♪ 5th of November ♪ ♪ When I walked you home ♪ ♪ That's when I nearly said it ♪ ♪ But then said "Forget it" and froze ♪ ♪ Do you remember ♪ ♪ You probably don't ♪ ♪ 'Cause the sparks in the sky ♪ ♪ Took a hold of your eyes while we spoke ♪ ♪ Yesterday, drank way too much ♪ ♪ And stayed up too late ♪ ♪ Started to write what I wanna say ♪ ♪ Deleted the message, but I still remember it said ♪ ♪ I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight ♪ ♪ Wish I was the reason you stay up 'til 3 ♪ ♪ And you can't fall asleep ♪ ♪ Waiting for me to reply ♪ ♪ I wish I was more than just someone you walk by ♪ ♪ Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open ♪ ♪ Instead of just hoping ♪ ♪ You'd feel what I'm feeling inside ♪ ♪ April the 7th ♪ ♪ And nothing has changed ♪ ♪ It's hard to get by ♪ ♪ When you're still on my mind every day ♪ ♪ Sometimes I question ♪ ♪ If you feel the same ♪ ♪ Do we make stupid jokes ♪ ♪ Trying to hide that we're both too afraid to say ♪ ♪ I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight ♪ ♪ Wish I was the reason you stay up 'til 3 ♪ ♪ And you can't fall asleep ♪ ♪ Waiting for me to reply ♪ ♪ I wish I was more than just someone you walk by ♪ ♪ Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open ♪ ♪ Instead of just hoping ♪ ♪ You'd feel what I'm feeling inside ♪ ♪ Oh, and here we go again ♪ ♪ Destroy myself to keep a friend ♪ ♪ Hiding away 'cause I was afraid you'd say no ♪ ♪ I wonder if I cross your mind ♪ ♪ Half as much as you do mine ♪ ♪ If I tell you the truth ♪ ♪ What will I lose ♪ ♪ I don't know ♪ ♪ I wish I'd sent you that drunk text that midnight ♪ ♪ I was just scared it would ruin our friendship ♪ ♪ But I really meant it ♪ ♪ I wonder how you would reply ♪