what the [ __ ] is a ker uh hi it's been a hot minute um the the meme is over so you can click off if you don't care about my personal life but I just wanted to kind of explain that why I've been just gone like disappeared off the face of the Universe um basically it was mostly school stuff last year of high school I had to actually focus on things um also physical health stuff like nothing nothing serious it's just like some yeah I have pots which is like a chronic illness that basically makes you tired all the [ __ ] time but it's nothing like lifethreatening so like don't don't worry about that but uh it's just it's been kind of a struggle for me recently to find the energy to make videos um and I'm sorry about that but I want to try to get back into the swing of that over the summer because I do enjoy it and hopefully I won't be just as exhausted as I used to be during the school year because I have free time now um I'm doing art fight this year again uh first year of art fight with a chronic illness I don't know how much I'll be able to do but last year I was in Japan for half of art fight so like maybe I'll I'll probably do as many attacks or something I don't know um but anyways yeah here's my like whatever if you want to attack me I'll try to attack you back but I can't promise because I always get massacred I'm like a number one military Target it's it's a struggle oh no I get too much free art of my OC's first world problems am I right but um yeah I just wanted to say I'm still alive I'm still breathing uh yeah good outro insert outro yippee