship with Luca look man as far as I'm concerned I don't call my friends love and baby okay so it goes further to show that they had a very weird relationship that didn't make sense at all to me now due to this event being canceled for him and he got really pissed off and ended up causing one of the members of staff at niji Sanji to allegedly start crying according to his messages he was saying that he was talking to a vice president and a producer God knows who cried in this conversation but this also again shows guys listen n sanji's hiring right now for $2 an hour you too can work in an extremely positive workplace he also leaked the fact that he had dinner with the CEO of niji Sanji yes rku tasm the one who gives a sloppy toy like no one else baby going to a very fancy Japanese house being escorted by people in kimonos then he says then it was just like the upper management these Millionaires and billionaires Raziel says you're a millionaire and then Luca says oh yeah that's right [ __ ] had to be reminded oh right yeah I am a millionaire that's true hey man gay baiting pays money baby that's why they do it even though they know it's cringe but that's not the end of the internal nijisanji leaks No in fact this one is probably the most incriminating according to Luca he said that multiple girls were coming to him inis Sanji saying that Aster Arcadia was harassing and bullying others internally now this is asra right here of course these are allegations according to razel this was also confirmed by another vtuber who's going to stay Anonymous but look in general when people keep saying oh this guy's bullying this guy's bullying this multiple fingers being pointed at multiple different people it already indicates a not so positive work culture of course asra couldn't care less about these accusations as their currently playing leave of Legends and saying things like I eat you but things are not looking good for niji Sanji at all this was the DM she received from another NIS Sanji liver saying to help you with Clarity I remember that incident it was Aster and of course management didn't do anything about it the same nijisanji liver also told her that Luca has done a lot of bad things not just to you so thank you for sharing your experience a lot of people waited for you to tell the truth for a while because it had been an issue so I'm happy you finally did so apparently he also was harassing people inside of nijisanji so this was so big that just like selling situation it reached the Japanese side of the internet look man Cy to fall side on this one I had no idea this was even a website I mean this looks like something out of 1998 but apparently it's a well-known Japanese blog talking about this whole incident and as you can see there are a whole lot of comments hundreds reaching close to 1,700 at the time of me recording this at some point listen listen I don't need to give you a recap okay just the fact that had touched himself in a call with her while she had established boundaries was enough of a reason to leave right after all this this was years of having to endure this relationship friendship whatever it was she decided to end their friendship she says Luca would become too much for my mental health and I told him I needed to take a break away from our friendship I blocked him on Discord after I said I needed some breathing room I let him know if there was an emergency it was okay to call/text me you'd think it's the start of something new of a new chapter for her nope after a week or so I found out out that allegedly people were making him uncomfortable and he started to fall asleep on other NIS Sanji live streams something he had never done before I texted him if he was okay dude he had one job just cut him off she calls him by his real name says are you okay he's like yeah I'm fine she tells him hey I've heard of what's going on you're sleeping on people's streams is everything okay and he says yeah don't worry my sleep is really bad but I just need to fix myself otherwise nothing's going to change cool does she go back to uh taking a break from him nope he would go on trips message her Snapchat her update her she asks him hey I'm having a celebration on stream want to show up he says yes then doesn't show up amazing then their friendship grew more toxic you should have left when you had the chance Raziel she'd be hurt upset frustrated angry you know the typical stuff that have been happening for the last four years of their friendship she had to fly out to her dad so you could keep an eye on her essentially from what she says because she was thinking of graduating her soul out of her body she was uh thinking of transitioning from being alive to not alive yes that's right we're avoiding the YouTube demonetization algorithm but you know what I mean she was coherent enough to realize that she was forming a plan in her head to so she stayed with her dad a bit went to a psychologist hoping to recover she went back home afterwards and guess what she did first thing she did continue your friendship with Luka dude this is insane this is absolutely Preposterous the toxicity would continue and he would tell her listen uh he couldn't do it anymore he never wanted to talk to her again the expectations were killing him for whatever that meant but still even when he was pushing her away guess what she did guys did she actually leave nope she stayed we would exchange diary esque updates to each other after this for a couple months but I noticed it was making me increasingly anxious I wonder why she was going through multiple cancer removing surgeries and didn't have anyone to talk to about this as he had isolated her now that sucks and Cancer Sucks in general but guys would it be too much to say that Luca was part of the reason she got cancer exposure to someone like this might have contributed to the cancer I don't know I'm not a doctor but just a theory now get this after not updating me on a major life event that was the straw that broke the camel's back I told him this so what does he do what does Luca do to counter this well he showed me pictures of his family's golden retriever puppy which turned out to not be his talk another [Music] lie and then he apologized he told her he still wanted to be friends but that he couldn't do it right now they would finally stop talking after that and he would only reach out again asking for tax information because apparently paying someone to do something for you and saying happy birthday as the reason is tax front look it's clear both Raziel and Luca have big issues and yeah as much as I feel sorry for Raziel at a certain point when you get so many chances to escape a relationship you staying Against All Odds even when you want to take your own life does make this voluntary does make it consensual the guy beat his meat with without your consent but you stayed no one forced you to there's no good guy or bad guy here both of these individuals have severe issues and they should do everything in their power to stay the hell away from each other now when it comes to niji Sanji they have not taken the time to address this at all instead in extremely ironic nii Sanji timing they chose to Pedal Luca's merch at the time of this documents release you can't make this [ __ ] up look Luca broke his I Sanji contract multiple times in some of the worst ways possible yes he has not responded on his side yet about the allegations against him sure but one thing is for sure we have internal nijisanji leaks sent to Raziel on his behalf that alone is an immediate termination in the Ving industry but hey guys according to Vox there is no favoritism in niji Sanji so I'm sure he'll get terminated right the impact of this whole thing is also definitely going to be negligible they need huge internal changes because as it stands right now the internal harassment and bullying the disorganization the terrible management the psychos they're recruiting to be vtubers where are you finding these people the mass graduations this is not helping anyway thanks for watching and 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